Boyfriend Simulator [Quick Transmigration]
Chapter 67
In the chaos, a light spot in front of him gradually enlarged and became brighter, and the moment it approached, the light spot exploded.Brightness filled Shangchen's entire world.
Opening his eyes, Shang Chen slightly shook his head, shaking the previous dizziness out of his head.The chaotic voices from all directions squeezed into the ears one after another like waves.
Some... familiar.
Suddenly someone patted his shoulder lightly, Shang Chen subconsciously turned his head and saw the baby face that he hadn't seen for a long time.
Sun Haohao smiled at him with a complex expression mixed with sympathy and regret, and said, "Xiaochen, you came so early!"
Shang Chen was stunned, Sun Haohao was his roommate for four years in college, since he started doing tasks with Xiao Jiu, he couldn't remember how long he hadn't seen Sun Haohao's always smiling face.
Before Shang Chen's consciousness can react, his body has already nodded uncontrollably and said to himself: "Well, Xia Wenbai is getting married. I have to come early, lest he forget that he still has mine when he is happy." Blessed."
"You..." Sun Haohao opened his mouth, and the gentle smile he always had on his face disappeared at this moment. He looked at Shang Chen's haggard face and didn't know what to say for a while, and finally pressed his shoulder He sat down on the guest seat next to him, "Just come, I'll be with you."
Was it a memory?Shang Chen's consciousness drifted away from his body, looking at the extremely familiar self, every move was a little strange.
He thought about it carefully and looked around. The place where they were located was a not too big hotel lobby, and various plastic fake flowers were already hung on the ceiling.There is a long and slender runway between the seats of the guests on both sides, which is probably for the newcomers when they enter the venue.The light is not particularly bright, and the warm yellow light illuminates the whole venue ambiguously and warmly.
It turned out to be the period when Xia Wenbai got married.Shang Chen's heart ached like a needle prick.I thought I wouldn't have such a big reaction after such a long time, but I still can't forget it.
He shook his head lightly, but his body was stiff and motionless, the palms on his thighs were clenched into fists, as if he was enduring something in extreme pain.
The stereo in Taichung rang sharply, Sun Haohao grinned and covered his ears, glanced at Shang Chen next to him, and sighed again.
The wedding march sounded, a prelude familiar to everyone.The spotlight slowly shone on the groom at the far right of the runway, and the audience began to applaud.
Xia Wenbai was wearing a white suit today, his hair was combed up meticulously, and he didn't wear the glasses he usually wears.Looks a few years younger.Shang Chen thought with a tight chest.
His body trembled for a while, in his memories, Shang Chen clutched his pants tightly, his eyes looking at Xia Wenbai seemed to be vomiting blood, he had difficulty breathing, and the time spent with this person before was flashed from his mind frame by frame play.Every beautiful picture is lingering in his heart.
You are really ruthless, Shang Chen bit his lip tightly.It’s been four years, so why don’t you just say no?
In the center of the stage, Xia Wenbai's nervous and expectant eyes are shared by every man who is about to get married, but in Shang Chen's eyes, they are particularly dazzling.
Sun Haohao couldn't help turning his shoulders over, and said to Shang Chen, "Xiao Chen, if we really can't stand it, let's go out, don't suffer from this crime!"
Shang Chen shook his head with a pale face. He gritted his teeth and said word by word: "Since he and I can't get together in the end, at least let me see that he has cultivated himself...I...it's fine."
The bride was a plump little girl, and the overly heavy eye makeup completely covered her original innocence and cuteness.With her father's support, Xiaoli walked towards Xia Wenbai step by step, crying pear blossoms with rain all the way, and anyone who saw it felt distressed.
Xia Wenbai took Xiaoli's hand from her father's.The two stood in the middle of the stage to accept the blessings of all the guests.The bride wiped away her tears with sobs and put on a happy smile. Xia Wenbai patted the back of her hand lightly to express his comfort.
