Shanghai 29℃

Xu Mianji inserted the key into the keyhole, and was about to turn it lightly, but the door opened from the inside.

Chi Yuwan came out with his head wrapped in a quilt, his face was dusty and dirty, with a few strands of hair stuck to his forehead, he looked as embarrassed as he could be.

Xu Mianji raised his hand to brush her hair away, but Chi Yuwan nimbly dodged to the side. When he looked at Xu Mianji, Xu Mianji saw a trace of disgust in her eyes.

"You..." She was a little surprised and speechless, and finally grabbed Chi Yuwan's arm, bent down and picked her up, carried her back to the room, and put her on the bed.

Probably stimulated by that look, Xu Mianji had never seen Chi Yuwan looking at him with such eyes before, feeling a little annoyed for a moment, picked up the clothes on the ground and threw them roughly into Chi Yuwan's arms.

"Put it on, be careful not to catch a cold."

Chi Yuwan quickly and quietly put on all the clothes, then got out of bed barefoot, took a hat from the cabinet in front of Xu Mianji and put it on, then turned to look at Xu Mian indifferently Ji, "Take me back to the apartment."

"Are you angry?" Xu Mianji grabbed Chi Yuwan who was about to leave, a little flustered, and his tone softened again, "I sincerely apologize, I really haven't been with you well recently, I mainly focused on work during your summer vacation Put it in Shanghai and stay by your side as much as possible, okay?"

"Xu Mianji, you really annoy me." Chi Yuwan said coldly, and then broke away from Xu Mianji's hand, "If you don't send me off, I'll go back by myself."

It was the first time Xu Mianji saw Chi Yuwan like this, and he was even a little dazed that this wasn't Chi Yuwan at all, why did she become like this after entering the room and then coming out?

When he came back to his senses, Chi Yuwan had already gone downstairs, Xu Mianji hurriedly put on a coat and chased him out. After taking the car, Chi Yuwan had disappeared.The villa area is relatively remote, and it's not easy to take a taxi when going out, so she had to go around a few times before finally finding Chi Yuwan who was walking with her head down.

The car lights in the distance illuminate the back, if Xu Mianji knew this point, no one else would come out, she would hardly think that the back is Chi Yuwan, because the walking posture is too different from her usual, too much Every step he takes seems to be a measured distance, exactly.

Xu Mianji stopped the car, then went over to pull Chi Yuwan silently, stuffed her into the car, and drove the car towards the apartment without saying a word.

Chi Yuwan didn't speak, she didn't like Xu Mianji in the first place, and she was still thinking about how to take this opportunity to let Xu Mianji break up with her, but suddenly she heard Xu Mianji speak.

"Did I become famous all of a sudden, which put you under a lot of pressure?" Xu Mianji always remembered the last time Chi Yuwan was too excited to pass out.

"No." Chi Yuwan snorted coldly.

"It seems that we haven't been like this before. If you are really angry, I can give you some time to think about it, but I hope you won't be angry for too long." Xu Mianji thought about it, and said, "I'm not very angry. I can accept you as you are now."

Chi Yuwan snorted again, opened her mouth to say something, her heart suddenly ached, she hurriedly held down her heart, the people inside were making a lot of noise, probably because she felt that Xu Mianji was hurt, she sneered again With a sound, he endured the pain and sat up straight.

"That's all, all along, you thought my love was a free lunch that fell from the sky." Chi Yuwan's face turned pale, but fortunately there was a hat in the way, Xu Mianji didn't see it.

"I haven't thought about it that way, monitor, I've never taken your good looks to me for granted." Xu Mianji spared one hand to hold Chi Yuwan's hand, but felt the fine sweat in her palm, a Heart raised again.

"you……"

"It's just dysmenorrhea. Hurry up, I want to go home." Chi Yuwan pulled out her hand and turned her face out of the window. Two consciousnesses were fighting in her mind, and she was about to faint from the pain.

Secretly found the medicine bottle from the bag, and was about to pour a pill out to eat, but Chi Yuwan's hand suddenly shook, the medicine bottle fell into the bag, and Chi Yuwan also passed out on the seat.

It was pitch black in the car, Xu Mianji glanced at Chi Yuwan next to him after driving for a while, what kept echoing in his mind was the appearance of Chi Yuwan talking and laughing at Yanyan in the past, every smile seemed to come from his heart Yes, it makes people feel happy when they see it.

But now Chi Yuwan's words are mean, as if he is deliberately irritating her, Xu Mianji thinks that maybe what she said is right, she has always taken Chi Yuwan's good looks to her for granted, even Thinking that Chi Yuwan is such a bully, she...it seems that she really doesn't love Chi Yuwan like Chi Yuwan loves her.

For the first time, Xu Mianji fell into self-doubt.

When the car stopped at the apartment, Xu Mianji found that Chi Yuwan had fallen asleep. He couldn't help but patted her forehead, and then carried her back to the apartment resignedly, helped her change her clothes, and carried her to the apartment again. bed.

Chi Yuwan didn't seem to be sleeping soundly, his brows were furrowed all the time, and his face also had an expression of weeping. Xu Mianji leaned against the bedside, looked down at Chi Yuwan in his arms, and kept his fingers on her Nostalgia on the cheek.

