Shanghai 29℃

The whole world returned to chaos, and it turned out to be a black night.

Chi Yuwan calmed down, leaning on the wall to take a deep breath, she didn't like the current environment, so she ran to an unused empty room next to her, and hid behind the curtain, making sure that no light could come in, she opened her eyes She could only relax by hearing her breathing.

It was so quiet that she felt more at ease.

After hiding for a while, Chi Yuwan suddenly laughed again, shaking his head with a self-deprecating smile and said, "It turns out that deep down in my heart I like quietness and darkness. I used to like to hide and cry. I guess it's also the reason."

No one answered her.

"School registration will start soon. The time is really fast. I am about to be a sophomore in high school, and it will be two years since I met her. The days are still going on day by day, and the suffering has not gradually progressed as I thought. Less, Chi Yuwan, from the moment you are tempted, you are no longer qualified to be happy only for yourself."

Still no one answered.

Suddenly, my mother's voice came from downstairs, "Wanwan! You're home!"

Chi Yuwan wiped away his tears, took a long breath in the dark, and then settled it into his lungs, wanting to remember the feeling at this moment with his body and mind.

She got up and walked out of the darkness, and ran downstairs to her mother, acting like a good girl, "What's the matter? Come home so soon today?"

"Xu Mo's family came back from Beijing. His father's condition is better, so he said that he will come to our house to get together tonight, so I have to go back and get ready." Mom took her things and checked Chi Yuwan's condition again. Nothing was left behind.

"By the way, Xu Mo called you just now, and I answered it for you." Mom handed her mobile phone to Chi Yuwan, "Give him one back."

Xu Mo's father fell in the park a month ago, and it happened that Xu Mo had just returned home from the summer vacation. Before he got home, he diverted to Beijing and spent another month in a big hospital.

Chi Yuwan dialed back, and heard a tired voice from over there, "Hello?"

"Xu Mo, is Uncle Xu okay?" Chi Yuwan didn't know how to comfort him at this time, "Good people have good fortune, and you will be fine if you are careful in the future."

"I was thinking of coming back quickly to deal with you, but it turned out to be too late, which made you arrogant for an extra month." Xu Mo chuckled, as if he had turned on something, and then there was a howling wind from the phone.

"Did you hear that? I'm on my way to your house, and my parents are here. I'll see you when I see you." Xu Mo said.

"I'm also on my way home, Xu Mo, I really want to see you." Chi Yuwan touched his heart, poked his head out of the car window, the wind howled, and in summer nights, the air belonged to Refreshing in summer.

"I brought a set of psychological test questions, you can do it for me when you have time," Xu Mo said, "But don't get me wrong, this is our summer homework, just find a few people to fill it in."

After Xu Mo finished speaking, he was a little nervous. The test questions he carefully asked the professors in the college to ask for might help him understand Chi Yuwan's mental state, but he didn't dare to say that he was preparing for Chi Yuwan. Yes, for fear of irritating her.

"How old are you? Or do you think I'm still a child?" Of course Chi Yuwan heard it, but when the topic changed, she still hid her thoughts, "Just like asking how you feel recently Question, you can give it to kindergarten children."

Xu Mo's heart fluctuated according to her words, and finally he breathed a sigh of relief, "Okay, see you later."

When he saw Xu Mo's father at home, Chi Yuwan heard his mother crying. The man who was already thin and out of shape in the wheelchair was not at all like the handsome middle-aged man he used to be.

Xu Mo's mother comforted her in turn, "It's just a side effect of some medicine."

Chi Yuwan was pulled into the room by Xu Mo without taking a second look. He took out a few sheets of A4 paper bound into a book from his bag, and took a pen from the pen holder for her, "Do it quickly, press Choose the answer with your own true thoughts.”

Chi Yuwan glanced at him suspiciously, "Xu Mo, have you changed your glasses?"

"This... isn't it more handsome?" Xu Mo adjusted the gold-rimmed glasses on the bridge of his nose, looking like a coquette.

