Shanghai 29℃

After chatting with Xu Mo thoughtlessly, Chi Yuwan was in a better mood. After a while, she asked like a sigh, "How is your psychology? I don't think I've been normal recently."

Xu Mo was terrified when he heard that, how could he learn psychology in just one year of class?But when Chi Yuwan asked this, there must have been signs. He thought of Chi's mother's phone call last time, and he felt even more flustered.

"Chi Yuwan, it's only been a few days, you hold on, I'll let you see and hear about my brother when he comes back." Xu Mo hung up the phone after finishing speaking, and buried his head in the book with a more devoted attitude.

Chi Yuwan was holding the phone, laughing so hard that the branches trembled.

The exams for the next two days went very smoothly. Chi Yuwan never saw anyone he didn't want to see. Before the exam, he was guided by Peng Jingyi to read a few questions, and he just passed the exam. Chi Yuwan wondered if he was about to change his luck.

You don’t even need to go to study by yourself during the exam. Chi Yuwan went home and ate a lot after the exam. Chi’s mother specially cooked soup for her to nourish her body and mind. Chi Yuwan could drink until her stomach was full. a scoop.

After the exam, it is natural to have a holiday. Chi Yuwan happily packed up her things and went home. Although she still has to go to school the next day, it is a make-up class after all, and her schedule is different from usual. During summer vacation, she counts as twelve o'clock Sleeping can also sleep for eight hours.

Mother scolded her for being worthless, other people's children started to go out to play everywhere, and Chi Yuwan had to carry a schoolbag to school every day, which really embarrassed the Chi family.

Chi Yuwan dragged his mother to buy a new schoolbag at night, it was colorful, printed with very sunny and complicated patterns, Chi Yuwan caught it at a glance, begged his mother to buy it, and then replaced his old book Bag.

"Is there anything important in it?" Mom flipped through Chi Yuwan's old schoolbag and found something in her hand, "What is this? Do you still want these two books?"

Chi Yuwan was carrying a new schoolbag on his back in front of the mirror, posing smugly in front of the mirror, twisting his waist and imagining himself as the most alluring woman in the world, and posing in a Marilyn Monroe exclusive pose, holding the hem of his nightdress, Lift your chin high.

Hearing her mother's question, she waved her hands casually: "It's all used up notebooks, let's throw them away together."

"Oh, those of you who study liberal arts are just tired. I think this book is full..." My mother flipped through it casually, without looking carefully, she threw it into her schoolbag and took it out together.

Chi Yuwan took out a few new books that he had just bought at the bookstore, put them in his new schoolbag with great care, then patted the schoolbag, and smiled contentedly.

This time, there were only [-] people in the whole grade who stayed to make up lessons. There were [-] liberal arts classes and more science classes. They were divided into two cram schools and taught in two classrooms next to each other.

Chi Yuwan saw a few classmates from his former class in the cram school. Anyway, their feelings were deeper than those in the current class. After a few pleasantries, they regained the feeling of getting along with each other before, and the girls quickly became friends. one slice.

The tutors for the tutoring classes were arranged by the school, and they were all retired teachers. When Chi Yuwan saw the old man who taught history, he looked familiar, but the old man also recognized her, "You student, last time you were Did you hide because you didn’t pass the exam?”

Because Chi Yuwan was born taller in the class, and the remaining twelve students in the class were all the quiet and ordinary type, Chi Yuwan seemed a bit outgoing, and she became The more central characters in the class.

This is something she has never experienced before, so she started to play jokes with the teacher, "That's not true! Just that day, she said that I was the only one in the class who wanted to stay for tutoring, and cried for me! But now that the teacher is you, I I'm quite happy!"

"You all come to my house for lunch! Little Jijiu and I don't have anyone to accompany us on weekdays. I quite like you kids." The old man was dressed in a Chinese tunic suit, and he looked like a scholar of the Republic of China.

