Shanghai 29℃

"I'm gay." Chi Yuwan was a little confused, and suddenly mumbled while holding the wine glass, "I'm gay, but the person I like is more handsome than boys."

Su Yuyi and the girl could hear each other clearly, and looked at each other, now Su Yuyi completely gave up on those thoughts about Chi Yuwan, patted her on the shoulder and pulled the girl away, "Sister Chi, let's go Already."

As soon as she turned around, the girl muttered softly, "Gay? So perverted..."

Su Yuyi also agreed, "Damn, I really didn't see it at first glance."

Chi Yuwan was a little drunk and confused, but those words made her suddenly sober. It seems that the current society still discriminates against homosexuals. What should I do...

She likes Xu Mianji so much, what should I do...

"Hey miss, you can't sleep here..."

Hypnotized by alcohol, Chi Yuwan obediently slept in the bar all day long. When the business was busy at night, the bartender finally came and woke her up. Chi Yuwan walked out of the bar in a daze. It was getting dark, she thought I checked what time it was, only to find that my phone was dead.

Heart heavy and full of things, Chi Yuwan was thinking, should he go back earlier?Staying here like this not only delays Xu Mianji, but also makes her unhappy.

Su Yu's words in the daytime undoubtedly gave her a big blow. What she has been chasing all along is the feeling that this society denies. She didn't think about it when she didn't catch up with Xu Mianji. Now that she and Xu Mianji are confirmed, suddenly They found that there seemed to be more troubles waiting for them ahead.

"Baby!" Suddenly someone shouted from behind, Chi Yuwan looked along the source of the sound, and saw Xu Mianji's face that was more enthusiastic than light appeared in front of him.

"Honey, are you deaf? I've called you so many fucking times, but you really didn't hear me?" Xu Mianji gritted his teeth as he approached, and the smile that was rippling on his face just now stopped in an instant. Wake up, causing Chi Yuwan to be happy and sad at the same time.

"It's out of battery." Chi Yuwan coquettishly said, "Can you forgive my baby?"

Xu Mianji touched her waist, wiped the oil and then snorted, "I don't forgive you, I'll see how you behave later."

Chi Yuwan had something on his mind, the fire in his body didn't ignite, Xu Mianji took her to have a meal, saw that she only ate a little bit that was not enough to fit between her teeth, and put a bunch of it in her bowl Xiao Shan, "Eat more, you are my person now, and I order you to gain weight for me."

Chi Yuwan's heart was almost sweet, and he ate all the food that Xu Mianji gave her. Xu Mianji saw that she was doing well, so he brought her another bunch, and Chi Yuwan still smiled and ate them all.

After eating and going out, Chi Yuwan's stomach felt a little swollen and hurt. She hadn't eaten so much for a long time, and she couldn't bear the sudden big meal. Xu Mianji also saw that she was uncomfortable, so he led her around , Digestion.

"Actually, that day, you wanted me to hug you and cry, right?" Xu Mianji suddenly squeezed Chi Yuwan's hand, and pulled Chi Yuwan into his arms with one arm, "I thought about it this afternoon. Your abnormality must be because my comfort came too late that day, so you have been thinking about it all the time, right?"

"You wrote it in the novel. Later, I took you out of school and took you to the riverside and cried. Is that your wish? You know how much I wish Shu Is it you?" Xu Mianji tightened her arms, feeling that Chi Yuwan was a little stiff, she sighed softly in her ear, "I still have to say, I'm sorry, I love you, it's too late."

Chi Yuwan's tears fell silently. She tried her best not to cry at first, but when she got to a place where there were fewer people, she couldn't help but threw herself into Xu Mianji's arms and started crying. When she mentioned it, her heart still hurt like a tear.

After holding on alone for too long, Chi Yuwan was too tired and exhausted. The heart in his body seemed to be riddled with holes, but he still persisted tenaciously. Chi Yuwan himself didn't know what he was still holding on to. She was originally an extremely fragile person, and she couldn't bear those things, but she still gritted her teeth and cried to survive.

