Shanghai 29℃

"Toilet?" Xu Mianji racked his brains to recall the first time he met Chi Yuwan, but in the end he recalled an awkward Chi Yuwan with plateau red on his face.

Chi Yuwan had already automatically erased that bad memory, and denied it, "No, it was under the old willow tree, the sun was good, the mood was good, and you were also good, so I fell in love with you."

Xu Mianji seemed to be exhausted, and suddenly fell back on the sofa, paralyzed in the soft cushion, and laughed softly for a long time.

"Chi Yuwan, I really never thought about it..." She wanted to say, she never thought that you, Chi Yuwan, have liked me for so long, but as soon as the words came out, many images from the past few years flashed in her mind, just looking at the flowers on horseback Generally come to mind, some things, in fact, have long been foreshadowed.

Finally the words were spoken, Chi Yuwan also felt relaxed, the cell phone in the room rang again, she got up to answer it, tore off the mask on her face and threw it into the trash can, the call was from Xu Mo Roaring.

"Have you been fucking trafficked by human traffickers! Why are you only answering the phone now!" Xu Mo was in a hurry, "Where did you go again? Now you are in a very bad condition, come to the hospital tomorrow to find me, remember to ask Come on! Hid me again and I will come and tie you to the hospital!"

Chi Yuwan stuck out his tongue, feeling extremely happy, "Deling!"

After hanging up the phone, Chi Yuwan wanted to go out and have a chat with Xu Mianji, when suddenly a warm body was attached to her back, she froze, then was pressed onto the bed by someone, and wrapped her arms around her body, Peeked in directly from the hem of the clothes.

"Wait... wait..." Chi Yuwan couldn't move, and instinctively wanted to refuse, but Xu Mianji's hand had already reached into her clothes involuntarily, and went straight up to hold her key parts.

Chi Yuwan only felt a cluster of fire bursting out of his chest, and there were sparks in front of his eyes, which were burning red, and looked particularly bright in the quiet and dark room, like the most beautiful and charming light.

Chi Yuwan's body was extremely sensitive, and the scene of being in the toilet appeared in her mind again, and she almost continued at that time, she didn't know what would happen later, but at that time she pushed her away, this time, she Will never let go again.

Xu Mianji's hand wandered over her upper body, and when she heard Chi Yuwan's slightly low panting beside her ear, she suddenly lowered her head and bit her earlobe, and at the same time withdrew her hand, "You really don't care I can't do it even if I refuse, monitor."

Chi Yuwan's body froze, she didn't move, felt Xu Mianji straighten up slowly, and said with ease: "You haven't changed, but it doesn't mean I haven't changed, although I'm very touched that you have liked me for so long , but I still have to think about some things, after all, dealing with feelings now is not like children playing house."

After Xu Mianji finished speaking, he returned to the room. The moment he closed the door, his face was as cold as ice in the shadows.

Chi Yuwan maintained that movement and didn't move for a long time. Xu Mianji's "squad leader" lingered in her ears like a curse, so what?Want to show that she still controls the dominance of her feelings, do whatever she wants, she can have it if she wants it, or not if she wants it or not?

She was very tired today, so tired that she didn't have time to think about it. It seemed like she was being taken advantage of just now, but she was the one who enjoyed it more. In this case, she was willing to give Xu Mianji some time to think.

After all, time can change people's hearts too much.

After a few days of living under the same roof without seeing each other, Chi Yuwan felt as if he had returned to the time when he just went to college and couldn't get along with his roommates. He got up early every day and didn't go back until late at night. Hide, if you can't see it, you won't see it.

Fortunately, she could go to Xu Mo's place to have a rest and sleep well. Xu Mo helped her adjust her emotions. In the past few days, her condition has been fairly stable, and she has never cried uncontrollably like before. noisy.

During the period, she also took the time to watch all the videos about Xu Mianji on the Internet, especially the online singer contest, which was so popular that Chi Yuwan wondered if she died in the library that year. I don't know fart.

After Xu Mianji officially signed the contract with the company, she immediately announced the news that she was gay, which caused a lot of waves. This news was also trending on Weibo at that time. After all, even if there are more than ten people in the entertainment circle People who are young don't dare to announce this kind of news so directly.

Chi Yuwan still found Xu Mianji's Weibo on Baidu. It turned out that this bastard had re-applied for a Weibo account after his debut, and already had more than 30 fans. The trumpet that Chi Yuwan followed had a total of Just a few hundred fans.

No wonder I haven't seen her post a Weibo post for half a year. If she posts it, it will be a sad and sad content. Chi Yuwan can't get any effective information.

The Internet is like this. It can throw a person to the top of the public eye, but at the same time it is also a deep sea. It is really difficult to find a person. Chi Yuwan has been playing Weibo, but he has not seen it for a long time. Xu Mianji's Weibo account.

She's just a half-popular starlet. Others look down on her, but she is a treasure in her eyes.

As a psychiatrist, Xu Mo lacked medical ethics, "If you want me to tell you, just admit that you are gay. It will make you feel more relaxed. I feel anxious for you."