Chi Yuwan pursed her lips and snickered, and opened the set of test questions. It was really not like the questions she found on the Internet for self-tests, at least it looked more professional.

Those questions seemed ordinary and casual, just asking some small aspects related to life, but Chi Yuwan started sweating after doing a few, and she felt something was wrong.

If you really answer according to the most true thoughts in your heart, then the answer will probably be that she has a mental illness, but...

Chi Yuwan looked up at Xu Mo, she couldn't let Xu Mo know that she had mental problems.

The test results on the Internet before said that she was moderately depressed, but Chi Yuwan didn't feel like it. She knew that she was abnormal, but none of these had affected her life, and she could still live like a normal person .

But if Xu Mo finds out about her mental illness in a more professional way, maybe it's not just moderate depression. When the time comes for her parents to find out, they'll all go crazy, right?

"What are you dawdling about? Can't read?" Xu Mo turned her head back, "Hurry up, I'm going to pass this on to the professor, I'll know the result then, see if you're a mentally ill person Normal girl!"

Chi Yuwan snorted coldly, "Of course I'm normal."

Looking at those topics again, one demon after another with his mouth wide open appeared in front of Chi Yuwan's eyes. Every word was a demon, clamoring to tell Chi Yuwan's secret.

Chi Yuwan's hands began to tremble, and Xu Mo behind her was urging her. Beads of sweat broke out on her forehead unconsciously. She tried hard to hold the pen tightly but couldn't do it. The sweat seeped into her eyes, causing a tingling pain.

help me...help me...someone help me...

Chi Yuwan gritted her teeth, trying to escape the page with both hands, as if it had turned into a pool of magma, which could burn her and melt her at any time, and she began to feel pain.

let me.

Xu Mo watched Chi Yuwan sweating profusely while she was doing it. While mocking her for "too much fat, I can't help getting hot", he went to turn on the air conditioner for her, and when he came back, he saw that she was leisurely supporting herself. With his chin down, the hand holding the pen checked an answer from time to time, and turned the pen from time to time.

"Be serious, don't mess with me like doing math problems." Xu Mo sat down beside Chi Yuwan and stared at her.

Chi Yuwan squinted his eyes and glanced at him with a smile, "What? Are you worried that I'm abnormal?"

Xu Mo shook his head, and nodded again after shaking, "It's wrong to say you're worried, and it's wrong not to worry, anyway, hurry up!"

Chi Yuwan quickly finished brushing and brushing. Xu Mo couldn't wait to turn on the computer when she put down her pen, and sent all of Chi Yuwan's answers to her professor.

"Ann, I'm so young, what kind of mental illness can I have?" After Chi Yuwan finished speaking, he realized that he seemed to have exposed Xu Mo's lie, so he quickly added, "Besides, you are too anxious to hand in your homework. a little bit?"

Xu Mo pursed his lips and didn't speak. He went out with the computer in his arms, not wanting Chi Yuwan to see him, "You should do your summer homework."

Chi Yuwan laughed and rolled onto the bed behind her. Seeing Xu Mo going out, she suddenly took out her mobile phone, turned it on, and opened QQ. She skipped the name, flipped through it, and found Jin Ze .

"Obviously this is the person who sends you the most messages, but you can't even see it." Chi Yuwan shook his head regretfully, and then clicked on the chat box with Jin Ze.

Countless "Is Chi Yuwan there?" on the bed.

Fingers quickly, "The phone was broken before, but now it's fine. What can you do with me?"

Jinze happened to be there too, and he replied quickly: I just want to ask you, there is a picnic next week, will you go?

Chi Yuwan continued to laugh: Your message has been posted half a month ago, is there a picnic every next week?

Jin Ze paused for a while before replying: You are so straightforward suddenly, I will misunderstand.

Chi Yuwan: Then I misunderstood.

