my robot boyfriend

Of course it was a mistake.

My master loves me so much, we have lived together for five full years, loving each other and loving each other.

He would always whisper in his ear how much he liked me, take me out to eat, watch movies, play, literally, every hour of every day, it was like Valentine's Day.

That's not fake.How could that be fake.

I clearly remember my home, the yard under the wisteria trellis, the two-story house.After three years, I found it easily.

On the way home, passers-by on the road looked at me in horror, stumbling and walking like a corpse.

But I don't care.

I just want to go back quickly, and return to the owner quickly.

The owner is a cautious man.So for such a long time, probably because I was already desperate to find me, when I received a call from the little girl, I thought it was a liar.

It must be so.

Only when he actually sees me will he really believe that I will.

Will definitely hug me.Never let go again.

I know how much he cherishes me.

……

The familiar small courtyard, with white rattan tables and chairs under the flower stand, is full of lazy sunshine as always.

It was very quiet that day, there was no lively afternoon tea, and there was no figure of Bai Mo. I followed the familiar gravel path and walked to the window of the kitchen on the first floor.

Master, he... is really inside.

He has grown taller, his hair has grown a lot, and his appearance has become more distinct and handsome.I looked at his silhouette through the glass, as if looking at the precious and exquisite little world inside the glass ball, full of joy and sourness, my trembling fingertips were only half a centimeter away from hitting the glass, and a man walked in .

It wasn't Bai Mo, but his figure was very familiar.

Of course familiar.

Silver hair, dark green pupils.He has exactly the same face as the one I used to have.

It was as if I had fallen into a bottomless dream abyss.Become a bystander, looking at the former self through the transparent glass.See how happy and pampered I was in the past.

He hugged his master's waist from behind, and the master turned his head, smiled and gave him an intimate kiss on the lips.

At that moment, the feeling was actually not painful at all.

Not uncomfortable, just dizzy.Then the dizziness was gone - it was just that I couldn't feel anything all of a sudden.

It was like being pulled out of reality, unable to move, and turned into a cold stone.Only the floating consciousness and sanity are extremely clear, and they tell me soberly—Master, he doesn't need you anymore.

You have been replaced by an identical "thing".

……

Man, the lord of all creation, is defiant.

Everything can be replaced.I lost my pen and bought an identical one.Home appliances are broken, so naturally there are many newer and better ones.

my fault.

From the very beginning, I shouldn't presuppose my own "special".

The eyes are broken, so the lacrimal glands are also abandoned.Only one eye can still shed tears of grievance.

I don't want to cry, but I can't stop choking.I can't figure it out—what kind of mood does the master have, he hung up the communication and didn't come to pick me up?

Did I work so hard to get back to my master, but instead became a trouble he can't avoid?

Or is it because I look horrible that he doesn't want to see me anymore?

However, is the "substitute" the same as the original me?

Even if there is no difference in appearance and personality, but so many memories of being together, can they be easily replaced?

I am not a fool.

For five full years, I have been in every minute and every second that was once full of happiness. It can't be fake, it can't be fake!No human being has the patience to play the boring and false love game seriously for so long!

But if he loves me, how can he bear it?

I don't understand.I do not understand.

Humans are hard to guess.Their every move is simply unpredictable and cannot be explained by common sense logic at all.

……

Dark green pupils stared at me coldly and straight through the window.

The moment I met the robot's eyes, I suddenly turned around and ran away crazily.

I don't know what I'm running from.

His body was dilapidated and his speed was very slow, so he was caught by a silver-haired robot within a few streets.The owner rushed over after him and saw my face. I can never forget the shocked and resisted expression on his face at that moment.

I never thought that after the reunion, he would look at me warily and indifferently as if looking at a stranger like that.

The sound of a broken heart penetrated into his brain bit by bit, and he actually made up for it again.

"You're not Rust," he said.

"Ugh..."

Tears, really can not stop.

Yeah, yeah, I'm not Rust, the one next to him is.

The tall and handsome one with silver hair and black eyes is the master's Rust, it can't be... the ugly and broken me.What am I, how can I match?

But... so cruel.

So cruel, so cruel.Master, you are cruel.

It turned out to be fake, everything.

The happiness I believe in, the glory, the happiness, the happiness I think I am, are all fake.

Staggering to my feet, I left.Behind is my former home and my favorite master, and we are drifting away.

But every step he took, his last indifferent face kept flashing in his mind, and the moments of smiling, sweet and loving hugs he had indulged in before, sneering at each other and being incompatible, driving people almost crazy Lose.

I tried desperately to silence the din.Then the frozen picture in my mind turned out to be the Blood and Tears Moon Military Factory full of sand and dust.

