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"Master: Uncle Bai said that you took a one-year leave. It has been more than half a year now. Could you come back earlier? I found that China is still different from the UK. What I have learned makes me want to do a A serious person will never give up until he finds out the truth. You taught me the same way, so I know there is nothing wrong with what I do."

"But good and evil are too difficult for people to distinguish. I can only firmly believe in what I believe. I must stand in a position that is not recognized by most people and stick to justice. You let me find the old uncle Bai when I have time. Learn more, but old Bai Shu always doesn't tell me the answer when I ask a question, he always says 'you will understand by yourself'. But I don't understand, master, I really don't understand."

"I am looking forward to your return, and I am looking forward to you telling me the truth about this world as soon as possible. Master, I am afraid that one day I will become what people call a fool, rushing to pursue something insignificant in the eyes of others. All my life. But I have really thought about it, master. I hope I can see you again before I find out the answer myself. Chang Tingzhi."

After reading the letter that Xu Mo had sent all the way, Chi Yuwan seriously folded the letter and put it back in the envelope, and finally couldn't help shaking his head and laughing.

Over there, Shanna arranged rooms for Xu Mo and Jin Ze, and called the two big men upstairs to wash up, leaving only Chi Yuwan and Mrs. Song downstairs.

There is no TV in the villa, but there is a radio, and the only way to get any news is through the old radio, or the newspapers delivered to the door every morning.

Staying away from the Internet and news, it seems that you are out of this world all of a sudden, and time suddenly slows down. Every minute and every second is worth cherishing and enjoying.

Mrs. Song was knitting a scarf, saying that she was preparing for the winter that would come for a long time.

Seeing Chi Yuwan laughing, she slowed down the speed of knitting the scarf, looked up at the young girl opposite her, "Is there any happy event?"

"It's not a happy event, but maybe it's another happy event." Chi Yuwan put the letter on the table, "When I first started working, I was brought by a very good senior. For two years, I worked hard, and gradually I was able to take charge of myself, so I also started to lead the newcomers later.”

"The boy who wrote to me is the only newcomer I have ever brought. He is not a very good man. His roots are in China, but he grew up and studied abroad. He has a single-minded view on many things in his mind. .He is still young and has not yet formed a complete world view on many things."

"This time he wrote me a letter, I can see his growth. If he is willing to go forward for his own beliefs, of course I will feel relieved for him." After finishing speaking, Chi Yuwan looked at Mrs. Song, " Do you think this is a happy event?"

"Of course it is." Mrs. Song lowered her head and continued with her own business, "It can make you happy, it seems that you still like this child very much."

"During the time when I... was working hard, the whole world was actually black and white. The long pavilion—maybe it is the only colored light in my world."

Chi Yuwan recalled those years, in fact, it passed in a flash.In other words, the truly unforgettable years are like years.

"Xiaowan, can you roll this ball of yarn for me?" Mrs. Song put the ball of yarn in her arms into Chi Yuwan's hands, and asked her to help loosen the yarn.

"Oh, okay." Chi Yuwan picked up the wool with both hands, pinched the wool with his fingers with a smile, and watched it slowly peel off from the wool ball.

Mrs. Song was still talking, as if she was talking about the story between her and her husband, but Chi Yuwan couldn't hear a word, only a woman's voice remained, sentence after sentence.The hairball in her hand was also slowly being peeled off by her at an even speed.

The lights are kept dim, and the villa is always quiet at night.

Seeing Chi Yuwan's eyes gradually become hollow, the landlady stood up from the wheelchair, as if her body was starting to become sore after sitting all day, she stretched and walked to the side to pour water drink.

Xu Mo, who had been standing on the stairs watching, finally came down, "Teacher, is her state suitable for such frequent hypnosis?"

"It wasn't suitable." The landlady carried water and walked up to Chi Yuwan with Xu Mo. The two of them watched Chi Yuwan playing with the ball of yarn in his hand. If they didn't look into her eyes, they would still find Nothing out of the ordinary.

"But it's a good opportunity, I can't let it go." Mrs. Song smiled at Xu Mo, "Thanks to that long pavilion, otherwise Xiaowan would rarely mention the past to me."

"I can feel that she is much better now than before." Xu Mo subconsciously sat back on the table, only to realize that his behavior was not a gentleman after being stared at by his tutor, and immediately jumped down again, " Um, then... Teacher, how long do you think it will take for the second personality to be completely wiped out?"

"When she fully accepts the fact that Mr. Jin loves this Chi Yuwan." Mrs. Song's eyes were far-reaching, "I said a long time ago that the demons in her heart will eventually die by her own hands."

Xu Mo wanted to ask something, but footsteps came from upstairs again, and Jin Ze, who hadn't seen Chi Yuwan, also came down, saw the scene downstairs, subconsciously stopped, "Can I come down? "

"Yes." Mrs. Song nodded.

Jin Ze pursed his lips and walked down, he really didn't have any good looks for others, only when he saw Chi Yuwan would he be a little gentler.

