Shanghai 29℃

Whether a person's words are true or not, whether you should believe them or not, actually depends not on the speaker, but on whether the listener is willing to take those words seriously.

Jin Ze has successfully found Chi Yuwan's psychological loophole. He knows what Chi Yuwan needs now, even if it is not true, as long as he tells it, she will believe it.

After the walk, Jin Ze just wanted to say that he was going back to China, but suddenly saw Chi Yuwan next to him change his expression, tears came as soon as he said it, and he put his hand on his heart and pressed it firmly.

"What's wrong?" Jin Ze hurriedly looked at her nervously.

"She...she seems to be coming out." Chi Yuwan only felt that it was difficult to breathe, gasping for air like an asthma patient, but his eyes fell on Jin Ze's face involuntarily.

As for the details of the second personality, Jin Ze has figured out the details after getting along for so many years. He even had a good talk with the second personality when Chi Yuwan didn't know, but the final result was not so satisfying to him.

Xiaochi Yuwan wanted to persuade Jin Ze to leave Chi Yuwan's treatment plan. Without Jin Ze, she would lose the most important spiritual support, so it would be impossible to get rid of Man Xin's illness.She also confessed her feelings bluntly, and she almost took off her clothes in front of Jin Ze and dedicated herself.

It is completely unacceptable for Jin Ze to put a consciousness in the body of the person he loves. He doesn't care that the second personality is also created by Chi Yuwan himself, and he has already felt disgusted with her from the first sight .He knew what kind of Chi Yuwan he loved, and he was cheap. He would rather have that gay man who ignored him than this woman who said she only loved him.

Xu Mo expressed his appreciation for his behavior, because the second personality is getting stronger day by day because of his obsession with Jinze. Without Jinze, it is equivalent to losing the power to grow, and naturally it is easy to break through fundamentally she is gone.

After that, Xu Mo had already weakened the consciousness of the second personality a lot. Chi Yuwan hadn't experienced a memory gap for more than two years. He didn't expect that taking a walk with Jin Ze could give the second personality away. come out.

Hurrying back to the villa, Chi Yuwan had already passed out, and the second personality would wake up soon, Jin Ze hurriedly took her to find Mrs. Song, and was about to carry her to the second floor for treatment room to go.

Mrs. Song stopped him, "No need."

Jin Ze hugged Chi Yuwan and turned around, "Why?"

"The nature of this personality is not bad, and I have already asked Xu Mo to do some cruel methods to make her disappear." Mrs. Song signaled Jinze to put Chi Yuwan on the chaise longue in the hall, "I think, this time she appeared , maybe not for this body, but for you."

Jin Ze knew a little bit, and immediately understood the meaning of it—Ganqing was the second personality who tried his best to appear once, and wanted to say something to him.

Mrs. Song yawned and went out to water the flowers, leaving Jin Ze reluctantly waiting for Chi Yuwan to wake up.

In the black hole of the mirror over there, Chi Yuwan looked at Xiaochi Yuwan who hadn't seen him for a long time. After living together for so long, she could only look at Xiaochi Yuwan now with indifference.

"You are so happy. Everyone is around you, and everyone wants you to be well... Those blessings of health and joy belong only to you, right? People like me deserve it when they disappear. A little bit of happiness is inappropriate." Xiaochi Yuwan almost became transparent, and his tone at this moment seemed to be dying, "I know he doesn't love me, but I can't accept it, I really can't accept it ..."

"Okay." Chi Yuwan interrupted her, seeing Xiaochi Yuwan's eyes looking over, she suddenly felt a little distressed, "Go and see him for the last time."

Hearing the last sentence, Xiaochi Yuwan's body, which was not very clear at first, faded a little in front of countless mirrors, as if he couldn't see anything except the thin outline of his body.

Almost all of them can be sure of the fact that the second personality created by Chi Yuwan has lost the meaning of her existence after all, and will disappear before the great cause of seizing the body is completed.

"I don't want to..." Xiaochi Yuwan squatted down suddenly, covering his face with his hands like Chi Yuwan used to cry, "I haven't finished what I want to do, I don't want to disappear... "

It's like a dying person, insisting on staying in the world, crying that he hasn't lived enough.

Chi Yuwan didn't care about what Xiaochi Yuwan looked like anymore, her eyes were attracted by those mirrors, and the pictures on them began to change with her mind and thoughts, almost whatever she thought of, what would appear in the mirror .

Every mirror has a picture, from when she was very young, to a toddler, to being hugged by her mother to take a birthday photo, to going to kindergarten for the first time, to being awkward with a small balloon at the night market I took a pose and took a photo, and there are pictures of various growths later.

She miraculously found that the childhood that should have been the most vague memory was as clear as yesterday.

"You?" Jin Ze was also a gentle young man when he was a child, but the older he grew up, the less graceful he became. As soon as he saw Chi Yuwan opened his eyes, he expressed his doubts in one word.

