Shanghai 29℃

After receiving the award, Xu Mianji left the stage first.

Jin Shan was still waiting for her at the gate, but when she reached the entrance, Xu Mianji suddenly didn't want to go there, instead walked to a hidden back door, and walked out from there.

Going out is a small alley, there is no one, but there are several cats hiding in the corner.

Xu Mianji walked over directly, stretched out his hand and scratched the cat's chin, a brief smile appeared on his face, "You really look like our Wanwan."

After returning to China, the first thing she did was to buy a puppet cat, which was small in size, and named it Wanwan.

The kitten let out a soft meow in her palm, which melted Xu Mianji's heart, "Oh... If only our family could be as obedient as you every night."

The cat at home didn't know what was going on, and it was fine until she gave it a name. When she finally had the courage to tell it the name Wanwan, the cat seemed to have changed its gender, and was like a cat at home. Like the uncle, he just ignored her.

Sometimes Xu Mianji felt that the cat was sent by Chi Yuwan to punish her.

But Chi Yuwan is out of her world after all, let alone such complicated and boring things, even if she rolls her eyes at her, it is probably unwilling.

Probably this fluffy cat felt that Xu Mianji was too boring, so he ran away as soon as he turned his head away. Xu Mianji chased after him, and just ran out of the alley a few steps, but was cut from the side to hurry up. A motorcycle was hit.

Now Jin Shan can be pissed off by her.

"It's a big night, just after receiving the award, there was a car accident!" Jin Shan has not seen such an uneasy Xu Mianji for a long time, and the chatter in his mouth has also come from a few years ago, "You Can't you obediently come out and look for me? It's almost thirty people, it's not worrying at all!"

Xu Mianji grasped her keywords, "I'm still young, okay?"

"Huh." Jin Shan has been looking old in recent years, but Xu Mianji's face doesn't look old at all, the longer it grows, the more it looks back, and Jin Shan gets very angry every time two people talk about their age.

"Okay, I'll sleep, you'd better go back to Shanghai." Xu Mianji put the pillow back on his head, looked at the high hanging leg in front of him, and sighed after holding his breath for a long time, "The year is not good, I may really have to rest, Sister Shan, please pay more attention to the company."

Jin Shan reluctantly took her bag and left.

Xu Mianji lay down with her eyes closed for a while, then got up again and sent a message to her aunt at home, telling her to take good care of Wanwan these days, so she was relieved and prepared to squint for a while.

However, before lying down for a minute, Xu Mianji suddenly seemed to remember something, looked at the name of the hospital pasted on the wall, and then recalled the hospital where Xu Mo is currently working where she has been being chased and investigated. , There was a surge of joy in my heart.

She took the mask and coat, and after asking where Xu Mo's consulting room was, she walked through the crowd and went upstairs.

As long as she hasn't seen Chi Yuwan, she hasn't seen Xu Mo, but now her desire to ask Xu Mo for news about Chi Yuwan is becoming more and more urgent.

As the elevator went up, Xu Mianji's heart beat faster and faster, as if he could see Chi Yuwan even when he went upstairs.

Over the years, only the achievements in her career can make her live a short-lived happiness and make her temporarily forget about that person.But when the night was late, the day was bright, and the seasons came and went, she still couldn't help but miss that person.

A silly smile, a hot but direct heart, even a head of silky hair, she wanted to die.

The elevator stopped on the sixth floor, and Xu Mianji couldn't wait to drag his injured leg out. In fact, the leg injury was not serious, but it still hurt. At this moment, it seemed that it didn't hurt anymore.

The corridor on the sixth floor was quiet, even the lights were turned off in the middle of the night, only a tiny light was on at the nurse's desk, and then there was nothing else.

Xu Mianji's smile froze on his face. Facing the silence and darkness everywhere, he finally realized once again what it means to be lost.

Xu Mo's consulting room has been locked, and it seems that he is off work.

Xu Mianji took a deep breath, then turned around and pressed the elevator downstairs.

She doesn't always have such courage. Tomorrow, even if she meets Xu Mo directly, she probably won't have the courage to ask him about Chi Yuwan's recent situation.Many times, when people do things, their blood rushes to the top of their heads, and they do what they do desperately. Even if the consequences are unbearable, it is undeniable that at that moment, my heart is really enjoyable.

