Shanghai 29℃

After all, Chi Yuwan didn't wear that wedding dress for Jin Ze, and she only tried on a wedding dress.

She asked the clerk to take a photo of her, thinking it would be the first time she wore a wedding dress in her life.I don't know why, maybe it's because the light above the head is too strong, Chi Yuwan thinks that the person in the photo is good-looking, but his eyes are dull, like a soulless doll.

Where is her soul then?Chi Yuwan closed his eyes, looked again, and still felt that his real soul was floating above his body, illusory and illusory, as if his soul had come out of his body.

It seemed that this soul never belonged to this body.

Jinze saw that she just tried on a wedding dress, and changed it after taking a photo, as if the task of coming here today has been completed, and she already felt complete.

"Don't you want to look again?" Jin Ze glanced at the wedding dress in the center intentionally or unintentionally.

Chi Yuwan shook her head, "No need." After she finished speaking, she wanted to stagger and go downstairs, but before taking a step, Jinze grabbed her wrist again, she looked back, "Do you want to try?"

Jin Ze paused, let go of Chi Yuwan's fingers and pointed to the wedding dress, "Can you wear that for me to see?"

Chi Yuwan looked at the time, it was actually still early, there were still several hours before the afternoon flight, enough time for her to show Jinze the entire wedding dress.

"I'm not a model of this store. If you want to see it, let the boss find a professional model to show you." Chi Yuwan tapped his head with his fingers, with a painful expression on his face, "Let's go down, I should take medicine .”

Jinze's wish was fulfilled, and he stood there for a while, pursing his lips, and didn't move until Chi Yuwan went downstairs, like a persistent and wronged child.

"Would you like to enjoy lunch at the head office?" Jin Ze drove, Chi Yuwan rested with his eyes closed, the atmosphere between the two was inexplicably awkward.

Chi Yuwan hummed lightly, and just as she answered, Xu Mianji's phone call came in. She opened her eyes and took a look, then hung up casually.

Naturally, Jin Ze caught a glimpse of who made the call, and after a long silence, he still couldn't help laughing.

Chi Yuwan raised his eyelids and glanced at him, "What are you laughing at?"

"It's like stealing love."

Chi Yuwan laughed along with his ending, "I'm going to take her home, and confess to my parents about our relationship. You'd better keep it in your heart and play around with your cheating|love affair. "

Jin Ze's face was instantly covered with haze, isn't Chi Yuwan's words just mocking him?When they were together, they were puppy lovers, and they had never met their parents at all. Now that Chi Yuwan is going to take Xu Mianji home to confess, isn't it just piercing his heart.

The whole meal was also eaten quietly. Chi Yuwan didn't have any appetite, so he took a few mouthfuls and went to get medicine from his bag to eat, but Jin Ze stretched out a hand and held him down, "Eat just after eating Medicine? You should take some more anyway, and then take the medicine in half an hour."

Chi Yuwan gave him a strange look, then twisted his wrist to break away from his restraint, opened his mouth and swallowed the medicine, closed his eyes, fell on the chair and began to catch up on sleep, without even bothering to give an explanation.

She is relying on medicine to continue her life, and she is about to become a fairy.Human fireworks and the like are really not suitable for people like her.

"People in our small place don't accept homosexuality very much." Jin Ze was still eating slowly, keeping his eyes on Chi Yuwan, not sure if she listened to what he said, "At least in my opinion Come on, your parents won't accept it."

Jin Ze met Chi Yuwan's parents. When he was in junior high school, there was a parents' meeting in the school. Chi's father and mother Chi came to that time. Because he and Chi Yuwan were still at the same table at that time, he was particularly impressed.Chi's father and Chi's mother seem to be the most ordinary parents. Like all parents, they simply hope for their children's well-being, and they don't have a particularly open mind, so it is basically impossible to accept that their children are gay.

In the final analysis, Jin Ze wanted Chi Yuwan to know that what she fought so hard for would eventually be defeated by reality.

Chi Yuwan didn't speak, and her whole expression didn't have any waves because of those words, as if she was really asleep, and didn't listen to a word of those words.

However, she was actually suffering deeper torment in her deep consciousness.

The drugs temporarily calmed her mind. Once she calmed down, she was prone to drowsiness, but when she fell asleep, she would enter the black hole of the mirror again.When Xiaochi Yuwan saw Jinze, he wanted to control Chi Yuwan like scratching his heart so that she could go out and meet Jinze.So Chi Yuwan who calmed down was basically suffering.

She was just spread out between countless mirrors, showing a big character, with a blank expression, as if she didn't know that she was a ghost now.

Xiaochi Yuwan was sitting next to her, looking at one mirror after another in the distance, and she changed the pictures on them to the pictures when she and Jin Ze were together in the past.Chi Yuwan turned her head and glanced, most of them were kisses or hugs, the only thing in common was that she had no memory of all of them.

"You are really disgusting enough to use my body to satisfy your own selfish desires." Chi Yuwan said with a knife in every sentence.

Xiaochi Yu Wan seemed to be stuck in those memories, he turned his head abruptly when he heard the words, and smiled sinisterly, "I have more disgusting ones, see?"