"You're in a hurry." Chi Yuwan tapped the keyboard quickly, crackling and at the same time still not forgetting to scold Xu Mo, "I asked you to admit that you are gay, what are you doing?"

"I'm not!" Xu Mo's demeanor developed abroad flew away like autumn leaves in an instant, "Chi Yuwan, you...forget it, in the end it's impossible to judge your orientation, even you can't tell Clearly, I can't conclude anything."

Thinking back to the moment when she saw Chi Yuwan in the psychology department of the hospital, Xu Mo still felt like a knife was piercing her heart. At that time, her face was full of despair. After receiving the formal examination, several mental illnesses were found. Even the most senior psychiatrist in the hospital said that if Chi Yuwan's illness was to be cured, it would have to be a protracted battle.

Xu Mo has been treating Chi Yuwan for more than a year. Chi Yuwan was the first patient after he returned to China to work. He knows how much mental illness affects people. Refusing to give up, sometimes he feels very powerless.

"Xu Mo, can my illness be cured?" Chi Yuwan suddenly asked in a low voice, and laughed, "I was thinking, when I am cured, maybe I can be with Xu Mian normally. Ji is together, now I am afraid of hurting her, and I am also afraid of what I will do if I can't bear the torture."

Xu Mo didn't say it, the root of your illness is Xu Mianji, idiot.

"I'm leaving. I have a very important matter in the afternoon. I'll treat you to dinner when I'm free." Chi Yuwan put away the computer and left with her bag. Knee-length, revealing slender calves.

In the afternoon, "Crazy Yu Xiang Xu Ji" was casting. Chi Yuwan was invited by the director to go to the interview site to participate in the casting. I heard that the interviewees who came to the interview this time were all girls with good temperament and appearance.

"Same-sex movies are a relatively niche subject matter. There are still many people in society who cannot accept homosexuality. My original intention of making this movie is also to promote same-sex culture. We are too lacking in this aspect." The person was the director. After getting acquainted with him, Chi Yuwan found out that the director was gay and had a boyfriend who was an actor.

When Chi Yuwan entered the audition site, she saw a large group of girls queuing up outside, with both long and short hair, and different temperaments, but they were all pretty good-looking girls, so she glanced at them , and then retracted his gaze and went in.

The most suitable actor must be selected, but it is not just based on the face. Thinking about Chi Yuwan in the past, a good-looking actor really can't act that kind of inferiority complex.

The director deliberately reserved a seat for Chi Yuwan on one side, and the middle seats were filled with more important people in the crew, so Chi Yuwan sat down with his skirt folded up, and she just watched quietly from the sidelines.

But someone came over to say hello to her, "Director Chi, hello, I was sent by the crew to contact you. The assistant directors and investors are all over there. Would you like to go over and say hello?"

It was a small girl. Chi Yuwan seemed to see Huang Yue for some reason, so she asked her name. That girl probably just joined the film crew. She never thought that the screenwriter would be curious about her, so she immediately felt a little embarrassed, " Just call me Xiao Gu."

Chi Yuwan nodded his head, and followed Xiao Gu to greet those people one by one. However, they didn't like her as a writer of the script at all, and just dealt with it perfunctorily. Chi Yuwan was not angry, she still understood the ways of the world .

The director came over apologetically, "Those are relatively powerful investors, and I still want to introduce you to them. Maybe in the future, your other novels can be made into TV dramas."

Chi Yuwan suddenly laughed, "You are probably the only one who is willing to shoot homosexual themes. My novels are all Lily novels. Who else is willing to shoot besides you?"

That's right, Chi Yuwan is a professional Lily writer. She has written many novels, but all of them are Lily novels. Many readers say that Chi Yuwan herself is gay.

Whether she's gay or not, Chi Yuwan herself doesn't know, but when it comes to the source of inspiration, Xu Mianji undoubtedly brought it to her.

The director was a little dazed when he heard such compliments, but he laughed for a while, "If I can persist in the future and shoot this subject again, I will definitely ask you for the script."

Chi Yuwan immediately decided to make such a friend, and stretched out his hand cherishingly, "Fu Xilin, hello, I'm Chi Yuwan, from now on, we are no longer just partners, you don't mind being friends, right?" ?”

Fu Xilin smiled back and shook her hand, "I never refuse any female friends."

When the audition really started, Chi Yuwan propped his chin and looked at one girl after another who was so nervous that their faces paled. His eyes gradually cooled down. The one with long hair didn't look like her before, and the one with short hair didn't look like Xu Mian. season feeling.

What the hell!

Fu Xilin was also frowning all the time. Obviously, he couldn't choose the right person. There were hundreds of people who signed up for this audition, but most of them have already been selected. There is still no one like the two protagonists in the story. people appear.

Chi Yuwan had already given up, and she had already glanced at the remaining girls who hadn't played yet, and none of them could act, even if they didn't have the same temperament, and their acting skills were not good.

She simply scrolled through Weibo out of boredom, and clicked on Xu Mianji's Weibo, only to find that she had posted a Weibo half an hour ago, the content was: Singing and acting, choose one or both?

