Abandoned house and technical house

Shanghai is a famous city that never sleeps. Even in the middle of the night, the main roads are still full of traffic. The life of night owls has just begun.

Fei Jiajun's flight ticket was booked at night, and when he returned to Hongqiao Airport, it was already after ten o'clock in the evening.

Today is New Year's Day, and there are still various decorations left over from New Year's Eve on the side of the road, and the shops on the roadside are still advertising discounts.

Sitting in a taxi, he looked at the brightly lit street outside the window and thought: Where is Lulu?where will he be

Fei Jiajun's home is an old-fashioned public house. The roads in the community are narrow, and taxis can't get in. You have to get off at the intersection and walk a small road to get home.

He dragged his suitcase and walked under the dim streetlight, kicking a small stone on his foot, making a small sound of "dede", thinking to himself: Why didn't the tech guy just say that he was Lulu?Would he be angry if he rejected him like this?

It was almost twelve o'clock in the middle of the night, and the commercial street was full of bustle and feasting.However, the residential area seemed quiet, coupled with the unique cold wind in winter in Shanghai, which kept getting into the clothes, and I felt deserted for no reason.

Fei Jiajun stopped to wrap his coat tightly, wrapped his scarf around it, and then dragged the suitcase through the last corner.

Under the streetlight facing the window of his own house, squatting a young man in a long coat, handsome in appearance, pulling his sleeves and wiping his nose and tears.

Hearing the sound, the man raised his head and looked this way. When he saw Fei Jiajun, he immediately stood up, swayed, supported the street lamp, and cried out in a crying voice: "Jiajun—"

Fei Jiajun didn't expect him to wait here, so he left his suitcase and ran forward, holding his shoulder and asking, "Lulu?"

The man raised his head to look at him, his lips trembled for a while, and the tears in his eyes grew more and more, and finally he cried out with a "wow", and said while crying, "Wow...it's me, I was wrong , it's all my fault, don't..."

Fei Jiajun quickly hugged him, patted his back and coaxed softly: "Stop crying, stop crying."

Zhai Luyu's chin rested on his shoulder, and he stretched out his hands to hug his waist, crying louder and louder, as if venting the grievances of the past few days.

"I was wrong...I couldn't hold back that night...I miss you so much..." Zhai Luyu spoke in his ear intermittently, the words didn't match up, and he started coughing again.

"What's wrong?" Fei Jiajun heard that he was coughing badly, so he quickly turned to check his face, only to find that Zhai Luyu's face was flushed from coughing, and when he touched his forehead, it was very hot.

"I was wrong..." Zhai Luyu sniffled and threw himself on his shoulder softly, "My head hurts so much."

"Lulu," Fei Jiajun still used her childhood address, coaxing softly, "Go to my house to rest for a while."

Zhai Luyu is now half a head taller than him, and Fei Jiajun can't hold him or carry him on his back, so he can only lift him up to the third floor by half-carrying and half-dragging him on his shoulders.

It's been a few days since I went out, and there was some dust in the house, Fei Jiajun didn't care so much, so he put him on the bed.

As if he had some support, Zhai Luyu's crying gradually stopped, and he grabbed his arm and kept grumbling about his discomfort, with a strong nasal voice in his words.

"Lulu, take the medicine first." Fei Jiajun looked at Zhai Luyu's distress, turned around and hugged him and said, "Sleep for a while after eating, okay?"

Zhai Luyu's eyes were full of moisture. Seeing him wanting to speak, he opened his mouth and coughed again. Fei Jiajun didn't wait for him to answer, he took the antipyretic medicine with his hand, poured him some water, and coaxed him: " Take the medicine first, and if you have anything to say, wait until the fever subsides."

"Then you're not leaving." Zhai Luyu said softly, holding his sleeve loosely.

"Well, don't go."

Fei Jiajun patted his hand, as if to comfort him.

After getting an affirmative answer, Zhai Luyu let go.

After coaxing Zhai Luyu to sleep, Fei Jiajun sighed, fearing that he would freeze, he took another quilt from the cabinet and covered him.Sitting on the edge of the bed, looking at Zhai Luyu's slightly red eye sockets and fluttering eyelashes, he blamed himself.

How long had he been waiting downstairs?

Did he wait downstairs like this for the few nights when he was not in Shanghai?

