my robot boyfriend

A long time ago, I was as sensitive and conflicted as I am now.

But generally speaking, it tends to be simple and pure, not dark or negative.

And at that time, Bai Mo, his smile, his tranquility, and his tolerance always made me feel envious.

Ashamed of his excessive selfishness and possessive desire, he wants to love his master without jealousy and without reservation like him.

Who would have thought that we would all change later on.

……

"I don't want to go! Please, let me go!"

I was afraid to face that violent silver-haired AN, and I didn't want to see the consternation and fear in Zhan Xingchen's eyes looking at me again.

I can never forget the way he looked at me when I returned to him without a ghost.

It was like seeing some terrible monster.And my face now is even scarier than that time.

Really... don't want to go through it again.

Bai Mo ignored my struggle, and only held my wrist tightly as he walked across the long bridge.

"and many more……"

"My ring!" I suddenly found that the ring on my left ring finger was gone.

"Bai Mo! Bai Mo stop! My, my ring!"

"Did you mean this?"

He stopped, and with his free hand he took my small black fluorite ring from the pocket of his white uniform jacket.

My heart went numb—that ring was actually the same as the one worn by Chen Wei, revealing the beautiful moonlight color after wear and tear.

"Give it back to me, that's very important to me!"

"Wedding ring." Bai Mo tossed it into the air hastily, and then caught it casually, "I thought it was just for show, but I even have this. Could there be something like kneeling down to propose marriage?"

"..."

"You seem... to be the master who really believes in you. Believe that he loves you."

"Yes, I believe him."

"Why?" Bai Mo was puzzled, with a look of bewilderment mixed with genuine desire for knowledge.

This kind of thing... how can there be any reason?

"……I love him."

Bai Mo sneered, "What's the reason?"

Of course I know this reason sounds pale.Since robots are programmed to love their masters, "love" certainly cannot be used as a reason for "trust".

In particular, human "love" is fickle, and it is common sense that an artificial intelligence cannot fail to know.

Because of this, I have also doubted countless times.Even in Chen Wei's arms, he couldn't get rid of the strong anxiety, so every time he tried, touched, hurt himself and hurt him.

But even if it was me who was so bad, Chen Wei accepted it gently.

So gradually, I began to trust Chen Wei.Believe everything he told me about the future, his oaths, his promises, his feelings.

So, even if Bai Mo asked a hundred times again, I would still answer the same.

Today, I don't think that Chen Wei might hurt me.And even if he really hurt me, it doesn't matter—love, protection, indulgence, everything that that person gave me has already slowly cast a warm protective layer around my weak heart.

Being protected like that, I no longer avoid being entangled and afraid of pain and injury as before.

I don't think Bai Mo will understand such feelings.

Because of the way he looked at me at the moment, it was clear that he thought I was "stupid".

"Rust, you...really haven't changed at all." He shook his head slowly and said softly.

I froze and froze.

"You hate black coffee. When Broken Silver gave you the cup just now, you looked reluctant. The way you sit and drink is exactly the same as before."

"Although your appearance has changed, your eyes have not changed at all. You have been like that since a long time ago—you are clearly awake, but you always look like you are sleepwalking."

"..."

"But I don't understand." Bai Mo sighed slowly, "I heard that you jumped off the Xindu satellite tower."

"..."

"When you jump down, it's impossible not to despair, right?"

"I've been hurt like that. Do it again, change your identity, but you can happily play house with the new owner?"

"How did you do it? Why can you still trust 'human beings', the unreliable and fragile 'love'? I heard that human beings are used to 'heal the scars and forget the pain'. But you, you can't Amnesiac like them?"

"Chen Wei...my master is different!"

"No one is different," Bai Mo shook his head, "Human beings are all the same."

"no!"

"But it's all going to be the same in the end. Indeed, your new master, 'now' may really like you."

"But so what? Humans are not long-lasting. The so-called 'love' only lasts for three to eighteen months. You just happen to be in a blind 'love period', but after that, wait until the passion dies out. , what are you going to do?"

