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"I don't want to hide anything from you, but Mengmeng, this is different..." Chi Yuwan reached out to grab Xu Mianji's hand, but she avoided it sideways, and she only grabbed a handful of empty air .

"Let's go back to Beijing tomorrow." After Xu Mianji finished speaking, he bypassed Chi Yuwan and went back to the bedroom. After closing the door, he threw all the things he could throw away.

Quilts, pillows, bed sheets... are all soft things that can't make a sound when smashed.

Xu Mianji avoided Chi Yuwan and got angry, and was so agitated in the room that he even pulled out his hair several times. At this moment, Jin Shan called again.

"Xun Xia clarified for you, saying that the person who is dating you is her."

"Is she still shameless?" Xu Mianji was furious, and felt that he was going to faint with anger at Xun Xia's delusional attempt to replace Chi Yuwan.

"..." Jin Shan rolled her eyes, "At least it solved your urgent need, why do you talk like that?"

"Isn't she telling others in a disguised form that she is my girlfriend?" Xu Mianji stroked his forehead and lowered his voice, "Is she solving my troubles? It's obvious that she is looking for trouble for me."

"In fact, since the previous program, everyone has already started trying to stir up your scandal. The two of you have more topics than you and Shu Wen." Jin Shan's thoughts are all related to interests, regardless of Xu Mianji suddenly became quiet, and continued: "I don't want you to admit your relationship with her, but I just hope that you can maintain an ambiguous relationship in front of the public, which is beneficial to both of you."

"Sister Shan, I don't need these." Xu Mianji glanced back at the door of the room, "Look at what Xun Xia said, hurry up and clarify, I don't want to have any scandals with her at all."

"She didn't say anything, she was serious, she just posted a selfie, and the location was shown as Harbin, and the public agreed that she stood up and clarified for you." Jin Shan paused for a while, "Okay, I'll go and clarify ,Do not be angry."

"I'm not angry, let's do this first." Xu Mianji put away his phone irritably, scratched his hair and turned around a few times, but the anger in his heart slowly dissipated because of Xun Xia's outburst.

The fact that Chi Yu didn't eat at night was slowly recalled by her.

The outside suddenly became lively, and the sound of firecrackers from every household rang out. With the sound of "boom" mixed in, people on the street outside the window cheered, and various blessings rang out one after another. up.

"happy New Year!"

"Happy New Year to you too! It's a new year!"

"Happy New Year everyone, Happy New Year..."

Chi Yuwan heard it too, she was still sitting in her original position, the room was very dark, the people in the movie were still laughing and playing, and the outside world had reached a new starting point, why was she still in darkness Woolen cloth?

The closed door suddenly rang slightly, no matter how loud the noise was, Chi Yuwan still heard it, and immediately looked up.

Xu Mianji came out with a calm face, picked from the table, took all the dumplings made by Chi Yuwan and put them into the pot, stood with chopsticks, reaching into the pot from time to time to stir a few times.

This pot of dumplings is much better than the one she just cooked. Most of the dumplings she cooked just now were wrapped by her later. The skins were either torn or too thick. The dumpling skins made by Chi Yuwan were just right. Roll them in the pot for a few times It's ready.

There was still a bottle of chili sauce in the refrigerator that I bought on the street the day before yesterday. Xu Mianji put some in a small plate, and then walked slowly to Chi Yuwan with the chili sauce in one hand and the dumplings in the other.

She still didn't turn on the light, it would be more suitable if the atmosphere was darker.

One was angry, and the other ate dumplings silently, that's all, it was fine.

"Don't be hungry, eat quickly." Xu Mianji looked at her well-organized small table, and the tableware and chopsticks were neatly arranged on it, which was not so complete when she served her just now.

"Don't eat." Chi Yuwan's voice was a little hoarse, muffled from between his knees.

She was very uncomfortable, just now her heart was not uncomfortable, but her body cried uncontrollably, now her body is much better after taking the medicine, but her heart is riddled with holes, and blood is proliferating everywhere.

It feels like the whole sky is falling apart.