Going to the teacher's house for dinner is a very formal thing for the students. No one in the class dares to go. When the old man brought his dog to greet everyone to go to his house at noon, everyone knew that the "little sacrificial wine" It was about the spotted dog.

"Guo Jia is my favorite historical figure, but I can't be him, so I'll keep him."

The students were very convinced by the old man's theory of God.

When returning home, Chi Yuwan was surrounded by several girls, talking about this and that, it was very pleasant, the friendship that fell from the sky and the sense of accomplishment that was overdue warmed my heart, Chi Yuwan thought, probably because of such a bleak situation Let's take pity on each other and cherish each other.

Parting ways at the school gate, Chi Yuwan bounced home with her schoolbag on her back, step by step, and the hot weather gave her a bit of vitality, like a hint of spring.

Jinze's bicycle stopped beside Chi Yuwan, and with a twist of the front, it blocked Chi Yuwan's way.

On the side of the main road, Chi Yuwan was stopped by a handsome boy in such a way, causing several peers to look at her sideways. Chi Yuwan turned to the side, held back a smirk, and put on a polite expression. look.

"I'll take you home?" Jin Ze seemed to be in a good mood.

Chi Yuwan glanced at the back seat of his mountain bike, "Where do you sit?"

Jin Ze thought for a while, but still didn't continue. If he continued, the joke would be overdone, although he really wanted Chi Yuwan to sit in his arms.

"Then I'll come down and walk with you." Jin Ze straddled his long legs and got off the bicycle. Chi Yuwan didn't stop him, and let him push the bicycle to accompany him for a while.

Relatively speechless, not knowing what to say, when Chi Yuwan saw her store, she immediately said "goodbye" and ran back, throwing herself hard into the recliner where her mother was sitting, with Chi Yuwan's back facing the outside of the store , and didn't want to know who just passed by.

"I'll go back to cook. Do you have class in the afternoon?" Mom was tidying up the table, her low ponytail looked very gentle.

"There are two self-study sessions, and then we have to do a set of questions before we can be released. We don't have classes at night." Chi Yuwan made a routine report, and closed his eyes to get sleepy after speaking.

There was a clear sound of traffic in his ears, and the metallic taste that he often smelled in his nostrils. Chi Yuwan raised his hand to touch his heart, and pressed his index finger firmly across his chest.

She was communicating with herself, and she wanted to ask herself: Is this what you want, a healthy Chi Yuwan?

The voice replied: Of course it is, a lot of friends, a cheerful personality, loving parents, and a boy who loves himself, this is what all ordinary girls want.

Chi Yuwan fell asleep at night, she put her hands down, with a faint smile on her face.

The time for remedial classes passed quickly, and Chi Yuwan was looking forward to going to school every day for remedial classes. She felt that she should really like the feeling of playing loudly with her friends and making jokes with the teacher. It feels like a once in a while.

In the end, the school still didn't have 20 days of classes as required, because midsummer was approaching, and it was announced a few days before the end of the month that the make-up classes were over.

That day, the old man invited everyone to dinner, Chi Yuwan didn't refuse, and everyone followed suit.

The science class chose to go to the restaurant to eat, there were too many people and the teacher couldn't fit in the house, coincidentally, the two classes went out together, a boy made fun of him behind Jin Ze, "Ask Chi Yuwan from the next class to come along! Everyone is a discerning person! You can see clearly during the summer vacation!"

There was a slight blush on Chi Yuwan's face, she looked up at Jin Ze, and saw that he was also staring at her deeply, something in her heart was pushing her, go, go, come closer.

She approached, and walked up to Jinze, "Your class...have dinner too?"

Jin Ze smiled, "Yes, do you want to go together? It's just outside the restaurant."

"I'd better not go, we agreed to go to the history teacher's house for dinner!" After speaking, Chi Yuwan moved closer and whispered in Jinze's ear. The boy's ears were like the muscles on his arms, and he looked at the smooth lines Bibi, "I'm going to take everyone to buy some fruit for the teacher...ah!"

