Shanghai 29℃

Xu Mianji leaned forward, reached forward with one hand, raised Chi Yuwan's chin, forced her to look directly at him, frowned slightly when she saw the tear-stained face, and then lightly Wipe away her tears and sigh softly, "Don't cry."

Seeing that Chi Yuwan curled his lips and was about to cry again, Xu Mianji rubbed her chin with his fingertips, and suddenly pressed his lips against her, tossing and sucking, extremely gentle.

The four eyes met, the person who was crying and shouting to kiss and hug just now was scared again, he didn't dare to move, wanted to escape but was reluctant to escape, Chi Yuwan clearly heard Xu Mianji's breathing, and clearly smelled it The smell on her body, even on her lips, was real, how she felt.

Xu Mianji pecked her again, and backed away a little, just when Chi Yuwan got anxious and thought she was done kissing, Xu Mianji wrapped his hands around the back of her neck again, lifted her forward slightly, and then poked the tip of his tongue Open those two soft lips that were tightly pressed, and flexibly poked in.

She was kissing her, really kissing her.

Isn't it dreaming...

The tip of his tongue was bitten lightly, and Chi Yuwan felt the pain, subconsciously frowned and shrank back, but was pulled closer and kissed deeper.

It was different from what Chi Yuwan had imagined countless times, although at this moment she thought about it from a young age, but when it actually happened, it seemed to be different...

Xu Mianji had viciously described the feeling of kissing Fu Jingxuan to her before, saying it was like "drinking milk". Chi Yuwan thought, Xu Mianji must also have lips like milk, soft and slippery, this metaphor is too It was so realistic that every time Chi Yuwan drank milk, he would think wildly, and his face was full of red clouds.

What does it feel like?Different from Jin Ze's kissing appearance, Xu Mianji looked extraordinarily gentle, and Chi Yuwan's heart trembled violently because of her gentleness, and she trembled all over because of her every subtle movement, so sensitive that she was dying.

"... Open your mouth." Xu Mianji changed his breath, and his breathing became short of breath.

Chi Yuwan took a breath, and silently endured all the restlessness. I don't know if Xu Mianji is emotional or really just wants to complete this kiss for her. Anyway, Chi Yuwan was excited by those three words. It's like being a ghost under a peony flower and being romantic, with a cruel heart, she threw herself forward and pressed on Xu Mianji's body, and finally obeyed her heart, and kissed her ruthlessly.

Just pretend that she is crazy, just pretend that there is only one kiss in her life, and she won't let go until she vomits.

Sensing Chi Yuwan's jerkyness and viciousness, she knocked a tooth by accident, Xu Mianji just thought it was funny, and reached out to push her, but she held both hands and raised them to the top of her head. Instead, he became the one who was kissed...

Couldn't help it, the tip of his tongue skillfully swept across her lips, the effect was immediate, the person who was still doing something wrong immediately stopped, even the corners of his eyes were pink, and the wet eyes looked at her innocently, it was... terrible up.

If you don't stop, something will happen. Xu Mianji let go of his mouth, but found that his lip was bitten, and it hurts when he pulled it. The mouths of the two of them seemed to be stuck together. Unless they kept kissing, it would hurt when they let go .

"It hurts, it hurts..."

Xu Mianji's words wrapped in this kiss were ambiguous, but Chi Yuwan still heard it clearly, blinked his eyes, did not make any response, and never let go of his damn bite.

Xu Mianji was really convinced, he gave a helpless chuckle, broke free from the shackles with his wrists, and raised his hand to stroke Chi Yuwan's soft hair, in order to comfort this manic little beast, "Exit Come again... okay?"

next time?

Chi Yuwan's eyes lit up, and finally slowly loosened the teeth that had been biting Xu Mianji's lips under the extremely comfortable touch. When he pulled away, he saw the marks of her teeth biting on the bright red lips.

Xu Mianji wiped the corners of his mouth with the back of his hand, noticed the guilt in Chi Yuwan's eyes, and deliberately smiled, "Look at what you did."

Chi Yuwan only glanced at it before lowering her head, shrunk aside in embarrassment, twisted her fingers and did not move, she secretly drank some wine before Xu Mianji came back tonight, this reason should be enough for Xu Mianji to forgive her Bar?

Her own breathing was still messy, and her hair was also messy. When she caught a glimpse of Xu Mianji's chest that had been torn off by her, Chi Yuwan was almost blinded by this sweet scene. Seeing Xu Mianji just looked at Laughing to herself, she raised her hand and helped her pull up the bathrobe, covering everything that should be covered.

Xu Mianji looked down at her movements, and said oh, "Didn't you say you want to sleep with me? What are you doing now?"

Hearing this slutty tone, Chi Yuwan knew that he was not her opponent, and he couldn't play her with words, but he could overwhelm her with his actions. Chi Yuwan decided to advance the "next time" and moved over shyly , hugged Xu Mianji's head with both hands, then lowered his head and kissed it.

Xu Mianji tilted his head slightly to cooperate with her, and seemed to be enjoying himself quite a bit. One hand even went under Chi Yuwan's pajamas, and stretched it in to walk around her back.