Xu Mianji picked up a dumpling, dipped it in some hot sauce, and handed it to Chi Yuwan's mouth, "Open your mouth and eat."

"I don't want to eat." Chi Yuwan looked away with a crying voice, she couldn't shed tears even if she wanted to cry now.

How could Xu Mianji be such a jerk!

If you can't tell her, you can't tell her, why do you keep asking!

She is also very uncomfortable!

Why is Xu Mianji still angry!

"Eat or not?" Seeing that Xu Mianji's temper was about to come up again, the car lights outside flashed, and Chi Yuwan's red eyes suddenly imprinted in Xu Mianji's eyes. She shook her hand, and the dumplings almost fell off go down.

It turned out that Chi Yuwan's temper still had an element of stubbornness, but it was the first time Xu Mianji knew about it.

She stuffed the dumpling into her mouth, pulled Chi Yuwan's face and kissed it directly, passed the dumpling to her without feeling disgusting at all, seeing that her mouth was full and her eyes were getting bigger and bigger. The more red she got, the slightest thought in Xu Mianji's heart of wanting to abuse Chi Yuwan came to the fore.

"Don't vomit. If you vomit, I'll pick it up, wash it and feed it to you." Xu Mianji stared at Chi Yuwan, staring at her mouth to prevent her from vomiting the dumplings.

Chi Yuwan curled her lips with the dumplings in her mouth, her eyes were sour and she almost burst into tears, but something seemed to hold her tear glands down, and she didn't shed a single tear. In the end, she could only hold the dumplings in grief and aggrieved Chewed a few mouthfuls and swallowed.

Xu Mianji took the opportunity to feed her a few more.

"Are you full?" Xu Mianji wiped the oil on the corner of Chi Yuwan's mouth with his fingertips, and turned her away face back.

"En." Chi Yuwan hid a little to the side, deliberately trying to avoid Xu Mianji's hand.

"Okay, New Year's Eve, go to bed." Xu Mianji was also very upset, but for some reason, facing such Chi Yuwan, she couldn't seem to get angry at all.

"I can't sleep." Chi Yuwan's eyes stared like copper bells, stubbornly looking at the flickering lights outside the window.

"Everyone is going to sleep during the Chinese New Year. What if you don't sleep?" Xu Mianji stood up, bent down and copied Chi Yuwan, seeing that she was still unwilling to cooperate, he suddenly pretended His arm lost strength, almost shaking Chi Yuwan off.

Chi Yuwan hurriedly yelled, and subconsciously wrapped his arms around Xu Mianji's neck.

"That's right." Xu Mianji's mouth curled up, his eyes filled with pride, "Besides, I'm still here, how could you not be able to sleep."

Chi Yuwan suddenly opened her mouth and bit Xu Mianji's shoulder, her eyes were sore from holding back tears, her eyes seemed to relax a bit after venting her anger like this.

Xu Mianji was in pain, so he still hugged Chi Yuwan and walked into the room, "I don't hurt, just bite."

Chi Yuwan increased her strength a bit, but she still didn't dare to use too much force. She is also very weak now, even if she uses all her strength, she will not be lethal.

The room was messed up by Xu Mianji, she put Chi Yuwan on the tatami on the side, bent over to tidy up, and reasoned with Chi Yuwan earnestly, "We are lovers, not just friends, and not completely Stranger, that's why I can't stand you keeping something from me."

"You said that since junior high school, when have you not been able to see through me at a glance? Suddenly you have a secret from me, and I can't bear that feeling. So baby, please be considerate of each other. This time, I went too far. Now, I shouldn't force you, you were wrong to hide from me, so let's take a step back, okay?"

Chi Yuwan jumped off the tatami, hugged Xu Mianji's back directly, and said hello with a choked voice after a long time.

"Then I wish you a happy New Year, and we will still be together in the new year, okay?" Xu Mianji had almost cleaned up, turned around, looked into Chi Yuwan's eyes dotingly, and finally put Chi Yuwan in tenderness. Wan's stubborn temper was subdued.

"We have to be together every year."

Chi Yuwan still didn't forget to take advantage of this special moment to make a wish, and when the noise outside gradually dissipated, she slowly fell asleep in Xu Mianji's arms.