Before she finished speaking, Jin Ze was suddenly pushed by someone, and Chi Yuwan's lips brushed across Jin Ze's face in a hurry, causing her to scream, and before she could get annoyed, she pulled the man away with a blushing face.

Behind them are the boys laughing into pieces.

The meal was very old-fashioned, the old man was very good at cooking, and the table was as sumptuous as a New Year’s Eve dinner. On the table, he did not forget to tell everyone the origin of each dish. The small history class extended to at the dinner table.

After the meal, the girls helped wash the dishes. Chi Yuwan didn't know what to do, and all the work was robbed, so she squatted down and covered the little sacrificial wine that had been circling around her, looking at its black The eyeballs are clear inside.

This puppy is so cute.

When Chi Yuwan heard it, he smiled at the puppy, "You are so cute."

At this moment, the old man quietly walked behind Chi Yuwan, and then put his hand on Chi Yuwan's head just like Chi Yuwan put his hand on the head of the little sacrificial wine.

"Girl, come and talk to me." In the palm of his hand, Chi Yuwan turned his head.

"Teacher, you call me a girl?" Chi Yuwan was a little surprised, got up and picked up the little sacrificial wine, put it in his arms, and then sat opposite the old man, looking at him with a smile.

The old man stared at Chi Yuwan. His pair of cloudy eyes had already witnessed a lot of history. He himself was a piece of history, and his eyes carried a lot, so he could see through Chi Yuwan at a glance.

"Girl, you are not happy, or you are trying to make yourself happy, catering to the fake happiness in this world." The old man winked at Chi Yuwan playfully.

"The last time I saw you, you were clearly dying. I don't know how you woke yourself up, but I know that it must be very difficult." The old man's voice was a little rough, which sounds reminiscent of A thousand-year-old tree.

"In my life, I have met too many people. In fact, I don't care whether I teach history or not. I just tell you what I have seen and heard. This new era, as well as the old era, are all in my eyes. .” The old man pointed to his eyes.

Chi Yuwan pursed his lips and said nothing.

"During the war, who didn't have a sad face? We were still studying at that time, and shells fell every two days. There was no place to hide, no food to eat, all of them looked desperate, and even felt that God It’s better to be collapsed than to live every day without seeing tomorrow.”

"In the end, everything got better, but everyone was still unhappy because they couldn't get jobs! There were opportunities to make money everywhere, but there were people everywhere! At that time, ten people were fighting for a job as a bank clerk! Whether life is good or not, in fact, everyone is having a hard time, let’s live, there really is no one who can have a smooth sailing life.”

"Tell me, no matter how the times change, no matter what we have become, there will always be some people who are not good, what should we do about those people? Are you dead? Oh, it's a waste of time to come to this world, Take a look, no, I have to go, can you be so irresponsible?"

"I didn't... want to commit suicide." Chi Yuwan hugged the little sacrificial wine tightly, seeing it sticking out its tongue and licking his face, he didn't even hate it.

"Who made you think of such a bad thing! I mean, no matter what, people have to look forward! Whether you are happy or not has nothing to do with this world. It is your own business. Don't say that this life should be for others Life, you come this trip, at least you must first find your true self, don't destroy yourself before you start!"

An old man is an old man, always speaking so amazingly, Chi Yuwan thought, she couldn't understand at all, but when she lowered her head, tears filled her chest, there was silence, as if she had nothing to say.

Chi Yuwan's tears were licked clean by the little sacrificial wine. She cried so silently that she couldn't make a sound. She didn't know why she would resonate with an old man who had seen all the things in the world. Those great principles, couldn't she Have you seen through it early?

"Girl, don't cry too much in the future. If you cry too much, the tears will come out by themselves." After finishing speaking, the old man picked up his little sacrificial wine, walked to the chess table beside him, and greeted everyone, "Who will play?" Chess! Come and play a game with me!"