Jin Ze seemed a little nervous and flustered, and replied in a mess: Then, that, that, you, and I, can I have no regrets?Ah, my typos are all wrong Chi Yuwan, we will...

Chi Yuwan: Next week, let's see if I can come out.

Throwing away her phone, Chi Yuwan fell asleep as if she couldn't bear it anymore. She thought, maybe she couldn't keep up with the appointment, after all, it was really difficult to "come out" once.

……

It took Xu Mo a week to receive the professor's reply, just four words: It's normal and there is no problem.

He let out a long sigh of relief, put down his phone, turned around and ran to the basketball court, where Chi Yuwan was bouncing and running after the basketball, with his high ponytail dangling behind him, jumping over the light blue basketball uniform, Looks like a fawn in the forest.

"Why are you in a good mood recently?" Xu Mo intercepted Chi Yuwan's ball, got up and jumped, the basketball fell into the hoop, he adjusted his glasses, "Chi Yuwan, I always feel that you have something to hide Looking at me, are you secretly falling in love?"

Chi Yuwan turned around and smiled slyly, "Soon."

Xu Mo's hand to catch the ball just missed in mid-air, and he turned around in astonishment, "What? Are you serious?"

"It's the boy who confessed to me before. You said that in this lifetime, people will have the opportunity to fall in love on campus. After entering university and entering the society, where can we find such pure love?" Chi Yuwan He ran to pick up the ball, then ran back with his arms around him.

"Don't you have any other choice? He's the only one?" Xu Mo walked up to Chi Yuwan with some anger. Now that he is taller than Chi Yuwan, he can use his momentum to hold her down, "Don't Every girl has a lot of spare tires, can you not rush to get on such a tire as if you can't keep up with it!"

"I really only have this one, and he is very nice, handsome, and serious in doing things. The key is that he really likes me, and the most important thing is that he is the only one who likes me hahaha..."

Chi Yuwan remembered that at the picnic last time, Jinze's group of friends forced her to take a big risk to kiss Jinze's face, she went there without hesitation, and then her lips fell down, bringing the boy's health The touch of the skin.

"It's actually pretty good." Chi Yuwan smiled at Xu Mo.

Xu Mo took the ball, then Chi Yuwan ran a few steps away and waved at him, "Come on! Give me the ball!"

Xu Mo was out of breath, and smashed the ball hard to the ground. The basketball bounced off the bottom, as if it was going to fly into the sky. Chi Yuwan opened his mouth wide in surprise and looked up, the basketball went up and down more than a dozen times before he calmed down. down.

Looking back, Xu Mo had long since disappeared from the playground.

Chi Yuwan was sweating profusely, and found a cooler place to sit down while holding the ball, but just when she was about to do something, a sense of sleepiness hit her again, and she laughed and scolded: "Hey , should we do this..."

Before he finished speaking, the person had already fallen on the grass.

In the silent blue sky, there is endless darkness below, as if day and night are facing each other, absolutely transparent blue, absolutely black, like the two sides of a person, closely attached to each other, but cannot blend together.

Chi Yuwan walked step by step. She was in the dark, her legs were very tired, as if filled with lead, she had to drag her legs to move forward. When she raised her head, she couldn't see the blue sky, but she could feel that her own That side must be bright.

Are you still struggling?

Chi Yu had a late meal, "No."

Let me do the math for you, there are still [-] days to sign up, you should also know that she has come back now, and saw you with Jinze last time.

Chi Yuwan yelled, "Shut up! You did it! Chi Yuwan, you have to be ashamed!"

You should have had enough rest in the past few days, right?I'm actually a little tired. It's time for me to rest. If you support yourself, if you can't hold on anymore, just wake me up, that's it.

Chi Yuwan began to cry, "Don't... imitate her tone of voice."

When she woke up, it was dazzling light. Chi Yuwan raised her hand to block it, and felt a burning sensation on her body when she moved her arm. She stood up and looked at herself lying on the grass in the playground, surrounded by hot sunlight.

