Shanghai 29℃

When Xu Mo returned to the small county, another person was also quietly driving to the small county.

Chi Yuwan had been in a state of confusion for several days. She wanted to take medicine, but she resisted taking it. The painkillers Xu Mo gave were few, and she couldn't take them all quickly, and the side effects of those medicines were too great No, she dare not eat.

The pain in the body is far less clear than the depression in the heart. Chi Yuwan listens to the noisy voices outside every day, but always feels that life is boring, but she has to go to Xu Mianji's Weibo every day to see A passer-by and a netizen took a picture of her. Thinking about it, she felt that she had to live.

Wanwan and the others are very busy during the summer vacation, busy traveling, busy working, busy looking for internships, it seems that she is the only one, shrinking at home like a wimp, writing when she has the strength, and lying on the bed all day when she has no strength .

It's as if time is an old man who falters, walking slower and slower, and the torment to Chi Yuwan is getting bigger and bigger.

In the evening, Chi Yuwan's mother was cooking, when she suddenly saw Xu Mo rushing in from the outside, which startled her, "Xu Mo? Why are you back?"

"I have something to do with Chi Yuwan, is she in the room?" Xu Mo said as he was about to go inside.

Chi Yuwan's mother hurriedly stopped him, "Don't go! I don't know what's wrong with her. Anyway, she hasn't left the house for nearly half a month, and now she doesn't even leave the room. She locked the door behind her. I told her No matter what my father said, he refused to open it, and asked me to leave the food at the door every day, but I couldn't eat much... I was going to die of anxiety, is she broken in love?"

"It's better to be broken in love." Xu Mo slandered in a low voice, then comforted Chi Yuwan's mother, walked in, and knocked on the door of Chi Yuwan's room, "Open the door, I'm coming, Chi Yuwan."

There was a slight noise inside, Xu Mo waited patiently at the door, turned his head and saw Chi's father and Chi's mother a few steps away, and waved to them not to worry.

Chi Yuwan didn't have much strength, he walked a few steps for nearly a minute, opened the door, and fell directly into Xu Mo's arms, his face full of despair and pain.

Xu Mo hugged her, closed the door behind his back, and after locking it, he carried Chi Yuwan to the bed, then took out the medicine he brought, poured out a few samples and fed it to Chi Yuwan's mouth.

"Your depression has worsened." Xu Mo frowned and concluded, "Now these symptoms are symptoms of worsening depression, but you don't have to worry too much. With medication and active treatment, you will be fine."

Even Chi Yuwan's mouth was pale, she pulled her lips and smiled, "You said that before... No, you made me into this ghost..."

Xu Mo stroked Chi Yuwan's head, and carefully hugged her in his arms, like a fragile doll, "That's because you didn't actively cooperate with me, you should have taken the medicine a long time ago."

Chi Yuwan laughed dryly twice, and then her eyelids started to fight again. After taking the medicine, she felt better, but she was tired again.

Xu Mo patted her face, "Don't sleep, I haven't finished talking yet."

Chi Yuwan slowly opened his eyes again, "...what?"

"I told you your symptoms because I don't want you to think wildly and guess for yourself, but I hope you don't despair. Xu Mianji is still waiting for you to return to Shanghai. You must persevere, you know?"

Hearing Xu Mianji, Chi Yuwan's eyes flickered, and she finally laughed, "It's because of her that I took your broken medicine, otherwise you thought..."

Xu Mo raised his hand to cover her mouth, "Sleep."

Chi Yuwan fell asleep peacefully.

Xu Mo stayed for three days and gave Chi Yuwan a brief treatment with medicine. After seeing that she was in better condition, she returned to Shanghai. Before leaving, she left enough medicine for her, and said: "I took the medicine You must answer the phone, you must not take too much medicine, and, stick to it."

Chi Yuwan burst into tears, "Yes."

What's so hard about persistence, life is already so bitter, and she doesn't want to let go of the only sweetness.