He walked to Chi Yuwan's side, seeing her unconscious appearance, he couldn't help feeling distressed, "Have you not started the treatment yet? What's the point of letting her be hypnotized like this?"

"If Mr. Jin doesn't believe me, you don't have to come here next time." Mrs. Song's eyes met Jin Ze's face again, "Mr. Jin, I can feel that you are under a lot of pressure and need my help Do you have a look?"

Jin Ze looked away, "No need."

"I'm a doctor, and logically speaking, I shouldn't treat patients with personal feelings." Mrs. Song glanced at Chi Yuwan, "But during the time I've been living with Xiaowan, I can feel her love for that patient." How strong is Miss Xu's feelings. She needs you, but only now, when her illness is cured, she will naturally not need you. "

"We are husband and wife." Jin Ze interrupted her, "No matter what she is, we are already husband and wife."

"I hope I won't wake up after being drunk." Mrs. Song took off her glasses and hung them on her collar, and asked Xu Mo to carry Chi Yuwan upstairs, ignoring Jin Ze.

Xu Mo did as he did, but he couldn't ignore the look in Jin Ze's eyes that almost wanted to kill him when he hugged Yu Wan.

"No one dares to deny the name Victoria in the British psychology circle. Jinze, I hope you can trust my mentor wholeheartedly." After Xu Mo finished speaking, he added, "You should also pay attention to your mental state."

After speaking, he took Chi Yuwan to the treatment room upstairs.

"Do you remember the end of the world predicted by the Mayans in 2012? I was in class that afternoon, counting the minutes and seconds, quietly waiting for death to come. But the moment passed, and I found that I was still alive, so I continued I went to class as if nothing had happened... I should have been afraid at that moment, but I didn't. But... now I feel the joy of fear. Xu Mo, do you know? The end of my world is now."

This video was played repeatedly and projected on the snow-white wall, and Chi Yuwan was facing those images.

It was her own face, and it was her voice that spoke.That was a passage she said a long time ago. Xu Mo liked to record her treatment situation, but she didn't expect it to be useful in the current treatment.

"Just let her watch it over and over again?" Xu Mo thought of all the scenes of treating Chi Yuwan before, and still couldn't help feeling sorry for her cruel way of facing trauma.

He seemed to have been feeling sorry for her all the time, and all the tenderness of the elders was given to this dead woman.

"No matter what the past is like, if a person can't accept his past, then he is really hopeless." Mrs. Song put on her glasses again, and pushed Xu Mo, "Get out."

Xu Mo knew that it was time for Chi Yuwan to receive a professional treatment. In the past six months, Victoria had been taking advantage of Chi Yuwan's mental void, neither letting her know that she was already in the middle of a professional treatment unknowingly, nor was she in the slightest Show concern for her illness - her acting skills, like her hypnosis, have reached the point of perfection.

Jinze was poking there like a zombie outside the door, Xu Mo squeezed his brows, and walked over, "Go to sleep, I guess it will take a whole night, and we can't help much."

Jin Ze's stubbornness was evident, "You go, I'll wait for her to come out."

Xu Mo sighed, "Listen to some persuasion? Is there any other meaning for you to poke here besides wasting your own strength? We all know that you love her, but you don't need to express it in such a stupid way. Okay?" After speaking, he felt that he had said nothing, so he waved his hand, "Okay, pretend I didn't say anything."

Jin Ze really pretended that he hadn't said anything, and waited at the door of the treatment room all night, and even surprised Shanna who got up early the next day.

After this treatment, Chi Yuwan seemed to be unable to bear it, and fell into a coma for two days before waking up.If Xu Mo could take two days off in the hospital, his ancestors had manifested themselves, so he left before Chi Yuwan woke up in time.On the contrary, work has gradually improved. In fact, Jin Ze, who is also extremely busy, stayed in England until Chi Yuwan woke up.

Mrs. Song doesn't like to meddle in other people's affairs. She said something to Jin Ze last time, which is the most benevolent. Since he doesn't listen to her, she doesn't bother to gossip with this kind of stinky stone anymore. Let him have a few more days of presence in Chi Yuwan.

Chi Yuwan has been dreaming for the past two days.

For a while, she dreamed that when she was in junior high school, she was about to graduate, and she didn't know what to think, so she made a "heart ranking", D is P - PEOPLE, C is IP - IMPORTANT PEOPLE, B is VIP - VERY IMPORTANT PEOPLE, There is also an A, Chi Yuwan doesn't know what to use to describe this, it is one level higher than a very important person.

Xu Mianji was properly placed in A by her. Looking at the whole A, she was alone.

Chi Yuwan's remarks to Xu Mianji were all "Old A".

After a while, she dreamed that she was in a high school classroom, and Xu Mianji occupied the golden seat beside the podium, so she would always grab a chair and sit next to her, with the excuse that she was too short-sighted to see clearly.As a result, when it was time to go to class, my mind was distracted, and my attention was all attracted by the people around me. For a while, I thought about what brand her body wash should be, and for a while, I thought about how to move closer without a trace, as if I just stole the fish. Not afraid of the cat who insists on relying on it.