What a perfect fit, it all seemed just right.
Shang Chen shook violently, suddenly retched, and his whole body began to tremble uncontrollably.
Sun Haohao quickly helped him up, and drove Shang Chen through the astonished crowd towards the hotel toilet.
"Bang!" The toilet door was pushed open by Sun Haohao, and Shang Chen fell to the ground and vomited forcefully while grabbing the toilet.
Since he found out about Xia Wenbai's wedding yesterday, he hasn't taken a drop of water, and now he can only spit out transparent stomach acid.
There was a sour fishy smell in his mouth, and tears crawled all over Shang Chen's face.
It was so uncomfortable... He seemed to want to vomit out a tattered heart.
He originally thought that he would never fall in love with anyone, until Xia Wenbai appeared in his line of sight, and gently handed over a clean white tissue.
Sometimes it is so unreasonable to love someone, love everything about him, love everything about him.But until now, Shang Chen couldn't tell what he was feeling. He wiped his tears while crying, feeling that he was useless.
The love Xia Wenbai wants is not what he can give, and the life Xia Wenbai wants is not what he can provide. Shang Chen hates himself to death at this moment.
But there is no such thing as everything goes well in the world, regrets and defects are the eternal normal.It's a pity that Shang Chen didn't understand this truth at that time.
After crying and vomiting, Shang Chen sat on the dirty toilet floor weeping, like a poor child who was robbed of his most precious toy.
Sun Haohao squatted beside him and looked at Shang Chen distressedly, wanting to reach out to pat him, but he didn't know what to say.
He watched Shang Chen and Xia Wenbai get to today step by step.He feels sorry for Shang Chen, but he can't hate Xia Wenbai.
The love between the same sex is inherently more rugged than that of ordinary people. Sun Haohao understands and respects it, but he can't do anything about the rupture between them.
Too stupid.Shang Chen's consciousness floated in mid-air, looking indifferently at his messed up self.But my heart hurts deeply.
His body started to move, Shang Chen couldn't cry a single tear, he cried too much for Xia Wenbai.From high school to college graduation, the blind dedication made him humbled into the dust.He stood up staggeringly, avoiding Sun Haohao's hand that wanted to help him up, walked to the sink by himself, washed his face, and tidied up his clothes.
The door was pushed open again, and Xia Wenbai stood between the two people's eyes in embarrassment.
"Are you okay?" Her tone was as gentle as ever.Shang Chen took a deep breath, shook his head and said, "No, why don't you accompany the bride?"
Sun Haohao backed out very carefully, leaving the two of them talking alone, the air became a little frozen.
"I saw you on the stage, you seem to be uncomfortable..." Xia Wenbai took out two tissues from his suit pocket, "Wipe them off." His suit was straight, and the hairspray style on his forehead fell from his forehead because of the panicked running just now A strand of hair fell down, looking a little embarrassed.He passed the tissue forward.
Shang Chen fixed his eyes, and after seeing it, he smiled wryly, his voice hoarse, "It's ridiculous...it's really ridiculous."
He picked up a paper towel and wiped the water from his face, and finally straightened up to face Xia Wenbai who he had loved with all his heart and soul for four years, but now he was going to spend the rest of his life with someone else.
"This... I'll give it back to you." Xia Wenbai stared at Shang Chen's face for a while, with complicated emotions in his eyes, he slowly opened his hand, and there was a red thread lying inside.
"Xiao Li said that I don't look good in it." Xia Wenbai lowered his head and said in a low voice, "It's not good to throw it away either. I think I'd better return it to you."
The heart was hit so hard that it took a long time to recover.
This red rope was what Shang Chen went to the temple to ask for, and the two of them each had one.He still clearly remembers the wish he made while kneeling in front of the Buddha statue piously.
——Hope to spend this life well with Xia Wenbai.
But Shang Chen didn't expect that their relationship was not allowed in front of this religion from the very beginning...
