my robot boyfriend

Chen Wei doesn't like drinking tea.And the person in the photo, in several scenes, is holding a cup of black tea in his hand.

I know Xia Ye likes black tea best.

However, it cannot be just because of such details...

It was late that day, after seeing off Mr. Xiao, Chen Wei lay quietly with my arms around me, full of thoughts. Beyond the glass was the vast universe of the night.

I was half asleep and half awake, feeling the temperature of the tight skin with peace of mind.Hidden worries and thoughts seem to be far away like the dark sea under the moon.

Many people we know—Si Zhan's blue eyes, Zhu Hua's red dress, Li En's smile, and Bai Mo's stern face—slowly emerge in memory.Every scene, every movement and every sound made me feel sorry for the irreparable regret and pain.

Also quietly worrying about Linyuan next door who is always being bullied.

Missing Lei Qingliuhuo and the others in Bingji, worrying about Du Hexi and Xiao Qiao who stayed in Zhongxin Empire.

Maybe, no matter who it is.

Whether it is happiness or misfortune, it is inevitable that there will be a lot of worrying things.

These days, Chen Wei has been busy contacting Si Zhan for rescue.After very hard diplomatic negotiations, the ice pole is still unable to obtain access to the moon.Du Hexi secretly sent two warships to go with the army, but they were also stopped by the Moon Defense Force outside the airspace.

"It's okay," Ling Xiao said in the morning, "at worst, we will save him by ourselves. Believe me, I will definitely be able to take the Black Ragdoll to the moon."

"I believe in Ling Xiao's ability."

"However, after all, there is a battlefield on the side of the moon. If we really get to that place, no one may be able to escape unscathed."

Chen Wei's fingers slowly stroked the back of my ears and neck, and the slightly cool ring of her ring finger brushed across my scorching skin.

"So Ye, let's make an appointment, shall we?"

"In case of any accident... No matter what happens to either of us. You make an appointment with me, and we promise each other one thing, is that okay?"

"Owner……"

In the darkness of night, his eyes sparkled with surprise: "Ye, it seems that you haven't called me 'Master' for a long time..."

I was also secretly surprised.

yes.I don't know when, calling him "Chen Wei" has become a daily routine, and the title "Master" has disappeared.

Calling him "Master" now feels strange to him.

...Perhaps, it was because the topic he just said was too heavy.

I don't want to hear it unconsciously, and I want to shrink back into the shell unconsciously.

After all, the title "Master" is not as close as "Chen Wei", and there is a clear distinction between superiority and inferiority - but it is exactly what I want at this moment.

I want him to know that I am something that belongs entirely to "the master".Because if the master is gone, I will definitely not live alone in this world.

The person next to me sighed and hugged me tightly.

"If the night is gone, I will not continue to live alone."

"Cough, please make an appointment with me—even if we really separate, you must first make sure that those 'very important to us' people are living well before going to find each other, okay?"

"..."

"Because, if I go first and wait for you over there, I would really like you to tell me something about everyone."

"At least tell me that the Earth-Moon War is over, and Li Anqi has grown back her long hair. He Xi successfully teamed up with Xiao Qiao and regained the imperial power. The consul accompanied the seniors to rebuild BD in Bingji, Lei Qing and Xiao Chiu They play in it every day. Liuhuo returned home with his master, Ling Xiao is still pestering Linyuan every day."

"At least, tell me these things, so you can rest assured."

"If it were me looking for you, I would definitely... tell you all these things with a smile."

There was a constricting pain in the heart for no reason.

I was a little annoyed at Chen Wei, why did he say these words out of nowhere.Wanting to say something, I opened my mouth, but tears fell unexpectedly.

He seemed to be smiling, and kissed my tears helplessly: "Ye, don't cry, and don't be afraid. I'm just talking."

"That kind of thing won't happen - we have the Black Ragdoll, the captain Ling Xiao, and the support of Bingji and Xia Ye's parents behind us, and there are countless warships and weapons moored at the airports of Mars and the Sino-Singapore Empire Here, maybe... REBEL will be able to stand with us in the future, we are really strong now."

"Even if I'm really involved in a war, I have the confidence to protect you, and I can protect everyone."

"I'm just... worried that you won't understand. I made this choice, and it's definitely not that I didn't put you first—indeed, I don't need to save Si Zhan, and I don't care whether the war will burn to the extreme. Just keep you alone, hide in the calm Mars, and stay until the end of the war."

"Even if I did that, no one would blame me. But I... still chose to take the risk."

"Because I was able to come here, fell in love with you, made so many friends, and supported each other until today. All of these have become things that I want to protect and cherish."

"I used to be unable to protect anything. But now, I want everyone...to be happy."

Maybe at that time, in my subconscious mind, I already had a premonition of some bad result, so I kept crying like that.

When I woke up countless times, I also asked myself—why, why was the flash of intense fear dispelled by his gentle voice, and finally nothing was noticed?

……

In the middle of the night, I was woken up by the person in my arms, and I vaguely heard him ask: "Ye, do you know what day tomorrow is?"

I slowly thought about the Earth's calendar in a dull manner, and then thought about the festivals of the Sino-New Empire——

"Ah, New Year."

"You think again?"

And... what?I can't think of it.

He smiled softly, and bit my lip punitively: "It's the one-year anniversary of our acquaintance."

Ah... I seemed to wake up a little bit, but the next second I was dragged into darkness by the dream, and I heard him softly and sweetly whispering: "It was so good to meet you at that time. I have been until now, I feel that every day is as happy as a dream.”

"Ye, I love you, I like you the most."

Well, I love you too.

I don't know if I ever said that.

In the second half of the night, I was awakened again by the abnormally cold temperature in my arms.

