dress up as yourself

Memories from the past flooded in again, and all the negative emotions poured in. Chi Yange clearly remembered how he was bewitched by a man to his grave step by step, but this man acted like he was the one who loves him the most in the world. He looked as if everything was for his own good.

The actor who acted in a big-budget movie right after his debut, won the gold medal for acting, and is known as the youngest actor in history, all the praise and glory gathered in one body.

At that time, Yin Shi was as arrogant as a beautiful peacock. No matter who he saw, he always had a frivolous smile on his face, but he was dismissive in his heart.

His off-screen acting skills were not that good before, and he always inadvertently revealed the contempt in his heart, which caused a lot of tongue-in-cheek.

But even if so many people say he is arrogant and playing big names, there are still countless producers flocking to him, and almost all directors want to cooperate with him, wanting to get a glimpse of the light of this rising star in the film industry.

Yin Shi has always been arrogant, and he admits it until now, but because of this arrogance, he has suffered a lot, and the arrogance in his bones has been concealed in a smooth manner.

One year after he fell in love with Xiao Heng, he found out the background of Xiao Heng's family. At that time, Xiao Heng also rejected all the dramas and announcements because of family affairs, but he didn't make a formal farewell to his fans. Only Yin Shi knew that he was going to take over the family business, so he had to take a break.

At that time, he understood Xiao Heng's choice very well, supported him to take a break, and even moved with him to a house close to Xiao Heng's office, and lived a very happy life.

It was also during those days when he was happier than the gods, Yin Shi found himself relying more and more on Xiao Heng.

He couldn't explain this feeling. He has always been the person who has the most ideas and doesn't want help from others, but he was slowly captured by another person's tenderness during that time.Like a frog boiled in warm water, he gradually loses contact with his friends, loses his relationship, and doesn't even care about his career. He never makes movies without a script he likes. Even his agent persuades him to go to variety shows to maintain his popularity. He also disliked the fake script of the show and was unwilling to go, and he didn't know how many announcements he pushed.

In fact, not having a favorite script and not having a show that he wanted to be on was not the fundamental reason. At that time, it was just because Xiao Heng said that he wanted to be with him more, so he insisted on pushing most of the announcements.

At that time, he and Xiao Heng still had a lot of CP fans, and the fans were jokingly asking whether the two of them had retired together. Only Chi Yange knew that he just wanted to do what Xiao Heng said, so that he could be able to live together after get off work every day. It was the first time I saw him at home.

He really liked Xiao Heng so much before that he didn't want to be disappointed and melancholy when he saw him.

Yin Shi retired with Xiao Heng for nearly a year and a half during the most popular period. During the day, he read books and learned the piano to enrich himself. By the way, he checked to see if there were any scripts sent over recently. In the two-person world, Hu Tianhu is doing what he loves to do.

In front of the glass windows reflecting the lights of thousands of families, they panted ambiguously, pouring out the lovesickness they haven't seen in a day, sticky like half-melted sugar in the sun.

The man who has always been the favorite of heaven never thought that there will be a moment when no one cares about him. Yin Shi didn't feel anything at first, until he found that many good directors and scripts did not come to him.He even wanted to act sometimes with itchy hands, but was declined by the crew, and even his agent became impatient when he talked about these things with his agent.

It was only later that he found out that his manager was busy bringing up artists who had just become popular.

The entertainment industry never waits for anyone. When he spent more than a year wantonly relying on his youth and talent, he realized that he had been left on the beach long ago.

Young and beautiful faces are never in short supply. He has nothing but the name of actor and acting skills that have been unfamiliar for more than a year.

And in those days when the market was deformed, acting skills were never the standard for measuring an actor, and traffic was the key to determining whether he could enter a group and play the leading role.

Yin Shi went to audition for a few movies he was interested in, but in the end there was no news, and he couldn't bear to act as the supporting role for the heroine who was pretending to cry with eye drops. play.

At that time, he was extremely decadent. For the first time, he realized that he could do nothing well, and he was reduced to the point where others picked him, not him picking others.And he would not open his mouth to tell Xiao Heng that he should invest in a play for him. He has always despised this kind of behavior the most.

Xiao Heng just hugged him quietly on those nights when he returned disappointed, saying that it was okay, that he would give him a stable home, and that he didn't need to go out to do anything.

The ambitious young film star was unknowingly raised by the tenderness of a man as his only lover. He has no friends, no audience, and even no other relatives. There is only that name left in the whole world.

If he was sober enough, he should be able to understand at that time that if Xiao Heng really wanted to help him, he would not just spoil him and let him support him at home, but would persuade him to go out more and make more friends .

But Xiao Heng was just telling him subtly that Xiao Heng was the only one left.

The eagle that used to spread its wings and soared slowly blunted its wings and became a canary that was raised by people. It was only when it was about to completely lose itself that it suddenly woke up.

Chi Yange lowered his head, he was half leaning on the soft sofa, feeling extremely tired, he didn't even bother to speak a word to Xiao Heng.

