Shanghai 29℃

Chi Yuwan found that covering the past with a new life and replacing the old feelings with new ones, her heart really calmed down a lot.

Every day she was with Jinze, she felt very at ease, as if she found a home when she was wandering, and found a branch when she was tired. She was held firmly in the palm of Jinze, no matter what, her soul was Realistic.

At the beginning of October, Jin Ze kissed her for the first time. The boy was very jerky, even nervous. Chi Yuwan closed her eyes and waited quietly. She felt Jin Ze's breathing, and her face was itchy.

As the breath slowly approached, the boy's kiss fell, but for some reason, Jin Ze saw Chi Yuwan crying, he immediately panicked and coaxed her softly.

Right when she is too scared and nervous.

After being sent to the door by Jinze, Chi Yuwan let go of the boy's hand that he had been holding all along, kissed him on the face shyly and timidly, and then jumped and ran away.

When turning the corner to go home, someone grabbed his arm in the dark and dragged him into the dark corridor. Chi Yuwan took a deep breath.

"It's me." The low voice was mixed with restrained anger.

Chi Yuwan gasped for breath, "Xu Mo! What's wrong with you! Are you here at night, are you sincerely trying to scare me?"

Xu Mo's eyes were hidden behind the lenses, making it difficult for people to see the colors clearly. His eyes were tightly locked on Chi Yuwan's face, and his arms were exerting faint force all the time, all the anger came out from his palms.

Chi Yuwan was in pain, and patted his hand with his hand, but it was like a magnet that held her tightly, and it would not loosen no matter what.

If he went any further, his arm was going to be useless, Chi Yuwan opened his mouth and bit Xu Mo's tiger's mouth directly, and only then was he able to save his almost lost arm.

"Chi Yuwan, you fucking really fell in love?!" Xu Mo roared in the corridor, shouted out, and finally turned on the light that had been silent for a long time.

Chi Yuwan was yelled at by him and became angry. Looking at Xu Mo's unpredictable face under the dim light of the voice control lamp, she felt a surge of fear in her heart. She stretched her neck and gritted her teeth without saying a word.

"Aren't you still mentally abnormal a while ago? What's the matter? You laugh and dance when you're in love, and you're cured of all illnesses?" Xu Mo's tone was sarcastic, and he stepped forward to grab Chi Yuwan's shoulders again, "I'm really I want to strangle you to death!"

"Xu Mo! What's wrong with my early love?" Chi Yuwan poked his neck, and his tone gradually weakened, "If you have the ability... just go and tell my mother..."

"Do you think I can't?" Xu Mo sneered, and was about to walk to Chi Yuwan's house.

Puppy love is not a big deal in Chi's family. Dad said that breaking a leg at most will definitely leave her a sigh of relief. Chi Yuwan panicked and didn't know what to think, so he rushed over and hugged Xu Mo Legs to walk.

Xu Mo: "..."

"Go away!" Most of the anger was dispelled by her inexplicable action.

"I have my reasons! Xu Mo, I really have my reasons..." Chi Yuwan laughed bitterly, his nose and mouth almost wrinkled together, "Besides, the puppy love in the student days is just like playing house Just like home, don't take it seriously."

Chi Yuwan carefully observed Xu Mo's expression, she knew that she was just a child in Xu Mo's heart, so since she was a child, don't let him think about it, just let him think this is a play-by-play game.

"Why are you so mean! Falling in love is a play, what about after that? You are married, is that an upgraded version of the play played by the Civil Affairs Bureau?" Xu Mo shook his leg, "Come down."

Chi Yuwan slid to the ground, and the boss didn't seem to be stiff at all when she was doing these movements, she nimbly got up again, patted the dust on her buttocks, and showed a smiling face at Xu Mo.

"Go to my house for supper? It's not easy for you to come back on National Day." Chi Yuwan still looked heartless.

"Eat farts! Don't eat! I shouldn't come back fucking, I came back to join in the fun! It costs money!" Xu Mo shook his hand and left.

