Shanghai 29℃

Chi Yuwan did not expect that the moment she feared the most would come like this. She had no face to see how Xu Mianji looked at her heart that was almost tattered word by word, and she couldn't imagine that all her love words were in Xu Mianji's hands. The sentence appeared.

She carried the book and went to read in the morning outside the classroom. There were English words in her eyes, but the images in her mind were all of Xu Mianji's slender fingers shuttling between the papers. Passing by one by one, magnificent and strange flowers bloomed.

When the morning self-study was over and the first English class was about to start, Chi Yuwan entered the classroom helplessly, with his head drooping and eyes glancing towards Xu Mianji, seeing that she was reading seriously, the notebook was turned over page by page, The pink ink was a little blurred in her palm.

"Let's do self-study in this class. You can read the test papers you have done before, summarize your mistakes, and then review them in a targeted manner. If you don't understand, just ask me." The English teacher is a young female teacher. When the weather was fine, I moved a chair to sit outside the classroom.

As if seeing a life-saving straw, Chi Yuwan took the test paper, put it on a chair, and squeezed to the teacher's side, honestly accompanying the teacher outside to bask in the sun for the whole class.

Xu Mianji has been watching it all the time, and Chi Yuwan is starting to regret it a bit. Why did she write so much? Why did Xu Mianji watch it so carefully and attentively? Her arrogance and domineering just now are like a gopher. Went down into the ground.

When get out of class was over, Liu Ziyu dragged Chi Yuwan to the bathroom. Girls always need someone to accompany them when they go to the bathroom. On the empty aisle to the bathroom, the hot wind blows from the north, and Chi Yuwan's hair is blown by the wind. Falling behind him, he looked so fragile that he couldn't bear a little bit of torture.

When going back arm in arm, Liu Ziyu shared some jokes about Tao Ran with great interest, Chi Yuwan laughed while listening, the haze on his face dissipated a little.

"You're finally smiling. You've been mourning all morning." Liu Ziyu tilted her head and looked at Chi Yuwan, "Is there some secret I don't know? Is it the boy who came to look for you?"

Chi Yuwan bit one side of his lower lip and shook his head, "He's a better person than him."

Xu Mianji is irreplaceable in her heart no matter what. How many people can you meet in your life who make you so crazy?No matter who Sheng Sheng will meet again in the future, there will be only one Xu Mian Ji.

It was Xu Mianji who came straight to him, Chi Yuwan stood still, and pulled Liu Ziyu's hand from his arm, "You go back first, I have something else to do."

Liu Ziyu looked at Xu Mianji, then at Chi Yuwan, and tactfully left room for them to talk.

Xu Mianji had no expression on her face, she handed the notebook to Chi Yuwan, "I've finished reading it."

As simple as that?Chi Yuwan's heartbeat was almost so fast that her body could not stand still, she took the notebook with trembling hands slightly, and forced a smile, "Yeah."

Xu Mianji called her, "Squad leader."

Chi Yuwan didn't answer. With such a tone, such a title, and such an environment, it's likely that what she will say next is not what she wants to hear.

"I... I have thought about it, but I just can't believe it." Xu Mianji's words were mixed in the wind, as if from a distant outer space, "You have a better choice, and you can obviously make a good one." Very normal girl, monitor, don't waste your energy on me, that's all."

death penalty.

Chi Yuwan's face turned pale in an instant, she leaned to the side, hit the wall to stand still, the hot blood in her heart seemed to be cooling down slightly, everything around her was cooling down, even the temperature of her own body seemed to be suffocated. Take away the general.

It's so cold, so cold, endless icy sea water hits the sky and covers the sky, the top of the head is an unbreakable ice surface, no light can be seen, there is darkness when you reach out, and darkness when you close your eyes, the whole world is dead in an instant.

Chi Yuwan started to ring in her ears. She didn't know what the sound was coming from the bottom of the sea, but she felt it was very shrill, and the decibel was already higher than she could accept. It sounded like a gloomy air flow flowed into her body in the whole sentence. Her internal organs were churning and roaring, as if she was about to explode.

