Acting like a baby's daily live broadcast

"Baby, I am willing to explain to you because you are the only person I have and have ever loved deeply."

"You know, no one can replace you, because you are unique to me."

After listening to it, He Shen's face turned red with embarrassment. He hadn't heard Ji Xiao say anything about love to him since the day he confessed his love.

If love is divided into two types: one is when the morning light is slightly drunk, and the young man steps into the light, which amazes your time;

He Shen felt that he and Ji Xiao belonged to the second type, quiet and warm, just like flowers blooming like brocades looking for peace, and fresh water flowing through this life.

He Shen felt sweet in his heart, as if soaked in a honeypot, but he still had to listen to an explanation.

"The glib" He Shen blushed and shoved Ji Xiao a little: "You didn't explain well enough, I can't care so much."

Ji Xiao sighed helplessly, sat on the sofa and hugged He Shen in his arms, took the mobile phone, and pointed out to him the smiling young man in the photo.

When he saw this photo in the past, he felt heavy in his heart, but looking at it now is a kind of relief.

He pointed to the young man and said to He Shen: "As you know, this child is my brother, my own brother——Ji Mu".

The Ji family used to have two children, one is Ji Xiao and the other is Ji Mu.

Ji Xiao liked playing games when he was very young, but because of his good looks and good grades.There is almost nothing to say about his hobbies at home without affecting his studies.

Ji Mu also likes to play games, but he is not as smart as his brother, so he will always be said by his family.

Ji Mu has always admired his elder brother, but this admiration stopped abruptly when Ji Mu arrived.

Mu was 12 years old at that time, and Ji Xiao was at the time when he was in high spirits. When he was in school, he met members of their team on the Internet, and accepted their invitation to go to Kyoto for a break.

The family was extremely angry at Ji Xiao, who dropped out of school to play games. In their eyes, the child they were most proud of was being eaten away by games, and they locked him at home angrily. go.

"Brother" Ji Mu, who is 12 years old, has grown in appearance. Although he is not as tall as his brother Ji Xiao, he is still a very upright boy.

Different from Ji Xiaolue's slightly cold temperament, Ji Mu is more lively when he is young, and when he smiles, he will reveal two shallow pear holes.

Ji Xiao still likes this younger brother very much, he is cute and cute like a deer with bright eyes.

"Brother, it's for you." Ji Mu took out a piece of chocolate from his pocket, and then blinked at him.

There is also a key pressed under the chocolate.

Ji Xiao instantly understood that Ji Mu was helping him escape from prison.

He pulled Ji Mu over and pinched him on the head: "My dear Mumu, it's not in vain that my brother loves you so much."

Ji Mu glared at his brother with some resentment: "I don't know where my brother's strange habit comes from. He always likes to touch my head. Are you afraid that I will be taller than you after you come back?"

Ji Xiao smiled and took out the key under the chocolate, and waved at Ji Mu: "Good Mumu, thank you very much."

"Brother, come on! Brother is the best." Ji Mu puffed up his cheeks and cheered Ji Xiao on.

He knew that if his brother left, he would definitely be beaten up by his parents, but that was his brother's dream?How could he not support it?

In Ji Mu's memory, since he let go of his brother that day, the number of times he saw his brother has become less and less.

Occasionally, I can only see my brother on the game channel on TV.

The turning point of things happened when Ji Mu was just in high school, when he was sixteen.

It was summer at that time, and the cicadas were not aware of the sound along the way, and the hot sun roasted the earth.Ji Mu took a letter that had just been written and threw it into the mailbox on the street.

Brother Ji Xiao is still training in the club, and their goal and dream is to compete for the world championship.

After Ji Mu wrote the letter, he stood under the sycamore tree and waited for the bus to come. At this time, a boy with earphones walked up to him. The boy was dressed in a black T-shirt and had a bunch of hyacinths tattooed on his arm. nice.

Ji Mu stared at the bouquet of hyacinths curiously, he had never seen a man with hyacinth tattoos on his body.

Xu Shi noticed Ji Mu's curious gaze, and the boy in black turned to face Ji Mu, took off his earphones: "Hey, what are you looking at? Are you ashamed to stare at a big man for so long? !”.

At this moment, Ji Mu knew that the young man found out that he had peeked at him, and he blushed instantly and kept saying sorry.

The boy in black walked around Ji Mu with interest, and then said with a smile: "It's the first time I've seen a man so shy."

That was the first time Ji Mu saw Shao Ningfeng.

Shao Ningfeng is the senior of Chang Ji Mu's class. He likes to take a group of younger brothers to Internet cafes to play games on weekdays, and sometimes he calls Shang Ji Mu.

"You said your brother is a professional?" Shao Ningfeng leaned against the wall of the toilet, holding a cigarette between his fingertips, and the smoky Ji Mu kept coughing.

