Shanghai 29℃

Ling Yue would come to the door, which was completely expected by Chi Yuwan, but it was too early for her to react.

Chi Yuwan has always been clear that the way Ling Yue looks at him is the kind of disgust that comes from his bones, no better than Jiang Mengke, no better than any of Xu Mianji's friends.

That kind of disgust is genuine contempt and contempt.

Maybe it's because of Chi Yuwan's looks, maybe it's because of Chi Yuwan's dirty thoughts about Xu Mianji, anyway, every time he sees Ling Yue, Chi Yuwan feels that Ling Yue hates himself more than last time.

Being directly stopped by Ling Yue on the way home, both Chi Yuwan and Liu Ziyu were shocked. After recognizing who it was, Chi Yuwan first tricked Liu Ziyu away, and then looked at the girl in front of him, "What's the matter?"

Ling Yue suddenly sneered, with disbelief in her eyes, "Are you very attractive?"

Chi Yuwan could tell that Ling Yue was a girl who grew up surrounded by love and pampering. She was born with a sense of arrogance and possessiveness, and she didn't want others to be crazy in front of her.

Xu Mianji's family has underworld forces, so Lingyue's family must also have some. Chi Yuwan weighed it. If she and Ling Yue got together, which side would Xu Mianji stand on?

After that ambiguous and chaotic night, Xu Mianji suddenly changed back to his previous appearance overnight. He was terribly alienated. He was laughing with others one second, but when he caught a glimpse of Chi Yuwan the next second, he immediately stopped smiling.

No matter how much Chi Yuwan's heart ached, it couldn't compare to what happened that night, so he took it lightly. He also expressed his understanding of Xu Mianji's speed of changing his face, and didn't take the initiative to provoke her anymore, as long as everyone was well.

So under the current situation, it is possible for Xu Mianji to be called by Ling Yue one day to beat him up. Chi Yuwan admitted his cowardice, and said in a relaxed tone, "I'm not pushy at all, just say what you have to say." .”

Ling Yue snorted, "Xu Mianji and I are completely different. She would recognize someone like you as a friend, but I wouldn't."

Chi Yuwan digested silently, and nodded while listening.

"Don't think that I can't see what you think about Xu Mianji. She knows it herself. You have seen how I treat you now, right?" Ling Yue's posture became more and more arrogant, she raised her chin, Holding her arms, if she wasn't as tall as Chi Yuwan, this posture would probably have trampled her under her feet.

Chi Yuwan lowered his head, and there was a sneer on his lips. After all, Ling Yue owed some time, and his speaking ability was not one-thousandth of Wu Lingping's.

She can even listen to what such a person says, so in this world, other words are not bad, right?

"When I was in junior high school, I thought you were a simple girl. Now it seems that I really misunderstood you." Ling Yue's tone was always contemptuous, "A bitch who pretends to be noble? Is that what you say?"

"That's what I said." Before Ling Yue could continue, Chi Yuwan suddenly raised his head, with a particularly dazzling smile on his lips, "You should just get to the point, I'll accept these words first."

"It's nothing important. It's a waste of my time to talk too much with people like you. I just want to say one thing. You and Xu Mianji are as far apart as the fuck is." Ling Yue loosened her arms, Turning his eyes away, he didn't want to look directly at Chi Yuwan again.

"Oh." Chi Yuwan's hand in his pocket had already clenched tightly into a fist. After nodding, he passed Ling Yue. She wanted to leave first, leaving behind a chic and unrestrained back, so that In order to restore the last bit of dignity.

The nails dug into the flesh, but Chi Yuwan still didn't use any force in the end, she was afraid of pain, and also afraid that she would cry again because of Xu Mianji.

Her lacrimal glands were made for Xu Mianji.

Without Xu Mianji, Chi Yuwan was just an ordinary and calm high school student. It was the first time she discovered that her concentration was so good that she could digest Ling Yue's just a short journey home. "Intimidation".