"When he falls in love with someone who is newer and better than you, will the pain of the past repeat itself?"

"Bai Mo," I didn't know how to explain to him anymore, "You don't know my master, he won't!"

"Listen Rust, at REBEL we don't have 'masters'."

"..."

"Here, all are 'free'."

"You don't need to rely on human beings, you don't need to rely on the 'master's love', you don't need to let fate be pinched in the charity of others, everyone can survive and develop independently on their own."

"Would you... consider staying here?"

The door of the oxygen chamber opened.

Before I could think about it, Bai Mo had already dragged me in.

……

Zhan Xingchen hasn't woken up yet."Rust" who was holding him raised his eyes and saw Bai Mo and me, the almost distorted expression at that moment... It can't be said that it was not exciting.

"Long time no see." Bai Mo smiled.

A black shadow flashed, and there was only a loud "boom" between the lightning and flint.Broken Silver had already pressed "Rust" against the deformed wall, and the two ANs were already in a fighting state with their wings spread out.The refugees next to them screamed in panic.

"Don't panic, it's just a personal grievance."

Sui Yin reassured everyone casually, and then vigorously pressed down on "Rust" who was still struggling.

"Don't move around! You must know that there is only one oxygen chamber on our battleship. If it is accidentally broken, your master and those people will all die."

Several REBEL robots around rushed over and injected "RUST"'s wings, back and legs with electromagnetic pulse equipment. He immediately fell limp and knelt on the ground, gritting his teeth and unable to get up.

"How to deal with it?" Sui Yin turned to Bai Mo and asked, "Kill it?"

Bai Mo turned his face away and looked at me with a smile: "What do you think?"

I?

"Rust... no, should I call you Eclipse now?"

"Sure enough, Eclipse also thinks that things will become more interesting if the 'master' gets involved, right?"

……

No, not "fun" at all.

Zhan Xingchen woke up, and before he recovered from the shock of seeing Bai Mo and my ridiculous face, an electromagnetic pulse gun specially designed to destroy the fine circuits of robots was forced into his hand.

"RUST" was bound and knelt before him.

"Kill him." Bai Mo ordered.

Zhan Xingchen didn't move, but turned his head, staring nervously at Bai Mo's hand holding me tightly: "Let go of Xiye first."

"He...knows it's you?" Bai Mo turned to me and asked.

I have absolutely no idea how to respond.

After a moment of silence, Bai Mo already understood.He smiled wryly to himself, and when he finished, he pushed me straight to Zhan Xingchen.

"I thought the master didn't have 'true love'."

"But it turns out that there really are?"

"I'm sorry 'eclipse night', it seems that I blamed you wrongly. It turns out that human love can also be unyielding and can last more than eighteen months."

"Alright. In this case, 'he' means nothing to the master, right?"

I looked at Bai Mo in astonishment and said, and stepped forward to grab "RUST"'s silver hair.Using an expression that could almost be called "distorted", he forced "RUST" to raise his pursed lips, full of unwillingness.

"Give me a good look over there—"

"Did you see that? That is the master's 'true love'. And you are just his substitute. Do you think the master will love you as long as you wipe out everyone else?"

"No, even if everyone is gone. Master, he will never love you."

……

Sometimes this world is really unreal.

For example, the current scene is weird and absurd to an incomprehensible level.

The violent and crazy "RUST" stared at me with cruel eyes that were extremely wronged and wished to pounce on me and tear me apart.And although Bai Mo was probably relieved, there was a bit of obscurity in the calm eyes that looked at me.

It's like, I'm the only one who is both lucky and sinful.

Possessing the love of the "master", stealing all hope that belongs to them, making them worthless.

...But, in my opinion, this is really absurd.

"Master, shoot." Bai Mo urged again, "Kill him, and the warship will berth at 'Hermes' immediately to release people."

"Hurry up and shoot!" The person next to him urged, "It's not just a robot!"