Chi Yuwan doesn't like to close her eyes when she kisses. She likes to see the person she loves comfortably and enjoying herself, but Xu Mianji doesn't close her eyes either. The ambiguity will gradually change in such a clear gaze. Chi Yu Wan was short of breath.

"I'll do it." Xu Mianji turned over and gently pressed Chi Yuwan under her body. Under the soft moonlight, the tears in the corners of the girl's eyes shone like pearls.

"Have you made up your mind?" Xu Mianji went to kiss Chi Yuwan's tears, and the long-buried distress in her heart resurfaced. The person under her was obviously someone she had liked before. There has always been too much love between them. I thought that there would be no chance to meet each other in this life, but I didn't expect that there would be such a moment of being emotional for the other party.

"I've been thinking about it since I was a fucking child, and I've been thinking about it for half my life..." Chi Yuwan choked up, reached out to pick up Xu Mianji's clothes, and took off her loosely tied bathrobe in a few strokes, □In contrast, she actually cried out.

Xu Mianji moved as gently as possible, while kissing her lips and cheeks, kissing away every tear she shed, Chi Yuwan was always in a panic, holding Xu Mianji tightly with his arms and refused to let go.

Xu Mianji, I know that love in this world is all about feeling. Back then, there were so many girls who pursued Jinze, but he refused them all. Sometimes I think, I think he has feelings for Jinze, but With you, I'm probably like those girls who were rejected by Jinze.

I don't feel it, and I don't care if I hurt my heart. It's just that I'm too stubborn and force you to like me.All along, I can't tell you how I feel about you, and you can't tell me how you feel about me.But at that time we all knew that I love you, but you don't love me.

We get along together, my love may not be enough to support this relationship, if I had been earlier, when I met you for the first time, I would have been beautiful, if you were tempted by me from the beginning, then we would be fine Very good, we won't encounter so many sufferings during this period, and we won't hurt so many people.

But Xu Mianji, at the beginning of the story, I was humbled and embarrassed, and you were so high above me, so dazzling, it was doomed, I was born to look up at you, we are not in the same parallel In this world, the distance between you and me is farther than light years in the universe.

Do you know, when I am not by your side or feel you, I am often restless and anxious, worried that someone else will suddenly be inserted into your heart, and that you will become better and more distant without my knowing.But when I am by your side, you are within reach, and I am also uneasy. Your eyes never stay on my face, and your smile always attracts more people's attention.

Xu Mianji, I am willing to dedicate my whole life to you, my body, my heart, all without reservation, but I regard you as heaven and earth, can you not treat me as dust?I am a mental patient, a very painful and difficult disease, and there may be no hope of cure. You give me a [-]% sense of security, so that I can feel a little more at ease.

I'm scared, I like you, it's really a panicky thing.

Two ups and downs of panting sounded, and Chi Yuwan's tears fell into the night. She was so happy that she wanted to laugh, and she was so happy that she wanted to cry.

……

When I opened my eyes, there was a soft yellow halo. My eyes focused on that dot, and then slowly spread out, and more intense light came in. It was natural and pure sunlight, dazzling and clear, coming from The most gentle world.

"Are you awake?" A male voice sounded from the side, as if he was holding a breath and then slowly released, "Chi Yuwan, can you see me?"

Chi Yuwan blinked extremely slowly, her long eyelashes swept the light shining on her face, her eyes were innocently blank, where is she?The first person you see when you wake up shouldn't be...

After all, she fell asleep in her arms the night before, and this was the first time in the past few years that she fell asleep as soon as she touched the bed. And warm.

"Speak, Chi Yuwan, tell me, how do you feel now?" Xu Mo waved a hand in front of Chi Yuwan's eyes.

Chi Yuwan tilted his head slightly, and Xu Mo was sitting next to him on a soft leather chair, leaning over slightly and looking at her worriedly, his face was a little tired, as if he hadn't rested well.

It was only then that she realized where she was. This was Xu Mo's psychotherapy room, decorated in warm tones, and a small bed for patients was placed near the floor-to-ceiling windows. There was the temperature of hope on the person, and she was lying on that little bed.

"Is that the sunrise?" Chi Yuwan turned his head to look out of the window again, the sun was slowly rising from the horizon in the distance, crossing the tall buildings, covering the night, and giving the world a new hope of sunrise.

Xu Mo looked out of the spacious floor-to-ceiling windows. The sunrise can indeed bring hope and warmth to people. It was right for him to let Chi Yuwan wake up at this time. Seeing Chi Yuwan's expression was cold, he asked tentatively, "How are you?"

Chi Yuwan's mind was spinning fast, she was recalling the previous events, Xu Mianji's casting, the dinner in the hotel, the waiting in the early morning, the confused and ambiguous kiss, and the two naked bodies facing each other, all of which she was familiar with I still remember, but how did I wake up in front of Xu Mo?

"I'm fine, how's the situation now?" Chi Yuwan sat up with support, but found that her arms could hardly use her strength, and her whole body seemed to be exhausted. She decided to put on a dress first and pull out Xu Mo if.

Seeing her speaking so calmly, Xu Mo relaxed the nerves that had been tense all night. It seems that the hypnosis that went wrong this time did not have any bad effects on her.