At this moment, Xu Mianji came over, stretched his arms to gently embrace her, and said in her ear, "Squad leader, we can still be friends."

Then Xu Mianji turned around and left, the blue flowers that bloomed in front of Chi Yuwan's eyes on the bottom of the sea disappeared immediately, as soon as Xu Mianji left, it was as if all the vibrant things were uprooted from the bottom of her heart, the pain was uncontrollable Pain, bloody pain.

Chi Yuwan chased after her and stumbled into the classroom. The heating and the hustle and bustle of voices pulled her back to her senses. A scene slowly appeared in front of her eyes. It was Xu Mianji's expressionless face and a pair of emotionless eyes. Eye.

Chi Yuwan squatted directly next to Xu Mianji. Her seat was next to the podium. This squatting made Xu Mianji several points shorter than Xu Mianji, but she didn't mind. In front of Xu Mianji, she was extremely humble. of.

"Mengmeng, Mengmeng, don't be like this..." Chi Yuwan's tears were falling, she looked at Xu Mianji with tears in her eyes, "I didn't intend to show you...don't be like this...yes My fault, okay, don't look at me like this... I'm so sad, we can't go back to the way we were before, can we? I... What should I do, I don't want to be like this... But I can't help it I...it's all my fault, it's my fault..."

Xu Mianji sat loosely on the seat, deaf to hearing, she had nothing to say, and she couldn't see Chi Yuwan crying like this.

"Mengmeng..." Chi Yuwan lowered her voice, tears fell on Xu Mianji's pants, she almost couldn't control her tears and snot, crying like a stupid child, "It's my fault, I shouldn't show it to you...but if I don't show it to you, you ignore me...what should I do...what should I do..."

Chi Yuwan raised her two hands, and slowly tried to reach Xu Mianji's sleeves. Her fingers were trembling, and her legs became weak after squatting for a long time. He knelt down on the ground and put his hands on the seat so he didn't touch Xu Mianji.

Xu Mianji looked at a group of people at the back of the classroom who were probing their brains, and glanced over with lingering eyes. Everyone dared not look at them anymore. The classroom fell silent in an instant, only Chi Yuwan's low whimpering and sniffling were heard. .

"Don't cry." Xu Mianji said coldly.

Chi Yuwan couldn't bear it anymore, no matter how hard she tried, she didn't have the courage to touch Xu Mianji again, and now she seemed to have returned to the time when she was in the third year of junior high school, so subconsciously, she chose to escape, stood up suddenly and faced the outside ran over.

Xu Mianji stood up, stopped Liu Ziyu and her group who were about to chase, then walked slowly to the window of the classroom, stood with her head down, and soon saw Chi Yuwan running into her sight, and then went to The hidden little playground.

Seeing Chi Yuwan like this, Xu Mianji suddenly remembered that yesterday when she intentionally cheated Chi Yuwan to complain in front of her mother, her mother was so flustered that she was so scared that she was at a loss what to do.

Because she has always believed that Chi Yuwan's temperament is mostly inherited from her parents, presumably her mother must also be the common kind of parent who plays with children, but she did not expect her mother to say that this is the first time Chi Yuwan has skipped class since he was so old .

Only at this time did Xu Mianji know what an excellent girl Chi Yuwan was in her mother's heart. Her grades could not be called a genius, but she never had to worry about her. Teachers also liked her. In terms of making friends, Chi Yuwan was Chi Yuwan's friend. Mom has seen her before, and they all say she is a good girl, and being with Chi Yuwan is also the kind that can promote each other.

Chi's mother talked about Chi Yuwan's third year of junior high school, "I never thought that she would meet such classmates and teachers when she was the class monitor for the first time, and when she was about to take the senior high school entrance examination, she was crying out of breath. When I got home, I really wanted to go to school with a knife and talk to the teacher, but in the end, I didn’t even go to school to help her out. She still cried hard at noon and packed up again. Take care of yourself and go to the afternoon class."