Xiaochi Yuwan choked on the crying that had just poured into her throat, and she suddenly felt, what's there to cry about?She is hanging out her last breath to meet people now, why waste her energy crying?

Thinking of this, Xiaochi Yuwan sat up without saying a word, rushed towards Jin Ze, tilted his head slightly and kissed his lips.

She has kissed such a man in her life, and every time she thinks about it, her heart shudders violently, as if she was shocked by electricity.It's just that kissing is different from kissing. If no one cooperates, it can only be called a kiss of self-satisfaction, not a kiss of mutual understanding.

Jin Ze remained indifferent, frowning at Yu Wan Xiaochi, disgust shone into Yu Wan Xiaochi's eyes without hindrance, and finally, she still couldn't help crying.

"This is the last time you will see me," Xiaochi Yuwan hugged Jinze's neck tightly, and tightly hugged the only person he loved in this short life, "You still can't kiss me like you used to , give me a hug?"

"It was a misunderstanding before, I didn't know you were you." Jin Ze felt that some things should be explained clearly.

Xiaochi Yu Wan chuckled a few times, "Just show kindness and realize my dream?"

This man is like a knife, stuck upright in her heart, and every time he appears, he is happy to stick the knife in a little more.

"You always boast that you are healthier than Chi Yuwan, and you are more worthy of having this body than her." Jin Ze raised his hand to pull Xiaochi Yuwan off his body, "But have you ever thought about it, you two live together, you are born by her Sheng, how can you have a clean heart?"

"I'm not saying this heart is clean, but it's full of you."

"...I'm sorry." Jin Ze finally said something human, and the movement of his hands stopped, "They also reminded me to pay attention to my mental state. I also know that my mental state is not very good now. But Until she gets better, I won't fall. After she gets better, I don't know what will happen, and I can't relax... You see, no matter what, all I think about is her, it's me To put it bluntly, she is a scar on my wound, but I am reluctant to expose it. For you, even if you live together, they are two completely different people to me, and I have fallen in love with her a long time ago. "

Xiaochi Yuwan opened his eyes wide in a daze, and didn't know how to cry anymore.

"No relationship can be obtained easily, which one can't come together after going through all kinds of difficulties and dangers?" Jin Ze's tone seemed to be teaching his disobedient daughter, "Even if we get together, we will face difficulties in the future." More complicated and troublesome problems—nothing is smooth sailing, after all, there are two people who have the heart to merge into one, but they don’t have the ability at all.”

"But this is the most charming part of love. I am willing to endure for her, and I am willing to endure what I cannot bear for her. This is the way I love her. I want to go to the last moment with her." Jin Ze slowly Slowly raised his hand, and lightly patted Xiaochi Yuwan's shoulder, "I believe you are the same to me, but forgive me for being cruel, I can't go against my will." He smiled lightly, "I'm cheap."

Who is not cheap.

Xiaochi Yuwan had nothing to say, this man told her in the most gentle way he could, I didn't count you in my future at all, even if the future is uncertain, but she is still in my plan, it's just a pity not you.

Xiaochi Yuwan finally felt some grievances in other aspects—then what is the significance of her appearance?

Jin Ze finally hugged her and whispered in her ear, "Goodbye."

No matter how unwilling it is, but it seems that it is the finale of the TV series, what should go is still going, and the protagonist must give back a beautiful present and an even better future.She didn't make waves or do any evil things during her visit, but she somehow assumed the role of a 'villain'. In the final analysis, no matter how wronged she felt, she had nowhere to appeal.

Before Xiaochi Yuwan had time to stand up and take a last look at Jin Ze, his head tilted down.

Jin Ze caught her body and waited for the person he really wanted to see to wake up.

Chi Yuwan felt as if time had only passed for a short while, because she only had time to browse through the screens of her memories before she was 14 years old. When she wanted to look back, she found that she couldn't think of any more profound memories.

Just when she was wondering, the mirror in front of her broke with a bang. Chi Yuwan was startled, and the clear and clear sound of the mirror shattering sounded one after another from the side and behind her, but it sounded very enjoyable.

It was only then that Chi Yuwan realized that a smile appeared on her face unconsciously - the black hole in the mirror was about to disappear, and she would no longer have to suffer from this torment.

Before the last mirror shattered, Xiaochi Yuwan appeared in it, looking at Chi Yuwan with tears all over his face, finally a trace of panic could be glimpsed on his proud and domineering face.

"Go back, go back to before I was 14 years old." Chi Yuwan knew what Xiaochi Yuwan was born from, and the past 14 years were actually her destination.

"What about you! You can't forget her all the time, and you keep closing yourself up and living like a dead person!" Xiaochi Yuwan said hoarsely.

Chi Yuwan showed doubts, "Who is she?"

Xiaochi Yuwan was taken aback for a moment, then laughed, and finally turned around and left as if relieved.

And the last mirror was shattered the moment she left, and the first ray of sunlight penetrated through the black hole of the mirror.