-

"Crazy Yu Xiang Xu Ji" has always maintained a super high popularity. When the TV series was halfway through, the Candied Haws Company even held a fan meeting for Xu Mianji.

It happened to be Xu Mianji's birthday that day, and the venue was chosen on the second basement floor of a large shopping mall. The entire floor was covered. According to the news, nearly a thousand people went there that day.

Chi Yuwan didn't pay attention to these things. Xu Mianji's name appeared on Weibo hot search again, but this time it wasn't because of any good news.

"Recently, Xu Mianji, the star of "Crazy Yu Xiang Xu Ji", held a fan meeting, and that day was also her 23rd birthday. When everyone was singing birthday wishes for the idol loudly, we can see from the video that , a man in black suddenly rushed onto the stage and slammed Xu Mianji into the background board. Fortunately, Xu Mianji reacted quickly and dodged in time, but some insiders reported that this collision caused Xu Mianji's waist Injury recurrence..."

Chi Yuwan watched the ten-second video over and over again. Seeing the blurry picture, Xu Mianji frowned in pain, put her hands on her lower back, and suddenly she screamed like crazy. shouted.

There is no one at home now, Chi Yuwan seemed to have seen something that frightened her, she burst into tears, ran to the corner barefoot, squatted down in the darkness, and hugged her tightly with both hands head off.

"Mengmeng... Mengmeng..." Chi Yuwan screamed and called Xu Mianji's name while crying.

She wanted to kill someone now, she wanted to use a knife to stab into that man's body, and then fucked hard, she wanted to see blood splashing in front of her eyes.

But when he realized what he was thinking, Chi Yuwan's eyes widened in horror, and he yelled out in a more shrill voice, as if he had seen Satan from hell.

"Don't hurt her...you can't hurt her! You are all devils! It's the devil..." Chi Yuwan was afraid and dodged in the corner, crying and screaming, her heart was beating so violently that she could hardly bear it, but she I couldn't move my legs to get medicine from the cabinet.

Chi Yuwan.

"Ah! Ah—" Hearing that voice, Chi Yuwan suddenly turned up the volume, trembling with fright, "Don't come here, don't come here..."

"I'm going to take medicine...I want to take medicine..." Chi Yuwan crawled forward like a four-legged animal, her body was limp and weak, and she had to exert a lot of effort to move forward a little .

Suddenly a pair of feet appeared in front of him, Chi Yuwan screamed and raised his head as if he saw a ghost, but his voice stopped abruptly.

It was herself, her 14-year-old self.

"Hello." Xiaochi Yuwan smiled and waved, looking cute.

Chi Yuwan suddenly backed up again, then curled up in the corner, not daring to look at himself with tearful eyes, just crying blindly, "You came out...you came out...you actually..."

"I've held it in for too long. Now is the best time to kill you. Of course I'm going to come out." Xiaochi Yuwan had an extra dagger in his hand out of thin air. The handle was embroidered with complicated patterns. She slowly moved the dagger When it was pulled out, the blade was still glowing with silver light.

"Go away! Don't come here...I want to take medicine...I'm going to kill you..." Chi Yuwan covered his face with his hands, looking extremely terrified, and his voice was hoarse .

"Medicine? This?" Yuwan Xiaochi shook the medicine bottle in his hand, and the pill hit the bottle with a crisp sound.

Chi Yuwan finally raised her head, but when she saw the dagger stabbing her face, she subconsciously raised her arm to block it, and screamed.

But unexpectedly, there was no pain.

Chi Yuwan cried and raised her head, only to find that Xiaochi Yuwan had disappeared, and there were only a few medicine bottles in front of her.

"Wuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu" Chi Yuwan came back to realize that it was his own hallucination. He cried and took the medicine, then collapsed on the ground, his body was exhausted, but his eyes were still red and swollen.

Xu Mian Ji, Xu Mian Ji...

She misses Xu Mianji so much...

