Shanghai 29℃

Standing at the door of Xu Mianji's house, Chi Yuwan took several deep breaths, but she still couldn't calm down her frenzied heart. She was a little scared. When she opened the door, how should she face Xu Mianji?

On the way back just now, what she had been concerned about was the loss of her own memory. Now that she was a door away from her, the dream began to reappear in Chi Yuwan's mind, her face was blushing and her heart was beating fast, and her body seemed to explode at any time.

"Wait for me to open the door for you?" A cool voice suddenly sounded from behind, and that familiar fragrance also rushed into Chi Yuwan's nose.

Chi Yuwan immediately pressed the password quickly, and after the door opened he hesitated to explain, "Well, I seem to have forgotten the password, and I remembered it again when you came..."

Xu Mianji chuckled, and followed the slow Chi Yuwan into the room. Seeing her timid and cautious look, she couldn't help but find it funny, but she went back to the room without saying anything.

Chi Yuwan moved back to his room and saw Xu Mianji stuffing clothes into the suitcase at a glance. He didn't know how to do it skillfully. He just folded it a few times and threw it into the suitcase. Use the space.

"Do you want... do you want to go out?" Chi Yuwan stood at the door, wanted to enter but dared not, so he asked Xu Mianji from a distance.

"Well, I'm going to shoot the MV. It will take about half a month. The company said that I will take a trip." Xu Mianji is not good at these housework. Folding clothes is something that requires patience and ingenuity for her. She didn't have any of those, and when she turned around and saw Chi Yuwan standing with the door open, she beckoned and threw the clothes in her hand, "Come here and help me tidy up."

As if he had received an amnesty, Chi Yuwan walked to the bed in two or three steps. When he said that he was going to work, he really only came to work. He took out all the clothes that Xu Mianji had put in, and then used the clothes she had traveled alone for many years. The experience that comes out rolls up the clothes and puts them layer by layer. The pants are folded in half, and a layer of underwear and socks can be sandwiched in between, so that they will be flat when the lid is finally closed, and the inside of the box will also be flat. It's packed to the brim with no wasted space.

When going to get the black vest that Xu Mianji was going to wear, Chi Yuwan's hands trembled visibly, as if he would be blasphemy, he picked it up with both hands, and quickly put it into a storage bag. The whole process was smooth and smooth, Xu Mianji felt that if he hadn't been looking at her all the time, he might not have known that Chi Yuwan had touched the vest he was wearing next to his body.

"Chi Yuwan, I don't see it. You still have your way of packing things. You used to pack my seat, but now you help me pack my suitcase. You are a good example of a good wife and mother." Xu Mianji sat on the bed He leaned forward with his arms propped behind him, his gaze fixed on Chi Yuwan's face.

Chi Yuwan laughed dryly, they are still in the unresolved stage of their relationship, Xu Mianji's words about being a good wife and loving mother are ironic.

But after he had sexually lusted after Xu Mianji in that dream last night, Chi Yuwan decided not to be angry anymore.

"Are you going out this time at public expense? Where are you going? Will half a month be too long?" While tidying up, Chi Yuwan pretended to ask the question he most wanted to ask casually, and asked other questions A few questions to cover myself.

Xu Mianji didn't understand, "Maybe I won't be back in half a month, this time I'm going abroad, because this is my first album to be released, and the company has to spend a lot of money to build it, so if we want perfection, Maybe come back in a month or two."

"Oh." When Chi Yuwan saw her answer directly, his face became hot again, and at the same time he was a little angry, one or two months?Isn't that just when she starts school?Living in Xu Mianji's house, but seeing no one from Xu Mianji, Chi Yuwan was really afraid that he would go crazy one night.

"When I'm not at home, you can help me take care of the house. If my mother wants to come and see, you can entertain her well. I will give you a card later."

Xu Mianji got up, went to the table and folded some papers, then packed the guitar in the corner and put it on the table, as if he was about to leave at any time.