"Xu Mo! Aren't you going to be a psychiatrist in the future? Don't swear at others, just build up some morals, hahaha..." Chi Yuwan watched Xu Mo leave, but when he turned around, he saw a few roses falling from where Xu Mo was standing just now The petals, bright red in color, seem to be still dripping with water.

Chi Yuwan's eyes flickered, and he automatically ignored those.

The life of the second year of high school suddenly seemed to be pressed the accelerator button. Spring went to autumn, catching up with summer and winter. The four seasons of the school did not change obviously, the pine trees were evergreen, and the grass remained the same.

Chi Yuwan took Jinze to study hard together, and the two of them fell in love early and it really didn't delay things. Seeing the test scores getting better every time, Chi Yuwan seemed to see that his future path became clearer and clearer.

When I came to school in the morning, I could always see the head teacher of the art specialty class leading all the students to run in the morning. Sometimes Xu Mianji ran at the front, and sometimes fell behind and trotted for a few steps.

It was only then that Chi Yuwan could see Xu Mianji, or in other words, a single individual Xu Mianji.

Fu Jingxuan was on the same floor as her, and when she waved her hand upstairs, Xu Mianji fell down, Chi Yuwan would sometimes suddenly become nervous, waving towards the air, except for the birds in the sky He yelled at her, but there was no response.

Xu Mianji, who is in a relationship, is very different from before. She always likes to go to the bathroom when there is no one around. On the one hand, she wants to prevent others from seeing her, and on the other hand, she doesn’t want to see other girls with naked buttocks. look.

But now as long as Fu Jingxuan goes to the bathroom, Xu Mianji will definitely follow her like a follower, hugging Fu Jingxuan from behind, resting his chin on her shoulder, laughing and biting her ears, and then rubbing shoulders with Chi Yuwan. Pass.

It is said that when the heart hurts to a certain extent, it will regenerate itself.

Chi Yuwan thought, maybe it was because she had a new heart, otherwise how could she look away naturally, whether she should laugh or make trouble would not be affected.

It seems that falling in love with the girl who is smiling openly under the willow tree is also a matter of the previous life.

In the eyes of the teachers, the academic proficiency test of the second year of high school is not worth mentioning. The students entered the examination room happily and came out happily again. Three days passed by in a flash.

The last one was English, and Chi Yuwan finished it early, and then handed in the exam ahead of time, and walked in the quiet teaching building. The light above her head made her feel a little dazed, and her steps were sloppy.

He was still holding the pen used for writing in the exam. It was a couple's style with Jinze, and the pen caps were two cute tiger heads.

When she went downstairs, she saw a familiar figure standing beside the flower bed. She took out all the things in her pockets and put them on the flower bed. Then hit several consecutive side somersaults.

The man was still wearing a blue shirt with a pair of black sports pants. When she turned it up, the clothes fell down, revealing a snow-white waist, which was a bit dazzling in the strong sunlight.

Chi Yuwan shrank his pupils, frowned and pursed his lips.

After Xu Mianji showed off his skills, he tugged his trouser legs again, as if he wanted to split his fork to exercise his muscles and bones. From the corner of his eyes, he caught a glimpse of a figure, turned around and saw Chi Yuwan standing on the stairs.

It seems like it's been a long time since we saw each other. Chi Yuwan has lost some weight, and the flesh on his face has lost some, but he can see that he has a round oval face. Looking closely at the slender eyebrows and straight nose, he is quite attractive.

Xu Mianji's fork didn't come off, she straightened up quickly, took her things and walked to Chi Yuwan, and called her with a smile, "Squad leader."

Chi Yuwan didn't respond, she was not under the light, she stood with her hands down, staring at Xu Mianji whose eyes were dazzled by the light, she felt that her smile didn't look good, so she simply dragged her up the stairs.

"Damn, it's so hot today." Xu Mianji rubbed his eyes, used his hand as a fan, and fanned the scorching wind.

Chi Yuwan was silent for a long time, Xu Mianji glanced at her, then licked his lips, feeling that under the embarrassing atmosphere, he really didn't know what to say.

Chi Yuwan suddenly called out again, "Are you going to a training camp in the third year of high school?"

