Shanghai 29℃

Looking at the face in front of him, Chi Yuwan couldn't help but want to lower his head to do something.

Xu Mianji couldn't stand such sudden physical contact, so he quickly pulled out his hand and wiped it on his clothes, but he didn't know what he was doing.

Seeing that he was fussing about for nothing, while Chi Yuwan was on the sidelines but nothing happened, Xu Mianji stopped all movements, "Go back to the classroom, get out of class will be over soon, I have to eat."

After finishing speaking, he opened the door and walked out, his back fell into Chi Yuwan's eyes, flustered.

Chi Yuwan couldn't wait to write this incident into "To the Loveliest You", laughing while writing, not even knowing that he missed the dinner time perfectly.

Chi Yuwan only stopped writing when the number of people in the classroom changed from decreasing to increasing.

Xu Mianji didn't know if it was out of kindness, but when he heard Peng Jingyi scold Chi Yuwan for being crazy and didn't even eat dinner, he walked over and put the milk tea in his hand on Chi Yuwan's table.

"You have studied too much and forgot to eat and sleep, right? If you don't mind, I will drink a cup of milk tea to cushion my stomach, and then I will go to Zhumei for some snacks." Xu Mianji said.

A little flower exploded in Chi Yuwan's heart, she took a sip of milk tea in front of Xu Mianji, then licked the corners of her mouth and smiled happily, "Thank you, Mengmeng."

The milk tea was drunk by Xu Mianji, but Chi Yuwan didn't mind at all, and was even very happy. Is this an indirect kiss?

Wow... the unimaginable sweetness is pouring from the heart to the limbs.

Sure enough, Xu Mianji went to Zhuzhumei's seat to get some snacks, threw them on Chi Yuwan's table, and ran away yelling, because Zhuzhumei was coming in from the door of the classroom and witnessed the whole process, shouting To kill Xu Mianji.

Chi Yuwan felt an indescribable warmth in his heart.

She can no longer divert her attention to other things, and the most she does every day is to write, write, write, and just pick out a sentence from the notebook, all of which are love words with pink bubbles that can tire people to death.

Later, when I went to Jinze for tutoring, she always sat across from Jinze, covered by books, buried her head and deliberately pretended to be doing calculations, and then when Jinze asked her if she was done, she showed a blank and innocent look and said I will not.

Jin Ze will repeat it again and again tirelessly.

This study group is two-way, but Chi Yuwan has been here for two weeks in a row, and she has not given Jin Ze any tutoring, and she didn't even listen to what Jin Ze said, just patronizing and immersing herself in her own small world, and The illusory Xu Mianji holds hands and looks at the sun, moon and stars.

There are only two weeks to study mutual aid, because there is only one week left before the surprise test, Jin Ze sorted out all the knowledge he has full of knowledge for Chi Yuwan, and then officially ended this one-sided tutoring.

Chi Yuwan felt a little sorry, "I'm sorry, I didn't help you much."

Jinze still smiled and scratched his head, "It's okay, I just need to recite more."

Chi Yuwan nodded, and after taking a few steps, he decided to come back and correct him, "Liberal arts can't be mastered by memorization."

Jinze watched her leaving back from behind, the big boy felt a little wronged for no reason, since it is not enough to carry the back, then you should tell me, alas...

Chi Yuwan still had time to tease Jin Ze, he was really in a good mood.

Because her "To the Loveliest You" is finally finished.

I don't know how many words there are, but in the 54-page book, the most beautiful Xu Mian Ji in Chi Yuwan's heart is written. She has done a lot of language polishing, especially after every ordinary little thing, it is very beautiful. It was Chi Yuwan's extremely careful observation and her long journey of secret love.

The tools for expressing love were completed, but Chi Yuwan didn't know how to send them over.

Did you hand it over directly and say Xu Mianji that I like you, take a look?

Was it secretly stuffed in her bag, anxiously waiting for her to find out by accident?

Or ask a friend for help, just like sending a love letter, handing it to her and ordering her to "read it"?