Gently pinching the red string, Shang Chen felt his fingers were burning hot.Xia Wenbai raised his hand to touch his head for the last time, but he stopped when he raised his hand, and put it down embarrassingly.
"I have to go, Xiaoli is waiting for me." Xia Wenbai dropped these words and hurried out of Shang Chen's sight without looking back.
The red thread was finally thrown into the trash can of the hotel toilet, and there was a dazzling redness in the filth of the flies, and Shang Chen's heart was attached.
After sneaking out of the hotel gate, Shang Chen walked aimlessly on the street, his phone vibrated, he picked it up and took a look - I really can't do anything about your father's debt, do you still have any money?
Who would have thought that his seemingly submissive father owed a huge amount of gambling debts day and night without telling the family.This family has always been close to each other since childhood, and now Shang Chen is expected to clean up the mess in such a situation.
—No money.
Shang Chen typed back quickly, and then let out a long breath looking at the blue sky.
All the savings he had accumulated in the past few years were taken out of the house, and Xia Wenbai's name was written on the real estate certificate.Originally, I thought I could live with Xia Wenbai after graduation, but it seems that it is not necessary now.
He walked numbly on the street, and finally returned to the community of the small house he bought.
The room was originally filled with bits and pieces of himself and Xia Wenbai, but unfortunately it has been set up as a wedding room now, the locks have been changed, and the people living in it have also changed, Shang Chen doesn't want to look there again.He took the elevator directly to the top floor.
The memory up to here is quite clear, but Shang Chen's withdrawn consciousness is faintly uneasy, as if what happened after that has been erased, and he can't remember it no matter how he thinks about it, there is only a blank in his mind.
The height of the eighteenth floor is a bit unbearably cold, and Shang Chen's thin white shirt is bulging by the wind.He stood on a small step above, climbed over the old guardrail, and looked down at the people coming and going on the road.
The tattoo on the wrist looks ridiculous now, Shang Chen wiped it off with his hand.
What is this for?Shang Chen's alienated consciousness began to feel flustered for a while. He watched his body move out of the steps step by step uncontrollably, and half of the soles of his feet were already hanging in the air.
This fucking world...
Shang Chen closed his eyes, let go of the guardrail with both hands, and jumped from the height of the eighteenth floor.
There was the sound of howling wind, the air in the chest cavity seemed to be squeezed out forcefully, and the whole rib was almost broken.He couldn't breathe, and his hands unconsciously wanted to grab something in the air, but it was in vain.
The twelfth floor, the eighth floor, the third floor... getting closer and closer to the ground.With a muffled sound, Shang Chen fell heavily on the concrete floor on the first floor, and bright red blood flowed out from all parts of his body.The pool of blood was terrifyingly large, his limbs were bent into weird shapes, and the femur bone of his right leg was broken abruptly, exposing the scary white skeleton inside.
The screams of passers-by echoed in his ears, Shang Chen wanted to frown, but found that he couldn't.The shrill sound of an ambulance approaching in the distance pierced through the chaos, and squeezed into Shang Chen's broken mind along with the chaotic noise.
Shang Chen's free consciousness watched everything that happened here in shock and sluggishly. All the memories returned to his memory in an instant like an opened Pandora's box.Thoughts are twisted into vortexes, growing more and more chaotic around the central black hole.
Looking at the hard concrete floor and someone's bright pink high-heeled shoes in front of him, he swallowed his last breath with difficulty.
It seems that I have had Xia Wenbai as a boyfriend in my whole life... It's really not worth it.The last second when consciousness completely dimmed like a candle, Shang Chen thought.
Opening his eyes, Shang Chen slightly shook his head, shaking the previous dizziness out of his head.The chaotic voices from all directions squeezed into the ears one after another like waves.
Some... familiar.
Suddenly someone patted his shoulder lightly, Shang Chen subconsciously turned his head and saw the baby face that he hadn't seen for a long time.