Chi Yuwan was crying and laughing, she clutched her heart tightly, as if standing in a vast land, she shouted silently towards it, tell me quickly!tell me quickly!what should i do...

Still silent.

……

It seems that such a peaceful day is very time-consuming. In the blink of an eye, Chi Yuwan had already changed into the new clothes bought by his mother, and followed his parents to attend various friends' gatherings.

It seems like the whole world is on holiday.

When I followed her from house to house, she was no longer a child who was touched by everyone and asked about her grades. People would start asking her if she was tired after studying in high school, which university she wanted to go to in the future, and joked about whether she had found a boy. friend.

Chi Yuwan just followed behind her mother, watching her deftly deal with those questions, she was responsible for maintaining a polite smile all the time.

Sometimes she also feels very tired, because the pillars in her life were suddenly taken away, and it took her a lot of effort to prop up that world.

On the night of the beginning of the month, the high temperature during the day is too hot to wear short sleeves. At night, the stars are extraordinarily bright, and the clouds are thin, and they are not willing to block the light of those little guys at all.

Chi Yuwan was lying on the sofa on the balcony, her whole body sunk in softness, her body was covered with her coat, her head was exposed, and her eyeballs rolled around.

If you want to see it, just watch it, don't wrong yourself.

Chi Yuwan snorted coldly and said, "I don't want to watch it. If you're curious, you can come out and see for yourself."

You know, the curious one, has never been me.

Chi Yuwan faced the sky full of stars, and the scene in front of her eyes seemed to change with her memories. Under the same starry sky, she accidentally fell asleep leaning on someone's shoulder, and when she woke up, she saw such a starry sky .

That shoulder was not broad at all, and looking up, the ear was not very good-looking, like a child's ear, soft and short, but she wanted to keep it in her mouth.

You are thinking about her again, Chi Yuwan, you are determined.

Downstairs came the shouts of adults playing cards, and in the distance were fireworks exploding. Chi Yuwan shook off his clothes and stood up. Like crazy, he bent down to fumble for his phone in his pocket, "Okay! I I miss her! I admit it! Are you happy! Isn’t it just to take a look! I don’t dare to look at it!”

In order to avoid something, Chi Yuwan has not logged on to QQ for almost a month. She turned on the Internet, but the signal in the countryside is not good, and the network is unstable for a long time. Swing it out as far as possible.

After shaking for a long time, I finally found a signal. Chi Yuwan cried and tried to distinguish the names on the screen with tears, but he couldn't find the name after scrolling down for a long time.

"Where did you go? Where did you go... Where did you go..." She whimpered like crazy in the darkness.

Then going up, Chi Yuwan saw at a glance, the name that he put on the top.

Xu sleep season.

Chi Yuwan finally burst into tears and wailed silently. She didn't expect that just seeing this name felt like a piece of her heart had been ripped away.

Click in to see where she went during her summer vacation, whether she went mountain climbing with others, or went to eat hot pot with others.

Chi Yuwan yelled, "Shut up! I don't care about that!"

The voice seemed to be smiling: Chi Yuwan, you are so timid.

"I'm just cowardly! I'm just cowardly!" Chi Yuwan looked at the mobile phone with an unstable signal, and her collapsed mood eased a little. She was sobbing, and after dawdling for nearly 5 minutes, she shook her hand and clicked on Xu Mianji's space .

Flipping through one by one, Chi Yuwan laughed from the bottom of his heart, "Look, even though I rejected her, she didn't go to be with others, look, she went to Beijing to find her father... Her father took her to travel to Hainan..."

Are you relieved then?Can you come to your senses and do as I told you?

Chi Yuwan's expression changed. She hadn't seen enough of Xu Mianji's smiling face on the phone, but she couldn't control it. She turned off the phone with her hand, and that face immediately disappeared from her eyes.

This is a small reward, you have been doing well lately.

"When is the next time?" Chi Yuwan murmured, watching her hand turn off the phone, but she was powerless and unable to control it.

It depends on your mood.