Chi Yuwan felt that nothing was right, looking at the notebook in her hand that seemed to have been trampled by herself for a while, she flattened the wrinkles on the surface with her palm, thinking quietly.

There was no one in the classroom, everyone went to have dinner, Chi Yuwan looked at the occasional figures passing by in the corridor, feeling faint and panicked, as if he was doing something wrong.

It's just the first time in my life to send a love letter, but this love letter is a bit long, Chi Yuwan comforted himself like this.

But the courage never came. Chi Yuwan clearly felt that she couldn't move her legs at all, and her legs were limp and shaking, as if she had squatted for a long time and stood up with a sore feeling. She fell on the chair superior.

Sending this means that her long road of secret love has come to an end.

Xu Mianji will know how dirty this man, whom she regards as a good friend, has always had for her.

They can no longer be like simple friends, laughing and playing together with their shoulders hooked. What will be left in the future is just the embarrassment that Chi Yuwan felt in front of Jin Ze, who has nowhere to hide and is everywhere .

Moreover, there are two final results. Chi Yuwan is not sure whether she will receive the most satisfactory answer after this trip. She is afraid.

Xu Mianji's seat was just a few steps away from him, but Chi Yuwan seemed to see a galaxy that cruelly separated the Cowherd and the Weaver Girl. The stars were overflowing, and the waves were roaring, as if everything was clamoring, don't go, don't go.

Chi Yuwan, you can't afford the consequences of failure.

It was only at this moment that Chi Yuwan truly felt her own powerlessness. No matter how they changed, no matter whether her character was weak or imitating Xu Mianji's irritable, no matter how she tried to face or escape, everything The dominance is still in Xu Mianji's hands.

The initiative of the relationship is still in the hands of the person who is deeply loved.

With the pink ink in her hand, Chi Yuwan saw tears dripping on it, and it seemed that the ink had been melted away, she smiled wryly, "I created you with all my might, and for what purpose?"

In order to complete the confession to Xu Mianji in the book?Is this enough to satisfy yourself?

Chi Yuwan opened the table cover of the seat, and reached into the deepest part, trying to find out the old book. She wanted to see what she was like before. Can the old self send some courage from afar?

Is it too long?She is controlled by the demon in her heart now, and she can't see herself clearly.

He poked around with his hand, but there was nothing.

Chi Yuwan was startled, and immediately lifted the cover of the table, her back felt cold, she cleaned the seat to an empty place, and even shook every book several times, but none of the books fell out of the book.

After removing the dust and some scraps of paper in the corner, Chi Yuwan's seat was completely blank, with nothing.

She threw herself on Xu Mianji's seat like crazy, took a deep breath to calm down, Chi Yuwan comforted herself, no, no, no, no.

With both hands on the edge of the table, Chi Yuwan slightly trembling and lifted the cover of the table. With just one glance, he lost all his strength and fell hard to the ground.

The notebook, surprisingly, was in Xu Mianji's seat, and it was placed in the most surface and center position, as if it was waiting for her arrival and discovery.

Chi Yuwan really wanted to cry, so this time, did Xu Mianji know about it before she expected it?

But this time...it's totally different from before, bastard!

When she secretly wrote letters to Xu Mianji in class before, Chi Yuwan was far less crazy than she is now. When and what to write all depended on her mood, but her mood was always very nervous when facing Xu Mianji. Well, a lot has been written in one go.

She also prepared a special notebook, one page was a letter, she wanted to wait until the last letter was written, then tear off all the letters, wrap them in an envelope, and send them to Xu Mianji.

But she was not good at hiding it after all, and Xu Mianji was very curious and suspicious. When she was not paying attention, he secretly found the book in her seat, not only read all the contents, but also knew that Chi Yuwan would write letters She even wrote back a letter to Chi Yuwan on the last page.

It was at the end that Chi Yuwan realized that Xu Mianji had read all the letters he had written.

But at that time she was happy, because Xu Mianji knew her dissatisfaction with her earlier than she expected, just like going to confess to a boy, only to be told that I liked you a long time ago.