It's so cold in winter, why don't you wear more clothes.

Looking at his haggard face, Fei Jiajun thought guiltily that he was also at fault for not recognizing Lulu from the beginning, and after finally meeting him, he foolishly pushed her away.

This is his Lulu.He almost lost Lulu again.

He never wanted Lulu to cry again.

Zhai Luyu blew the cold wind in the middle of the night, and kept wiping away his tears and snot in the wind. His face looked dirty. Fei Jiajun took a towel, dipped it in hot water and wiped his face.

Maybe the strength in his hand was a bit too strong, Zhai Luyu frowned, snorted softly in his nose, and turned his head slightly to one side.

Fei Jiajun quickly stopped, straightened his slightly wet bangs, and leaned over to kiss his forehead lightly.

Zhai Luyu slept for a whole night, and only woke up slowly at noon the next day.

"Are you awake?" Fei Jiajun reached out to touch his forehead and asked, "Is it better?"

Zhai Luyu looked at him without answering, his eyes were red, he blinked, his tears filled up again, as if he was going to cry again.

Seeing him like this, Fei Jiajun's heart was wrenched, thinking that he loved to cry when he was a child, but it hasn't changed at all when he grows up, so he comforted him softly: "Why are you crying again?"

Hearing this, Zhai Luyu couldn't bear it anymore, his nose was sore, and he burst into tears with a "wow".

Crying harder than last night.

Why are you crying again?I cry because I am wronged.I put it in the cold wind for several nights, and I don't know when you will come back.You ran away without a trace, and I was terrified for days, afraid that something would happen to you.can i not cry

The more Zhai Luyu thought about it, the more aggrieved he became, crying and shouting: "I want to explain to you why the fuck are you still running away? Where did you go and didn't come home for several nights. You hooked my neck and called me Lulu that night, and why did you still run away?" Kissed me, why did you wake up and don’t remember? You said you were going to marry Lulu when you were a child, did you forget all about it? It’s so cold in winter in Shanghai, I got chilblains from the cold, I’m in the Northeast I have never had chilblains in my hometown. Wow..."

Zhai Luyu cried louder and louder, his voice was low, but his tone sounded miserable, he stretched out his right hand and kept rubbing against Fei Jiajun's nose: "Look, look, this chilblain is always hurting..."

Fei Jiajun held his wrist, staring at the two purple-red chilblains on the back of his hand in a daze.He was hit by Zhai Luyu's words until his eardrums ached. It took him a while to digest his words, and he gently blew on the back of his hand, thinking in his heart: When did I hook his neck?

"On the night of dinner," Zhai Luyu cried enough, saw his confused face, sniffled and told him, "As soon as you arrived at the hotel, you hooked my neck and called me Lulu, I thought you recognized me."

After a pause, he looked up at him again: "I was wrong, that night..."

Fei Jiajun didn't really want to mention that night, but when he thought about it, he became flustered and his ears turned red, so he quickly interrupted him and said, "Don't mention this."

Zhai Luyu let out an "oh", bowed his head and did not speak.

"I..." Fei Jiajun felt too quiet, held his hand and said, "I'm sorry, I don't know how to drink, I don't remember."

Zhai Luyu grabbed his arm with his backhand, pulled him into his arms, hugged him and said, "I guessed it."

Fei Jiajun pushed him, but Zhai Luyu hugged him even tighter: "I won't let you go, but if you let go, you're going to run away again, right?"

"What are you running for?" Fei Jiajun was a little amused, and pushed him again, "Where can I run to since my home is here? I'm going to get you chilblain ointment."

"Oh." Zhai Luyu reluctantly let go.

After taking the cotton swab, Fei Jiajun sat on the side and applied chilblain ointment on him, looked up at him, his eyes were red like a rabbit, and joked: "Don't cry all the time, your eyes are swollen from crying, it doesn't look good gone."

Zhai Luyu hurriedly wiped his eyes: "Then I won't cry anymore."

Fei Jiajun lowered his head, holding his palm with cool fingers, breathing on the back of his hand, scratching Zhai Luyu distractedly, grasping his fingers tightly and saying, "Jiajun, let's be together."

Fei Jiajun froze, put down the ointment, and looked up at Zhai Luyu.

Seeing him, Zhai Luyu swallowed, his Adam's apple moved slightly, not sure what he meant.