Shanghai 29℃

Chi Yuwan didn't expect that there would be a letter inside, even though it was a draft.

——My dear Xuan Bao, when you read this letter, I am already on my way to another city, I must be very sad now, because I am leaving you little by little, and next, I will have a whole I haven't seen you for half a year.

After I'm gone, you must remember to eat well, go to bed early and get up early, and don't forget to eat breakfast. I have already given some money to the pig girl and asked her to bring you breakfast and water every day. The water is every day. Two bottles, the brand you like to drink.Girls just need to drink plenty of water to get better skin. I hope to see the hydrated Xuan Bao when I come back.

You must remember to put your umbrella in your bag every day. Although your schoolbag is as big as my palm and looks useless, you can still put a small umbrella in it. Don’t foolishly get wet in the rain , I have a cold and I will scold you when I come back.Really, I put a few spare umbrellas in the cabinet behind your classroom, but you still have to bring your own, you know?

When it’s time to come to your aunt, I don’t make brown sugar water for you, and I don’t rub your stomach. You have to remember to warm your baby and cook brown sugar water to drink yourself. Don’t just let it hurt. After all, it’s you who hurts, you know? The silly pig?When your aunt's period is approaching, I will call someone to bring you something to warm your stomach, you have to remember to drink it.

Also, don't kick the quilt when you are sleeping. I feel like I am your mother, who takes care of your food, drink and sleep all day long. No matter how you roll it, it won't freeze.And you catch a cold every time you take an exam. I bought you cold medicine for half a year and put it in your box. If you feel uncomfortable, take some medicine. Don’t carry it. There are also papers. You have to take it to the exam room to wipe your nose. I bought a dozen packs, even if you take the exam two or three times a month, it is enough.Of course, I don't want my Xuan Bao to catch a cold and have a runny nose, touch her head, be good.

As for me, I will concentrate on dancing, try to get a good grade in the art test, and then go to the city Xuan Bao wants to go to, and go to college with my family Xuan Bao. I believe that our future will be very good, Xuan Bao, You have to trust me too...

The letter ended here, it seemed that there was more to come, but Xu Mianji didn't write it down, Chi Yuwan huddled under the seat by the window, and cried while reading, crying with tears and nose, Liu Ziyu and the others looked like idiots Looking at her, he didn't dare to go over and ask her what's wrong.

Chi Yuwan didn't know until now that when Xu Mianji liked someone, she would look like this. In the past, she talked about her previous love experience, saying that those people took care of her like a child, which made her very uncomfortable.

Even Chi Yuwan herself wanted to do her best to treat her well and take care of everything about her, but it turned out that she was destined not to be the person Xu Mianji wanted.

Fu Jingxuan became the child that Xu Mianji carefully took care of. Everything was prepared for her by Xu Mianji. Chi Yuwan held the notebook tightly, biting his lip to keep from crying.

She was even moved by Xu Mianji just now.

What are you crying for, are you crying for yourself?Chi Yuwan, please recognize this reality clearly, okay, you and Xu Mianji are simply impossible, such a simple thing has been said by countless people, and it has been proved by countless things, but you are the only one who doesn't believe it.

"Shut up!" Chi Yuwan suddenly screamed, which shocked everyone. She hugged her legs and huddled under the seat, she closed her eyes and wept, as if she had entered into a demon and couldn't extricate herself.

"Wanwan... Wanwan... what's the matter with you..." Liu Ziyu squatted down and threw herself to hug Chi Yuwan, but she bit her on the shoulder. He coaxed her, "Okay, okay, it's okay, don't cry..."

Chi Yuwan let out a restrained sound, "Ugh—" She loosened her mouth and bit Liu Ziyu's clothes, her upper and lower teeth clenched together, trembling.

"What did you read? Let me have a look, okay?" Liu Ziyu was going to get the notebook in her hand, but she didn't move it, and then she gave up, "I won't read it, so don't you cry, okay?"