At that time, Chi Yuwan was very happy, for the secret he had discovered.

But today is by no means yesterday, Chi Yuwan buried her face between her knees, crying uncontrollably, her thoughts, all her likes, before she had time to say it out of her own mouth, Xu Mianji guessed it first.

She will never have the chance to send "To the Loveliest You", the confession that she wrote stroke by stroke with her heart and time.

Even when she saw the book quietly spread out on the books in Xu Mianji's seat, Chi Yuwan felt the final result, the result that was destined to fail, the ending of the joke that proved that she was just a lonely one.

Having cried enough, Chi Yuwan put her palms on the ground and supported herself with two weak legs. She took the notebook from Xu Mianji's seat, and then walked back to her seat step by step, Together, the two notebooks were put into his schoolbag, as if locked in a box for carrying secrets.

When Chi Yuwan escaped from school with her schoolbag on her back, she vaguely remembered some of Xu Mianji's abnormal reactions in recent days. She didn't take it to heart at first, but thinking about it now, it hurt her heart so much.

Xu Mianji guessed it, Xu Mianji knew everything, Xu Mianji was going to avoid her.

Chi Yuwan and Xu Mianji will soon become two lines in parallel time and space that will never intersect.

Chi Yuwan knew that the world she had built completely collapsed at that moment. Above the ruins, the dust was flying, the sky was full of yellow sand, and the sky was gray. She sat alone in a black circle and could never come out again. .

She doesn't want to come out anymore.

She skipped class for one night, and the next day was Sunday, she also pretended to be sick and didn't go to school.

Seeing Chi Yuwan's ashesy face, her mother thought she was exhausted due to too much study pressure, so she helped her tidy up the messy bed while persuading her, "Don't worry about your studies, let yourself be so tired. Tired learning methods are definitely wrong..."

Chi Yuwan's eyes followed the schoolbag in her mother's hand, and when she saw that her mother was about to lift the schoolbag away, she sat up abruptly and shouted in a screaming voice, "Don't take it away!" !Put down my bag—”

Mother was so frightened that she slammed the schoolbag in her hand on the ground. She bent down to pick it up with an "Ouch", but saw that Chi Yuwan had already picked up the schoolbag before her, and hugged her tightly. In the middle of the night, tears fell down in big drops.

"Wanwan..." Seeing Chi Yuwan's appearance, my mother was suddenly a little scared and wanted to get closer.

"Mom, you go first, let me be quiet for a while..." Chi Yuwan's voice was so choked that she couldn't speak clearly, she shrank back, holding her schoolbag tightly and refused to let go, tears rolled down her cheeks hot , She had a look of life rather than death on her face.

Mom didn't dare to go anywhere, but she was afraid of irritating Chi Yuwan, so she withdrew first, took out her cell phone and called Xu Mo.

Xu Mo majored in psychology, mother thought, Xu Mo must know what happened to Chi Yuwan.

After briefly describing Chi Yuwan's current state, Chi's mother choked up as she spoke, and asked Xu Mo over there, "Is Wanwan usually forced by us to study, causing problems?"

Xu Mo smiled far-fetchedly, making his voice tinged with laughter, "Auntie, don't worry, Chi Yuwan is simply under too much pressure, which is very normal in psychology, just let her relieve herself .”

After hanging up the phone, Xu Mo gritted his teeth bitterly. If Chi Yuwan is normal now, then it's hell.

Damn girl, you'd better survive this last period of time and wait for me to come back.

……

As soon as Chi Yuwan asked for sick leave, he went directly to the day of the surprise exam. The school started the exam in the afternoon, and the three exams were taken consecutively. During each period, there was a 10-minute break, and the exam ended at the evening self-study.

Liu Ziyu thought that Chi Yuwan hadn't come yet, so she asked, "Teacher, what if you miss the exam?"

"Then count it as zero." The teacher is notoriously ruthless.

Xu Mianji was spinning his pen on his seat boredly, looking at the door with his chin resting on his hands. It was a white sky, no sun and no wind, and the world was very quiet. The light illuminated the whole classroom, but it made people feel nervous. There was a hint of desolation in the pale light.