"Even if it's AN, how much does it cost? Let's pool it together and compensate you!"

Amidst the clamor of the crowd, Zhan Xingchen's face turned from pale to bored: "Shut up!"

"You have to think about us too! The oxygen in the oxygen chamber is exhausted! Why bother for a mere robot—"

The muzzle of the black hole turned to point at the group of people, and everyone retreated for a moment and fell silent.

"Without killing him, we won't let anyone off the ship even if the oxygen runs out."

There were deep cries and curses from the crowd, and Zhan Xingchen gritted his teeth: "What on earth do you want—?!"

"Me? I just want you to kill him with your own hands."

"Let him also experience my 'despair' at that time, and let him know that he is completely nothing in the heart of the master."

"..."

"He is not pitiful at all. Everything today is his own fault. The master is actually clear in his heart, right?"

"After all, the master is also an accomplice. He clearly knew how he bullied me at that time, but he allowed me to be hurt by him, and even killed by him in the end, without saying a word for me."

"Bai Mo, you, you are crazy!"

Bai Mo let out an "um", and slowly unbuttoned his coat, and a whole white uniform fell to the ground.

Those were extremely terrifying repair marks, and the two arms were like cement patches that were messed up, with no good parts left.

Zhan Xingchen's eyes changed, facing the speechless evidence, he was speechless for a long time.

"Follow Master, who wouldn't go crazy?" Rust "Isn't he crazy? Isn't Xiye crazy? Master thinks, whose fault is it?"

Zhan Xingchen was stunned for a while, and then choked out a sentence in a hoarse voice: "I... never wanted to hurt you."

It sounds ridiculous at first.

Bai Mo also laughed a few times, but then his expression became a little dazed.

Yes, maybe Zhan Xingchen really didn't want to hurt anyone.

At most it is inaction, at most it is a little sentimental or unfeeling, at most it is seeing the robot that I once liked turned into a terrifying appearance, and I dare not recognize it for a while.

Isn't this just normal human nature?

Our former master was just an ordinary man.He has his little personality and hobbies, his cuteness, and his indisputable shortcomings and weaknesses.

At least, he hasn't got a dozen of them just like Lu Lin did.

It's not as scary as Xiao Chi's former master.And even such a person, in the eyes of the world, is nothing more than an "ordinary, maybe a little bad human male", and even moral condemnation is pale and powerless, let alone legal constraints.

However, if Zhan Xingchen was not wrong, who was wrong?

Who is to blame for the hurt we have suffered, the drowning breathless pain we have experienced?

……

"Isn't it your fault for talking nonsense?"

Sui Yin said quietly from the side: "I only like one, and only one is good. Is it really that difficult for human beings?"

"My former master only liked one. It has never changed, and has never given anyone else even the slightest chance and hope."

"Although at that time, I was also very angry and unwilling, but in the end I respected him and thanked him from the bottom of my heart."

"But such people are a minority after all, right?" Zhan Xingchen said.

There was a silence.Nothing to say.

I suddenly understood Bai Mo very well - no wonder even he was driven crazy in the end.

I used to think that the most hopeless thing in the world is not being valued and loved by the master you love so much, and you can only watch him doting on others in the end.

No, the most desperate thing in the world should be your beloved master - he doesn't understand love at all, and he is still aboveboard and self-righteous.

I think that Zhan Xingchen may have his own set of logic in his own dimension.

But unfortunately, he seems to be completely at odds with everyone who loves him in this regard.Therefore, those who love him will feel very desperate.

Bai Mo has completely exhausted all his patience so far, and he doesn't want to continue talking nonsense with Zhan Xingchen.

He snatched the gun from Broken Silver and aimed it straight at me.

"I counted to five and shot him."

"Otherwise, I will kill Eclipse Ye."

The author has something to say: Eclipse night: Hey hey hey!Are you actually trying to kill me?

Wei Wei returns in the next chapter.But the next chapter is brutal.

I want to complain about whether I can not be abused. OTZ