Chi Yuwan raised her chin, signaling her to be free.

As soon as the picture on the mirror was turned, it suddenly turned into her and Xu Mianji, two bodies entangled endlessly in the night where the sex was surging.Chi Yuwan was not used to looking at himself from such a perspective, so he closed his eyes immediately, and when he opened them again, the mirror returned to calm.

"Come on, when it comes to nausea, neither of us is bad." Xiaochi Yuwan approached a little closer, reached out and touched Chi Yuwan's face, and then retracted, "You are really dead like this now. It's not suitable to take Xu Mianji home."

Chi Yuwan opened his mouth to say something, but suddenly found that Yuwan Xiaochi was gone. She stretched her arms and wanted to sit up, but she had no strength anymore.

After Jin Ze rambled on over there, he didn't get any response.When Chi Yuwan fell asleep, his face was very calm, and he didn't show any disgust-like expression. This alone made Jinze very happy.

He put down his chopsticks, wiped his hands, and tentatively reached over to Chi Yuwan's face, but before he could reach Chi Yuwan's face, Chi Yuwan suddenly opened his eyes, and his eyes met his hand.

"Um... I have no other meaning." Just as Jin Ze explained, Chi Yuwan grabbed his hand with such force that Jin Ze felt a little painful.

"I..." Jin Ze didn't know that the person in front of him was not Chi Yuwan, and the medicine he took that day was not for treating dual personality, so he didn't know anything about the two souls living in Chi Yuwan's body , I can only be surprised that Chi Yuwan is going to do something that makes his heart ache.

"Jin Ze." Chi Yuwan called softly, with a tenderness in his eyes that he didn't even notice, but the man opposite was stunned by her eyes, "You said you come Shanghai is for me... In fact, over the years, your heart for me has not changed, right?"

Jin Ze frowned when he saw that Chi Yuwan suddenly looked like a different person, but he couldn't think of any reason in his mind, so he could only deal with her first, "Yes."

"Then if one day I say that I don't want to be with Xu Mianji anymore, do you still want me?" Xiaochi Yuwan only hated in her heart, hating that her and Chi Yuwan's hearts were not tied to the same person, so that she The disease caused all four people to suffer.

"I remember I said," Jin Ze looked at Chi Yuwan lightly, but his eyes were turbulent, "One day you will separate from her, I hope you will be the first to think about me... The words are so clear, but you Don't be afraid of embarrassing me."

Xiaochi Yu Wan carefully traced the eyebrows and eyes of the person in front of her in her heart, she didn't know when she would come out next time, every time she saw Jin Ze was like the last time.She suffers every day, and has been suffering since she appeared in this world, but carrying those memories related to the people in front of her and walking through the suffering, she also feels that the hard days seem not so painful.

"Jinze, the reason why I appeared was for you." Xiaochi Yuwan got Jinze's answer, and then fell into even greater panic.

Is Jin Ze in love with her or Chi Yuwan?

Her eyes were red like a villain, and she opened her heart in front of Jin Ze, "I really love you very much, you know, I can only think about it in my head without you You. I thought about it over and over again, but you didn't show up..." In the end, Xiaochi Yuwan's tears rolled down, pattering down on the back of Jin Ze's hand.

Hearing this, Jin Ze finally discovered a sad fact - the Chi Yuwan in front of him doesn't seem to be Chi Yuwan.

But before he could ask "Who are you", the girl opposite fell back on the chair as if she had fallen asleep suddenly, but both hands still held his hand tightly and placed it on her heart.

With his free hand, Jin Ze searched "the reason for a sudden personality change" on his mobile phone, and the results he got were all kinds of strange, but none of them were close to what he thought in his heart.In the end, he searched for "dual personality" again, and the result this time was basically the same as he thought.

Dual personality specifically refers to a psychopathic phenomenon in which a person has two relatively unique and separate personalities, with the initial personality as the main personality and the derived personality as a sub-personality.

Psychopath.

Stretching out his hands like this all the time, Jin Ze's arms began to turn sour.He still got up and walked around to Chi Yuwan's side, seeing how she was holding his hand tightly, he sighed suddenly.

In fact, until now, he couldn't believe that the person he had liked for so many years was suffering from such a serious mental illness.How did she carry it through all these years?Is it just because of liking for that person?

Can liking, or love, really make a person be so crazy for another person?

"Forget it," Jin Ze thought, "who is not like this."

Xu Mianji then made a lot of calls to Chi Yuwan's cell phone, but Jin Ze turned a blind eye and pretended not to see it, letting the ringing ring loudly, but refused to answer it.Chi Yuwan hadn't woken up yet, so he just occupied her for a while.

However, this kind of peace did not last long. Jin Ze held Chi Yuwan in his arms, and she still held one hand tightly on his heart.This scene fell into the eyes of Xu Mianji who came all the way, and she almost didn't get angry enough to drive her car into the restaurant.

Jin Ze only felt a murderous aura coming from behind, and before he even turned his head, Chi Yuwan in his arms was torn apart, as if he was afraid of waking her up, and the movements mixed with anger were extremely gentle.

After finishing all this, Xu Mianji clenched his fist and slammed it on Jin Ze's face.