When get out of class was over, Xu Mianji turned out from the corner of the back door and went straight to Chi Yuwan's house.

Fortunately, she was close, and she ran there in a few minutes. Xu Mianji gasped for breath, and her breathing was uneven. She looked at the closed door, pursed her lips, and thought about countermeasures.

At this moment, the door suddenly opened, and Chi Yuwan who came out in pajamas looked at Xu Mianji blankly.

"What's wrong with you that you've been sick for so long? Are you crazy?" Xu Mianji said sarcastically, with a bad tone, and the moment he saw Chi Yuwan, he wanted to rush over and beat her up.

Chi Yuwan was only stunned for a moment, then calmly continued his actions - picked up the clothes pole, put his clothes down, put them on his arms one by one, then put down the clothes pole, turned around Enter the house, oh yes, and close the door.

Chi Yuwan felt that all her behaviors were normal, and she didn't even feel any disturbance in her heart, but her palms and soles were sweating, and she was about to lose her footing.

"You dare to go in!" Seeing that Chi Yuwan was about to close the door, Xu Mianji yelled in a low voice.

Chi Yuwan really didn't dare, her back was already sweating, and her whole body became more and more tense and abnormal in the warm air, she only felt that she was going to be drowned by the cold sweat that kept oozing out.

"Open the door." Xu Mianji said coldly again.

Chi Yuwan's house has a small yard, and there is an iron gate outside the gate, Xu Mianji was blocked from the outside.

Chi Yuwan stood there for a full minute, until the soles of her feet were sweating too much and she was a little unsteady, then she shook her body and took a step inside, and put her clothes on the cabinet at the door.

"Open the door for me," Xu Mianji repeated calmly, "Chi Yuwan."

Hearing Xu Mianji call her full name, Chi Yuwan turned her back to Xu Mianji and made a sarcastic smile. She slowly picked up the key, then moved to Xu Mianji at a slow speed, and then Slowly opened the lock.

She was really out of strength, as if she hadn't eaten for half a month, the dizziness of dying made her eyes blurry, and she couldn't see anything clearly, she lowered her eyes the whole time, not looking at Xu Mianji.

Anyway, I can't see it clearly, Chi Yuwan thought so.

As soon as the lock was unlocked, Xu Mianji seemed to be impatient and pulled the lock open a few times, opened the door and stepped in front of Chi Yuwan, she frowned, "Look at me."

Chi Yuwan snorted disdainfully, looking at you?How old are you?

Xu Mianji directly raised her chin, Chi Yuwan thought, it must be because of her lack of strength, otherwise she wouldn't be unable to break free.

The four eyes looked at each other, Xu Mianji's brows furrowed even deeper, her hand went directly up Chi Yuwan's chin, touched her cheek, and felt the temperature of her forehead.

"You don't have a fever, why do you look like you're going to die?" Xu Mianji was puzzled, but dragged Chi Yuwan into the room, and then closed the door to isolate everything from outside.

Chi Yuwan only had the strength to speak now, but his eyes still did not look at Xu Mianji, "Don't touch me."

One sentence blows up Xu Mianji, she directly pushes Chi Yuwan, pushing her hard against the wall, and then, as if not relieved, she rushes over and ruthlessly hoops Chi Yuwan into it In his arms, he hugged her to death like a provocation.

"I'll touch it, what the hell can you do?" Xu Mianji said every word, his instinct was stimulated again.

Chi Yuwan's head rested on Xu Mianji's shoulder, and tears flowed out so silently. These days, she really felt like a walking corpse, unresponsive to everything outside, and when she was hungry, she would Eat, sleep when tired, and watch TV when awake.

It seems normal, it seems alive, but when the warmth from this embrace wraps him tightly, Chi Yuwan knows that this is the only way to be alive.

She raised her arms to hug Xu Mianji, and finally couldn't help crying out, heart-piercing, as if she wanted to give all the tears of her life to the person in her arms.

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I'm going, it's been a bit of a mess recently, the update time is out of control...