Every night I spent there, I looked up at the unreachable, blue planet in the black sky.

No matter how painful, painful, and tortured.

At least at that time, I still had hope.

……

After walking all night in a daze, I reached the other end of the city.

Climb up the tower that reaches into the clouds, and in the sound of howling wind, look at everything below that has become smaller, and jump down.

My chest finally didn't hurt so much anymore.Despair pervades like ink falling into clear water, but the embrace of darkness is so sweet.

It's just, if I... died early on the moon, or on that satellite, it would be fine.

If only it never came back.

……

When I regained my senses, I was being hugged tenderly.

Chen Wei's fingers caressed my back, but my tears had already soaked his entire shoulder.He held me tight, kissed me, pampered me, and asked nothing.

That night, when I was cooking for everyone, I missed an egg.

"Pa-ta" fell to the ground and instantly turned into a pool of thin yellow.I bent down to pick it up, but for some reason, I overturned the plate rack.

"What's going on?" Chen Wei and Lu Lin heard the loud noises and ran in, and saw egg yolks and whites flowing all over the floor, as well as broken plates.

"I'm sorry, I'll clean it up right away." I bent down and bumped my forehead against the open kitchen cabinet door below.

Chen Wei's voice suppressed a trace of depression: "Ye, how long have you not slept?"

I was stunned. I thought he couldn't see the slow movements, messy emotions and thinking, but I don't know when he showed the clues.

Machines are not like humans, who must rest every day to nourish their spirits.

But I have been constantly turning off the power to take a rest, and there are always times when I can't hold on.

Chen Wei pulled me over, and pulled me from the mess to the door: "Don't think I don't know! These days, you stay awake every night. Every time I ask you, you say you will sleep right away, but You didn't sleep at all!"

"Why? Ye, are you afraid that I will peek at your past memories while you are asleep in the middle of the night, so you dare not close your eyes?"

"……"Yes.

But I can't admit it.I don't know what expression I showed at that moment, but the word "ridiculous" was clearly written on Chen's face.

"Ye, in your eyes, I'm not such a despicable person?"

No, no.

but.

Then again, there are some things... who knows?

A low-end phone like mine has a poor IQ.Judgment is even more ridiculous.

What to believe, who to believe, I really figured it out?

If you really knew, you wouldn't have believed for so long that Master Zhan Xingchen loved me, right?

It's really funny.Thinking about it now, even... for a second, he really loved me.

So, Chen Wei, does he really "like" me?

What do you like about me?What is there to like about me?Are you really just kidding me?

I know.Once you think about it, there is no end to it.

I also know that I should immediately pull myself back from such extremely negative emotions.But the mind is empty.I haven't rested for too long, and I can't function at all.

"Why did you cry in the afternoon? What did you think, what happened in your past? Who made you so sad? Why can't you tell me?"

Escaping... really doesn't work.

In my mind, I heard a voice of incomparable sarcasm—look, he clearly promised me that he would not ask me any more questions, so he came to question me again in the end?

It's unbelievable.Humans always do.

The words spoken and the oaths sworn are forgotten in the blink of an eye.

The same is true for sweet words, don't believe a word.

"What the hell are you... hiding? Why are you crying like that, but you can't rely on me? Eclipse, tell me, what did I do wrong? Why do you still refuse to believe me?"

did something wrong.He always seems to like to ask this question.

Yeah, he was right about everything, it was all my fault.That's the answer he wants, isn't it?

It was because I was not good enough for him, and I was hiding it.

Indeed.What else can I say?

"Master, didn't you...didn't tell me anything?"

"..."

"I don't know anything about Master's past, do I?"

Chen Wei was stunned for a moment, and for the first time showed an expression that seemed to be hurt: "Isn't this a bit preposterous? I don't even know which of my past is real, how can I tell you?!"

……

"Chen Wei, don't talk so much nonsense with him."

Lu Lin stretched out his hand, and coldly pushed me against the door: "Pamper him all day, spoil him, and see how things are pampered by you now! The attitude is quite 'good'! My master asks you If you bite back ten sentences, it's reasonable not to answer, right?"

"..."

"Your master can 'force' you to tell the truth, you are clear about this, right?"

"Chen Wei, from before to now, has asked you over and over again, almost begging you. Is it really that difficult to give him a reasonable explanation? Is it enough to give you face? You still don't want to beg him until now. What does it mean to be unrelenting? If you don’t want to answer, it’s okay to make up a reason to deceive him! Did you try to make it up?”

The author has something to say: as soon as the little robot is injured, it immediately enters into a suspicious life mode.

It's okay, I'll make up with you tomorrow.