Sun Haohao smiled at him with a complex expression mixed with sympathy and regret, and said, "Xiaochen, you came so early!"
Shang Chen was stunned, Sun Haohao was his roommate for four years in college, since he started doing tasks with Xiao Jiu, he couldn't remember how long he hadn't seen Sun Haohao's always smiling face.
Before Shang Chen's consciousness can react, his body has already nodded uncontrollably and said to himself: "Well, Xia Wenbai is getting married. I have to come early, lest he forget that he still has mine when he is happy." Blessed."
"You..." Sun Haohao opened his mouth, and the gentle smile he always had on his face disappeared at this moment. He looked at Shang Chen's haggard face and didn't know what to say for a while, and finally pressed his shoulder He sat down on the guest seat next to him, "Just come, I'll be with you."
Was it a memory?Shang Chen's consciousness drifted away from his body, looking at the extremely familiar self, every move was a little strange.
He thought about it carefully and looked around. The place where they were located was a not too big hotel lobby, and various plastic fake flowers were already hung on the ceiling.There is a long and slender runway between the seats of the guests on both sides, which is probably for the newcomers when they enter the venue.The light is not particularly bright, and the warm yellow light illuminates the whole venue ambiguously and warmly.
It turned out to be the period when Xia Wenbai got married.Shang Chen's heart ached like a needle prick.I thought I wouldn't have such a big reaction after such a long time, but I still can't forget it.
He shook his head lightly, but his body was stiff and motionless, the palms on his thighs were clenched into fists, as if he was enduring something in extreme pain.
The stereo in Taichung rang sharply, Sun Haohao grinned and covered his ears, glanced at Shang Chen next to him, and sighed again.
The wedding march sounded, a prelude familiar to everyone.The spotlight slowly shone on the groom at the far right of the runway, and the audience began to applaud.
Xia Wenbai was wearing a white suit today, his hair was combed up meticulously, and he didn't wear the glasses he usually wears.Looks a few years younger.Shang Chen thought with a tight chest.
His body trembled for a while, in his memories, Shang Chen clutched his pants tightly, his eyes looking at Xia Wenbai seemed to be vomiting blood, he had difficulty breathing, and the time spent with this person before was flashed from his mind frame by frame play.Every beautiful picture is lingering in his heart.
You are really ruthless, Shang Chen bit his lip tightly.It’s been four years, so why don’t you just say no?
In the center of the stage, Xia Wenbai's nervous and expectant eyes are shared by every man who is about to get married, but in Shang Chen's eyes, they are particularly dazzling.
Sun Haohao couldn't help turning his shoulders over, and said to Shang Chen, "Xiao Chen, if we really can't stand it, let's go out, don't suffer from this crime!"
Shang Chen shook his head with a pale face. He gritted his teeth and said word by word: "Since he and I can't get together in the end, at least let me see that he has cultivated himself...I...it's fine."
The bride was a plump little girl, and the overly heavy eye makeup completely covered her original innocence and cuteness.With her father's support, Xiaoli walked towards Xia Wenbai step by step, crying pear blossoms with rain all the way, and anyone who saw it felt distressed.
Xia Wenbai took Xiaoli's hand from her father's.The two stood in the middle of the stage to accept the blessings of all the guests.The bride wiped away her tears with sobs and put on a happy smile. Xia Wenbai patted the back of her hand lightly to express his comfort.
What a perfect fit, it all seemed just right.
Shang Chen shook violently, suddenly retched, and his whole body began to tremble uncontrollably.
Sun Haohao quickly helped him up, and drove Shang Chen through the astonished crowd towards the hotel toilet.
"Bang!" The toilet door was pushed open by Sun Haohao, and Shang Chen fell to the ground and vomited forcefully while grabbing the toilet.
Since he found out about Xia Wenbai's wedding yesterday, he hasn't taken a drop of water, and now he can only spit out transparent stomach acid.