Chi Yuwan was in so much pain that she wanted to smash her head against the wall, but she couldn't let others see such an obvious act of self-mutilation, she opened her eyes tremblingly, it was Liu Ziyu and Jiang Jing and Peng Jingyi's worried faces, her tears slid down again .

"What's the matter with you?" The other girls were about to cry, their voices were crying.

Chi Yuwan wanted to tell everything, but it was a secret she couldn't tell, it was a forbidden place deep in her heart, she couldn't touch it, it hurt her when she touched it, and her whole body hurt.

"Wanwan, Jinze is here..." Liu Ziyu reminded Chi Yuwan in a low voice, and patted her on the back.

Chi Yuwan looked up and saw Jin Ze standing in the aisle with a complex expression, his tall body was like the sun in the distance, Chi Yuwan had to raise his head until his neck hurt to see his face.

"Get up, let's go have dinner." Jin Ze stretched out his hand towards her.

Chi Yuwan cried and passed her hand over, the other hand was still holding on to the book, she was almost unable to stand still, she was led by Jin Ze across the classroom, someone sent curious and inquiring eyes, all were caught by Jin Ze blocked back.

Jin Ze and Chi Yuwan have been together for a year, and he felt some things to some extent. He took Chi Yuwan to the small playground, asked her to sit on the grass, and then walked around on the spot irritably.

"Just because she left?" Jin Ze finally gritted his teeth and asked.

This was the first time they spoke about this matter clearly. Chi Yuwan looked at Jin Ze with tears in his eyes, and subconsciously shook her head slowly, but her head was stopped by Jin Ze's hand again, and she couldn't move.

"I'll just pretend that you still can't tell the difference between feelings in this world. Wanwan, I'll give you time. Is this half a year enough?" Jin Ze's heart aches unceasingly, and Chi Yuwan's current appearance is gouging out his heart .

Chi Yuwan cried and nodded incessantly.

"Then let's go to dinner, do you have an appetite now?" Jin Ze felt that all the patience in his life was given to Chi Yu, and he was so humble that he was afraid that his tone would make her cry.

Chi Yuwan nodded again and kept his mouth shut, but the tears slowly stopped.

Jin Ze sighed, bent his arms through Chi Yuwan's legs and waist, and hugged her up. Chi Yuwan was startled, and quickly hugged Jin Ze's neck.

The small playground is only a few tens of meters away. Chi Yuwan remembers that this is the second time Jinze hugged her with a princess. When the novelty comes up, I put other things aside and concentrate on feeling being hugged tenderly. in the feeling.

But within ten meters, Chi Yuwan heard Jin Ze's breathing obviously heavy, she turned her head to look in surprise, the boy lowered his head and glanced at her, exhaling hot breath from his nose.

"You... can't hold you anymore?" Chi Yuwan asked in a low voice.

"Where...how can there be?" Jin Ze was obviously not breathing well, and he was still pretending to be able to persevere.

Chi Yuwan patted him on the shoulder, beckoning him to put himself down, her mood suddenly turned cloudy, she grinned, "I still remember the time when I was dizzy from the cold, and you were the one who picked me up Just run, I was really running at that time, and I ran all the way to the school gate, but my weight has lost, is it because your physical fitness can't keep up?"

Jinze followed suit and laughed, "Maybe you inspired my potential at that time, why don't I try again? I always feel that a man is looked down upon by you." As he said that, he was about to hug Yuwan.

Chi Yuwan quickly jumped and ran away, with a warm smile on his heart.

By the third year of high school, some puppy loves have even died. Chi Yuwan watched couples choose between so-called study and love, and passed them by with a book in their arms, unmoved.

All the third-year students had already moved to the slightly dilapidated building to go to class, and when he pushed his box of books into the so-called third floor, Chi Yuwan was a little dazed.

When she first entered No. [-] Middle School, she had a glimpse of the building, and saw the noise outside, but the people in the building seemed not to be aware of it. They just buried themselves in their books, and their hands and feet were full of books.