Xu Mianji made a few errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr e of errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr, and then nodded again when he came back to his senses, and said brightly: "Yeah, art students have to go to training camps, and they will be back in half a year to specialize in culture."

"En." Chi Yuwan nodded her head accordingly. In fact, she had a lot to say in her heart, but she didn't know where to start. It seemed that this year, the distance between her and Xu Mianji had also been infinitely lengthened.

The whole teaching building is quiet. The teachers are waiting for everyone to come back from the exam in the office. The students are still in the classroom. Chi Yuwan wants to know that he and Xu Mianji have a chance to be alone now. Is it God pity her.

"How are you and that Jinze?" Xu Mianji jumped down the stairs, and she jumped straight to the bottom of the sixth and seventh steps.

Chi Yuwan's heart tightened following her movements, and when she saw her standing still, he responded lightly, "It's pretty good."

Xu Mianji jumped up again and again, and when he jumped up, his clothes would also jump up, and the skin at the neckline would be exposed for a moment, Chi Yuwan forced himself to look away, and looked into the distance.

"Should you both be first love?" Xu Mianji looked at Chi Yuwan and smiled.

Chi Yuwan felt conflicted in her heart. She didn't like to talk about her feelings with Xu Mianji, especially the feelings that had nothing to do with her. Hearing this, she shut her mouth tightly and didn't answer, which was regarded as silent resistance.

Xu Mianji tactfully did not continue this topic. After jumping up and down a few times like this, he was finally tired. He sat down on the stairs. After resting for a while, he turned to look at Chi Yuwan who was standing upright, and stretched out his hand to grab her.

"Come and sit, you won't be tired from standing." She greeted her with a smile, and patted the empty seat beside her.

Chi Yuwan hesitated for a while, but he still passed, but he just squatted beside her and didn't sit down. She couldn't explain the grudge in her heart. In her opinion, only close people can sit next to each other like this , but she couldn't.

"I didn't expect it. Time flies so fast. I thought I was still the one who could ask the seniors to let me go when I was eating in the cafeteria, but in a blink of an eye we are all counting down the college entrance examination." Xu Mianji is old again. tone of voice.

Chi Yuwan dodged a little, and secretly took a look at Xu Mianji. The original half-year agreement has now been extended for three years. These three years seem to be stolen from the hands of God, but Xu Mianji didn't say anything. Wrong, these three years are coming to an end soon.

The separation of universities is no longer the separation in the same city, but the distance between one city and another, or even her whole life, the distance between her whole life.

Chi Yuwan stretched out a hand, wanting to firmly grasp the person in front of her. She really wanted to steal some more time and look at her a few more times. Even for the rest of her life, she really wanted to stay with her.

Xu Mianji suddenly laughed again, and sighed self-deprecatingly, "But after all, people are about to grow up, and a bigger and wider world is waiting for us. More interesting people and more interesting things are coming soon. The future is slowly becoming clear."

Chi Yuwan's hand retracted, she lowered her eyes sadly, how this world has nothing to do with her.

Glancing at a light black mark on Xu Mianji's right ring finger, Chi Yuwan pointed his finger over and asked curiously, "What is this?"

It looks like some complicated pattern is engraved on the inner side of the finger.

Xu Mianji followed suit for a glance, and then raised it generously to show Chi Yuwan, "This is a tattoo. It was tattooed before. I thought my mother wouldn't see it, but she saw it on the day it was tattooed. I thought I painted it with a pen, and grabbed me to wash my hands, but I didn’t expect it to really wash it down.”

"What's the tattoo?" Chi Yuwan looked carefully with his eyes, and the color was indeed very light. If you didn't look carefully, you might think that something accidentally stuck to your finger.

"I love Fu Jingxuan, in Sanskrit." Xu Mianji replied with a smile.

Chi Yuwan's eyes seemed to be stabbed by the light, and she immediately looked away to look elsewhere. Her hands were unconsciously clenched, and her fingers were picking at each other.

Xu Mianji thought she hated that, "Are you trying to accuse me again of drinking, fighting, smoking, and now getting tattoos, I have everything?"