There was a sour fishy smell in his mouth, and tears crawled all over Shang Chen's face.
It was so uncomfortable... He seemed to want to vomit out a tattered heart.
He originally thought that he would never fall in love with anyone, until Xia Wenbai appeared in his line of sight, and gently handed over a clean white tissue.
Sometimes it is so unreasonable to love someone, love everything about him, love everything about him.But until now, Shang Chen couldn't tell what he was feeling. He wiped his tears while crying, feeling that he was useless.
The love Xia Wenbai wants is not what he can give, and the life Xia Wenbai wants is not what he can provide. Shang Chen hates himself to death at this moment.
But there is no such thing as everything goes well in the world, regrets and defects are the eternal normal.It's a pity that Shang Chen didn't understand this truth at that time.
After crying and vomiting, Shang Chen sat on the dirty toilet floor weeping, like a poor child who was robbed of his most precious toy.
Sun Haohao squatted beside him and looked at Shang Chen distressedly, wanting to reach out to pat him, but he didn't know what to say.
He watched Shang Chen and Xia Wenbai get to today step by step.He feels sorry for Shang Chen, but he can't hate Xia Wenbai.
The love between the same sex is inherently more rugged than that of ordinary people. Sun Haohao understands and respects it, but he can't do anything about the rupture between them.
Too stupid.Shang Chen's consciousness floated in mid-air, looking indifferently at his messed up self.But my heart hurts deeply.
His body started to move, Shang Chen couldn't cry a single tear, he cried too much for Xia Wenbai.From high school to college graduation, the blind dedication made him humbled into the dust.He stood up staggeringly, avoiding Sun Haohao's hand that wanted to help him up, walked to the sink by himself, washed his face, and tidied up his clothes.
The door was pushed open again, and Xia Wenbai stood between the two people's eyes in embarrassment.
"Are you okay?" Her tone was as gentle as ever.Shang Chen took a deep breath, shook his head and said, "No, why don't you accompany the bride?"
Sun Haohao backed out very carefully, leaving the two of them talking alone, the air became a little frozen.
"I saw you on the stage, you seem to be uncomfortable..." Xia Wenbai took out two tissues from his suit pocket, "Wipe them off." His suit was straight, and the hairspray style on his forehead fell from his forehead because of the panicked running just now A strand of hair fell down, looking a little embarrassed.He passed the tissue forward.
Shang Chen fixed his eyes, and after seeing it, he smiled wryly, his voice hoarse, "It's ridiculous...it's really ridiculous."
He picked up a paper towel and wiped the water from his face, and finally straightened up to face Xia Wenbai who he had loved with all his heart and soul for four years, but now he was going to spend the rest of his life with someone else.
"This... I'll give it back to you." Xia Wenbai stared at Shang Chen's face for a while, with complicated emotions in his eyes, he slowly opened his hand, and there was a red thread lying inside.
"Xiao Li said that I don't look good in it." Xia Wenbai lowered his head and said in a low voice, "It's not good to throw it away either. I think I'd better return it to you."
The heart was hit so hard that it took a long time to recover.
This red rope was what Shang Chen went to the temple to ask for, and the two of them each had one.He still clearly remembers the wish he made while kneeling in front of the Buddha statue piously.
——Hope to spend this life well with Xia Wenbai.
But Shang Chen didn't expect that their relationship was not allowed in front of this religion from the very beginning...
Gently pinching the red string, Shang Chen felt his fingers were burning hot.Xia Wenbai raised his hand to touch his head for the last time, but he stopped when he raised his hand, and put it down embarrassingly.
"I have to go, Xiaoli is waiting for me." Xia Wenbai dropped these words and hurried out of Shang Chen's sight without looking back.
The red thread was finally thrown into the trash can of the hotel toilet, and there was a dazzling redness in the filth of the flies, and Shang Chen's heart was attached.