Chi Yuwan has almost cleaned up. After listening to Xu Mianji's words, she felt that this was the main business trip of the family, and then she asked his wife to take charge of the house. She smiled and began to imagine that she was sending her husband off now. travel far.

After a final check, Chi Yuwan went to the bathroom and stuffed a new set of toiletries into a corner of the box, then zipped it up, suddenly feeling melancholy.

"Then I'm leaving. Sister Shan is already waiting for me downstairs." Xu Mianji carried the guitar on his shoulders and the box in his hand. He just walked out of the room and looked back at Chi Yuwan who was standing with downcast eyes, " Don't sneak into my bed at night, I don't lock the door."

Chi Yuwan's face burned immediately, she was really thinking that when Xu Mianji left, she would secretly occupy her bed and her room, and when she left, she would take care of the room. Everything about her has been read and touched.

"Who wants to sleep in your bed! Hurry up and go, sister Huishan is going to lose her temper!" Chi Yuwan passed Xu Mianji and went out first, then sat back on the sofa with a sullen face, feeling ashamed and annoyed , Thinking that Xu Mianji was leaving soon, I was even more reluctant to part with a little sad.

Xu Mianji shrugged, and walked a few steps forward. After changing his shoes, he suddenly knocked on the cabinet with his knuckles, "Chi Yuwan, come here."

Chi Yuwan thought she was going to be a moth again, pulled the skirt on her body and dawdled for a while before walking over, it seemed that she was not in such a hurry, "What are you doing?"

"About us, now is a good time for both of us to calm down and think about it. When I come back, maybe I can think clearly and give you an accurate answer, but I hope you can think clearly too. , After all these years, we all have the answer to whether we like me or not, so we can live a better life in the future."

After Xu Mianji finished speaking seriously, seeing Chi Yuwan's expression changed, he poked his head over with a smile again, "What's wrong? Did I say something wrong?"

Chi Yuwan was so angry that her teeth itch and her eyes hurt, she glared at Xu Mianji, "You don't like me if you don't like me! What the hell are you doing to humiliate my feelings for you!"

Xu Mianji was startled by her roar and the red eye circles, after a while, her heart softened suddenly, she touched Chi Yuwan's head, "Well, you don't have to think about it anymore, I know You have liked me since you were a child and haven't changed for many years, whether we will be together this time depends entirely on my final thoughts, right?"

No matter how you hear this, you feel wronged and uncomfortable, but this is the truth. Chi Yuwan gritted his teeth, avoided the hand on the top of his head, and looked into Xu Mianji's eyes seriously, "Then I hope you can think seriously about it." Think about it, after all, there won't be another Chi Yuwan in this world."

You will never meet Chi Yuwan who loves you crazy, you will never meet Chi Yuwan who loves you for eight years, there are so many people in this world, but Chi Yuwan only one.

But Chi Yuwan is also very afraid. There are many examples of people who give everything but get nothing in return. Even if she has given so much affection and time, if Xu Mianji doesn't want it, no matter how much she loves, she will be moved. In Xu Mianji's eyes, it was just a joke.

Xu Mianji was stunned after hearing this, her heart seemed to be knocked lightly by something, she looked at Chi Yuwan in front of her, even though so much time had passed, she still looked aggrieved and pitiful when facing her, still That soft persimmon that she can knead.

"Okay." Xu Mianji said, "Actually, I thought about this a long time ago, but I gave up at that time. This time, I will seriously make another choice."

Chi Yuwan's always shrewd mind couldn't understand the meaning of her words, and looked up at Xu Mianji with teary eyes, and she wiped away the tears on her face with her hand.

"Don't cry, how the hell are you so good at crying?" Xu Mianji sighed, "If not, you won't see me for a while anyway, I guess you must be sick from missing me, pointing at me at night I don't know how to ravage my bed, or my brother will give you a benefit now, you can do one thing to me, you can do anything, I won't refuse, I won't resist, how about it?"