It seems that it has been in the sun for a long time. Chi Yuwan touched her arms and cheeks. The temperature was already hot. If she continued to be in the sun, she would probably suffer from heat stroke. She hugged Xu Mo's ball and moved slowly to a part of the school. In the gazebo.

It was only when he arrived in the shade that he realized that his head was also hurting badly. Chi Yuwan endured the tumbling nausea in his stomach and forced himself to take a big breath, trying to get rid of the discomfort in his body.

But there was a burst of hearty laughter from a distance, mixed with several people, Chi Yuwan's ears twitched slightly, and he slightly opened his eyes to look at it, and what he saw was a girl with shoulder-length hair dressed in the world. child.

She was followed by a few girls, a group of people seemed to be talking about something funny, they laughed so much that they would stop and laugh after walking a few steps, Chi Yuwan watched and couldn't help laughing too.

"Fu Jingxuan! You can walk slowly! Someone can't keep up!" A girl behind laughed loudly.

The girl walking in the front stopped helplessly when she heard the words, stood on the spot, twisted her body to face the back, and yelled too, but the voice was extremely pleasant, "Xu Mianji! Can you hurry up?" !"

Chi Yuwan felt as if struck by lightning.

There was a little distance between the group of people and Chi Yuwan, but Chi Yuwan still saw the figure squeezed out from a group of girls at a glance, wearing a denim-colored baseball cap and a light blue shirt loosely worn On his body, he wore a white T-shirt, which was very familiar to Chi Yuwan.

Xu Mianji was still holding a cup of sundae in his hand, with a spoon in his mouth, when he heard Fu Jingxuan shout, he strode up to her, tilted his head and whispered something in her ear, and the girl with shoulder-length hair was caught Amused.

Chi Yuwan's eyes were red, she was weak all over, and collapsed on the bench in the gazebo, under the scorching sun, she couldn't even see what Fu Jingxuan looked like, but she could clearly see the smile on her lips. laugh.

Xu Mianji smiled at her.

"You go to the school's supermarket and buy something to eat. Xu Mianji and I will go there for a walk." Fu Jingxuan pointed to the gazebo not far away, and a group of girls laughed and left knowingly.

"Do you want to eat?" Xu Mianji handed the sundae to Fu Jingxuan, "My mother said that I will take good care of you, and your mother also said that she entrusted you to me, so, do you want to eat?"

"Is there any connection between these things?" Fu Jingxuan and Xu Mianji were half a meter away, her beautiful face seemed to be shining in the sun, her small nose was beaded with sweat, and she was playful.

"Your mother said you like to eat Oreos, this one is also Oreos, do you want to eat it or not?" Xu Mianji handed Fu Jingxuan the spoon he had just held in his mouth, "If you don't eat it, it will melt. My sister."

Fu Jingxuan pretended to be disgusted, "Who are you to me? I want to eat what you have eaten?"

Xu Mianji laughed, "We have nothing to do with each other, right?"

Fu Jingxuan snorted, stepped into the gazebo, and then stretched comfortably, "It's so comfortable here!"

"This is the most comfortable place in our school in summer. You'd better sit directly on the floor. The floor tiles are very cold." Xu Mianji said, sitting cross-legged on the porcelain floor that glowed with blue light, looking at Fu Jingxuan's face When he looked back, he saw a figure squatting in the bushes.

Xu Mianji's pupils shrank suddenly, she stood up abruptly, and grabbed Fu Jingxuan who was about to sit down, "It's still too dirty, don't get your pants dirty."

"Okay, then I can sit on the bench, right?" Fu Jingxuan sat down on the bench facing a lake, and then dragged Xu Mianji to sit beside her.

"Your school is quite good, with beautiful mountains and clear waters. My mother should allow me to turn around?" Fu Jingxuan turned to look at Xu Mianji with a smile, "My mother also said that if you are in this school, I won't be bullied. .”