After sneaking out of the hotel gate, Shang Chen walked aimlessly on the street, his phone vibrated, he picked it up and took a look - I really can't do anything about your father's debt, do you still have any money?
Who would have thought that his seemingly submissive father owed a huge amount of gambling debts day and night without telling the family.This family has always been close to each other since childhood, and now Shang Chen is expected to clean up the mess in such a situation.
—No money.
Shang Chen typed back quickly, and then let out a long breath looking at the blue sky.
All the savings he had accumulated in the past few years were taken out of the house, and Xia Wenbai's name was written on the real estate certificate.Originally, I thought I could live with Xia Wenbai after graduation, but it seems that it is not necessary now.
He walked numbly on the street, and finally returned to the community of the small house he bought.
The room was originally filled with bits and pieces of himself and Xia Wenbai, but unfortunately it has been set up as a wedding room now, the locks have been changed, and the people living in it have also changed, Shang Chen doesn't want to look there again.He took the elevator directly to the top floor.
The memory up to here is quite clear, but Shang Chen's withdrawn consciousness is faintly uneasy, as if what happened after that has been erased, and he can't remember it no matter how he thinks about it, there is only a blank in his mind.
The height of the eighteenth floor is a bit unbearably cold, and Shang Chen's thin white shirt is bulging by the wind.He stood on a small step above, climbed over the old guardrail, and looked down at the people coming and going on the road.
The tattoo on the wrist looks ridiculous now, Shang Chen wiped it off with his hand.
What is this for?Shang Chen's alienated consciousness began to feel flustered for a while. He watched his body move out of the steps step by step uncontrollably, and half of the soles of his feet were already hanging in the air.
This fucking world...
Shang Chen closed his eyes, let go of the guardrail with both hands, and jumped from the height of the eighteenth floor.
There was the sound of howling wind, the air in the chest cavity seemed to be squeezed out forcefully, and the whole rib was almost broken.He couldn't breathe, and his hands unconsciously wanted to grab something in the air, but it was in vain.
The twelfth floor, the eighth floor, the third floor... getting closer and closer to the ground.With a muffled sound, Shang Chen fell heavily on the concrete floor on the first floor, and bright red blood flowed out from all parts of his body.The pool of blood was terrifyingly large, his limbs were bent into weird shapes, and the femur bone of his right leg was broken abruptly, exposing the scary white skeleton inside.
The screams of passers-by echoed in his ears, Shang Chen wanted to frown, but found that he couldn't.The shrill sound of an ambulance approaching in the distance pierced through the chaos, and squeezed into Shang Chen's broken mind along with the chaotic noise.
Shang Chen's free consciousness watched everything that happened here in shock and sluggishly. All the memories returned to his memory in an instant like an opened Pandora's box.Thoughts are twisted into vortexes, growing more and more chaotic around the central black hole.
Looking at the hard concrete floor and someone's bright pink high-heeled shoes in front of him, he swallowed his last breath with difficulty.
It seems that I have had Xia Wenbai as a boyfriend in my whole life... It's really not worth it.The last second when consciousness completely dimmed like a candle, Shang Chen thought.
You'll Also Like
-
Slash the Gods: Agent of the Seven Deadly Sins, Beginning with Escanor
Chapter 101 2 hours ago -
God Slayer: I fabricated the unknown and frightened the gods!
Chapter 92 2 hours ago -
Pirates: Start with an island
Chapter 119 2 hours ago -
Online games: Starting from an encounter
Chapter 327 2 hours ago -
Online game: Hanging out in the beauty studio
Chapter 373 2 hours ago -
Descend to the Super God, I am a fusion warrior!
Chapter 188 2 hours ago -
Pushing forward to be invincible: starting from adding points in the dream
Chapter 193 12 hours ago -
I can recognize everything, but the information is wrong
Chapter 243 12 hours ago -
Helping each other with countless me
Chapter 309 13 hours ago -
Solovyov in Tsarist Russia 1796
Chapter 624 13 hours ago