Now someone comes to apologize for the negligence in the past, she is still crying besides crying, those pains have passed, the trauma caused is still there, time has not healed, she has no other way to make up for it except to shed more tears for her past self myself at the time.

"In the future, I won't let you be wronged again." Xu Mianji stuck to Chi Yuwan's ear, and blurted out such a sentence without thinking too much, and he was taken aback after speaking.

Does she have the ability to prevent Chi Yuwan from being wronged?

For those broken holes in her heart, she finally met a clumsy but kind-hearted person who held a needle and thread and tried to mend her wounds.

Chi Yuwan was sad for her past self, but she also thanked that Chi Yuwan in the past. It was she who endured hardships all the way in exchange for the Chi Yuwan who hugged this clumsy guy today.

"Xu Mianji, I love you." Chi Yuwan choked up, speaking without thinking, she just suddenly wanted to confess, "I really love you, woo..."

Xu Mianji's throat moved, and she wrapped her palms around Chi Yuwan's head, "I love you too, Chi Yuwan."

Both of them forgot how they got back to the homestay at night, how they took off their clothes, and who was overwhelmed first. Chi Yuwan only remembered that Xu Mianji stepped into the bathtub in his arms, and then slammed Wanting her again and again, she was ups and downs in the water, and her heart sank and fell in Xu Mianji's arms.

"Say you love me, say." Xu Mianji always pestered Chi Yuwan to ask her to say those three words, and when Chi Yuwan spoke slowly, she sped up her movements, and then coerced and lured her to call her name, It seems that only in this way can she truly feel that the person she loves the most is in front of her, in her arms, in her hands.

"Xu Mianji...Xu Mianji...Xu Mianji..." Just like writing her entire name at the beginning, Chi Yuwan kept calling Xu Mianji's name, and his consciousness was gradually overwhelmed by desire. Breaking up, unable to reunite, only holding that person, only sinking down, can I feel at ease in my heart.

Xu Mian Ji, Xu Mian Ji, Xu Mian Ji.

Later, Chi Yuwan was bewitched to want Xu Mianji again and again, and gradually realized that it was not a question of who was superior and who was inferior. Chi Yuwan also began to think about satisfying Xu Mianji, and she followed Xu Mianji's example. Mian Ji's technique was carefully used on her body, her chest was stuffed to the brim because of Xu Mian Ji's satisfied expression, her little heart was soaked in hot water, it was almost cooked.

It started frantically, and ended even more frantically. Chi Yuwan lost his strength and fell into the bathtub. Xu Mianji picked him up, wiped off the water, and carried him back on the tatami. Then he was hugged gently and patted his head. "Good night, baby."

"Good night, Mengmeng."

Chi Yuwan thought, what she wants in this life is probably thousands of nights like this, where there are sinking desires, the tenderness of Xu Mianji, and a sweet dream that is coming. The whole world is saying good night to her.

……

Chi Yuwan still didn't go back early. When Xu Mianji was filming, she no longer went to the set to join in the fun, but chose to go around by herself. After all, it was a tourist attraction, so she couldn't come here for nothing.

And at night, when she is in the mood to do something, she will never miss it for a moment. If Xu Mianji is tired, she will take good care of her. As long as she is with Xu Mianji, even if they just look at each other quietly, Chi Yuwan's heart will always be Peaceful.

A few days passed quickly, Chi Yu didn't tell Xu Mianji when he left late, and asked Xiao Gu to take her to the airport after she packed her luggage, but when she was about to board the plane, she suddenly heard the sound of wheels rolling, she Looking up from the book, I saw Xu Mianji strolling over wearing a fisherman hat.

"You are..." Chi Yuwan was puzzled, he couldn't be sending her back to Shanghai, right?

"Don't think too much, the company just organized a tour for me in Shanghai, and I'm not here to send you back." Xu Mianji just likes Qi Chi Yuwan, watching her pursed her lips and hummed, she couldn't hold back He went over and kissed her.

"No!" Chi Yuwan suddenly became nervous, and looked around, "They are all people..."