That intimidation didn't work on her, probably because Xu Mianji had already made her see no hope.

When we arrived at the path home, a person standing in the shadow of the corner rushed out suddenly, almost scared Chi Yuwan to scream, she gathered herself together, "Liu Ziyu?"

"Wanwan, what did you do? How did you get into trouble with that kind of person?" Liu Ziyu frowned, and Aichi Yuwan was more than half a head tall. When he was worried, he looked inexplicably cute in contrast.

"Do you know her?" Chi Yuwan walked over and hugged her arm, tilted his head and rubbed his head, "She has something to do with me, former junior high school classmate, don't worry, absolutely don't worry, I don't know her well."

An indescribable warmth welled up in her heart, Chi Yuwan thought, it's great, without Xu Mianji, she still has Liu Ziyu and the others.

Making friends is not like falling in love. It's not that you have to have someone, but it's hard to find a true heart. No matter who it is, you will cherish it.

If only liking someone could be that easy.

"Wanwan, we are different from them, don't play with them anymore, okay?" Liu Ziyu reached out and scratched Chi Yuwan's face.

"There is no future, really gone."

There was a small quarrel with Xu Mianji and Ling Yue, and Chi Yuwan finally left the circle that she wanted to get close to and almost entered, and no one who was not the same as her appeared in her life. Mo Zichen, Song Zilei and Li Ning are all gone.

She went to class when she was supposed to, wrote novels when she should, and even quarreled with Liu Ziyu and the others around the classroom after class.

There are too many people between Xu Mianji and her, even if there is only a few meters away, and sometimes she accidentally sees her jumping over many heads, so Chi Yuwan just smiled and continued to do his own thing.

Life in the freshman year of high school was originally easy. I heard Xu Mo say that he hadn't listened to it in class during his freshman year, but because of the division of subjects in advance, Chi Yuwan felt that his life suddenly became more organized and became busy.

After arranging all the time, she looked at the schedule she had written, and she was very satisfied, it was full, and there was no time left to do or think about something.

At the end of the midterm exam, the weather had already entered winter, because the grades improved a lot, and they were ranked in the top ten of the class, so my mother bought Chi Yuwan a new scarf, which was very retro in style, wide and wide, Can be used as a cloak.

While looking for clothes at home, my mother suddenly entered Chi Yuwan's room and found that her winter clothes were all over the bed, messy like a pig's nest, but the person who should be cleaning up was holding something and staying there .

Mom walked over and tapped her on the head, "It's already eleven o'clock, can you be quicker?"

What Chi Yuwan was holding in her hand was a black and white checked scarf, which was completely different from the colorful clothes behind her. Her mother also saw that something was wrong, and took the scarf over, "Whose is this? Or your new one?" bought?"

"I just bought it..." Chi Yuwan snatched it back, bit her lower lip, put the scarf away neatly, put it in the deepest part of the closet and hung it up.

Time flies so fast. At this time last year, they were still watching the snow, eating hot pot and climbing mountains together. One year passed in a blink of an eye, and even talking became a luxury.

The next day, he wore a new scarf to school, probably because the scarf was so pretty, Chi Yuwan walked a little lightly, as if he had turned into a Xishi Diaochan, so beautiful that it made passers-by mesmerized.

However, all the beautiful fantasy bubbles burst when they met Xu Mianji at the door of the classroom. Chi Yuwan was still humming, and after a few seconds, he hummed again, as if nothing had happened before Xu Mianji. went in.

Her novel has been written to the end of the third year of junior high school, and she has almost run out of that book, and soon Chi Yuwan will start writing that he and Xu Mianji fell in love and killed each other in high school, so She carefully recalled Xu Mianji's performance in the first six months of high school, and decided to vilify her in the novel.

hum.

There was a burst of moderate laughter from behind, and Chi Yuwan thought he was deaf.

On Sunday, Chi Yuwan was planning how to spend this beautiful afternoon, but was suddenly pulled aside by Liu Ziyu and Jiang Jing, as if he wanted to discuss some major matter of conspiracy to rebel.