There was a moment of dullness on Chi Yuwan's face, and it took a long time to come back to his senses, "Whatever...?"

"Whatever." After Xu Mianji said this, she felt a chill on the back of her neck for no reason. She thought that Chi Yuwan would at most just kiss her, but judging by her expression and her tone, it seemed that it was not that simple...

Chi Yuwan moved her hands, and slowly approached Xu Mianji, she subconsciously swallowed her saliva, and a burst of joy flooded her face, and cautiously, slowly approached Xu Mianji.

The person standing tense suddenly felt a little regretful, but she couldn't back up after what the man said, and she just closed it subconsciously when Chi Yuwan's face was only a centimeter away from her body. Eye.

Two arms were wrapped around her waist, and then a soft and warm body leaned over. Xu Mianji's tense body suddenly relaxed. She opened her eyes in disbelief, and turned her head to look at the man who hugged her. Chi Yuwan, who took advantage of his face and made a lot of money, couldn't help being curious, is this... the end?

Chi Yuwan also endured it for a long time before she didn't make good use of this opportunity to do some hooligan things. After all, Xu Mianji is still sacred and inviolable in her heart. If she did something to Xu Mianji without her real name, she probably felt Will despise myself to death.

Fortunately, last night was just a dream, and Chi Yuwan was a little glad that she woke up and saw Xu Mo instead of Xu Mianji, otherwise how would she face Xu Mianji who was very close to her but had no exact relationship with her?Although sleeping is a matter for both parties, in her heart, she is the one who took advantage of Xu Mianji.

"You're so good." Xu Mianji was so speechless that she didn't know what to say, she felt that Chi Yuwan hugged herself a little tighter, so she simply let her hug her for a while longer, the softness in her heart was about to sink Chi Yuwan was so cautious.

There was a horn sound downstairs, and Xu Mianji knew that Jin Shan was urging her, and was about to pat Chi Yuwan on the back to signal her to hug her for a while, but Chi Yuwan straightened up one step ahead of her, looking at her with red eyes. She didn't say anything, with reluctance in her eyes, but she didn't grab her to let her go.

Xu Mianji was almost driven crazy by her sensibility and carefulness, one hand suddenly raised to cover Chi Yuwan's eyes, then he tilted his head and kissed Chi Yuwan's nose, then down to his lips Jiao nostalgia, she probably knew the reason why Chi Yuwan didn't dare to go too far, so she respected her and just kissed the corner of her lips.

Chi Yuwan froze on the spot, her hands subconsciously grasped the hem of her skirt, her legs stretched straight, is this another dream?But she clearly woke up from a dream, so this is real?Did Xu Mianji really kiss her?Then why did Xu Mianji cover her eyes again?Is Xu Mianji shy?

Looking back again, there is no Xu Mianji in front of him, only the tightly closed door, Chi Yuwan was in a trance for a moment, he might have lost his memory and became insane again, but ran to the window and saw that person happened to be Get in the car and close the door.

So, it's true.

Chi Yuwan screamed, jumped a few steps in the room with bare feet, then jumped onto the sofa, and finally fell down on Xu Mianji's bed panting after enough fuss, wrapped herself in her quilt, and buried her head in the Her breath was on her pillow, her body and nose were full, as if Xu Mianji was lying beside her, Chi Yuwan bit his lip, and suddenly slowly stretched his hand under his body.

She has had this habit for many years, and she doesn't feel ashamed. Although she will feel that this is a blasphemy against Xu Mianji after every time it ends, she can't control herself because of the surging desire, and she only hopes for the highest fireworks at the end When it is gorgeous, she can feel satisfied for a moment.

Perhaps because she was on Xu Mianji's bed, she arrived very quickly this time, her charming body writhed wildly in the quilt, calmed down again after a while, opened her eyes, the corners of her reddish eyes were rippling with color, she slowly Panting, the fire in his body slowly subsided.