At that time, Chi Yuwan felt that the third year of high school was a very scary stage.

But this day has finally come to him, Chi Yuwan just feels that time is flying fast, everything is in the past, and looking forward, it will be a distant and unknown year.

However, not long after the start of school, rumors spread in the class, saying that a senior in the previous class had jumped off the building, and the classroom he was in was the classroom of Chi Yuwan's class.

That incident was a sensation in the city at the time, and Chi Yuwan remembered it clearly. That day, the boy in the third year of high school jumped from the roof of the dormitory. He heard that blood was splashed all over the floor, and his body was split open.

It was as if a thunderstorm was heard on the ground that day at the school, and it exploded all of a sudden. All the students were ordered not to leave the classroom. It took a whole night until the hospital and the police came to clean up the scene. I don't go home until one o'clock.

But what impressed Chi Yuwan was not this, but Xu Mianji who rushed downstairs to stay by Fu Jingxuan's side as soon as she heard the news that day. Find a lot of jokes to tell her.

At that time, everyone couldn't stay in the classroom. Although they didn't go out of the teaching building, they all gathered in the corridor. Xu Mianji laughed and told jokes by himself. Everyone in her voice softened the fear and terror in their hearts.

Chi Yuwan wasn't afraid, she listened intently to all the jokes Xu Mianji told, her stomach ached from laughing, and she wasn't afraid when she saw Fu Jingxuan, but she was chatting with a girl next to her and didn't listen to Xu Mian Season speech.

At that time, Chi Yuwan also had the illusion that Xu Mianji made a special trip to tell him.

After recalling, the class was full of screams and gasps, but Chi Yuwan had a faint smile on her cheeks. She looked out the window at the moon and stars, and thought about what Xu Mianji was doing under the same sky.

He must be practicing. In the past, during the monthly vacation, Chi Yuwan liked to take Jinze on school dates, sit on the bench next to the teaching building, hold a cup of milk tea and chat the whole night.

Jin Ze never knew that the position where Chi Yuwan was sitting happened to be able to see the practice room on the first floor not far away, and Xu Mianji would go to practice at night, front flips, back flips, splits, those things she used to show off Everything is worked out night after night.

Xu Mianji has already become the softest place in Chi Yuwan's heart, and only when she reaches out to touch it, can she feel that dense feeling.

As Chi Yuwan expected, Fu Jingxuan was still living well after leaving Xu Mianji. The letter came slowly, all because of Xu Mianji's own reluctance, but it couldn't be seen that Fu Jingxuan had any affection for her. What a response.

It is still the fashionable and beautiful appearance. Every time Chi Yuwan sees Fu Jingxuan, her eyes will linger for a few more seconds. It is a beauty that she cannot touch by herself, but Fu Jingxuan has it easily. She is envious and very like.

There were several monthly exams where Chi Yuwan was in the same exam room as Fu Jingxuan, seeing her was exactly as Xu Mianji said, she would catch a cold as soon as the exam came, Chi Yuwan thought about his strong and healthy body like a cow , and also a little envious of that delicate flaw.

The days of the third year of high school were very tight, and Chi Yuwan almost split herself apart, half for studying and half for reviewing, she was doing her best to prepare herself to reach "No matter where Xu Mianji went, she would Can follow" height.

Just like Xu Mianji said that she would work hard for Fu Jingxuan, so Chi Yuwan would also work hard for Xu Mianji. One person followed another, always actively and voluntarily.

Chi Yuwan had no complaints or regrets.

When the weather entered winter, it snowed again. When Chi Yuwan walked out of the classroom, seeing those snow-white elves, he felt like a dream. When he stretched out his hand, it was thin snow.

In such a snowy day, Chi Yuwan heard that Xu Mianji and Fu Jingxuan broke up.

The news came suddenly, and it was a gossip, Chi Yuwan didn't believe it at all, staring at Feng Xuetian standing outside the classroom for a few classes, she finally waited for Fu Jingxuan who sneaked out of the self-study class.

