my robot boyfriend

Robots should not dream.

But I will.unsolved puzzle.

In the dream, the past is always like fish in an aquarium, floating in the sky.

In fact, I have never lost many dusty memories from beginning to end.

It's just that it's intertwined with unbearable memories, and over time, I don't want to face it squarely.

……

In the fifth year with Master Zhan Xingchen, he said that he would take Bai Mo and me to Bingji to see the aurora.

The route from Xindu to Bingji took too long, so the planned route was to go to Zeus, the largest near-earth colonial satellite, and stop at Zeus for a few days, and then fly directly to Bingji from Zeus.

I never thought that the originally happy trip would be a turning point in my peaceful fate.

Zeus exploded.

My master and I were dispersed in the crowd, and I followed the flow of refugees, but strayed into the war zone and was captured by the notorious anti-robot organization "Jihad".

All captured artificial intelligences were sold on the black market at low prices.A few days later, we were bought by the underground government of the moon, reduced to mechanical slavery, and pulled to the back surface by the spacecraft to build a secret underground military industry.

In the dark and dusty military factory, every day, artificial intelligence is tortured to death by high-intensity operations.Over the past two years, my body has been worn down to the bone everywhere, and I can hardly recognize my own reflection in the green glass of the fortification.

The only consolation is that night falls every day.

You can also look at the distant blue planet through the dark universe.

……

I know very well that given the tense relationship between the earth and the moon, it is impossible for the master to come to the moon no matter what.

Therefore, the only possibility to return to him is to rely on myself.

By whatever means, go back to Earth.

I tried many times to escape.

After being discovered and punished with electric shocks, he was in excruciating pain. A large area of ​​his body was scorched black, one eye was melted away, and metal was exposed on half of his face. He looked neither human nor ghost.Only then did he finally seize the opportunity to climb into a scrap car and be let go as a dead robot.

Unexpectedly, the garbage truck went directly to the unmanned abandoned satellite and dumped all the garbage including me.

When I woke up, I really felt more hopeless than when I was on the moon.

Unexamined, I sat in the wind and rain on that planet for more than ten days.

If it weren't for Si Zhan, if it weren't for the many abandoned, tattered robots that were still struggling to live there, maybe I would have been so desperate and sinking.

But they reached out to me.

Give me confidence, persuade me not to give up, drag my slow body to help me build a small house, and even come to accompany me and make me happy when I have nothing to do.

With them, I lived on that barren garbage planet for nearly a year.

Waiting until the day when Si Zhan's young master came to rescue him.

I still remember that the abandoned garbage star was rainy all day, but that day, the sun was very beautiful.

When the gray-haired boy hugged the lame, tattered blue-eyed robot, his eyes gleaming with mist, and said "I finally found you" in a tired and aggrieved voice, the disused star All the obsolete robots on the planet stood quietly on the discarded pile next to them, full of envy and blessings.

At that time, looking at them, I was really willing to believe anything.

Believe in all possible beauty in this world.I believe that as long as there is enough love, all difficulties and obstacles can be overcome.

I even believe that the ugly robots around me that are too old to see a human form can finally stick to their own happiness.Will wait until the unique master finds him, picks him up, loves him dearly, and loves him.

I believe that with only half of my face left, I will be able to return to my master and regain happiness.

But this memory, together with the precious friendship gained on that abandoned satellite, as well as all the good wishes and longings—all along with the unbearable memory after returning to the owner, were deeply left behind in the future. Would like to mention the gray area again.

Buried, forgotten, until now.

It wasn't until everything emerged from the dark sea again—that I realized that I had long recognized the legendary Si Zhan.

I finally understood why when I saw Chen Wei for the first time, there was a strong sense of déjà vu.I think I have seen him, seen that British-style home, and know that he loves reading and drinking black tea.

I will know all this through Si Zhan's eyes.

……

But now, Si Zhan's most precious "young master" is by my side with a nervous expression on his face.

For a whole day and night, since I woke up, he never dared to close his eyes again.