"What's the matter?" Chi Yuwan pretended to be serious, and her expression made the two of them laugh before they could speak.

"Be serious, do you want to make an appointment this afternoon?" Liu Ziyu twisted Chi Yuwan's arm with her hand.

"Where?" Chi Yuwan was knocked on the head after she finished speaking, she quickly covered her head and begged for mercy, "It's okay, you are big sisters, just tell me."

"There is a bar in the commercial street, did you know?" Liu Ziyu had a treacherous expression when she spoke.

High street bar?Chi Yuwan's expression froze for a moment, she was very impressed there, she happened to catch a glimpse of that bar when she was wandering around, but later she couldn't forget it, so she secretly went there once with Fang Yu and Xiao Tantan.

As a result, the door was not opened that time.

Later, when Chi Yuwan was reading novels, he saw descriptions about the bar, saying that the lighting was dim and the atmosphere inside was blurry, and there were handsome bartenders and waiters. Chi Yuwan went there secretly again, but they directly said that it was under renovation.

It took courage to go there twice. After all, the consciousness of "I am a minor" was deeply rooted in Chi Yuwan's mind, so being rejected twice in a row really hit her self-confidence. Go and see what the crazy world of grown-ups is like.

Liu Ziyu's words undoubtedly aroused the curiosity that was deeply buried in her heart. Jiang Jing added in a timely manner, "I heard that the owner has changed there, and the new decoration is very nice. Let's go there after changing the school uniform."

Chi Yuwan's heart itch after being told, "Okay!"

After going home for lunch, Chi Yuwan cleverly avoided her mother, changed her clothes and ran to the commercial street. Jiang Jing and Liu Ziyu were already waiting for her outside the bar.

When approaching, Chi Yuwan found that the six big characters of "Desire | Desire | Erotic Bar", which looked particularly psychedelic, had been removed and replaced with a very literary "Tu Let’s clear it up”, the warm yellow star lights fall on the signboard, making it feel like home.

"Clear?" Chi Yuwan felt a sense of disappointment in vain.

"The bar is better than the bar. I was afraid that I wouldn't dare to go in." Jiang Jing shrank her neck, eager to try, "Let's go in, shall we?"

Chi Yuwan looked at Jiang Jing, then at Liu Ziyu, turned around and wanted to leave, "It's so boring..."

There are no girls with twisting waists, no men and women flirting everywhere, no explosive rock music, Chi Yuwan feels that if he goes in now, it will be a waste of time, like white wine suddenly turned into a cup of tea, how bland it is.

Suddenly, there was a sound of a guitar from inside the bar. The strings of the guitar were being plucked lightly, as if they were tuning. Before Chi Yuwan could take a step, he heard a burst of familiar music.

It is the prelude to "Regret", an old song by Xu Meijing, Chi Yuwan relied on this song to fall asleep on countless nights when he felt that he was broken in love.

"Let's go, let's go, have a look." There are usually resident singers in the bar, so Chi Yuwan's curiosity turned in a different direction and rose again.

Turning a corner is the entrance of Qing Bar, a girl wearing a very cute doll dress narrowed her eyes and bowed, "Welcome to Tumi Qing Bar."

Chi Yuwan paused, "Gu, Gu Xiaowen?"

Wearing a skirt and a bunny headband in winter, he smiled obsequiously and innocently. If it wasn't for the voice, Chi Yuwan really wouldn't have recognized it.

"Damn it, Chi Yuwan, aren't you a good student?" Gu Xiaowen opened her eyes wide, and the abnormal smile on her face faded a little, "Good students, come clean up, you can't..."

"I'm not a good student. Besides, can't you come if you're underage?" Chi Yuwan deliberately pretended to be casual, but Gu Xiaowen laughed as soon as the words came out.

"Go in." Gu Xiaowen led the way, took them to a seat closer to the small stage, and served beer and some snacks without asking anything, which made Liu Ziyu and Jiang Jing's eyes widen .