Fu Jingxuan was still crying, just like seeing her coming out of that classroom for the first time, crying softly and beautifully, making people feel pity, wishing to take all the faults on herself.

Chi Yuwan had been looking at Fu Jingxuan, seeing the stubborn expression on her face, but the tears couldn't stop flowing, so Chi Yuwan knew that the news was true.

Girls always know girls best, Xu Mianji is a rough person who doesn't understand these twists and turns, but Chi Yuwan, as a bystander, can always see clearly.

Let's say Fu Jingxuan cried for the first time, Xu Mianji went over to coax her gently, at that time Chi Yuwan could feel it at a glance, Fu Jingxuan was crying for herself, because she fell in love with Xu Mianji, but she didn't I know Xu Mianji's heart, so I cry.

This time she also cried for herself, because she gave up Xu Mianji in order to take the college entrance examination. She didn't know if she did something wrong, but the reality forced her to do so.

Chi Yuwan felt that she probably had her eyes wide open. Her sensitive heart gave her the ability to perceive everything. Many times she could see others clearly, but only herself was involved, but she was as confused as a child who didn't know the world. .

At this moment, Chi Yuwan actually felt relieved, everything went round and round and returned to the original point, Xu Mianji became alone again, their feelings that even touched Chi Yuwan were like the snow in a small town, and they came one after another , went quietly.

Chi Yuwan touched her heart, it was icy cold, there was no temperature, it was terribly cold, she was mourning for Xu Mian Ji, and secretly rejoicing for herself.

In this winter, Liu Ziyu and Tao Ran also broke up. Tao Ran only joined the art specialty class in the third year of high school, and was pushed into it by his mother halfway, and was sent to another city in a car.

When Liu Ziyu thought he was dead in a car accident, Tao Ran called her again and said that his mother told him to study hard and put love aside.

Fortunately, Liu Ziyu was kind-hearted, thinking that she was going to be admitted to university, so she readily agreed.

All of a sudden, everyone returned to their original positions, and those things that caused waves in their lives disappeared with the wind, and those who suddenly appeared in their lives also slowly left.

Chi Yuwan would still receive a lot of review materials from Xu Mo, all of which were first-hand materials compiled by him based on the trend of the college entrance examination in recent years, and all of them were eloquently sent to Chi Yuwan.

I heard that Xu Mo went to England as an exchange student, and it took him a long time to come back. Chi Yuwan didn't ask how long that long time was. All she knew was that Xu Mo had already started her own life, and she had to work harder. up.

In December, Xu Mianji posted a post saying that there was only one photo. She was wearing a cute blindfold covering her eyes, and raised her neck to the camera, revealing her slender neck and collarbone. On the other side of the photo is a wall covered with light-colored wallpaper.

The sachet Chi Yuwan gave her was hung on a hook on the wall.

Chi Yuwan saw that photo in the middle of the night, as if driven by a demon, she clicked on the chat box with Xu Mianji, the place where her name had been designated all along, showed that the last chat was half a year ago up.

Chi Yuwan asked politely: Are you there?

This is the stupidest beginning of a chat, but Chi Yuwan couldn't say anything other than asking this question, even if it was "how are you doing?", she couldn't even say it.

Still don't want to admit the fact that Xu Mianji has been away from her for a long time.

Xu Mianji replied quickly: Yes.

Both of them had shallow tones. Chi Yuwan hid in the quilt and looked at the phone and laughed. The people who could hug each other, or even kissed, can now speak in such a natural tone. .

It's kind of funny.

Chi Yuwan continued to ask her: How long will you be back?

Xu Mianji: About a month, the exam is coming soon.

Chi Yuwan didn't care about her exams, and asked directly: Did you break up with Fu Jingxuan?are you sad

Xu Mianji replied with two words: Hehe.

Chi Yuwan smiled even more happily, and couldn't hold back his grin: I guess, you must have found a new girlfriend.

Xu Mianji responded lazily: Yes.