The young man let out a low laugh, with a bit of sarcasm in his laugh, he was laughing at himself, he said softly, "I was so stupid at the time, how could I believe what you said? What kind of pearl is dusty, what is not born Every time, it's just that you pushed those dramas to me without telling me. And I'm still waiting for someone's reply, but I don't know, it's impossible to have any reply. "

He also scolded those people in the middle of the night for their short-sightedness, thinking that others don't know heroes, but he didn't know that most of the roles he auditioned for were actually passed, but Xiao Heng secretly rejected them all. .

Those directors and producers probably thought that he was here to play tricks on them. The roles were fixed but they temporarily said that they would not be able to act. As time passed, his reputation became bad, and no one would come to him to act.

And these things, he only knew from others after Chi Yange broke up with him.

Xiao Heng never wanted him to go out to act. When he gained a lot of fans and broke a certain auspicious number and showed it to Xiao Heng excitedly, he always ignored the paranoia that flashed in the man's eyes with jealousy.

In the face of these questioning, the only thing Xiao Heng can give is silence.What the young man said was not wrong, those were all things he had done in the past, even if he regretted it now, he could not erase the wrong things he committed before.

"I changed it, really."

Xiao Heng looked at him and said quietly, "It won't be like that in the future."

His eyes are beautiful, and the peach blossom-shaped pupils look particularly affectionate, the dark, clear and quiet pupils are like a lake, bottomless, when he looks over quietly with sadness in his eyes, no matter who Can't help but trust him unreservedly.

But Chi Yange won't be fooled by his innocent appearance anymore.

He lost too much for this hypocritical beauty, and only after he stumbled did he realize the price of this beauty.

"Okay, stop talking."

The young man waved his hand irritably, not wanting to hear him say these things again, he said, "Delete the contact information after the show is over, I'll be lucky if you don't pester me."

After Chi Yange finished speaking, he stood up and walked out the door, obviously not wanting to entangle with him for another moment.

And Xiao Heng immediately walked a few steps quickly, followed him, and stopped him by holding his wrist.

The man realized that he might be really serious this time, and with a sense of crisis, he panicked.Xiao Heng begged with eyes, and his voice was a little unsteady, and he hurriedly said, "I know it's all my fault, you should be angry. It's just, just don't say that kind of thing anymore, don't say anything about deleting the contact information, I'll wait You've been there for so long, how can you... just trust me again, okay?"

Chi Yange's wrist was held by him, and an inexplicable anger rose from the bottom of his heart. He struggled a few times but couldn't break free, and smiled angrily, "What does it have to do with me if you wait? Did I make you wait? Let go! It's not just my fault if I get caught in a while."

Xiao Heng still didn't let him go, and continued to say, "Give me one more chance."

"You can't fucking understand human speech, can you?"

Chi Yange couldn't help being rude, he raised his voice, and reiterated, "Xiao Heng, let me tell you, if I hadn't died once, and now I am not Yin Shi's identity, if you are still like this, I would have gone to the police station a long time ago I sue you for illegal imprisonment! I didn’t get you into prison because I didn’t want to tear myself apart with you. Don’t think it’s because I missed my former friendship. Whoever gives you a chance, go dream! Let me go, hurry up Dot! You..."

He had had enough of enduring these days, even if he saw the corners of the man's eyes getting redder, he no longer felt pity, and continued to quarrel with him recklessly.

It wasn't until he saw the man approaching him with a gloomy face that the young man took a step back. He felt something was wrong, but he forgot that his wrist was still firmly held in someone else's hand. Leaning forward, he was imprisoned in the man's broad and strong arms.

Xiao Heng held his wrist tightly with one hand, and pressed the back of his head with the other, then pushed him against the wall behind him with a 'bang', and kissed him.

The man's kiss is violent and fierce, different from his calm and gentle surface, this kind of kiss is more like a violation, Chi Yange felt that he was rubbing his lips against his lips indiscriminately, pushing Can't get rid of it, so I can only close my teeth tightly.

"What the hell are you doing?"

Chi Yange struggled to squeeze out a few words from between his teeth. The distance between them was so close that they felt like they were breathing hot air full of each other's breath.

He shook his head and resisted the man's kiss, but his hands were firmly locked.

Chi Yange exhausted all his strength, and when the man was unsuspecting, he bent his knees and pressed his lower abdomen hard, and heard a painful muffled grunt above his head.

However, Xiao Heng clenched him even tighter, and his wrists were so painful that he clenched them.

The strength in Xiao Heng's hands didn't relax at all, as if he didn't care whether he was injured or not, instead he bent his long legs, and grabbed the restless legs of the young man as soon as he was attacked.

Chi Yange scolded him countless times in his heart, but he couldn't move his body, so angry that he bit hard.

"hiss……"

This time, each other tasted the sweet taste of blood.

There was blood flowing down the corner of the man's lips, but he didn't care. He just bit Chi Yange's lips hard in revenge. What a madman.