"Hey, sleep well and don't frown." Xu Mianji said softly, smoothing Chi Yuwan's brows.

Chi Yuwan didn't know what he had dreamed again, so he burst into tears suddenly, waved his arms wildly a few times, then touched Xu Mianji's hand, and immediately hugged it as if he had found a life-saving straw, showing a pitiful face .

Xu Mianji was amused by her appearance, and hugged Chi Yuwan into his arms, then patted her on the back like putting a child to sleep, and hummed a quiet melody softly.

Chi Yuwan gradually calmed down, and the tears at the corners of his eyes also dried up.

For Chi Yuwan, Xu Mianji loves her more and more. Every little bit of relationship with her can make her happy for a long time. Xu Mianji thinks that he may fall into Chi Yuwan's hands.

After coaxing Chi Yuwan to fall asleep, Xu Mianji left the bedroom lightly. Seeing that the apartment was neatly tidied up by Chi Yuwan, and there was a sense of depression in the neatness, she gave Jin Shan another made a phone call.

"Sister Shan, can you put the activities in July and August on the agenda first? I think I will mainly stay in Shanghai to work in those two months."

Jin Shan laughed at her on the phone, "Accompany your wife?"

"Not my wife yet." Xu Mianji looked around in the living room and picked up the magazines that Chi Yuwan had thrown away, "I seem to have put a lot of pressure on her recently."

"It's not easy to fall in love, not to mention that you are also a public figure now, she will definitely have a lot of pressure." Jin Shan yawned, "I will help you adjust the schedule... It's late at night, are you two still tossing?"

"No." Xu Mianji saw a few familiar magazines sharply, and put them in a pile, "Then I'll hang up first, Sister Shan, excuse me."

The magazines that Xu Mianji picked up were all interviewed by her some time ago, but when she opened the pages about her interview, she found that they were all neatly cut out. Several attached photos were also cut out along the outline.

Xu Mianji smiled, and suddenly bent down to look under the table. When she bent down, she felt a little pain, so she squatted down, and finally saw a small cardboard box in the corner.

Reaching in and dragging the cardboard box out, Xu Mianji felt that there was no dust on the cardboard box, it must have been dragged out and stuffed in by people often.

There is a thick book, a photo album, and a smaller book in the cardboard box. In the corner are scattered news clippings from magazines and newspapers, and there is a thick stack of photos at the bottom. poster.

It's all about her Xu Mian Ji.

Inside the thick book is like a newspaper clipping, with interviews and photo photos cut out from magazines, and some cute little patterns are drawn in the blank space, painted in colorful colors, just like those drawn by elementary school students.

In the photo album are the photos that Xu Mianji sent from his freshman year to the photos he took later, or the selfies he posted. There are all kinds of photos. It’s just a thick photo album. Really All are Xu Mian Ji, and only Xu Mian Ji.

And that small book is densely filled with some small things that the two of us usually get along with, as well as some cute complaints from Chi Yuwan. Chi Yuwan accused her with the tip of a pen.

Xu Mianji took out the stack of photo posters again, but found that there was a thick layer of things underneath. When she took it out, she found that they were all letters. There were countless letters. She held them in both hands. not finished.

Thinking of Chi Yuwan's habit of writing letters to herself before, Xu Mianji suddenly understood who these letters were addressed to, and when Chi Yuwan wrote them. She shook her hand and took out one, After unfolding, I saw the first sentence and my eyes were sour.

To Mengmeng:

The 320th ninth day when you are not around, I miss you very much.

I still like you very much today, and my remaining feelings seem to be exhausted. I realized that I am not compatible with boys and I have no feelings. I realized that I was so happy when I contacted you again, and I began to be happy and scared. .

Do you know, I mustered up the courage to call you in the corner of the playground yesterday. At that moment, I felt like a warrior, going forward bravely.I know that you are getting farther and farther away from me. I even think that the next time we meet will be ten years later, as I imagined. Goodbye, I can still contact you. I think, I was the happiest at that time .

Now I can still chat with you, although most of the time I talk and you just answer me again and again, but I think even so, we are closer than before, I don’t have Jinze by my side, you are by my side It would be nice not to have Fu Jingxuan.

I still want to approach cautiously, but I have already been rejected by you once, I dare not reveal too much, I am afraid that my liking for you will scare you away again, is it in your heart, Chi Yuwan is just a friend, just a class monitor , the rest is nothing?I want to ask if you still have her in your heart, and if you will fall in love again when you are in college, but what is the use of asking these, except to let you see my unclean intentions and show my stupid and timid, what? Useless.

I want to be close to you, I want to tell you loudly, I like you, super super like you, I have always liked you...I want to wait, until I feel that I am good enough, when I go to Shanghai for the exam, when I can be with you I will slowly test your feelings by my side, and I will probably be reconciled when I can really be by your side as imagined.

I am more afraid of losing you than having you.

I have never asked you carefully, how do you feel about my liking?Although I really want to know your answer, but no matter what your answer is, I will still like you when I like you. It seems that liking you is my mission in life. Do you think we will be a pair of lovers in the previous life?

