Abandoned house and technical house

Zhai Luyu was originally called Zhai Lu, and his mother named him the word "Lu", which means beautiful jade.

But he looks like a girl, and when he was in junior high school, people always used his name to tease him maliciously.Finally, when he was 14 years old, he changed his name to "Zhai Luyu".

His name has been changed, but his parents are still used to calling him "Lulu".Just as he was about to protest, he suddenly remembered that there was someone in the past who also liked to reach out to him tenderly and softly called "Lulu".

That was many years ago, when he was still in Shanghai.

The city of Shanghai didn't leave much impression on him. When he was young, he only stayed there for less than a year. Except for the Shengjian Xiaolong Shuangniang Tuan, he only remembered the boy named Jiajun.

Jiajun is his first love.

Zhai Luyu was very young when he first arrived in Shanghai, and he didn't understand many things. In the community, he was blocked by three local children who made fun of him as a foreigner.

It was Jiajun who stood in front of him.

He heard that Jiajun was also afraid, but he still stood in front of him and argued with others.

In fact, at that time, I wiped my tears and thought to myself: You stay away, I will fight them.Dad said boys should be brave.

Jiajun is also from Shanghai, and he speaks with a gentle accent unique to the Wu dialect area. When he smiles, two shallow dimples will appear on his fleshy face.

I couldn't understand the teacher's Shanghai dialect, so he explained it to him sentence by sentence.

Then one day, Jiajun bit his lip, twisted his fingers on the hem of his clothes, and asked him softly: "Lulu, I will marry you when I grow up."

I agreed without hesitation.

Jiajun marries him, so he can stay together every day like his parents.

But soon, Dad was promoted, and the company transferred Dad to Beijing as a supervisor.My parents are very happy. Beijing is also a big city, and it is close to my hometown in Northeast China. There is nothing bad about going to Beijing.

The whole family was the only one who was unhappy, crying with his mouth flattened, wailing, "I want Jiajun, only Jiajun."

But the four-year-old child still couldn't hold back his parents, and finally he got on the plane going north, crying.

Later, as he grew up a little bit, Jiajun also slowly put him deep in his heart.

It's not that he didn't think about looking for Jiajun in the past, but firstly, Zhai Luyu didn't think to keep Jiajun's contact information when he was young, and secondly, the name "Fei Jiajun" was a little more common.

It's like looking for a needle in a haystack.

When Zhai Luyu was about to graduate from university, things suddenly turned around.He joined the animation club when he was in college, and the president drew him into a group.

One day, a melon eater in the group sent him a private chat, and he laughed when he saw the screen name: "Yo, 'I'm an abandoned house', this dude is quite interesting."

So I replied: All right, take a photo for me to see.

As soon as the photo came over, it happened to bring a thesis opening report.

On the cover, it says the Arabic Department of Shanghai A University, named Fei Jiajun.

What does the third word read?

Zhai Luyu checked the popsicle casually while biting on it, but almost threw the phone out.

He remembered that what Jiajun said back then was "a handsome man of talent".

Zhai Luyu quickly checked the dictionary, only to find that the word "Juncai" does exist.

So it is not "Jia Jun", but "Jia Jun".

A Shanghai native who is the same age as him has a name with the same pronunciation.Zhai Luyu asked several questions "I am an abandoned house" on the sidelines in the next few days, and finally he was convinced that this was his Jiajun.

Zhai Luyu deeply regretted not revealing his identity at the beginning. Now Fei Jiajun thought he was a girl, and every time Jiajun sincerely praised him, he was extremely entangled.

And a little scared.

He thought he was ignorant when he was a child, so he couldn't take what he said seriously.Now Jiajun must like girls.

You see, Jiajun's profile picture is still Miss Pao.

After struggling for a while, Zhai Luyu was still not reconciled, and made up his mind to think: No matter, if I like a woman, I still want to chase him, I have to give it a try.