Chi Yuwan just lost consciousness on the floor, but this time she did not go to the black hole of the mirror, as if Xiaochi Yuwan had never appeared before. There was only darkness around her, and there was a light source above her head, but the distance from her was like the sun Generally distant.

"Squad leader."

"I'm here, see?"

Xu Mianji's voice suddenly sounded beside him, and Chi Yuwan turned around in surprise, "Mengmeng? Where are you? Why can't I see you?"

"Chi Yuwan, I'm here, come here." Xu Mianji suddenly changed his tone again, becoming much colder.

Chi Yuwan's smile froze, "Mengmeng..."

"Chi Yuwan! Are you fucking sick!" Xu Mianji almost roared.

Chi Yuwan's smile completely disappeared from his face, and tears flowed instead, "Mengmeng—"

"Let's break up, I don't like psychopaths." Xu Mianji's voice was like the cruelest death sentence.

Chi Yuwan woke up in a jerk, the dazzling light shone on her face, the shock at that moment was a bit big, she waited for a long time before slowly hearing the call from outside.

"Wanwan? Wanwan, can you come out? A classmate said he was looking for you, can you go down and see with your mother?" Outside the door was the sound of her mother knocking on the door, "Wanwan, why don't you talk? ah?"

Chi Yuwan felt like a rotten corpse now, she brushed the hair sticking to her face, struggled to climb to the door, and knocked on the door lightly, "I see."

Mom heard her weak voice, and slammed on the door a few times, "Then can you open the door? Can I just let Mom take a look at you..."

Chi Yuwan's eyes were red, and he deliberately raised his voice, "I was woken up by you! I'll be out soon! What are you worrying about!"

Mom sniffed outside the door, "I'm just worried about you... Wanwan, mom please, you must tell mom if you have anything to do, you know?"

Chi Yuwan let out a muffled hum in the room.

"By the way," my mother suddenly added, "I've seen that girl before. It's your classmate in junior high school, the one who looks fair."

white and clean...

An idea sprouted in Chi Yuwan's mind, and it seemed that a warm current flowed into her body for a moment. She turned over on the ground, and suddenly covered her face with her hands and cried out.

It's her.

She is finally here.

Xu Mianji was waiting outside the store, wearing a camouflage shirt, her skin was even more unbelievably white, she was wearing sunglasses and a mask, and she was standing at the door of the store with her pockets in her hands, causing little girls passing by to stare at her. stop.

Chi Yuwan's mother went up and down again, "Wanwan will be down soon, why don't you come in and sit?"

Xu Mianji nodded, "Okay."

When he arrived at the store, the heat subsided a lot, Xu Mianji quickly pulled off the mask on his face, and sat down in a polite manner opposite Chi Yuwan's mother, with a polite smile on his face.

"I remember, you are the female classmate in Wanwan's third class?" Chi Yuwan's mother has always had a good memory, and she recognized Xu Mianji at a glance, and the grudge that had been buried in her heart for many years emerged again.

Xu Mianji heard that Chi Yuwan's mother's tone was wrong, and also guessed the reason, immediately stood up and bowed apologetically to her, "Auntie, what happened back then was because I was sorry for the monitor, hope you can forgive me."

"You've all grown up, and I don't have any grudges to remember as an adult." Chi Yuwan's mother dragged Xu Mianji to sit down, and then her tone eased, "You said you were also in Shanghai? Wanwan she was in Shanghai Reading, you know?"

"I know, she contacted me as soon as she arrived in Shanghai." Xu Mianji suddenly became a little nervous, and licked her lips unconsciously as she spoke.

Chi Yuwan's mother gave a clear oh, and suddenly squinted her eyes to look at Xu Mianji again, "But why do I feel that your appearance looks familiar now? It seems like I've seen it somewhere before."

Xu Mianji was about to answer, when she heard Chi Yuwan's mother let out a long cry, then took out her mobile phone, clicked a software icon, several TV series popped up on the screen immediately, and the one on the top , the cover is Xu Mianji's face.

"This is you?" Chi Yuwan's mother couldn't believe it.