For the first time in several years, Xu Mianji's heartbeat accelerated, and it just went out.

It's just that Xu Mo would come to the door by himself.

"It seems like the big star is staying in my hospital for the second time, right? It's also an inexplicable fate." The man pushed the glasses on his face, smiling harmlessly.

Xu Mianji raised her eyelids, the surprise of last night was long gone in her heart, she also laughed, "Our surname is Xu, isn't it more destined?"

Xu Mo walked around in her empty VIP ward, thinking about it, but chose to keep silent, and continued to sit on the chair next to Xu Mianji's bed, "I just heard that you are hospitalized again, come here Just look."

Xu Mianji hummed.

Xu Mo touched his cheek with his tongue, and rubbed his nose again, "Okay, I've finished reading, I'd better go back to work first."

Xu Mianji didn't immediately say yes this time, she raised her eyes to look at Xu Mo, she had a lot of questions in her heart to ask, but now she looked at Xu Mo's face, but couldn't ask all of them.

She didn't betray that relationship, logically speaking, she shouldn't be so cowardly.But she knew that she couldn't ask anymore, many things happened because of her, if she did whatever she wanted like this, Chi Yuwan would only be hurt.

At the end, she smiled faintly, "Goodbye, Dr. Xu."

Xu Mo looked at Xu Mianji, this woman looked the same as on TV, with exquisite looks, and an attractive aura all over her body, just lying on that pale hospital bed could make people's hearts flutter.

He gradually understood the reason behind Chi Yuwan's life-and-death love.

He gave Xu Mianji a chance, but she didn't take it.Chi Yuwan has now reached the final stage of treatment, basically he can only remember what happened that day, and he can't remember anything the next day.

This state is good, Victoria has erased all of Xu Mianji from her memory, if Xu Mianji seizes the opportunity to meet her at this time, it is still okay, anyway, she will not remember anything the next day.

But Xu Mianji refused.

Xu Mo thought deeply for a long time, and finally came to a conclusion - what's the point of seeing that side?I don’t even remember, why don’t you go to watch a tragic drama performed by your amnesiac lover?

After all, he and Jinze embarked on the road to pick up Chi Yuwan and return home.

When I went there, Chi Yuwan looked much better than a few months ago, her personality was much more lively, and the slight sadness on her body had disappeared.

She was wearing an improved cheongsam, with long hair shawl, and the pink fabric lined her body, making her look extraordinarily delicate.

Both Xu Mo and Jin Ze had the illusion that the former Chi Yuwan had returned.

"Jinze, Xu Mo, Mrs. Song said that you came here to pick me up because you were afraid that I would have an accident on the plane alone, didn't you?" Chi Yuwan was still holding the watering bottle in his hand, and looked at the two men with a smile on his face. They couldn't straighten up, "You guys are too funny, how old am I? You're still afraid of something like this happening to me."

Xu Mo hooked his lips, and Chi Yuwan, who didn't look at him with supercilious eyes, was so cute, "Flying on a plane is risky."

With that said, several people entered the house together, Chi Yuwan's suitcases had already been packed and were placed in the living room.

Xu Mo dragged Chi Yuwan to the kitchen, and while helping Shanna cut the fruit, he tried to see how Chi Yuwan was recovering, "What are your plans after returning to China?"

"This...haven't thought about it yet." Chi Yuwan stretched out his hand to take the fruit he had cut, "I want to go to the entertainment news, the social news I used to do was too tiring, so I might as well go It's fun to dig out the privacy of celebrities."

Xu Mo tilted his blade and laughed dryly, "...that's it."

"But to be honest, I always have headaches recently. Do you think it's the sequelae of depression?" Chi Yuwan raised his hand and knocked on his head, the smile on his face faded, "If my parents Knowing that I have been tortured by this disease for so long, I should feel distressed to death."

"Isn't it cured now? What are you thinking?" Xu Mo looked at Chi Yuwan and asked, "Do you still remember why you got depression?"

why?

Chi Yuwan went to recall what happened several years ago, and finally shook his head, "It's just too much pressure, and I refused to take medicine for treatment, so it got worse and worse—by the way, didn't you treat me? In the end, you sent me here to recuperate, why do you ask me such a question?"