Ji Mu nodded, covered his mouth, tears were about to be choked out.

When Shao Ningfeng saw it, he wanted to play tricks on him.

He put the cigarette in his hand into his mouth, took a sharp puff, then suddenly bent down to approach Ji Mu who was sniffing his sleeve, and exhaled all the smoke in his mouth onto Ji Mu's face little by little.

Seeing Shao Ningfeng approaching, Ji Mu was in a trance for a while. He has a secret that he has never told anyone, that is, he likes Shao Ningfeng.

This love cannot be declared, this love is hidden deep in his heart.

Shao Ningfeng was so close to him, anyone who was close could clearly see the fine hairs on his face through the thin smoke.

Ji Mu thought of the romantic dramas he saw in TV dramas. Every time the male lead lowered his head to kiss the female lead lightly, he got so close.

Thinking of this, Ji Mu's face turned red.

no!It's not there yet! !

Ji Mu pushed Shao Ningfeng away abruptly, took three steps back with a blushing face, and asked stutteringly:

"You...you...what are you going to do?"

Shao Ningfeng seemed to be amused by Ji Mu, he leaned his head against the wall and took another puff of cigarette: "What are you afraid of? I won't eat you again."

"Why do you look like a heroine in a romance novel?"

Ji Mu lowered his head in disappointment, yes...there is no reason why men like men.

It must be weird for men to like men.

Ji Mu shook his head: "Brother Shao, I'm going back first, if I don't go back, my parents will be anxious...".

Hearing that Ji Mu was going back, Shao Ningfeng walked towards Ji Mu angrily, threw the cigarette in his hand on the ground, and crushed it with his feet.

Shao Ningfeng stretched out a finger to pick Ji Mu's chin, and said with interest: "You look really delicious...it's a pity"

"Unfortunately...not a girl".

"Otherwise, I want to fuck you now."

Ji Mu's pupils shrank suddenly, and he pushed Shao Ningfeng away suddenly, gasping for breath, showing a self-righteous smile and said to Shao Ningfeng: "Brother Shao, don't make fun of me."

But where did his panic escape Shao Ningfeng's eyes?

Seeing the back of Ji Mu running away, Shao Ningfeng wanted to laugh, but he couldn't laugh anymore.

His face gradually became serious, and his eyes gradually became cold.

That kid...wouldn't really like him, would he?

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After Ji Mu returned home, he couldn't calm down for a long time.

He doesn't know what's wrong with him?How could you fall in love with a man.

In a panic, he took out his mobile phone to look up the answer on the Internet.

With trembling hands, Ji Mu typed in the search engine: What should men do if they like men?

Men like men?Don't be funny?How can such a disgusting thing be done?

Men like men?How disgusting.

Psychopath, right?This is?

Fuck, how disgusting.

Seeing these Ji Mu's heart felt like falling into an ice cellar, too cold to breathe.

Disgusting?

If Brother Shao knew that I liked him, would he also find me disgusting?

As the days went on day by day, Ji Mu seemed to have returned to the old Ji Mu, cheerful and smiling.

Until one day, Ji Xiao came back from vacation.

"Brother!" Ji Mu happily rushed forward to give Ji Xiao a big hug. What he loved most since he was a child was to act like a baby in his brother's arms.

But this scene was seen by Shao Ningfeng who happened to pass by the station.

After returning home, Ji Xiao saw two bottles of white hyacinths in his younger brother's room. Feeling a little strange, he couldn't help asking, "Mu Mu? Don't you like sunflowers? How did you raise hyacinths?"

Ji Mu looked at the thriving hyacinths on the window sill that were blooming due to his careful care, and smiled softly: "Because I like it."

Ji Xiao said oh and didn't say anything else. In his eyes, Ji Mu was still that little kid who liked to pester him to tell stories.

And children's likes are not directional. It's normal to like this one today and that one tomorrow.

At night, Ji Mu pestered Ji Xiao to tell him about Ji Xiao in the club.

Ji Xiao rubbed his hair and said with a smile, "You".

Ji Xiao told him a lot, how he played the game, and he met many friends in the club, one of his good friends has a foreign-style English name ALEX.

"Brother, do you think that one day I will be the champion like you?"

There are stars shining in Ji Mu's eyes, just like the starry sky at night over there, bright and moving.

"Yes! Our family Mumu is so good, she will definitely be better than my brother."

Ji Mu smiled and leaned on Ji Xiao's shoulder, waiting until the night became darker and quieter, until Ji Xiao was about to fall asleep.Ji Mu quietly asked Ji Xiao again: "Brother...do you think it's disgusting for men to like men?"

Ji Xiao was a little tired from the journey, and didn't hear what Ji Mu said at all, but subconsciously snorted softly and said:

"OK".