The person in my arms couldn't wake up anymore.

……

The next few days were in a trance.

I seem to have fallen into a deep black hole, I can only hear the noise in my ears, but the other senses are completely unreal and ridiculous.

"What should we do now? No matter if we turn back to Mars or go to Earth, we still have six or seven days to travel! It's too late to—"

"Can the blood be used? Can we use the tube of blood that the Lorraines asked to bring to Xia Ti?"

"There is an emergency room on the ship, but there is no equipment for blood exchange. I have heard that there is a rejection rate of about one in ten thousand in blood replacement surgery, but the probability itself is so low, and he and Xiaozhen are brothers. It stands to reason It shouldn't be like this!"

"Eclipse night..."

Someone hugged me tightly from the side, I don't understand.

The man had long black hair, clear and slightly sad black eyes.Linyuan, I remember his name, but I don't know why he hugs me so tightly, why he looks at me with sympathetic eyes that are almost pitiful.

The heart rate meter next to him made a piercing roar.

A calm straight line, like some weird taunt.The man next to him with the rose tattoo on his face suddenly let out an uncontrollable roar: "What nonsense! Are you kidding me? What the hell is this? Are you going to die in front of me again?"

What the hell...

who died?

I was ignorant and couldn't figure it out. I always felt that what they were talking about might be someone who had nothing to do with me and was far away from me.

"Eclipse, Eclipse, you are crying. Please, cry out?!"

cry?Why, why am I crying.

Why……

In a trance, I feel as if someone is missing around me.It seems that someone should be smiling at me and speaking some very gentle words in my ear.Then all of that night before falling into a dream suddenly appeared in my mind.

If I did it all over again, instead of crying, I would just yell at him unhappy and inconsiderate to tell him to shut up.

Because, what is that for?Having said so much, it was like confessing a last word.

It's almost as if we knew we were destined to separate.

But nervously, silently and secretly rejoicing.

Fortunately, I have been working hard to be a good lover recently.

Considerate, doting, obedient, well-behaved.Even when Si Zhan wanted to hug me, I didn't go into a corner, didn't get angry at him, didn't cry, and didn't make him feel a little bit embarrassed.

So, at least in my final impression, I should... still be a qualified lover, right?

You won't regret it...you liked me, right?

Will you always think of me?They should be waiting for me over there, right?

……

I don't know how much time passed, Linyuan sobbed in a low voice, hugged me and refused to leave.The man with the rose tattoo was also sitting in the corner slumped all the time. When others came to persuade him, he just shook his head and said, "I too... accompany him for a while."

I was still confused, but one thing was clear—I was leaning against the edge of the bed, clutching a cold hand.

Hands are beautiful.Slender and well-knotted.

I heard that after a person dies, they will start to rot after a few days. These beautiful hands will eventually turn into a pair of dry bones.But it's okay, I won't give up.I'll hold him, and even if it rots completely in the end, I'll still love him as much as ever.

This person's is mine, and no matter how long it takes, I won't let it go.

Because I know, in fact, he is a person who is afraid of loneliness.

Very short of love, but has been desperately giving love to others.Even when you don't want to laugh, you always smile gently.

He really...has been working hard alone for too long, and he is finally tired, isn't he?

So I should obediently keep quiet, hug him, and let him rest in my arms.

……

Can't cry.

Really... I can't cry at all.

It was so sudden that I still wonder if it was a nightmare.I always feel that although his body is cold, he looks like he is asleep, very peaceful and peaceful, and there seems to be a faint smile on the corner of his mouth.

Chen Wei likes to coax me, and told me many bedtime stories.

After the fable is finished, the fairy tale begins.In the stories he told me, sleep is always just a curse, the frog prince can be lifted by the kiss of true love, and the sleeping beauty can reopen her eyes because of the kiss of her lover.

I kissed him.Fingertips, wrists, trembling, leaned over and kissed the corner of his lips lightly.

She never dared to kiss his cold lips, trembling with fear, fearing that the last hopeless expectation would come to nothing.

"Eclipse night..." Linyuan came to pull me, I pushed him away, and finally bit down on the colorless lips.In the past, no matter how painful or tired he was, he would definitely respond to me, but now he allows me to kiss without any response.

There are no miracles, no fairy tales, I don't believe in them.

It is impossible for him to lie to me, I don't believe Chen Wei will lie to me.He said that a kiss is enough, so I...

"Xi Ye, don't do this, Xi Ye!"

Linyuan's voice was full of tears, and it was difficult to break free from the hands that imprisoned me.

While I felt irritable and painful, I was dragged back to the dim and lonely bar on the first floor of Lu Lin's banquet in the confusion of consciousness - at that time, I had just been brought home by Chen Wei.

Sensitive and anxious.His body and mind are riddled with holes, and he is full of infinite expectations and deep fear of the unknown fate.

It was at that banquet that I met Zhu Hua, Lin Yuan and Li Anqi for the first time.

As for Xiao Chi, the shopkeeper, Liu Huo, and Du Hexi, they were still strangers who hadn't met each other at that time.

It's as if my entire destiny has not yet begun——

It was Chen Wei who took my hand and dragged me out of the well to see the sky, the colors of all things, and the gorgeous world.I saw the "god" who I thought was out of reach, and also reunited with the old people I missed.

He taught me a lot of things.Because of him, the meaning of life can be slowly unfolded.

So, even if he is tired now and can no longer help me support that world, I won't blame him.Because once seen and once owned, it is enough to be happy.

Even if the price is suffocating pain, I...

"what……"

Lin Yuan suddenly let out a cry.

I followed his stunned eyes - Chen Wei's pale fingers seemed to move slowly.

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