Xu Mo finally breathed a sigh of relief, and shook his drooping head after a while, his nose sore, this kind of Chi Yuwan was far less familiar and close to the lifeless one before, but he knew, Chi Yuwan, who was reborn in this way, was Chi Yuwan who did not have Xu Mianji's participation in life, and was the healthy and happy Chi Yuwan that should have been.

His heart was complicated, and he didn't know how to respond for a while.

Over there, Mrs. Song and Jin Ze were sitting opposite each other, the voices in the kitchen could still be heard slightly, and Jin Ze suddenly panicked.

"Yes, she has forgotten everything she should have forgotten, and she has forgotten what she shouldn't." Mrs. Song meant something, but she still made it clear, "I didn't tell her about your fabricated marriage. Now you In her eyes, it's just an ex-boyfriend who still has some contact. If you really can't forget her, I hope you can pursue her in your own way, instead of taking advantage of her illness to give her hints. "

Jin Ze's dirty thoughts were mercilessly pierced, he raised his head to try to explain something, but saw that Chi Yuwan and Xu Duan had already come out with food, so he didn't say anything else.

Forget it, Chi Yuwan has been reborn, he should also accept this fact, and then look forward to seeing their future.

In the middle of the meal, Chi Yuwan suddenly burst into tears without warning, she was taken aback, and quietly wiped away the tears, thinking it was just another sequelae.

When leaving, the sun was very strong, and the light of midsummer was dazzling. Chi Yuwan waved goodbye to Shanna and Mrs. Song. Shanna over there was already crying. Chi Yuwan wanted to open his mouth to comfort her, but suddenly found that he couldn't cry. Come up with a name.

Mrs. Song over there also gradually became blurred. What exactly did that face look like? Chi Yu watched it day and night for more than a year. At this moment, when he was about to leave, he suddenly found that he couldn't even remember that face. face off.

Xu Mo caught the dizzy Chi Yuwan with his arms, and looked deeply at Victoria, his eyes expressed everything, "Thank you."

Victoria is the most powerful hypnotist in Britain. Her hypnotism can even tamper with the memories in people's minds. The most superb thing is that her hypnosis always starts inadvertently.

Chi Yuwan will never know that the villa that has been meticulously decorated to be half sunny and half shady, and the old lady who was watering the flowers when she first stepped into the villa, had already begun to hypnotize her .

"She's a great girl and I'm looking forward to seeing her again, but I also hope this is the last time I'll see her."

Jin Ze got out of the car on the way to the airport, Xu Mo didn't ask him what he was going to do, but seeing his back dragging his suitcase and leaving, he vaguely understood what he was going to do.

Chi Yu started crying after getting off the plane at night, but he couldn't wake up no matter how much he screamed.Xu Mo silently put her head on his shoulders, feeling the tenderness that belonged to him and Chi Yuwan for the last time.

He knew that Chi Yuwan was going through the last hypnosis now, maybe a face that she couldn't see clearly appeared in her dream, she felt very familiar, but why couldn't she see who that person was.As for that person's name, after she woke up, half of it became a secret that she would never remember from the bottom of her heart, and half of it became three ordinary words with doubts.

Xu Mo looked at the surging clouds in the distance, but decided to smile for Chi Yuwan.

-

"Where's Jinze?" Chi Yuwan rubbed her eyes, but suddenly felt a tingling pain in her eyes, as if they had become much weaker. She didn't care too much, but looked at Xu Mo, "Did he not come back with us?"

"He's gone to find his freshman, so don't worry about it, maybe you'll be even more upset when he comes back." After Xu Mo muttered in a low voice, he raised his hand and hit Chi Yuwan on the head hard. The grudge was settled, "Why do you care so much!"

"Damn! Xu Mo, if you have the guts, give me another try? I'll let my mother cut you, believe it or not?" Chi Yuwan almost picked up the suitcase and threw it at Xu Mo.

"Let's go, it's time for you to go home." Xu Mo smiled lightly, pushing his luggage and walking forward.

Chi Yuwan rubbed her head and followed bitterly, but she stopped short of walking a few steps.

There was a song playing at the airport, and Chi Yuwan didn't remember its name at the first time, but a picture appeared in her mind - her hands were placed on a snow-white piano, she was slender and beautiful, but for some reason, After the ten fingers moved, they showed some clumsiness.

