Qu Zaiyang ran all the way to the corner of the back door of the school, ran over with a run-up, and crossed the wall with his hands.

It's outrageous.

This was the first time he climbed over the wall this semester, and Ou Zaiyang's ears were filled with the sound of his own heartbeat, and he took a breath and walked out without turning back.

Yes, even if a person like him wants to change his path now, turn back from the previous road, and live a new life with his deskmate, what he has done is like pressing on the Five Fingers Mountain of the Great Sage, with a flick of his fingers , he should roll and roll.

At this point, the outside of No. [-] Middle School is quiet, there are not many passing cars, and the area is swaying to the stop sign.

In front of my eyes, the buses are coming and going, transporting human-shaped canned food back and forth to every corner of the world.

Ou Zaiyang raised his head, let it go for a while, and finally put a hat on himself and picked a car at random.

Hiding himself in the hat, Ou Zaiyang plugged in his earphones as if covering his ears, and only when he looked up did he realize that he was on the No. 33 bus.

……

"Hello." Ou Zaiyang registered skillfully, saw the door opened, looked down at the empty hands, and hesitated for a while before going straight in.

Now is not a seasonal festival, there are not many people here, Ou Zaiyang squinted his eyes and chased the scorching sun that was about to have lunch, taking each step one step at a time, slowly counting the number of steps.

8365.

Not missing a single step, Ou Zaiyang raised his head and saw Grandma Ye on the tombstone in front of him.

Grandma Ye has short hair and bright and kind eyes. The years have given her too much suffering, but she will always be so gentle.

"Grandma, I came here empty-handed, don't blame me." Ou Zaiyang took off his hat and sat down beside the stone monument.

"Next time... next time I will bring you... sweet potatoes, peeled melon seeds, and..."

And the big pomelo they both love.

Before Ou Zaiyang could finish counting, the sour taste of the big grapefruit was already lingering in his mouth, so sour that tears welled up in his eyes.

He hasn't been here for a long time, and he has been using various reasons to prevaricate himself, it doesn't matter if it's not grandma.

But too important.

The surrounding area was so quiet that he could even hear the sound of dead leaves falling to the ground, but his ears were filled with various sounds.

This is the key to unlocking the wave of memories. Stepping in here, those things that used to be pressed down desperately, stuffed in a gap in his heart, and blocked with big stones poured out uncontrollably, sweeping his whole body in an instant. .

Reason is defeated by emotions, and breathing is controlled by memories.

"Smash it! Smash it all for me!" The boy shouted at the people behind him in an angry voice, and then overturned the table in front of him.

Those sauces and soups made by Grandma Ye bit by bit were fed to the earth along with the flour, and they were fed until full at a time.

"Ou Zaiyang, this is what will happen to you if you are disobedient." The young man saw Ou Zaiyang who had come late, and his fingers slid all the way across the mess on the ground, and stopped on Grandma Ye's tear-stained face.

"It's you who killed her, it's all you, it's all your fault." The pointing voices from the crowd chased and circled around Yang like flies.

He wanted to push away the crowd, he wanted to sneak in and see the people he cared about 15 years ago.

All that was waiting for him was the white cloth that was pushed out to cover his whole body.

The white cloth was so harsh that it hurt him to breathe.

The white cloth absorbs light, and his world is endlessly dark.

……

In autumn, the sun in the north has already shortened. The sun dozed off and fell little by little.

Ou Zaiyang leaned against the stone tablet, protested for a long time with his overly hungry stomach, and then quieted down.

He chatted with grandma occasionally, chatting about the recent situation, chatting about Cheng Nan, and inevitably chatting with his deskmate Li Gengchen.

Ou Zaiyang was chattering, halfway through the conversation, the conversation turned uncontrollably: "Grandma, I really hated it back then."

He hated that Ou Zaiyang who lied and caused her a car accident.

He hated that Ou Zaiyang who couldn't protect himself and her back then.

The system is like a shackle, the price he has to pay for going the wrong way, and today, this price hits his chest again with a whip.

"Grandma, I don't want to feel sorry for him."

"But I don't know what I'm going to do."

The dull pain of being crushed by one hand, the guilt that cannot be relieved, the anger caused by the shackles...

He turned around in place like a trapped animal, but he couldn't find an outlet to vent.

This is already the last place where he can indulge himself.

Although the cemetery is in the suburbs, the sky here is getting worse little by little. Up to now, no matter where I am, I can't see a single star.

"Grandma, when I have a chance in the future, I'll take you to another place." Ou Zaiyang said hoarsely, looking at the lonely moon that came running up at an unknown time.

"In this way, I can show you the stars."

In the past, there was always no one at home, and Ou Zaiyang ran to Grandma Ye's house alone at night when he was afraid. The two of them set up two small benches outside and knelt sunflower seeds while looking at the stars.

Two people who are so different from each other can actually talk nonsense across the channel, and then hiccup together.

Ou Zaiyang blinked desperately with red eyes, and took out the cigarette case from his pocket with shaking hands.

Biting the butt of his cigarette, Ou Zaiyang was holding a five-yuan lighter from the canteen. The shell of the lighter was missing, and he had to rub the small roller to light it.

My hands were shaking, and no matter how I rubbed it, I couldn't get rid of the fire.

"Made." Ou Zaiyang cursed in a low voice, lost the lighter and couldn't hold back anymore, covering his mouth with force.