So during the graduation season, Zhai Luyu found a job in Shanghai despite his family's opposition, and returned to Shanghai after 18 years of absence with two suitcases.

The next thing to do is much simpler.

When Zhai Luyu was in adolescence, he disliked his looks very much, thinking that he was not manly enough.But he also knew that this face brought him a lot of convenience.

At least she's really pretty when she's dressed as a woman.

When I was a freshman, I was coaxed into wearing a sailor suit once, and everyone praised it for looking good. The monitor next door, who claimed to be a straight man of steel, stared straight at his eyes. Take a solid sip.

Of course, Jiajun can touch whatever he wants.

So he gritted his teeth, thinking that Jiajun likes women, so he should pretend to be a woman.

There is nothing wrong with his appearance, but there is still a voice. Zhai Luyu tried to learn a false voice, but he was born with bad conditions, his voice was deep and deep, and the fake voice was not much better than his original voice.

Zhai Luyu rubbed his temples and thought: Forget it, there are also women with low voices, it's a big deal not to say a few words when the time comes.

Zhai Luyu tried to ask Fei Jiajun several times, but was rejected. Zhai Luyu was not discouraged. He felt that once would not work twice, twice would not work three times, and if he made more appointments, he would always come out.

Just when he ran out of excuses and was worried, the group owner who had a good time told him quietly that he was going to study abroad, and told him not to tell others, for fear that others would ask him to buy for him.

When Zhai Luyu saw this news, he laughed heartlessly at first. At first, he wanted to tease the group leader for thinking too much, but suddenly remembered that he could use this incident to make a fuss.

Sure enough, this excuse got Fei Jiajun out.

Zhai Luyu was afraid of being cheated, so he spoke very little, and had to hold his throat the whole time. He didn't expect Fei Jiajun to be more nervous than him. He drank 23 cups of hot tea and said "Eat more" eighteen times.

There is so much to eat, it is not as good as you.

While thinking, Zhai Luyu ordered two bottles of beer while he was going to the bathroom.

He really didn't have any other ideas, he just wanted to drink some wine to relax. In this winter, Fei Jiajun was sweating profusely.

It never occurred to him that Fei Jiajun could not drink.After drinking a bottle of beer, he would just look at himself and giggle.

Smiling and laughing, shook a few times, and then fell headfirst.

Zhai Luyu hugged Fei Jiajun in his arms, "What happened?"

No matter what, he couldn't leave Fei Jiajun alone.Zhai Luyu sighed, put a coat on him, picked him up and went out, thinking about finding a nearby hotel for the night.

After entering the room, Fei Jiajun seemed to wake up a little, opened his eyes and looked at him, reached out to touch his face, moved his lips and said a few words.

Zhai Luyu listened closer and found that he said "Lulu".

He calls himself "Lulu".

It has been so many years, and no one else calls his name gently in such a tone.

"Jiajun," Zhai Luyu pressed a kiss on his cheek and replied, "I'm here."

Fei Jiajun's eyes were foggy, and after being kissed, he turned his head away in embarrassment, Zhai Luyu chuckled, touched his cheek, and bent over to cover him with a quilt.

Unexpectedly, Fei Jiajun suddenly stretched out his hand and hooked his neck, and his lips came together.

A jerky but lingering kiss is enough to make Zhai Luyu ecstatic.

The next thing is very logical.

Zhai Luyu originally thought that the future would be a beautiful little day.But the reality will always deal a cruel blow to the ignorant youngsters. The next morning Zhai Luyu looked at Fei Jiajun's back and started to cry again.

He should have thought of it earlier, Fei Jiajun was drunk, can a drunk person speak accurately?

Zhai Luyu looked at the exhaust of the car going away, felt the temperature in the early morning in Shanghai in winter, and thought to himself that the weather is five degrees above zero, so why is it colder than the midwinter in his hometown in Northeast China?

He wiped away his tears, let out a long breath, and thought: one day can't work for two days, one year can't work for two years, one day, Jiajun will be his.