That's two-handed—the left and right are the same.

Chi Yuwan's eyes turned red first, and she ran over to grab Xu Mo, eager to ask something, but the words she said bypassed the question that was about to be blurted out but she didn't know what it was, "What song is this? "

Xu Mo glanced at it, and slowly spit out the answer, ""You."

It was only then that Chi Yuwan suddenly realized, but his body seemed out of control, and he took out his mobile phone to search, and suddenly a picture popped up on the interface, with light eyebrows and extremely gentle lips.

There was no reason again, Chi Yuwan felt that the panic in his whole body was filled with something.

"Xu Mianji..." She murmured softly, with unshed tears hanging on her eyelashes, "This song is...by Xu Mianji."

She called that name twice, as if taking drugs. Every time she called that name, she felt inexplicably satisfied.

"Do you remember her? I heard from Jin Ze that you used to be from the same school." Xu Mo looked as if he was asking a very ordinary question.

do you remember her

Such a question stopped Chi Yuwan from asking, do you remember her?

She doesn't remember, it seems like she doesn't remember anything.But why does the tone of voice... seem like she should remember?

Xu Mo patted her on the head in time, "She is a superstar! What are you thinking here?"

Chi Yuwan blinked, "What should I think?"

Xu Mo was choked, and in the end, disappointed, he pushed his luggage towards Wen Kexin, who was rushing over there to pick up the plane, and left.

Chi Yuwan thought, to be an excellent entertainment reporter, of course the goal of life is to dig out the privacy of superstars.

She smiled slightly.

-

"It's really gone?" Chi Yuwan was so angry that he almost lost his breath, "For such a big man, he just disappeared? I know! He wrote to me before, but you don't have to guess anything Suicide is gone? My apprentice, even if I don't mix with me in the same forum, I can still cover it!"

At the end, she glanced at the distance, hung up the phone in a hurry, "I will go to Changting, please don't call the police!"

After putting away the phone, Chi Yuwan immediately dragged his colleague to the airport gate, "Quick, quick, it's here!"

Xu Mianji came back from the UK this time and brought back a partner, saying that he intends to combine electronic music with other styles of music to create a new era of music.

There was an explosion in the country. On the one hand, reporters were concerned about what the new style was, and on the other hand, they were concerned about whether the partner Xu Mianji brought back this time was a woman again——Xu Mianji had never worked with a man before. .

Pushing and shoving here, Xu Mianji came out wearing sunglasses step by step, holding a thick leather file bag in his hand, still dizzy and unable to turn around.

When she went to England this time, she unexpectedly met Jin Ze.

The person who felt like a fight when they met before sat down calmly. Xu Mianji came out wearing a pair of slippers in plain clothes.

It’s just that Jinze didn’t look like an elite. He said that he has now joined a charity organization, doing good deeds every day, and feeling satisfied every day.

Naturally, Xu Mianji immediately understood the emptiness and forced smile behind that "busy".

"She has already returned to China, probably a month ago." Jin Ze smiled, "Do you know, she is very similar to her primary school appearance now, as if she has finally returned to her original growth appearance."

it should.

Xu Mianji raised the corners of his lips, but couldn't smile, "If you have time, tell me about what happened in those four years."

She is always like this, and she always finds out what Chi Yuwan's life is like at the end.From the moment she received Chi Yuwan's thick medical records that Xu Mo sent her, she found that even if she hugged Chi Yuwan tightly, she still couldn't touch the real soul under her flesh and blood.

It is still the same now, and in those four years, she knew nothing about Chi Yuwan.

Having finally fully obtained everything about the real Chi Yuwan in the past 13 years, Xu Mianji felt relieved, as if he felt that he was finally qualified to put his heart on that person again.

The reporter in front of her pushed back and forth, she just frowned when she suddenly heard a voice.

"Xu Mianji!" Chi Yuwan shouted loudly, "May I ask if your partner this time is a man or a woman?"

Xu Mianji raised his head in astonishment, and seeing the vigorous face in front of him, he finally laughed, so much that his eyes hidden behind the sunglasses became sour.

It is you who lead me step by step to the place where there is no light.

Only now, that light seems to be back.

"What do you say?"

Something jumped in Chi Yuwan's chest, she thought to herself, it's over.

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