She didn't even bring any books too much, she just took an atlas to the geography class, and even had to read the same book with Xu Mianji, doing everything she could to shorten the distance between the two of them to the shortest possible reason .

Xu Mianji is not a character who takes classes seriously, so he started to look at Chi Yuwan's atlas when he couldn't read the book, flipped through it casually, and when he saw the world map, he was stunned by the country names everywhere.Chi Yuwan pointed to the one named "Lithuania", and looked at Xu Mianji with a smile, "Is the name nice?"

That look was as if she had chosen the name, Xu Mianji held back his smile, "It's okay."

Chi Yuwan did this purely to have a conversation with Xu Mianji. Later, she simply started to study the world map with Xu Mianji under the nose of the teacher. She found that when the earth was reduced to the size of the palm, the whole The world is very cute.

"I want to visit the whole world." Chi Yuwan said, suddenly feeling lonely again, "But there is a saying that travel is to go from a place where you are tired of staying to a place where others are tired of staying. But in this world It’s so beautiful, if there is a place where I can stay until I get tired of it, that would be nice.”

Xu Mianji rubbed her hair, and casually pointed to an unknown island on the huge ocean map of the guide hemisphere, "Hey, here it is, it must be very nice, I'll buy it for you in the future, okay?"

Those naive nonsense, no one takes it seriously, it is just a sentence used to get a short-term laughter in a boring student life, no one will remember it firmly.

Chi Yuwan actually didn't remember very clearly, but the dreams these days made her recall all the imperceptible past.

After waking up, she opened her eyes and was dazed for a while. Chi Yuwan felt that the things in the dream happened clearly before her eyes again. She and Xu Mianji were shoulder to shoulder, and their heads were almost together. She is not as mature as she is now, just like a child.

The liking at that time was a feeling that would warm people's hearts when they were mentioned.

She calmly watched those scenes fly by in front of her eyes, and then the memories of those scenes in her mind seemed to be taken away by someone. Chi Yuwan felt these clearly, and before her eyes were sore, she Fully awake.

Jin Ze's bruised eyes managed to startle her, "Why are you?"

"Otherwise who is it?" Jin Ze was very angry when he heard the first words she said when she woke up, and couldn't help but retorted, but he didn't say the name.

"Yes..." Some English letters and some pictures flashed in Chi Yuwan's mind, but in the end she shook her head and couldn't remember anything, so she smiled, "I'm talking nonsense .”

Jin Ze stretched his hand into the quilt, Chi Yuwan was startled, shrank back, and looked at him with some vigilance, Jin Ze paused, and the hand that wanted to grab her hand turned into a salty pig's hand at this moment .

"I, I'll carry you down to eat something." Jin Ze rounded himself up, and directly carried Chi Yuwan out of the quilt.

After going downstairs to eat something, Chi Yuwan didn't experience nausea or nausea. Mrs. Song watched Chi Yuwan's improvement with a smile, and kept asking her to eat more.

"Where's my medicine?" Chi Yuwan wanted to take medicine after dinner, and this has almost become a habit of hers.

Mrs. Song shook her head, "Xu Mo said that the treatment this time was very successful, and I can feel that you are getting better, so he said that you should gradually reduce your medication, and it is time for you to get rid of your dependence on drugs."

Chi Yuwan couldn't keep up with his head, so he nodded his head belatedly.

Jin Ze said that he wanted to take her out for a walk, but Chi Yuwan was not clear about it, so he nodded quickly and said yes.Jin Ze wrapped a wide shawl around Chi Yuwan's body, and watched with a dark face as she wrapped the shawl that was good for a normal person twice around her body.

He had a very urgent desire in his heart, he wanted to take Chi Yuwan back to their so-called new house, cook six meals a day for her, and successfully raise a white and fat Chi Yuwan.

Two people walking on the lawn holding hands.

"We went to get the marriage certificate the day before the National Day, but because there were too many people that day, we queued for the whole day." Jin Ze suddenly talked about the past, "You say you are thirsty and hot, I just ran around, bought you drinks, bought you small cakes to eat, and gave you a sun umbrella for the whole day."

Chi Yuwan was stunned, "Hmm..."

"The wedding will be in the second half of the year. We held one in Beijing, and another in the small county town of your hometown. At that time, you had just graduated from graduate school, and you went to work directly at Capital TV Station." Speaking of this, Jin Ze Rubbing his nose, "I ran all the way to Shanghai to find you, but in the end I followed you to Beijing again."

"Really..." Chi Yuwan smiled slightly. She didn't know why, although it was not too long ago, she felt as if it happened in her previous life, and she even felt...it was someone else's business and had nothing to do with her.

"The house price in Beijing is too high. I saved my own money to pay the down payment for a duplex apartment. After I married you, I redecorated the apartment and it is our new house." Speaking of this, he seemed a little bit bitter, " It’s not easy for us to come this far, and we need to work hard together in our future life.”

Chi Yuwan nodded, smiled and answered yes, and did not have any doubts about Jin Ze's words.