There are hundreds of comments below, all nympho fans.

Fan [-]: Of course my husband can do anything!

Fan [-]: Why doesn't my husband post selfies?Hey, I've been waiting for a long time!

Fan [-]: Husband, do you want to film with an actor?No! !You are my husband, you cannot be defiled by men!

Chi Yuwan read all the microblogs of those people called husbands, and was so angry that he could spit out fireballs, all of them were women!Could it be that there are no men among the more than 30 fans! !There's none! !

Xu Mianji is much more active on this Weibo account. He posts a group of hard photos at every turn. He is dressed in cool, handsome and charming clothes. He can make people's heart flustered by just doing any action. He also posts a set of lyrics from time to time. , used to express their so-called "wives".

"Bastard!" Chi Yuwan slammed his phone on the table, so angry that he couldn't calm down, and after cursing, he found that everyone at the scene was looking at him, and the girl who was performing was too frightened to speak.

And Fu Xilin pointed at her and smiled, "Yes! Just scold her with such an aura."

The girl standing in the center of the stage imitated Chi Yuwan's appearance, she became furious for a moment, raised her palm and fanned the air, "Bastard!"

This is probably an imitation show, because that girl even imitated Chi Yuwan's tone of voice. Chi Yuwan probably knew where this scene was. In the back street of No. [-] Middle School, Xu Mianji almost kissed her , but in the end she teased her instead. In the novel, she wrote that the protagonist slapped that person, and she also gave a free sentence of "bastard".

Novels are used to make up for an unsatisfactory life, especially for a person like her who writes her personal experiences into novels.

Chi Yuwan squinted his eyes, and suddenly raised his hands to the people in the middle seat, "Well, can I show her another scene?"

Fu Xilin didn't look at the others, and directly raised his hand in a gesture of "you are free".

Chi Yuwan tilted her head and thought for a while. The girl standing in the middle of the stage was something she just missed and didn't see. The sense of existence was really low, but looking carefully now, she has delicate facial features and that timid look. The appearance of her looks very much in line with the setting of the protagonist in her script.

It's just that I don't know if I can support an imposing character.

Chi Yuwan took out the script, took out a page from it, and walked over to the girl in person, "Play this part, the scene where they meet again in a foreign country ten years later."

Chi Yuwan's setting for that scene was to reunite after ten years of separation. At this time, both parties started their lives again, but neither of them was married yet. They each reached the pinnacle of their careers. A deep hatred.

It was written like this because Chi Yuwan wanted to see what would happen if she didn't love Xu Mianji anymore, but as it was written, the hero she imagined to replace her actually died, which frightened her for a long time after she finished writing the novel. Don't dare to go back and look at it again.

The girl glanced at the script, only two lines, and quickly memorized it. Chi Yuwan raised her hand and turned back to report, "Can I have a scene with her?"

Fu Xilin: "You can do whatever you want."

Slowly brewing emotions, Chi Yuwan tried his best to imagine himself as Xu Mianji. If it was really a ten-year separation, would he hate more or love more in his heart at that time?

Chi Yuwan: "Yu Yan, long time no see."

The girl's eyes were red, but her expression was serious. She moved her lips and kept her voice as steady as possible, "Long time no see, Xu Ji..."

At this moment, Chi Yuwan seemed to really see himself from Xu Mianji's perspective, the humble and crying self, the self who was played by her in the applause but still did not give up, Chi Yuwan found that there was actually something in his heart. moved.

Chi Yuwan said: "You told me a long time ago, see you in ten years, we will walk and chat in the park like old friends, now? Do you still think so?"

The girl's shoulders trembled, and she burst out laughing suddenly, sighing, "It's gone..." Turning around, two lines of tears slid down.

Fu Xilin immediately applauded, "Yu Yan will let you act!"

Then Fu Xilin turned around and asked Chi Yuwan, "Your acting skills are not bad, are you willing to play Xu Ji?"

Chi Yuwan looked coldly: "Hehe." Let her play the role of the person who abused her thousands of times, and then watch her never give up like a moth to a flame?Is she mentally ill?

Chi Yuwan sniffled and got off the stage, but saw Xu Mianji and a woman in her thirties standing at the gate. I don't know how long they had been standing, but Chi Yuwan saw Xu Mianji's face The expression is unpredictable.

Thinking of the embarrassing relationship in recent days, they haven't seen each other for a long time, either Xu Mianji didn't come back, or she left early and returned late, both of them successfully and skillfully avoided the opportunity to meet.

Naturally looking back, Chi Yuwan didn't want to guess the reason why Xu Mianji was here, but after walking a few steps, she suddenly looked at Fu Xilin as if she remembered something, and the latter shook her head blankly.

Instead, an assistant director immediately got up like a dog's leg to meet Xu Mianji and the woman.

"Director, this is the Xu Mianji I told you about. Look at her, how much she fits Xu Ji's temperament, hey, even the name matches!" The assistant director smiled and pushed Xu Mianji to Fu In front of Xilin, he winked at that woman.

Chi Yuwan wanted to scold the sky in her heart, she wrote it after this person, can it be different!