I really hope that one day, my one-man show will end, and the next one will be performed by you and me. It will not be so awkward when we act together.If possible, can I hold your hand then?

Good night, Mengmeng.

——Chi Yu Wanzhi.

"Idiot." Xu Mianji cursed with a smile, her voice choked up, the letter in her hand was a bit heavy, she put the letter back into the envelope, then carefully put it back into the cardboard box, and pushed the cardboard box back in situ.

A few steps to the door of the bedroom, Chi Yuwan was sleeping peacefully facing her, Xu Mianji went over and kissed her on the lips, "Good night, idiot."

That night, Xu Mianji made up his mind to cherish Chi Yuwan, but Chi Yuwan made up his mind to avoid Xu Mianji.

When she woke up the next day, Chi Yuwan seemed exhausted and her mind was groggy. She didn't have a fever, it was just that her mind was extremely weak after staying in the black hole of the mirror all night.

The second personality seemed to be really determined to replace her, and even had the idea of ​​breaking up with Xu Mianji. Chi Yuwan only knew that at that time, he was smashing those mirrors like crazy in the mirror black hole, looking at everything After being broken and reunited, crying and making noises, it really seems crazy.

She is too dangerous now, like a meth, which will hurt Xu Mianji at any time, yesterday she even pushed Xu Mianji... This is what she can never forgive herself for.

But her body was getting out of control gradually, the only way Chi Yuwan could think of to protect Xu Mianji was to leave her first and come back to see her after her condition stabilized.

Chi Yuwan didn't discuss his decision with Xu Mo, but went to him to ask for some more medicine, and then packed up and went back to the small county with those medicines.

Xu Mo didn't know what she was going to do, and thought that she was finally willing to use medicine for treatment, and she was so relieved that she asked her to come to the hospital a few more times during the summer vacation.

Chi Yuwan agreed with a solemn expression, turned around and got on the car to the airport.

She wants to go home to a place that is peaceful enough, she wants to let her heart take a good rest, and go to see Xu Mianji after she has enough strength.

The days after returning home were indeed more peaceful than she had imagined. She wrote novels and watched the news every day, and lived like an elderly person. Except that she didn't like going out very much, she was happy to stay at home alone.

My mother didn't see her for a whole year, and she always appeared in her room quietly. Once, she caught her taking medicine, and went over nervously to ask her what she was taking.

Chi Yuwan doesn't take medicine very often. He used to take it when he was out of control, but now he can only take it every few days for treatment. She didn't expect to be bumped into by her mother, so she hurriedly took the medicine bottle in front of her mother. Dancing in front of her eyes, she lied and lied to her, "It's vitamins!"

"Why haven't you been out of the house recently?" Mom sat on the bed, "Didn't you say that the school group is very busy during the summer vacation? Why do you still have so much free time?"

"I asked for leave from my supervisor. I have several projects to go abroad during the summer vacation, and I have turned them all down." After Chi Yuwan finished speaking, her heart suddenly became depressed. Sweating, she paused for a while and then forced a smile on her mother, "Why, you are not happy when I come back to accompany you?"

Mom shook her head, "That's not what I meant...why do you look so ugly?"

"My head is a little dizzy, you go out quickly, can you let me sleep?" Chi Yuwan raised his weak arm and gave his mother a soft push.

"Then go to sleep, I'm really convinced, I don't sleep at night, but I don't get out of bed in broad daylight, it's inexplicable." Mom shook her head, closed the bedroom door and went out.

Chi Yuwan stuffed the pill into her mouth almost immediately, swallowed it raw without drinking water, and then rolled on the bed in pain. After rolling for several minutes, the effect of the medicine slowly came out, and she eased up a little.

The body finally calmed down. Chi Yuwan hung his head upside down on the edge of the bed, and his head touched the ground. This way, his upper body stood upside down, which made his body uncomfortable, but his heart was comfortable. He could feel the oxygen getting in inch by inch through the narrow chest cavity. This perverted pleasure made Chi Yuwan very comfortable.

Xu Mo found out that Chi Yuwan hadn't been to the hospital for a long time and called her. Knowing that she had gone home secretly, he almost didn't greet Chi Yuwan's ancestors on the phone, and finally cursed angrily, "Don't you fucking never Think it over! Chi Yuwan, if you really have any accident because of this illness, it's your fault!"

"Xu Mo..." Chi Yuwan murmured softly, "Xu Mo... I've been bored recently, I just want to sleep, I just want to sleep on the bed all the time... But I'm very excited at night, Xu Mo ...I'm afraid...Xu Mo, please help me, okay?"

Xu Mo stood up from the chair in shock after hearing her words, "Can you tell me more about the situation?"

Isn't Chi Yuwan fucking courting death?

"I can't sleep at night, but my mother won't let me go out, so I can only sit on the bed and look outside...but I have to sleep during the day, or my head will explode, and I don't want to go out, those people It's very annoying, it's very difficult to talk to them...Xu Mo...I can't judge my own situation, you come...you come and save me, okay?"

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