"What's wrong with being human?" Xu Mianji acted like a shy little girl, so he dragged her and gave her a hard kiss before letting go, only to find that the tension in Chi Yuwan's eyes became more obvious, and she suddenly realized something, "Do you... think we are shameless?"

"No!" Chi Yuwan was about to cry, "Others will think we are shameless, I don't want you to hear those words..."

It was the first time that Xu Mianji let go of Chi Yuwan's hand, and she felt annoyed. After a good trip together, the atmosphere was so depressed that she was really going to piss her off!

"Mengmeng..." Chi Yuwan called out to her in a crying voice, with one arm raised all the time, Xu Mianji paused, but turned back to hold that hand, with no good expression on his face.

The seats of the two of them were not on the same side. After boarding the plane, there were a lot of people, so Chi Yuwan let go of Xu Mianji's hand. Seeing that she was looking for a seat without looking back, Chi Yuwan bit his lip and fell off in an instant. Tears come.

After sitting down, Chi Yuwan looked out of the window, wringing her hands together, her lips were about to be bitten to bleed, she suppressed not crying, but the surging grievances seemed to forbid her to do so.

"Hello, can I change the seat? My side is by the window."

Chi Yuwan turned around in astonishment, and saw that Xu Mianji successfully changed seats with the person next to him, but after sitting down, he put on sunglasses, chewed gum and listened to music, and just ignored her.

This was the first time they were angry. Chi Yuwan didn't like hurting her and Xu Mianji's relationship because of others, but thinking of her original intention, she didn't want someone to say bad things about Xu Mianji. That's right, but Xu Mianji's ability to turn around and look for her again and again is already the best he can do.

Anyway, I'm used to being shameless and shameless, Chi Yuwan didn't want the person he had worked so hard to chase after for eight years to be so angry with him, so he stretched out his hand, hooked his fingers around Xu Mianji's, and called her again in a low voice .

"Hmm." Xu Mianji replied angrily.

"Don't be angry..." Chi Yuwan wanted to cry as she spoke. She has cried too many times recently, and she is used to tears on her face.

"Don't cry." Xu Mianji was upset when he heard Chi Yuwan crying.

"Then don't be angry." Chi Yuwan put on a face full of bitterness and hatred, his eyebrows were almost twisted to his mouth.

"It's easy for me not to be angry." Xu Mianji leaned towards Chi Yuwan, her fingers touched her lips intentionally or unintentionally, and then looked at Chi Yuwan, "Come here and kiss me, Don't worry about others, just follow your own heart, come here if you want to kiss."

"I..." Chi Yuwan was still hesitating. The plane hadn't taken off yet. Although she was in the first class cabin, there were still many passengers and the flight attendant kept walking around. She...

"OK, I'm going back." Xu Mianji bowed his head to unbuckle his seat belt after speaking.

"Don't!" Chi Yuwan was afraid of Xu Mianji's move, and he didn't care about a stewardess pushing food over, so he held Xu Mianji's face and kissed him. dodged.

"...Hello, would you like a drink?" The stewardess was a little embarrassed.

"No need." Xu Mianji touched his lips in satisfaction. Chi Yuwan was not so coy when he was in a hurry. If he was always afraid of this and that in the future, Xu Mianji was really afraid that he would not be able to fulfill that promise, so he had to If you want to force Chi Yuwan to be bolder, isn't it the society? It's nothing if the two face each other together.

"What about this lady?" The stewardess turned to Chi Yuwan again.

Xu Mianji reached out to hold Chi Yuwan's hand, glanced at her and then raised her head to answer the stewardess, "She is my girlfriend, and she won't eat if I don't eat it, so no need, thank you."

As soon as the flight attendant heard the voice, she could tell that Xu Mianji was a woman, but she didn't have any discomfort or disgust on her face. She pushed the cart and left with a smile. Xu Mianji's view of this airline changed just like that.

"There's no need to worry about what's there and what's not. Do you understand?" Xu Mianji squinted at Chi Yuwan.