When Qi Qi repaired me, he pursed his lips and stared at me; occasionally trembling caused by instant pain, the expression on his face was much more painful than mine.

At other times, he always revolves around me, and 24 filial boyfriends are nothing more than that.

"Owner."

"Huh? Ye, what do you want? What do you want to eat? Where does it hurt? Do you want a hug? I'm still bored. Let me read to you, okay?"

Look, I just called him.

……

If he didn't think of Si Zhan, if he didn't secretly think of that dusty past.

I can now feel at ease as a hurt, lazy, pampered, smug greedy ghost, how good it is.

Instead of looking at him so full of thoughts, the more you look at him, the more empty you feel in your heart. Even if you hook his fingertips, it still can't calm down the uneasiness that is surging and constantly spreading.

"Master," I whispered to him, "tell me, who are you...?"

Knowing that such a question would only annoy him.

He doesn't know who he is either.Even if you want to give me an answer, you can't give it at all.

So why am I always like this?Always looking out for yourself like this.

"The master is my master, not Xia Ye, right?"

My eyes were full of pleading, and I knew it was mean.

Dragging his dilapidated and injured body, he secretly hinted that for the sake of poor me, could he just forget that he had heard of an AN named Si Zhan, and forget Li Xiao's sentence "he is still waiting for you".

"The master belongs to me alone. The master's name is Chen Wei. It's not Xia Ye who lost his memory, not... someone else's master."

Please, please forget about him.

Don't delve into any past related to him.

Thinking so selfishly, what flashed before his eyes was the scene of the boy carefully hugging Si Zhan's broken body under the clear sky on the messy garbage star.

He turned his head and looked at my terrifying, half-faced face. There was no trace of fear or disgust in his gentle gray eyes.

[Don't be afraid, I'll take you all home together. 】 He said with a smile.

Warm people, reliable people, simple and kind people.

Let so many broken robots on his boat, don't care about the old stains, oil stained every corner, and send us to the places we want to go one by one, tirelessly.

So many years have passed in a flash.

He has grown up since then, and is a bit more handsome, but his eyes are still bright and clear, unchanged at all.

I don't know where Si Zhan is now, but I think he hasn't changed at all.

Most of them still love to laugh so much, still maintain a positive and optimistic belief, and can always firmly believe in the unquestionable love of his only young master for him.

...Only I have changed.

Become extremely dark, selfish, and endlessly greedy.

Even though he knew that the happiness in his hands might be stolen from others, he still tried to convince himself over and over again—Chen Wei said that he liked me, he was my master, so he completely belonged to me.

Not Si Zhan's "Little Master", I don't owe that blue-eyed robot anything.

I don't have to pay back everything I have now.

……right?

Chen Wei, my dearest master, please, tell me, tell me you belong to me alone.

"Yes, I'm not Xia Ye." He nodded.

After thinking about it, I added another sentence: "Even if it is, it doesn't matter. Even if it is, I only have you."

……Do not.

Because of his words, my sore heart was instantly filled with sweet dreams, but I really wanted to cry.

He raised his fingertips, grabbed his hand with difficulty, and said incoherently: "But the master... the master must not be Xia Ye."

Can't be.

"Because Si Zhan... is AN, he is better than me."

This sentence is just pretending to be humble, not because he is AN.I'm just so stupid and depressed that I don't know how to organize my words at all - I clearly remember Si Zhan's appearance, he has a pair of blue eyes that can talk, and those sky blue eyes can almost look straight into the bottom of my heart when looking at people.

Let me clearly understand that he is different from others.

Unlike all robots, there is something enviable and frightening in his azure blue eyes that others may not have.

He has an ego and a soul.

I don't know about other robots, even Zhu Hua's extremely flamboyant ones, deep in my heart, that kind of arrogance may still be interpreted as "programmed arrogance", but Si Zhan is different.

I don't know why, but it's different. There is a strong feeling that he is really "unique", and there is a human soul living under the mechanical appearance.If he had ever been the master's true love, I would have no way of comparing him.