Li Gengchen stood quietly not far away, the night was too dark, he couldn't see anything except the tears in the corners of his eyes.

……

Ou Zaiyang put away his messy emotions, squatted in the toilet and washed his face, opened the door and walked out with his head bowed.

Seeing the pair of global limited-edition signature sneakers shrouded in warm yellow lights that suddenly appeared in his sight, Ou Zaiyang wished he could throw him out of outer space and dig a hole for himself to bury in.

He really, absolutely, frankly installed, tracked, tracked, and used it on himself! ! !

Li Gengchen looked at the angry deskmates around him, revealing an innocent dimple: "What a coincidence, I actually found my deskmate in this toilet!"

Ou Zaiyang: "..."

What a coincidence!



The two of them walked out of the cemetery one after the other without making a sound. Ou Zaiyang looked at the two blue code-scanning bicycles at the door and was almost limped.

"You..." Qu Zaiyang pointed to the bicycle. There were hardly any people going in and out within a few miles. I don't know if there will be rumors that ghosts are following the trend of the times and walking towards the environmentally friendly road of scanning codes and cycling together.

"I originally wanted brother and master to wait for us, but no, I just..."

"Won't you hit another one now?"

"My phone is completely out of battery here..."

Ou Zaiyang was so angry that he said "wait", looked down and took out his mobile phone, the black screen did not respond even if it exploded.

"Turn off the phone even if I call you..." Li Gengchen looked at Ou Zaiyang's green hair that was blowing up little by little, and finished the second half of the sentence without fear of death.

……

No one would believe it when they said it, but two modern people actually rode a small blue car in the middle of the night from the cemetery far away to the urban area.

Thanks to Li Gengchen, he scanned the car and unlocked it when he came, otherwise the two idiots might have to walk into the city overnight.

"Should...should I praise you for being smart?" Ou Zaiyang turned his grief and anger into strength, stomped hard, and panted heavily, leaving Li Gengchen behind.

Li Gengchen wiped the sweat off his forehead, and stomped like him to catch up.

"This is the optimal solution under the existing conditions."

Ou Zaiyang had no strength left, otherwise he really wanted to lift his foot and kick him. Although he was at the same table as his life-saving father, but he opened his mouth and let out his air, so he deserved a beating.

"I'll never forget tonight." Ou Zaiyang felt that the things under his waist were no longer legs.

Li Gengchen also began to pant slightly and nodded, agreeing very much.

"Tired?" Li Gengchen turned his head to look at him, but under the cover of night, he couldn't find his pale face.

Ou Zaiyang hadn't eaten all day, and his mood fluctuated too much. After such a violent exercise, his stomach began to stir together again and beat him on the head to protest desperately.

"It's okay." Ou Zaiyang gritted his teeth, and saw Li Gengchen's car in front of him stop after he finished speaking.

When Qu stopped in Yang, Li Gengchen had turned back and stood in front of him, his cool hand gently covering his head: "Persist a little longer, you will hold my hand later, don't push, I will drag you away."

Ou Zaiyang: "???"

Li Gengchen walked over and pushed the car over, almost sticking to him, holding his left hand with his right hand: "I'll count to three, and we'll go together."

He suddenly grabbed Ou Zaiyang's hand, his heart beat as fast as it exploded, and the pain in his stomach was completely forgotten by him.

"Let's go." Li Gengchen kept pulling him with his right hand, sat up and held the handle on his left, and watched him kick up unsteadily.

"Bump, bump, ride quickly."

Only then did Ou Zaiyang regain his senses, and hurriedly kicked up to avoid the possibility of Li Gengchen being directly pulled down by him.

……

The road in the suburbs is still being built, and it seems that there are only two of them on the road that can't be seen at a glance, and there are only street lights passing by one by one silently, leaving behind reflections that stick together one after another.

This kind of behavior that only exists in theory can actually be realized. The two almost fell together at the beginning, but fortunately, Ou Zai's driving skills are good, and he was able to keep up with Li Gengchen's rhythm later on.

Later, he really didn't push hard by himself, and moved his attention to Li Gengchen bit by bit following the hand being held.

Xueshen's back faintly has the solid strength of an adult, with broad shoulders, narrow waist and long legs. After riding for so long, with such a big burden on him, his back is still straight as if it will not be crushed.

"Deskmate."

Hearing Ou Zaiyang calling him, Li Gengchen didn't turn his head, but still looked in front of him and asked, "What's wrong?"

"It's nothing." Ou Zaiyang just wanted to call him.

……

The two rode to the door of Yang's house in one breath, and the moment the door opened, the two of them threw themselves on the carpet at the door together.

"Although human potential is infinite, my legs are no longer legs."

"But it's cool to be an idiot." Ou Zai threw himself down next to him, took a breath and turned to smile at him.

Li Gengchen didn't know where he got the joke, so he laughed along with Ou Zaiyang.

"I want to sleep here." Ou put a slipper under Yang's buttocks, and moved to Li Gengchen's side, the two of them rubbed their arms together, and they could even hear each other's breathing.

"Me too." Li Gengchen took a breath, turned his head and saw Ou Zaiyang sleeping like a little piggy's face.

Li Gengchen turned his head back, stared at the ceiling for a while, then turned back to stare at the small tear mole under Ou Zaiyang's right eye.

Subconsciously, he raised his right hand, and when he recovered, his fingertips touched it lightly.

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