"Yes, auntie." Xu Mianji became even more nervous. In the eyes of many parents, those who work in the entertainment industry are not serious. She was afraid that Chi Yuwan's mother would think of her the same way.

Chi Yuwan's mother frowned, "I haven't watched this TV series, but last time I looked at the introduction, it seems...is this a TV series about homosexuality?"

Xu Mianji's hairs were about to stand on end, he nodded stiffly, "Yes, auntie."

"You said that the current TV series are filming something, so can't they film normal love between men and women? Do you insist on promoting homosexuality in order to mislead the younger generation?" Chi Yuwan's mother immediately exited that interface, as if watching It's like something extremely unclean.

Xu Mianji's face suddenly sank.

"Auntie." She said hesitantly, "Do you disapprove of homosexuality?"

Chi Yuwan's mother took a look at Xu Mianji, and suddenly smiled again, "You? So many people can’t accept it. I told her at the time, it’s not that it’s unacceptable, it’s just that parents don’t want their children to be.”

Xu Mianji lowered his eyes, and unconsciously fiddled with the corner of his clothes with his fingers.

"This society still needs to be normal. If this kind of atmosphere rises, girls will go to girls, and boys will go to boys, so who will carry on the family? You young people just do things without hesitation. .”

Xu Mianji didn't know how to explain it. She completely understood Chi Yuwan's mother's mood as a mother, but as her, it was a completely different idea, but it couldn't be called wrong.

So, there was only a touch of helplessness left.

"Auntie, I'm leaving first. You can ask Chi Yuwan to come to the junior high school to find me." Xu Mianji put on his sunglasses, nodded politely, turned and opened the door to leave.

The scorching heat made her feel uncomfortable again, but compared to the frozen atmosphere just now, she felt alive now that the sun was shining like this.

"Mom!" Chi Yuwan ran into the store, and was stunned when he saw only his mother in the empty store. Tears welled up in an instant, "She didn't come...you lied to me..."

Mom didn't see the tears in Chi Yuwan's eyes, and she said, "I said I'll wait for you at your junior high school, so hurry over there."

Chi Yuwan turned around and ran, but was suddenly grabbed by his mother's arm again, "Wanwan, how are you doing recently? What is... What's wrong?"

"I'm fine, mom." Chi Yuwan's body was very weak, she gently pushed away her mother's hand, went out and stopped a car to go to the junior high school.

Xu Mianji was waiting for her at the former junior high school.

Thinking of this, Chi Yuwan felt that the cells in her body seemed to come alive one by one, roaring and shouting, all because of that person who appeared beside her not far away.

During the summer vacation, there were no students on campus, and occasionally there were only a few boys who looked like children passing by Chi Yuwan with a basketball in their arms, and maybe they would look back curiously at this well-dressed big sister.

Chi Yuwan didn't know where to go, but her body was firmly heading in one direction. She walked step by step, and when she reached the teaching building of the third grade of junior high school and saw the figure behind the willow tree all the way, Chi Yuwan suddenly realized where this scene had happened before.

dreaming.

It's just that she didn't wear high heels today, and Xu Mianji over there didn't look like a child either.

They have all changed and grown up, Xu Mianji has grown from a skinny little troublemaker to a person with a strong temperament, and she is no longer the little girl who clings to the corner and cries.

Such a short distance seemed a little far away, and it wasn't something she could get closer by walking over.

Chi Yuwan's footsteps lightly landed on the ground, and he slowly approached that person, as if the wind knew that her heart was moving, and it blew up her skirt, and the girl's hair was also curled up.

Xu Mianji stood facing the old willow tree, facing the wind, and slightly closed her eyes. The past scenes reappeared in the wind. Those pasts that make people laugh now can make her Eye sockets were sore in an instant.

At this time, someone behind her gently called her, "Mengmeng."

The author has something to say:

This is the dream about the old willow tree

Xu Mianji as a child and Chi Yuwan as an adult

This feeling is very familiar to me, because I saw it in my dream hahaha