"It's my fault this time. I originally wanted to hypnotize you with some positive content, but your self-awareness is too strong, so you forcibly changed the content of my hypnosis, and had a dream as you wanted, but it's okay, I still managed to wake you up." Xu Mo looked down at his badge, and the gold word on it made him feel a little ashamed, this was the first time he had failed hypnosis since he started his career.

dream?Chi Yuwan couldn't believe it, she pinched her palm quietly, it hurt, and it hurt, so isn't she also dreaming now?So which ones were dreams and which ones were reality?Why doesn't she remember that she came to find Xu Mo?

"Xu Mo, I forgot my dream," Chi Yuwan looked flustered, and grabbed Xu Mo's hand hanging by his side, "Can you tell me my dream? Why did I wake up? Don't you remember?" He said as if he was about to cry.

"That's not the psychological hint I want to give you, so I can't tell you." Xu Mo didn't know what to recall, and suddenly his face flushed slightly, he stood up and shook his clothes, "I'll wash first, in order to look at you I didn't close my eyes all night, if you are sleepy, go to sleep for a while, and I will send you back later."

Seeing Xu Mo enter the toilet, Chi Yuwan deliberately waited for a while, and sure enough Xu Mo came out right after him, pretending to get something, but actually locked a drawer, and then went into the toilet together with the key.

Chi Yuwan had a vague premonition that her illness was getting worse. She couldn't even control her body now, and she would temporarily lose some memory, and she couldn't have an accurate grasp of her illness. Everything was out of control. She must know why.

Chi Yuwan turned over and got out of bed when he heard the sound of water coming from the toilet. He moved the chair and stepped on it. He touched the top of the filing cabinet with his hand. After exploring left and right, he found a small key. In the drawer that Mo had just locked, the lock opened with a click.

Xu Mo has a spare key, but even he himself doesn’t know the existence of this key. It was Chi Yuwan who saw his assistant Jiang Ke put it on it once in a half-dream and half-awake. It was through this key that she could peek into her treatment. material.

This time hypnosis Xu Mo has already made a record. Chi Yuwan turned a few pages, and took a look at the time, and found that the date was still within the range of his knowledge. Looking at the time when her hypnosis started, it was 55:[-] in the middle of the night In other words, she came to look for Xu Mo after she left the dinner?

Then those things were all her dreams?Chi Yuwan suddenly remembered that she fell asleep in the taxi, and then woke up again. When she woke up, she saw...

No, she couldn't remember what happened after she fell asleep, and the pictures "she" saw were not seen by her, so where did they come from?

Turning to the latest page, Chi Yuwan saw that the column of the patient's symptoms clearly stated: orgasm during hypnosis, unconsciousness, unable to wake up.

The information bag fell to the ground with a slap, and Chi Yuwan fell to the ground with chills all over her body. The skin-to-skin contact between her and Xu Mianji was a hypnotic dream?Has she become so absurd and debauched that she doesn't even want to let Xu Mianji go during hypnosis?

"No, that's not the case, those are all true, I don't remember coming here at all..." Chi Yuwan squatted down with his head in his arms, as if suddenly there was a hand controlling her in the darkness, Let her body and brain be incompetent, controlling her actions and thinking.

Chi Yuwan began to be afraid. Compared with that illusory dream, she was more afraid that she would no longer be able to control her illness, and that she would want to kill herself if she hurt Xu Mianji unconsciously in the future.

As if thinking of something, she suddenly covered her heart with her palm, and clasped it with her knuckles like knocking on the door, but there was no voice responding to her, and Chi Yuwan began to cry, "Is it you? Is it you?" Start manipulating me? No... no..."

Still worried about Chi Yuwan in his heart, Xu Mo hurriedly took a shower, changed his clothes and came out, but when he entered the treatment room, he could only see the morning light everywhere, everything was in order, but Chi Yuwan had disappeared.

Xu Mo leaned against the wall weakly, looked at the place where Chi Yuwan had been lying all night, and muttered to himself, "Why can't you be cured, Chi Yuwan, I have studied psychology for so many years, and I can deal with it." Don't you have your heart demon..."

When he treated Chi Yuwan for the first time, he was at a loss. He was like a person who had learned the theory for several years and was about to operate suddenly. He was confident in his major, and he was the same class as him in foreign schools. He had the best grades, but when he returned to China, the first patient he took over was the one he kept in his heart, so he was still afraid.

Chi Yuwan was really tolerant. She studied psychology by herself. Although it was only superficial, it was enough for her to make a preliminary judgment on her psychological condition. She cooperated very well in the first period, and all abnormal symptoms would disappear. I said it so that he could evaluate it. Later, as she got closer and closer to Shanghai, she began to treat her passively.

A psychiatrist is not a worm in a patient's stomach. If the patient doesn't say anything, he can't cure her at all. Chi Yuwan must have something to hide from him. Her condition is not as simple as it seems. He had to ask him three times and remind him four times for a hypnotherapy treatment. Xu Mo was really afraid that one day Chi Yuwan would not be able to hold on, and his psychological defense would be breached just like that.

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