"Yeah." Chi Yuwan seemed to understand, but felt that what Xu Mo said was true, Xu Mianji was really the only medicine to cure her.

"Come here, I haven't kissed enough." Xu Mianji grabbed Chi Yuwan's head and played some tricks. The tip of his tongue moved back and forth in her mouth flexibly. The kiss made Chi Yuwan's face flushed and his eyes hazy. She smiled with satisfaction. Just let her go.

Chi Yuwan was a little dazed, the chewing gum in Xu Mianji's mouth just got into her mouth, really...

Huh, it's really...

I really don't know how to be ashamed.

For the first time, the conflict was successfully resolved by pornography. After the plane landed, Xu Mianji was picked up by the company's car. Fortunately, Xu Mo also came to pick up Chi Yuwan. Xu Mianji sent Chi Yuwan to Xu Mo's car pecked Chi Yuwan in front of him, and then left humming.

"What's wrong?" Xu Mo was so angry that he commented like a teacher in ancient times, "A prodigal son!"

"Shut up!" Chi Yuwan also yelled at Xu Mo.

Xu Mo's breath was stuck in his chest, neither up nor down, and finally he vomited out, "He has no conscience."

Taking Chi Yuwan back to the hospital for a psychological examination, Xu Mo found that she had greatly improved in many psychological and emotional aspects. It seemed that Xu Mianji had brought her a lot of positive things. Chi Yuwan said that she ate well and slept soundly. When I am full, I seldom have nightmares.

"The words of a woman in love like you are unbelievable." Xu Mo sent those results to his mentor on the other side of the ocean, thinking to confirm the answer, "Many times sweetness will go to your head, maybe you Thought you were alright, but it didn't take long for you to realize that was just an illusion."

"Have some confidence in me, Xu Mo, and please also have some confidence in my love for the past eight years. I believe that Xu Mianji will change me one day. The warmth on her body will heal me sooner or later." Chi Yuwan said Facing the sunlight outside the window, even though the weather has turned cold, the heat of the sun still hasn't dropped.

Chi Yuwan fell asleep not long after, and it seemed that Xu Mianji had cured her insomnia. Now she doesn't need hypnosis, just think about the feeling of lying in Xu Mianji's arms, and she can fall asleep with a peaceful face, waiting for her Yes, it must be a sweet dream.

Seeing that she fell asleep, Xu Mo put away those lectures first. He flipped through the medical records of other patients for a while, and suddenly received an email from his tutor. .

"Suspected to have dual personality disorder, further observation is needed."

Dual personality...Chi Yuwan...

Xu Mo thought about the memory loss that Chi Yuwan hadn't intended to mention recently. He originally attributed it to her mental confusion caused by too much pressure, but thinking about it again, how could anyone really forget the memories for a period of time? ?If it wasn't controlled by another personality, Xu Mo couldn't find an explanation.

Chi Yuwan didn't tell him how he got through the difficult times in the past. He only said that he "bear it" and passed it. But Xu Mo has known Chi Yuwan for so many years, what kind of person is she? People have already seen it clearly, if there is no other personality to digest the pain for her, how can she bear it?

Cold sweat broke out on the palm of his hand, Xu Mo approached Chi Yuwan, he couldn't imagine that such a girl would suffer so much psychological torture one after another, what exactly did she go through?

Xu Mo sat down at the side, held Chi Yuwan's hand, and tried to wake up her other personality, but failed many times.

"Chi Yuwan, Chi Yuwan, can you hear my voice?" Xu Mo choked her throat and squeezed Chi Yuwan's hand, but she just turned over and continued to sleep soundly, completely unaware of his heart What a stormy sea it is now.

Xu Mo got up and went to the bookcase in the inner room to search for books about dual personality. He had also learned this knowledge, but he didn't go deep into it. If he found some more similar cases, he would be able to analyze Chi Yuwan's cause of disease. Yes, Xu Mo panicked, but he was still sure that he would be able to cure Chi Yuwan, and Chi Yuwan would also get along with this world in a healthy way.

The world owes her a light.

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