"I know that my daughter is the best, so I hope everyone she meets is good. I hope that she will be safe in this life. Happiness comes second. I just don't want her to suffer any more grievances. Her life is in her own hands, but as the most ordinary and ordinary parents, I just hope that she can grow up healthy according to what I think, and then find a stable job and marry someone who treats her well. I will be thankful for living this life safely.”

Finally, Mother Chi asked Xu Mianji, "Do you know who the teacher targeted Wanwan?"

Xu Mianji said, "It's me."

Xu Mianji never thought that she would influence a person like this, and she was still so kind, her monitor.So monitor, you should live your healthy life according to what your mother expects.

I am doomed, it is not your safe place.

Chi Yuwan hid in the bamboo forest for a whole day, without eating or drinking, and finally fell asleep in the forest, but was spotted by an old man walking his dog and woke her up.

But after being frozen in the bamboo forest for a whole day, Chi Yuwan was already in the stage of real unconsciousness. She raised her right arm and tried to prop herself up to sit up, but she couldn't use her arm, and she fell back on the grass again, and the wet soil mixed with her. The surface of the school uniform was dirty and mottled.

"Oh, you students, what can't you think about, come here to sleep!" The uncle touched Tanchi Yuwan's forehead, it was hot, and he took out his elderly phone to make a call.

But a boy came running from the playground, yelling Chi Yuwan's name, while running around looking for her, the uncle and the dog sniffing around Chi Yuwan all turned their heads, the uncle asked, "Would you like to find her?" your?"

Chi Yuwan nodded feebly.

Jinze was called over by the uncle, and without a word, he picked her up and strode out of the playground. Chi Yuwan's eyes could no longer see anything. She didn't know if this was her hallucination, but there was really some light in front of her eyes. nothing.

"Is it dark?" She asked Jin Ze in a daze, her voice was almost unhearable.

Jin Ze directly scolded her loudly, "You bastard! Chi Yuwan, you'd better wake up, what the hell happened to you!"

Chi Yuwan thought to himself, Jin Ze can still curse people.

She closed her eyes and said to herself, "I'm not Ziwei, so I won't lose my sight when I wake up."

It's a hallucination, but this hallucination is a little scary. Chi Yuwan's eyes are sore again. She has been crying for too long today. She seems to be locked in a closed box. After the tears flow out, they gather together in the box. Gradually it overwhelmed her.

Unexpectedly, it was Jin Ze who let her out of the box.

Chi Yuwan's hands unconsciously grabbed Jin Ze's collared clothes, she felt dizzy and wanted to sleep, she didn't know where Jin Ze was going to take her, it would be bad if someone saw her.

After leaving the school, Jinze hailed a taxi, took Chi Yuwan to the hospital, and hung the water for the whole night. Fortunately, there was nothing wrong, so he could leave after hanging the water.

Jin Ze looked at Chi Yuwan who was lying on the hospital bed, his face was buried in the snow-white pillow, and there were mud clods formed by solidified mud on his cheeks, he laughed, and raised his hand to wipe it off for her.

The girl is fairly fair, and her facial features look very comfortable. Except for the chubby face, everything else is within his aesthetic range. Jin Ze thought, Chi Yuwan is really a good girl .

But after thinking about it, I was a little scared. If Xu Mianji hadn't rushed to say that Chi Yuwan had been staying in the bamboo forest, he wouldn't have had the chance to be a hero to save the beauty. He still thought, if he and Chi Yuwan were together in the future, Together, the first one is to thank Xu Mianji.

Chi Yuwan quietly had a dream.

The dream was still very clear before she woke up, but when her consciousness returned and she realized that it was a dream, everything disappeared. She opened her eyes and remembered nothing.

Whether it was a good dream or a nightmare, who it was related to, and what kind of story happened, she couldn't remember.

"Just woke up? There is still a bottle." Jin Ze stood up from the chair, walked over and helped Chi Yuwan to sit her up, then looked at her with a blank face and wanted to laugh, "Are you thinking?" ,I am so hungry?"

Chi Yuwan didn't speak, but nodded.

Jin Ze went out, and soon came in again, holding a plastic bowl in his hand, which contained a bowl of yellow noodles, and it was very simple, nothing but noodles.

