Abandoned house and technical house

On the high-speed rail, Fei Jiajun propped his chin and looked out the window. The delicate and handsome face of the technical house in his mind overlapped with a beautiful little boy in his memory.

That's Lulu.

Lulu was his first love. This happened 18 years ago. At that time, he was only four years old and still in kindergarten.

Lulu's surname is Zhai, and her first name is Zhai Lu, probably because of a girl's name. He is also very good-looking, just like a little girl, with a high nose bridge, red lips, a pair of big eyes that flicker and flicker, and the eyeballs are sparkling. Like the stars in the sky.

He still remembered that when he saw Lulu for the first time, at the edge of the small garden downstairs in the community, three children aged seven or eight were surrounding Lulu stretching out their hands and pushing each other. Pushed hard like a snow dumpling, he staggered a few steps with an "ouch" and fell to the ground, his bright round eyes filled with tears, watery.

When I saw it myself, my heart ached so badly, I ran up and opened my arms to stop Lulu, and boldly shouted: "Don't bully him."

Fei Jiajun was the same age as Lulu, and not much taller than Lulu. The three older children didn't take him seriously at all.

"Where is the little red guy from again?" The leader, the little fat man, looked down at him, and stretched out his hand to push him aside, "Don't get in the way."

Fei Jiajun turned his head and saw that Lulu was crying even harder, glistening tears fell out, and his dirty little hands kept wiping his face, leaving behind gray marks, which aroused his heart. He became more protective, and shouted with a trembling voice, "I won't allow you to bully him."

In fact, Fei Jiajun himself was quite scared at that time, watching the three older children pressing forward, his short fleshy legs were trembling constantly.

Fortunately, at this time, the little fat man's grandma came over, and she understood what was going on at the sight of it, grabbed the little fat man by the ear and spanked him: "Damn boy, I let you bully your younger siblings, let you bully your younger siblings. "

The little fat man cried with snot and tears, and apologized sobbingly: "I, I was wrong, brother and sister, I'm sorry, woo woo woo..."

Only then did Fei Jiajun heave a sigh of relief, he turned his head and stretched out his hand to Lulu, and asked, "What about four-body cutting?"

Lulu sat on the ground and watched him crying: "What are you talking about? I don't understand."

He repeated it in Mandarin: "Are you okay."

Lulu shook her head with tears in her eyes, said in a crying voice: "It's okay", then stood up holding his hand.

Fei Jiajun watched him patting the dust off his trousers, handed over his small handkerchief and said, "Wipe your face too, it's all dirty."

After a pause, he said, "You are so beautiful."

Lulu took the handkerchief, rubbed her earlobe and said, "You can't say I'm pretty, my father said I'm a boy, and boys can't be pretty."

Four-year-old Fei Jiajun bit his finger, looked at Lulu seriously and said, "But you are very beautiful, you are more beautiful than the girls in cartoons."

The next day, he saw Lulu again in the kindergarten, and the teacher told them: "Zhai Lu is a newly transferred kid from a city far away. He has just arrived here, so there must be many things that are not used to him. Everyone We must help him, take care of him, and let him integrate into this big family as soon as possible, okay?"

"Okay—" everyone shouted in a dragged voice, and Fei Jiajun shouted too loudly.

Lulu is very cheerful and gets along with everyone very quickly, but Fei Jiajun thinks that he has the best time with him. If there is something delicious and fun, he will be the first to think of himself, and sweetly shouts "Jiajun, come on!" come over."

So the four-year-old Fei Jiajun got excited, imitating the appearance in the TV series, squatting in the small flower bed of the kindergarten, grabbed a piece of grass and wove a circle as a ring, then handed it to Lulu and said, "Lulu, I will marry you when I grow up."

When Lulu heard this, her face was full of joy, she rubbed her hands and was about to pick it up, then suddenly hesitated, frowned and said childishly: "But you are a boy, and I am also a boy, we can get married ?"

Fei Jiajun froze for a moment, then pouted and said, "I don't know. But I really like you, and I want to marry you even if you are a boy."

As soon as the words fell, Lulu grinned very cutely, took the loop and put it on her finger, and then stretched out her hand and said, "Then let's pull the hook, and I'll wait for you to marry me."

After pulling the hook, Lulu happily took his hand, shook it and said: "When we get married, I will take you back to my hometown to play. My hometown has a lot of snow in winter, so beautiful .”

"Then where is your hometown?"

"Harbin."

"This is Harbin." Fei Jiajun stood outside Harbin West Railway Station, looked at the snow-covered scenery, and before he had time to express his emotions, he shivered from the cold.

In the weather of minus [-] degrees, the clothes he wore from Shanghai were still a little thin.

It was past nine o'clock in the evening, and he didn't know where to buy clothes for a while, so he could only take a taxi and go to the hotel first.

As soon as he entered the hotel, it was different. It was warm, and it was like a different world from the ice and snow outside. He took off his coat and went to check in. While listening to the surrounding accents, he thought to himself: Where will Lulu be now? .

He has grown up now, but he has already lost contact with Lulu.

18 years ago, before the kindergarten graduated, Lulu moved away again. I heard that his father was transferred for work, and the whole family went to Beijing.

Lulu didn't even say a word to him, and just left without making a sound.

At that time, Fei Jiajun was very sad and secretly cried several times.But as he got older, various things pressed against him, and he gradually forgot about this hazy childhood love.

It's just that Lulu's big bright and moist eyes have been hidden deep in his heart.

Later, when he was a student when he first started to love, Fei Jiajun didn't like anyone anymore, he felt that he didn't have the energy to like others anymore.

Until he met a technical geek, Fei Jiajun thought he should be straightened, but in fact he was bent.

I haven't thought of Lulu for a long time, why do I always think of him recently?

In my mind, Lulu's delicate and cute little round face and the technical house's beautiful oval face suddenly overlapped.

Holy crap, Fei Jiajun shook his head quickly, thinking that he has come so far away, why is this person still haunted?

However, it seems that after meeting him, the door of memory is suddenly opened, and I think about Lulu's past bit by bit.

Lulu's crying, Lulu's laughing, Lulu's shallow northeastern accent when speaking, everything about Lulu is so vivid in memory, as if it happened yesterday.