Zhai Luyu thought it would be best to say something face to face.

So during off-duty hours, I went to the XX Road in my memory, and looked at the past districts one by one.

He has a good memory and a strong sense of direction. After searching for three days, he finally found it.

But when he knocked on the door overjoyed, he found that Fei Jiajun was not at home.

Where can he go as an otaku?

Zhai Luyu couldn't figure it out, so he could only squat downstairs in his house. The winter night in Shanghai was so cold.Even the security guard couldn't stand it anymore, so he asked him to leave a cell phone number and call him when Fei Jiajun came back.

"I do not."

Zhai Luyu wiped his eyes and refused flatly, his temper became stubborn, and he insisted on waiting here.

He wanted Fei Jiajun to be the first to see him when he got home, and then he must grab his collar and ask him, "Where did you go in the middle of the night?".

In the end, he waited for three full days before he finally got Fei Jiajun.

Zhai Luyu no longer had the strength to grab Fei Jiajun.He still had to go to work during the day, and stayed up three nights waiting here all night.The cold Shanghai wind penetrated directly into the cracks in his bones, making him shiver all over, and he couldn't even stand upright.

"Lulu."

When he heard Fei Jiajun calling his former name like this, he was still so gentle, just like a cup of hot coffee in winter, tears could not stop falling from his eyes.

Both wronged and happy.

Zhai Luyu felt that this was all suffering.He likes Fei Jiajun, and he missed him for 18 years, so he doesn't want to miss the next 18 years.

But now, Fei Jiajun just looked at him like this, his eyes were like water, clear to the bottom, hesitant to speak.

Zhai Luyu was flustered by the sight, hugged him, and whispered in his ear: "Jiajun, answer me."

He was not afraid that Fei Jiajun would disagree now, he had already found him, he could wait and chase, and he would use his actions to erase all worries in Fei Jiajun's heart.

But what do you mean by not talking.

Fei Jiajun sighed, patted him on the back, and said, "Have you thought it through?"

"I've been thinking about it for 18 years."

Fei Jiajun originally wanted to respond affectionately, but he sniffed and frowned suddenly, "Your hair... How long has it been since you took a shower?"

After hearing this, Zhai Luyu's expression changed unpredictably, thinking: I have been waiting downstairs at your house for three nights, how can I have time to take a bath.

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Note: Sister Pao comes from the Japanese animation "Magic Forbidden | Book Catalog" and "A Certain Scientific Railgun"

[Small Theater: (Actually, this paragraph was intended to be included in the main text, but it turned out to be too sandy and out of place, so let’s forget it. Pretend it’s a small theater.)

Zhai Luyu was not born to like to wear women's clothes.The first time he wore women's clothing was when he was a freshman. At that time, the animation club was short of people. The president was a girl from Fujian. Lah, the teacher will scold me."

The girls were all crying, and Zhai Luyu's heart softened, he nodded and said, "Okay, just this once."

Only later did he realize that this was premeditated, just to coax him into wearing women's clothing.

He put on the sailor suit, closed his eyes and let others smear him, finally opened his eyes and looked.

Oh my god, it's so beautiful.

Zhai Luyu spurned himself severely, thinking that gentlemen can't pay attention to whether they are beautiful or not.

Then I looked in the mirror and almost turned around.

Next, every year when the animation club organizes activities, the president will ask him for help with staring eyes.

On the surface, Zhai Luyu said: "Oh, I'm so annoying, hurry up and recruit more girls, don't keep annoying me. What is this, a mess of rags."

Heart: ah ah ah this is Lolita and I haven't worn it ah ah ah this dress is so fucking beautiful.

After graduating, he moved to Shanghai to live alone. He didn't have to worry about being discovered by his roommates. He placed several deposits at once. After getting the skirts, he often spread them out on the bed one by one in the dead of night, saying: "Hey Hey, what’s mine is mine.”

(Ah, it’s really a sand sculpture...)]