"Wine, wine?" Seeing the wine, the underage's tongue was tied.

"Try it." Gu Xiaowen smiled, and continued to go to the door to shout welcome. The white skirt walked through the thick and swollen crowd, with a weird beauty.

During the summer vacation, the time I spent with Li Ning and Gu Xiaowen was like a period of time when Chi Yuwan was out of normal life. When I think about it, I don't remember it vividly, but the feeling of confusion has always been branded in my heart.

"Wanwan, is that girl your friend again?" Liu Ziyu kept glancing in Gu Xiaowen's direction.

"Yes, she's not like Ling Yue." Chi Yuwan also looked over, "She's a good person, a good person you can fall in love with at a glance."

This time Jiang Jing and Liu Ziyu didn't say anything. In their hearts, that girl with a round face and baby fat looks like a beautiful girl of the same age, harmless to humans and animals.

There were a few men standing on the stage all the time, because the lights were always dim, and the decoration in the bar also showed a sluggish and depressing image. Chi Yuwan barely saw the figure and appearance of the man on the stage after he was seated. appearance.

No, actually I didn't see her appearance either. When the black down jacket was pulled to the top, most of her face could be covered.

A strange idea came to Chi Yuwan's mind, and this idea became more firm when he saw a person bending over from the side of the stage onto the small stage.

The man was always black all over, with a black baseball cap and a black mask, like a smashing star suddenly going to the countryside to perform, covering him tightly.

Chi Yuwan's eyes seemed to have been poked by a needle. She wanted to laugh, but when the corners of her mouth were about to rise, something restrained her, and it turned into a weird expression with a smile and restraint.

Both Liu Ziyu and Jiang Jing didn't know who was on stage, they both said it was bitter after taking a sip of beer, but they couldn't help but drink wine was a word full of temptation in their concept, so they couldn't help drinking it again and again.

Drinking for the first time, purely early adopters.

But every time afterwards, I used wine to digest my emotions.

Chi Yuwan didn't drink, and the few players who played the instruments were making adjustments and auditions before the performance started. The person standing in the lead singer's position seemed a little restless, moving around all the time, or constantly changing the standing position , or just turn your head and look around.

Chi Yuwan didn't notice the inquiring look in her eyes at all, she was just thinking.

It's really you, Xu Mianji.

black band?Thought it was disbanded.I thought it was a spur of the moment, but judging from the degree of acquaintance between Xu Mianji and those men, it doesn't look like they only stayed together for a short time.

When everything was ready, Liu Ziyu and Jiang Jing were a little dizzy. Chi Yuwan had no choice but to sit down between them, with her two heads resting on her shoulders. She didn't care about them, so she could only wrap her arms around them. Then he looked at the people on the stage under the alternating red and blue lights without turning his eyes.

"Um, hello everyone. We are a black band. Today is the first time I have come to Tumi. Please give me your advice. We will perform here every Sunday. If you like it, welcome to come again." Xu Mianji raised his voice, It seems that the pitch has been raised deliberately, and the low voice sounds brighter than usual.

If Chi Yuwan didn't know who it was, maybe even she wouldn't be able to recognize her voice.

"Our band was formed last year. The band teachers behind me are very professional teachers. They have opened a musical instrument store in Xicheng. Everyone can go there to play when they have time. As for me... Hehe, I mixed in and sang That's all, thank you all."

Xu Mianji laughed while talking, bowed her head slightly, and there was sparse applause from the audience. She rubbed her nose through the mask, then turned her head and said to the person who controlled the light, "Can you dim the light here?"

After speaking, the place where Xu Mianji was standing became dark, and all the originally bright light on the stage was turned into a dark yellow patch of light, so far away, maybe even the shadows of people could not be seen clearly.

Chi Yuwan squinted her eyes, and saw Xu Mianji pulled the mask down to her chin, then lowered the brim of the hat even lower, holding the microphone with both hands, and behind her, the accompaniment of "Regret" sounded.