"Uncle □□!" Xu Mianji yelled at Jin Ze with his throat suppressed, his face was still wearing a mask, his voice was muffled, but it made people feel inexplicably cold when he heard it.

A restaurant is a public place after all, not to mention that Xu Mianji is a public figure, even if she is not a celebrity, such things will probably attract a lot of attention.After punching Chi Yuwan to relieve his anger, Xu Mianji immediately hugged Chi Yuwan, strode out directly, stuffed him into the car, and walked away.

Jin Ze touched the cheek that was beaten with the tip of his tongue, chuckled, and slowly said, "Heh."

After taking him to a quieter place, Xu Mianji's anger still didn't subside.Chi Yuwan didn't wake up for a long time, Xu Mianji smashed the steering wheel on his own, but didn't dare to make too much noise, and finally got out of the car in anger, squatting on the side of the road to try to calm himself down .

After smoking nearly half a pack of cigarettes, Xu Mianji's throat was a little sore from the smoke, but after all, most of his anger subsided.She stood up, walked around to Chi Yuwan's side, took out her mobile phone from her bag, and turned on her mobile phone after hesitating for a while.

There is no password set on Chi Yuwan's cell phone, she has always been open-minded, and Xu Mianji has never doubted her, and she doesn't even bother to look at the cell phone.But today's scene really pierced her eyes and then pierced her heart. She couldn't help but wonder if something had gone bad between herself and Chi Yuwan.

The top one in the call log is Jinze, Xu Mianji, smoking a cigarette, went back and forth to check that string of numbers several times, the note is that the caller is Jinze, there is no overly intimate name.Seeing that Xu Mianji became angry again, Chi Yuwan just saved Jin Ze's phone number without setting up any other notes to cover it up.

How the hell can she be so frank?

Xu Mianji rummaged around again, and even picked up Chi Yuwan's chat records with Jin Ze in the early days. Fortunately, it was Jin Ze who was rambling about expressing affection, but Chi Yuwan ignored him.

Feeling a little calmer, Xu Mianji opened the photo album casually, and froze after seeing the first photo.

Her person, wearing a wedding dress for the first time, is really beautiful. If she is more beautiful, she will feel like she is about to fall.

Xu Mianji took a close look at Chi Yuwan's expression. After spending so long together, she is naturally familiar with the meaning of every subtle expression of Chi Yuwan.She could clearly see the sadness behind Chi Yuwan's smile in the photo, and thinking about what she did this morning, Xu Mianji finally understood what she did wrong.

The mirror behind Chi Yuwan also reflected a black figure, Xu Mianji knew who that person was without even looking, and knew what Chi Yuwan did when she was not around, and who did she find to replace her Own.

Xu Mianji's mind suddenly flooded with a lot of past events, when did the relationship between her and Chi Yuwan become like this?It is impossible to recall a specific point in time.Xu Mianji thought about it calmly, and suddenly found that there seemed to be such an "entanglement" between her and Chi Yuwan.

That's right, entanglement.

There is no simple relationship between them, and it is hard to come by today.But looking back at every step they have taken, it seems that they will always be separated by a little bit. There is only artificiality between them. If they follow the destiny, they probably don't know each other long ago.

This recognition made Xu Mianji feel a little melancholy suddenly. In her heart, Chi Yuwan had always been the foolish person she was in junior high school, and she always thought that the relationship between them was as simple and warm as before, even if they were together, They are also very special to each other.

But after such a commotion today, thinking about it this way, Xu Mianji looked at Chi Yuwan in the mist, and she suddenly realized that the relationship between them was no longer what it used to be.

After Xu Mianji smoked his last cigarette, he stood outside the car for a while, getting rid of the smell before getting in the car.Chi Yuwan still didn't wake up, and leaned his head against the car window, as if he didn't sleep well, and his forehead was covered with sweat.

Xu Mianji glanced sideways at her for a while, but finally couldn't bear to ignore her, so he took out a piece of paper and wiped off her sweat, and slowly helped her to lean on him, so that she could sleep comfortably Some.

"Mengmeng..." Chi Yuwan leaned on Xu Mianji's lap, probably because he smelled a familiar smell, and couldn't help crying in his sleep, "Mengmeng..."

Xu Mianji grabbed her dangling hand, and replied angrily, "Yes."

Chi Yuwan heard the voice, wiped away the tears on his face, and fell asleep again in a daze.

It happened that Jin Shan sent a message, asking her if she found Chi Yuwan.

Xu Mianji returned the voice: I have her location on my phone, and she just picked it up.Well, Sister Shan, please help me cancel my flight back home in the afternoon. I think there may be some problems between me and her to be resolved. It is not suitable to meet my parents now.

Jin Shan replied quickly: Good.

I don't know if Chi Yuwan listened to this, she cried and got up within a few minutes, staring at Xu Mianji with hazy eyes, without saying anything, but the wronged and hurt The expression has been revealed.

"Tell me first, what's the matter with you falling asleep all of a sudden?" Xu Mianji raised his hand and rubbed Chi Yuwan's face, wiping away her tears, "Pretending to be sleeping to tease me ? Or... something else?"