On the first day of the new year, the two hurried back to Beijing.

Regarding the news on the Internet, Chi Yuwan still saw it in the group that knocked down the brigade, and threw out a "what happened", and was almost bombarded by Wanwan and the others with a series of news.

It was only then that Chi Yuwan found out that someone had photographed her dating Xu Mianji and posted it on the Internet, but Xun Xia then came out and secretly took on the identity of Xu Mianji's girlfriend, but followed by less than a few Within hours, Jinshan issued a clarification statement.

The statement said that Xu Mianji took his cousin to Harbin for fun, and those who spread rumors about Xu Mianji's relationship on the Internet will be held accountable.

The statement was followed by a photo of Xu Mianji's so-called cousin, and Chi Yuwan recognized that it was a not-so-famous girl from the Tanghulu Company.

When this statement was issued, it achieved a certain degree of deterrence, but it was not convincing. Even threatening others seemed soft, but after that, no one really discussed about Xu Mianji's trip to Harbin.

Jinshan then released the news that Xu Mianji will hold a press conference in early February.

Those who originally paid attention to Xu Mianji's love affairs on the Internet turned their attention to "Xu Mianji's return". Everyone had a vague feeling that after the candied haws company went bankrupt, Xu Mianji's disappearance and return would definitely be entertaining. A heavy weight was thrown in the circle.

Chi Yuwan continued to return to the TV station for an internship, and even went to Bai Weixian's house to pay him New Year's greetings and gave him some local specialties brought back from Harbin.

Bai Weixian didn't like to accept other people's gifts, so he pushed it away first, "I've accepted the gift, so I don't need the gift, just take it back and eat it yourself."

"Teacher Bai, to be honest, I bought too much, and I can't keep it at home." Chi Yuwan didn't mean anything else, but just wanted to thank Bai Weixian for taking care of her all the time, "Just take it , this is not something expensive."

"Well, I won't refuse the things the students give me." Bai Weixian was really willing to make an exception for a clever girl like Chi Yuwan.

Chi Yuwan thought of Xu Mianji and Fu Xilin who were still waiting for her to go home for dinner, so he got up and wanted to leave after delivering the gifts, "Then Teacher Bai, I'll go back first, I wish you and your wife a happy new year."

Bai Wei first raised his hand to ask Chi Yuwan to wait for a while, then went into the study and took out a book. It was a thick book with a plain white cover.

"This is a book I wrote. It hasn't been released yet. I will give you a sample first for you to try. It contains my experience as a reporter for so many years. Maybe it can give you some inspiration."

Chi Yuwan took the book flattered, and was so moved that he didn't know what to do.

"Okay, let's go back, is your boyfriend still waiting?" Bai Wei went out to see her off first.

"...Yes, goodbye, Teacher Bai." Chi Yuwan really wanted to explain that she had plenty of girlfriends, but she felt that the relationship between her and Bai Weixian was getting closer and closer, so she couldn't tell the truth.

Bai Weixian took over a piece of news about homosexuality in China a long time ago. He wrote this case into a book, and a few sentences in it exposed his views on homosexuality.

He said that it violated social morality and ethics and violated the normal laws of human beings.

Chi Yuwan suddenly became afraid.

Walking out of Bai Weixian's house, the slightly pale sky enveloped the city, Chi Yuwan looked at it, his mood slowly sank uncontrollably, his chest seemed to be broken open, something was desperately wanting Get out.

"Don't..." Chi Yuwan couldn't bear it anymore, and took a few steps forward, wanting to sit on the bench for a while, but before he arrived, his body suddenly fell to the ground, and his head fell to the stone hard. step up.

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Jin Ze hasn't been back to the small county since he came to work in Beijing. He brought his parents to Beijing so that he can take care of them and bid farewell to the past.

The house was quite lively, and few relatives and friends came to pay New Year's greetings, but because of the good popularity, the neighbors in the neighborhood brought their children over to say hello, and the house was immediately full of people.