"I don't care what he is or who he is!"

Chen Wei gritted her teeth, her brows trembled slightly, as if she wanted to be angry with me, but also seemed to be too soft-hearted, "In short, no matter what you say, I only want you alone. This is the case now, and it will be the same in the future. Ye, I will be with you swear!"

In fact, it is enough.

Really, for me, his words are enough for now, I don't even need him to actually keep the oath.

"What kind of expression do you have!" He stood up suddenly: "Yes, swearing is useless, empty words are useless! Just wait for me!"

"Where are you going?" Lu Lin stopped him immediately, "Are you going out? It's dangerous outside, just stay in the store!"

"I'll be back in 10 minutes, and I'll go shopping next door. I won't leave this area."

"What to buy? I'll buy it for you!"

"Lu Lin, I can protect myself."

Lu Lin let out a "huh" and rolled his eyes to the sky: "You? How can you protect yourself with a white chicken like you who has never even touched a laser gun?"

"I don't know how to use a gun. Tonight and Ghost gave me a good idea that day." Chen Weiyou said quietly.

"What kind of ghost or something! By the way, Chen Wei, I haven't even asked you who those people were that day! You have a special status, so don't come with those dubious people who don't know the details... Hey! Hey!"

Before Lu Lin could finish speaking, he suddenly jumped up. Like a cat whose tail was caught, he grabbed a succulent flower pot from the table next to him and turned around to face the window, posing for a challenge.

However, in front of his eyes, there was only a weak column of water passing through the window.

"What the hell? Why does the shower that waters the lawn outside spray water into the house? Is it convulsing?"

"Wait, Chen Wei, did you do this? You made it spray me with water? Are you bored?!"

"I just don't want to destroy the facilities of BD," Chen Wei said, "otherwise, I could have chosen to blow up the water pipes, solar energy, and hydrogen pipes here - through the brain chip - if the person standing here is not you, but the words of my enemies."

"..." Lu Lin scratched his head, "If the hydrogen pipeline is blown up, we will die together."

Chen Wei didn't change his face: "When we really need to die together, I will not be soft. I have to let those people figure out the price of messing with me. At worst, if a satellite nuclear bomb is dropped, everyone will die together. Now, I want to go out .”

"..." Lu Lin held back for a long time, "I'll accompany you!"

……

"I'm a fucking slut, why should I go out with this kind of lover!"

Really within 10 minutes, the two of them came back.Lu Lin leaned on the door frame and pretended to vomit, with a look of wanting to die.

"I have to run out in broad daylight, just to buy such a sticky thing? Grandma is a bear, really, except for Xia Ye, I have never seen a person as boring as you!"

"Let me tell you Chen Wei, even if you are not Xia Ye, you are another him in the world!"

"The two of you are crazy! It's exactly the same routine! Back then, Xia Ye sneaked into Rebel with a gun and broke through two border guards, just to kiss Si Zhan. Damn, I thought he was crazy. Now Look, you can do this kind of thing just as well!"

"I just went to the department store next door. I didn't bring a gun and I wasn't dangerous. Don't go online." Chen Wei said helplessly, "Besides, the Royal Institute of Technology is next door to the shop. Didn't you say that the university is absolutely safe? "

"Anyway, I'm warning you—" Lu Lin fell, "Xia Ye finally got rid of it because he always does this kind of thing! If you don't listen to my advice, you will follow his old path sooner or later!"

Chen Wei didn't bother to talk to him, sat back beside me, and took my hand.

A fluorescent black ring, not too big or too small, fit on the ring finger of my left hand.

The author has something to say: give away the ring, conscience.

Chen Wei has already begun to show signs of breaking away from the weak attack~

Coders are very strong!

HHH didn't guess right before.

Give a hint:

Si Zhan is not on Earth.

Daybreak is not in the Sino-Singapore Empire.

Ma Dan, I just wanted to write a sadism article, why did I dig a big hole.

Baoyang@去妈妈的泡泡泡菊花