-

At the annual music festival, everyone was waiting for the winner of the highest music award to appear.

"Let's find out who the musician is for this 'Best Pop of the Year' award - see the big screen."

In the huge award ceremony venue, all the lights that were still on were turned off in an instant, and a figure from the back appeared on the huge display screen on the stage, thin, thin, but very chic and wanton.

The camera slowly moved to the face of the man, and the smiling eyes glanced at the camera slightly, which made people feel a little breathless when they looked at it.

The background music is a nice piece of electronic music, coupled with European and American singing styles, the gloomy picture just now becomes colorful and rhythmic, and several girls' faces flash past in front of the camera.

Looking for summer, Shu Wen, Xu Mian Ji.

After a short MV of Xu Mianji's latest album was played, the lights in the venue were turned on again, and the host's voice sounded again, "I believe everyone knows who she is——Let's applaud, we are honored to be honored this year. Xu Mianji, who was nominated for the Lammy Awards and has both strength and beauty!"

In the audience, Shu Wen applauded desperately. A few years ago, Xu Mianji was the only one who became popular in filming with Xu Mianji, but with her own hard work, she finally gained her own foothold in the entertainment industry, and she can also Invited to this award ceremony.

Xu Mianji replied, "I haven't seen her for a long time." After saying that, he straightened his suit and stepped onto the stage in high spirits.

Shu Wen slowly let go of her hand. She was chatting with Xu Mianji just now, and at the end she mentioned, "By the way, are you and Director Chi okay now?"

Didn't expect it to end like this.

Three years ago, she was nominated for "Best Supporting Actress" at such a grand ceremony. Unexpectedly, when she arrived, she sat down, only to find that beside her was Xu Mianji, who had just returned to China and started anew.

"The Doomsday General" was released in the year Xu Mianji went abroad. Because of the excellent production and the superb acting skills of the actors, all online, and the adaptation of the script is much more exciting than the original work. The plot is all unexpected but It also deeply moved the audience.

So in the year when Xu Mianji disappeared, her works gained her popularity and topicality. The online rating of "General Doom" is very high, and many people say that it needs to be repeated twice, three times or even N, because the director has left a lot of foreshadowing in the play, and it needs to be watched over and over again to see it.

This movie made Fu Xilin a lot of money, and his popularity finally skyrocketed, becoming one of the great directors overnight.

Even because of Xu Mianji, "General Doom", which was supposed to be awarded earlier, received two nominations but did not come to the scene. The award could not be awarded, so it was delayed until Xu Mianji came back.

That time Shu Wen was a little afraid to talk to Xu Mianji, they had only cooperated once, and the relationship was not very good, and Xu Mianji's indifferent expression made her a little speechless even polite words.

Xu Mianji saw her dilemma, hesitated to speak, "Shu Wen?"

If Xu Mianji took the initiative to throw it out, Shu Wen naturally picked it up immediately, and smiled slightly, "When did you return to China?"

"A good year is a year, and you can come back when you leave." Xu Mianji's expression was still neither happy nor sad, and he couldn't see any emotions.

Shu Wen didn't know what to say anymore, the two of them were so awkward chatting, usually they could only talk about people they both knew well, thinking about it, she asked, "Did Director Chi go with you?" ?”

Those three words seemed to have touched a switch on Xu Mianji's body, and her expression suddenly became very painful, her eyes turned red, and she deliberately turned her face slightly sideways for fear of being seen by others.

Shu Wen pursed her lips, wondering if it was a breakup.

Unexpectedly, Xu Mianji answered her, "We didn't go together, but she has been waiting for me at home."

Shu Wen hastily yelled a few times, and was attracted by the things on stage again, so he didn't ask her any more questions.

But now that more than three years have passed, Shu Wen recalled it again, but suddenly felt that Xu Mianji's words seemed to be meant for herself.

The people who went to the stage to accept the award were not so excited and grateful to Dade. Indeed, she has successfully set off the popularity of electronic music in China, and she is even called the "Godmother of Electronic Music". No one will compare her with her before Xu Mianji of that literary route thought of it together.

She is becoming more and more free in this circle.

Over the years, her cooperation with Europe and the United States has only increased. It is sore to win awards, big and small. Making music has become the only thing she insists on. Three high-quality albums have been released. Sold until it became out of print.

In terms of career, Xu Mianji can be said to be proud of himself.

The host on stage listened to Xu Mianji's thank-you words that were not at all emotional and grateful, and after a moment of embarrassment, the usual jokes began again, "I remember, in an interview quite a while ago, Mian Ji seemed to be You said you found someone you like, so can you announce it now?"

Xu Mianji's lips moved, wanting to say "I lost her", but he opened his mouth, "At that time, my new album was released, and I was looking for Xia Tian as the heroine of my MV to be interviewed with me. I joked that it was her, but I didn't expect that everyone cut it like that."

"So it is."