"No, except that I don't like you smoking, everything else is fine." Chi Yuwan looked indifferent.

"Fu Jingxuan doesn't like me smoking either. You girls are really weird." Xu Mianji sighed intentionally or unintentionally, and looked at Chi Yuwan.

Chi Yuwan got up abruptly, and strode towards the opposite side without saying a word. Over there, Jin Ze, who had also handed in the paper in advance, was walking towards her downstairs.

No matter what's behind him or what's in front of him in the future, Chi Yuwan just wants to live the way Chi Yuwan should be. She shouldn't worry about Xu Mianji anymore.

It shouldn't be anymore.

……

By the second year of high school, the winter and summer vacations had already begun to make up classes. In order to adapt to the fast pace of the third year in advance, the summer vacation that year was as short as three days, but no one complained, because everyone knew that if it is not bitter now, it will be more bitter in the future.

Chi Yuwan didn't know when the art specialty class would leave, but one day her mind moved slightly, and her curiosity came up and she wanted to go to the top floor to have a look.

So everyone went home for dinner at noon, and everyone left, and Chi Yuwan slipped into the classroom of the specialty class by himself.

This was the first time she entered this classroom, and a strange feeling came over her face. The large classroom looked very messy, and everyone's books were packed in several big boxes, and they were randomly placed in various places.

The seats are all individual, so Chi Yuwan went around to the podium to look at the seating chart, but found that most of the handwritten seating chart had been torn off, and the names on it had been scribbled and drawn to make it unclear.

Maybe it was because they didn't want the teacher to roll their names during class. Everyone first painted their own names, and then they simply tore up the seating chart.

Chi Yuwan smiled with the corners of her lips bent, and then scanned the classroom. There were almost the same seats. She roughly judged, then walked to the last seat in the fifth row, lifted the cover of the table, and found the math book on the top. Impressively, it was Xu Mianji's signature.

There was no feature that made her judge that this was Xu Mianji's seat, it was just a faint first instinct.

Chi Yuwan finally caught a trace of familiarity in the room full of strangeness——Xu Mianji's seats have always been messy, and she doesn't like to pack up the seats. In the past, Chi Yuwan would help her tidy up, but until now no one Helped, she started throwing around.

Pens, notebooks, all kinds of snacks, and some small boxes containing gifts were thrown all over the table. Chi Yuwan helped her tidy up with sore eyes, then took out the things in his pockets and put them in the In the corner of the table.

It was a sachet to soothe the nerves and help sleep, and the good luck crystal bag that Chi Yuwan specially asked for. The faint medicinal fragrance lingered, and Chi Yuwan's tears fell on Xu Mianji's seat.

She cried, "Mengmeng, you must be well... Eat well, sleep well, and take good care of yourself. I know you will be fine... But I still want to bless you and hope that everything goes well for you and you will be safe forever..."

Squatting at Xu Mianji's desk and crying, Chi Yuwan counted the time, someone was about to go back to the classroom, so she hurried to leave again, but accidentally swept down a notebook with a light green cover, and there were still Several sheets of paper caught inside fell out.

Chi Yuwan bit her lip, picked up the book and took it away. She was a thief for the first time, shedding tears while walking.

She never dared to open that book, and put it quietly in her seat, like a sacred Pandora's box, which requires a spell to open and read, but she doesn't know the spell.

Until the third year of senior high school officially started, Xu Mianji and his group got on the bus to the outer market for training at school. Chi Yuwan lay on the railing and watched her leave. She was still wearing a dark blue chest bag and swung her head away Be chic and neat.

Chi Yuwan still didn't cry, and when the tears were about to fall, she turned her head and saw Fu Jingxuan, and she ran into the classroom as if she had done something wrong. hid.

She took out her own magic box, thinking that she could pick the lock without knowing the magic spell, so she held her breath and opened the book.

It's different from opening the notebooks I used to have. This is Xu Mianji's notebook. It may contain some things she is curious about, and it may be some daily paper chats, but no matter what it is, Xu Mianji left. Leave this for her.

It was the only thing she thought about her.