Chi Yuwan lifted the lid and smelled it, "Without seasoning...instant noodles?"

Jinze shook his head, "Put the salt bag in."

"..." Chi Yuwan resigned to his fate, she was hungry, so she still wanted to eat, took a bite of the noodles, but found that the taste was okay, probably because she was too hungry.

"What's wrong with you today?" Jin Ze began to ask.

"I don't remember." Chi Yuwan bit off the noodles in his mouth, swallowed them, and put another chopstick into his mouth.

"Can't you tell me? Or don't you tell me?" Jin Ze asked.

"... Is there a difference?" Chi Yuwan took a sip of soup, swallowed the food stuck in his chest, and recovered, "I really forgot what happened today."

Thinking about it carefully, I really can’t think of anything. If I want to say how I feel, it is probably extremely clear, as if I have seen the purest sky, which is boundless, and then I forget everything bad.

Chi Yuwan was deeply impressed by her self-healing ability. She could remember that her confession was rejected, but what mood she was in at that time, and what was the specific situation at that time, seemed to be a blur. She couldn't remember them all. Where did you go?

Always have to let go of something to move on, this is life.

When I was full, Chi Yuwan took a look, "I can't fight anymore! School is over! I have to go home, or my mother will clean me up again!" She hurriedly called the nurse sister, pulled out the needle and jumped out of bed, Went to the toilet to tidy up.

When she came out, she had returned to her usual appearance. Chi Yuwan looked at the dirty school uniform, took it off after thinking about it, held it in her arms, and folded the muddy side inside.

Jin Ze sent Chi Yuwan to the door of his house... On the street next to him, Chi Yuwan got off the car early, taking advantage of the dim street lights and night in summer, she dared to ask Jin Ze, "Do you still like me? ?”

Jin Ze nodded sharply, "Yes."

"Thank you." Chi Yuwan sincerely thanked her, and went home with her clothes in her arms, bouncing around, finally showing a trace of what a girl should be like.

For some reason, when she was feeling relaxed physically and mentally, she actually missed that Xu Mo a little bit, so while pouring cold medicine for herself, she called Xu Mo with her mother's cell phone.

The other side picked up the call almost as soon as they got through, and the boy's voice was a little panicked, "Auntie, it's late at night, what's the matter?"

"Auntie has a cold, and she has a final exam tomorrow, so she's a little nervous." Chi Yuwan pouted her lips and said in a strange tone.

"...When I come back, I will definitely beat you to death, no matter how big or small you are." Xu Mo's tone relaxed, and his person relaxed a little, and finally raised his head from the book as thick as a brick in front of him. Come, "How is it? Have you finished your review?"

"It's alright, just so-so."

"I heard that you failed three science subjects, so you stayed in school to make up lessons during the summer vacation?" Xu Mo laughed loudly, "Chi Yuwan, why are you so worthless? The science subjects in the first year of high school are like pediatrics. My brother can take the grade test even if he doesn't attend class. A few days ago, you were too mentally retarded."

Chi Yuwan thought, at the beginning, he believed in your evil, saying that he could do without taking classes in the first year of high school. It turns out that the gap between them is not whether they take classes or not, but the most fundamental problem of IQ.

"Xu Mo, are you talking about a girlfriend?" Chi Yuwan asked suddenly.

"Why do you ask this, kid? Read your book carefully, and don't worry about your brother's affairs." Xu Mo's heart fluttered, "Do you care if I'm looking for a girlfriend?"

"No, it's just that the boy who confessed to me told me just now that he still likes me." Chi Yuwan said this in a low voice, hiding it so that his parents wouldn't hear it.

Xu Mo exploded, "What?! You tell him to get the hell out of here. Where can someone stalk after being rejected? How shameless is he? Which class is he in? I'll call the principal , Fire him directly!"

"So awesome? Hahaha..." Chi Yuwan drank the medicine and was almost poured into her nose. She choked, "Whether I found a boyfriend or not, are you concerned?"

"That's natural, I am very concerned." Xu Mo said.