His mother asked him to go out and buy some vegetables, saying that there were a lot of people eating at home at noon, and there were not enough vegetables in the refrigerator.

"it is good."

Taking the coat, Jinze bent down to change his shoes, and when he straightened up again, he suddenly felt dizzy. When the burst of strength subsided, he shook his head and laughed, did he also suffer from anemia?

This is already countless new years that made him feel lonely. He and Chi Yuwan seem to have spent a year together. Although it is not even as lively as his home now, he just feels happy Happy again.

However, after Chi Yuwan left him, the New Year seemed to suddenly lose its own meaning.

When he went downstairs, when he saw the person standing in the cold wind, he almost thought he was dreaming.

"... Wan Wan?" Jin Ze approached, but he didn't dare to get too close, so he stopped a few steps away.

Chi Yuwan's eyes were red from the moment he saw him, his hair was messed up by the wind, and when the tears fell, his hair stuck to his face, looking very embarrassed and ugly.

But she still wanted to cry, she finally... saw him again.

"Hug me... okay?" Chi Yuwan lowered the arms that had been hugging each other, sobbed and closed his eyes, as if waiting for Ling Chi.

Jin Ze's heart twitched violently, and strode over to wrap her in his arms.

At that moment, it seemed that the cold wind suddenly stopped, the sky suddenly rose, and the whole world became warmer.

"Jinze, I miss you so much..." Chi Yuwan couldn't stop crying, no one knew how much she missed this embrace, no one wanted to understand the longing and pain in her heart, so she was considered a A person who should not exist.

However, she also has a heart, and there is someone living in her heart.

"Why are you here?" Jin Ze still couldn't believe this scene, the people in his arms made him feel unreal, as if his dream for many years suddenly came true.

Chi Yuwan held Jin Ze's face in both hands, and kissed it passionately with her eyes closed. The moment her lips and teeth touched, her heart felt like it was being torn apart.

This kind of kiss may be the only one in this life.

She didn't want to let go, and let Jinze hold her tightly, and then wantonly plundered the breath and warmth in her mouth, she was trembling all over, happy and painful at the same time.

"Wanwan...what the hell are you..." Jin Ze wanted to ask.

What happened between her and Xu Mianji?What does it mean to come here all of a sudden now?

However, Chi Yuwan couldn't bear the burning sensation in her body anymore, she pushed Jinze away and ran away. When she heard footsteps chasing after her, she hurriedly shouted, "Don't come here!"

Jin Ze obediently stopped, "I'm not coming, I just want an answer."

"You said..." Chi Yuwan supported a tree next to him, and pressed one hand firmly on his heart, the pain was so painful that his whole face lost a trace of blood.

"Can I think that I am still qualified to stay by your side and accompany you?" Jin Ze knew that he would never be able to avoid this woman in his life, but he was willing to fall into her hands.

Chi Yuwan's tears followed, she clenched her teeth tightly, and a deep hatred suddenly rolled out of her eyes.

Why on earth does the person she loves beg Chi Yuwan so humblely?

The person Chi Yuwan loves can lose his temper at her and torture her at will?

Why... can't she and Jin Ze be together?

That Chi Yuwan didn't cherish it, but she thanked Jinze for this love, and even thanked her with her life, willing to use her life to repay it.

It's just...she didn't even know who to ask to give her this chance.

She could only be tortured again and again, gradually becoming stronger amidst the suffering and pain, and then there was such a short burst, and she risked half her life to see him.

She... what should she do?

"I love you, Jin Ze." Chi Yuwan turned around and glanced at Jin Ze from the corner of his eye, as if he wanted to engrave his appearance in his eyes and heart, then ran away in one direction with hazy eyes .

Before he even had time to reach the gate of the community, Chi Yuwan passed out directly. Fortunately, the guard saw him and carried him to the lounge in time.

There were a few good-natured aunts nearby, who yelled and came over, touched Chi Yuwan a few times, except for a mobile phone, they touched a medicine bottle.

"The phone is locked, so I can't make calls, shall we call the police?"

"Here's the medicine, give her the medicine first, alas, it's something I can't understand..."

"Take three pills. You always take three pills when you take medicine."