Chi Yuwan prayed in her heart that Xu Mianji must think clearly, even if she would respect Xu Mianji's decision in the end, she would accept whether it was good or bad, but she still hoped selfishly that Xu Mianji would not let herself down.

She is an ambitious person, both in her career and emotionally, she must be rewarded for her dedication, but in front of Xu Mianji, she dare not reveal her ambition at all, all her powerlessness and helplessness are left to Xu Mian It's season.

When Xu Mianji was not at home, Chi Yuwan would not go out if he didn't go out. If he agreed to watch the house for her, he would watch carefully, because when writing a novel would be stuck, Chi Yuwan would stop to do housework, Often the whole house is tidied up, and when I go to write again, I feel that my thoughts are flowing like a spring.

In a few days, the originally slightly messy room was tidy and tidy, and Chi Yuwan even used the kitchen that was not commonly used. Although she had never actually done cooking in college, she still had a lot of theoretical knowledge , now I have the opportunity to practice, making cakes, baking bread, cooking Sichuan cuisine, cooking hot pot, she has tried everything she can, and it tastes good.

It's strange to say that she would suffer from insomnia at night, but since she moved to Xu Mianji's bed to sleep, she often fell asleep unconsciously, those familiar breaths seemed to be able to soothe her mind , unexpectedly slowly cured her insomnia.

When this news was told to Xu Mo, the other party just snorted disdainfully, "It's just your own psychology."

Ever since Chi Yuwan reached the climax in front of Xu Mo that time, he felt ashamed to see him, but then Xu Mo couldn't help but insisted that she go to the hospital for further treatment, and he passed under psychological pressure. Mo acted like a normal person in front of her, which relieved her embarrassment a little.

"Xu Mo, is my self-awareness really strong? Last time I tampered with your hypnosis content without permission, this time you can actually suggest yourself to cure my insomnia. Do you think it's actually deep in my heart? In fact, there is a very powerful me?" Chi Yuwan was probably overjoyed recently, and when he was joking, he left his mouth open, and after he finished speaking, he remembered that he still had someone in his heart, and his expression immediately changed.

Xu Mo stood up in shock after hearing this, "Chi Yuwan, don't scare me! Personality mental illness is very difficult to treat!"

"I'm just kidding you!" Chi Yuwan turned his face out of the floor-to-ceiling window, and it was another beautiful day, "I've been sick so many times, if I get another one, I'll die."

"Don't have such negative thoughts. The recent period of treatment has worked. Do you feel it? Your intermittent depression rarely attacks, Xu Mianji is gone, and your paranoia has been soothed a lot. The illness has not recurred, Chi Yuwan, you are very aware of your illness, so you should also be very aware of your condition."

Originally, a psychiatrist should never state the patient's condition to the patient, as it would only produce a stimulating counterproductive effect, but Chi Yuwan was different. Her self-awareness was too strong, and many psychiatrists did not know their illness, and could not even She can control herself, but she can, she was the first to discover her illness, and she can also try to treat herself, so it is not easy.

"I know, Doctor Xu." Chi Yuwan pulled up the blanket that was originally only covering his legs and covered his chest, his voice suddenly became faint, "Do you think my life is a bit too bitter? In my previous life I am probably a lucky one who has had enough blessings, right? So all her sufferings are left to me to suffer."

Xu Mo approached and wanted to hold Chi Yuwan's hand, but after thinking about it, he gave up, "Don't be so pessimistic, your illness will be cured, and in the future, you and Xu Mianji will definitely have someone you both want to see." of the ending."

Chi Yuwan laughed softly, "What is the ending? Good? Bad? I can't guess what will happen in the future. I only know that as long as I have Xu Mianji in my heart, my illness will not be cured. My paranoia is only for her, what a perverted love, I hope she stays away from me, but I always lean over to find her, Xu Mo... Sometimes I wish I could kill myself..."