Tentative

At ten o'clock in the evening, Jiang Yuzhao's car parked in front of a restaurant, waiting silently.

Soon Qu Zhe appeared. He changed his overalls and wore a simple short-sleeved shirt, simple denim trousers, and worn-out sneakers. He walked slowly to his car and knocked The passenger window.

Yes, it has changed.

If it was Qu Zhe from the past, he wouldn't dare to knock on his car window at all, maybe he would stand at the door and wait until he spoke before coming over.Jiang Yuzhao opened the car door, Qu Zhe sat in the co-pilot, fastened his seat belt carefully, and asked, "Where do you want to sit?"

"……casual."

It seemed that Qu Zhe had asked him out.

Qu Zhe thought for a while, and said: "There is a seafood night market at the crossroads ahead, the taste is not bad, but I don't have much money, so I can only eat a little."

"I have." Jiang Yuzhao replied flatly, started the car and drove in the direction he said.

The car was quiet, Qu Zhe looked out the window, then looked straight ahead after a while, and then saw the safety talisman shaking slightly with the car.He said, "This... haven't you changed it yet?"

"Ah."

"Change it, it doesn't look very good." Qu Zhe said with a smile, "It's still cheap."

"Let it go."

While driving, he remembered the day when Qin Shi wanted to change a pendant for him.His rage that day was worthless in this moment.

Soon they arrived at the food stall in the seafood night market. They sat on the sidewalk and ordered two bottles of beer. Qu Zhe ordered some appetizers. No one talked about them first.

Finally, after the dishes were served, Jiang Yuzhao couldn't hold back and said, "...you have been in the past two years..."

"Having a good time." Qu Zhe hurriedly replied, "How about you?"

"……fine."

Qu Zhe dismantled the disposable chopsticks naturally and handed them to Jiang Yuzhao. Then he dismantled another pair, moved the chopsticks first, and said as he ate, "That's fine."

"I..." Jiang Yuzhao seldom feels speechless in front of anyone, but in front of Qu Zhe now, he has a lot to say, and he doesn't know what words to use to describe it.If Qin Shi was changed, or Father Jiang was changed, he didn't want to say anything, and it didn't matter what he wanted to say.

After thinking for a while, Jiang Yuzhao tasted the food, and it was indeed okay, and finally said: "My sister is married."

"Oh?"

"Follow Chu Zhan."

Qu Zhe narrowed his eyes and thought about who Chu Zhan was, and soon remembered the man in a suit and leather shoes who ran over specially: "Very good."

"Shen Yizhuo, he..."

"Is he okay?" Qu Zhe still rushed to speak, as if deliberately avoiding something, "he should be fine."

"You go back with me." Jiang Yuzhao said.

"Ok?"

"You don't need to be like this, I will accompany you to do whatever you want..." Some things have actually been in my heart for a long time, and Jiang Yuzhao never thought of saying it.

In other words, when considering these things, he always actively negates them, so as not to let himself have unnecessary and unnecessary thoughts.Just like now, he clearly knows that there is a silly Qin Shi behind him, but he still can't help but want Qu Zhe to stay by his side... in whatever way Qu Zhe wants.

Qu Zhe looked at him without speaking, Jiang Yuzhao said again: "You stay with me, you know I've been..." "But I don't like you." Qu Zhe replied firmly.

Jiang Yuzhao was stunned for two seconds, then said stupidly, "I know."

"If you don't like it, it's useless to do more." Qu Zhe said.

As he spoke, his eyes lost focus, as if he was looking at some distant place through Jiang Yuzhao.

"Then do you still like Shen Yizhuo?" Jiang Yuzhao asked bluntly, but Qu Zhe didn't answer. Instead, he talked about him: "You should be very busy now..."

"I'm very busy, I came here specially to find you." Jiang Yuzhao said, "I know you like Shen Yizhuo, I and I have always known, but I just think why I like him, he is not worth it at all!"

"...I don't want to talk about that."

"Then what do you want to talk about?"

"..." Qu Zhe finally fixed his eyes on him, "You insist on saying this, then I have nothing to say."

Jiang Yuzhao sighed deeply, picked up the beer on the table and took a sip: "...Then what happened to you in the past two years."

"It's nothing, it's just an ordinary job." Qu Zhe said.

"Then why did you become so..." He wanted to say that he missed Shen Yizhuo so much, but he was afraid that Qu Zhe would feel uncomfortable when he heard it, so he had to stop talking.

"People will become normal." Qu Zhe said, "I just suddenly thought of something clearly."

"whats the matter?"

"If you can't ask for it, just don't want it... don't care about anyone, it will be easier." Qu Zhe said, smiling, as if to prove that what he said was true, "So now, I am very relaxed .”

"...this is evasion."

"No, this is resignation to fate. It may sound silly, but I really resigned to fate. I don't struggle or resist. That's it, just live."

"but I……"

"You deserve to be loved by a good person, but it's definitely not me." Qu Zhe's smile was vaguely bitter, "I don't deserve to love others, and I don't deserve to be loved."

If he didn't know Qu Zhe, he would probably think that he is the real him now.But he understood, that's why he knew that Qu Zhe finally outlined a shell similar to Shen Yizhuo, hiding the cowardly, helpless and cowardly him in it, and never showing it to anyone.

Jiang Yuzhao wanted to say something else, but it involved his relationship with Qu Zhe. Qin Shigan was in the middle. It was not easy to say the previous words, and he couldn't say more.

The conversation ended here. In the end, he didn't even dare to ask for Qu Zhe's contact information. He just asked the boss for a note, wrote down his phone number, stuffed it into Qu Zhe's pocket and said, "Come to me if you need anything." .”

"Okay." Qu Zhe didn't refuse, and didn't say anything more.

He drove Qu Zhe downstairs to his house—he really lived in his former home.

"Goodbye." Qu Zhe stood at the stairs and waved to him.

He also waved his hand: "Goodbye."

Shen family.

Shen Yizhuo loosened his tie as he walked into the restaurant.Since he took over part of the company's work, he always wears suits and leather shoes when he returns home, which makes Shen Guyu very satisfied.In contrast, Du Chun was not so satisfied.In the beginning, Shen Yizhuo only studied a lot, and she didn't say anything, but gradually, she saw Shen Guyu's desire to let his eldest son inherit, and she felt more and more uncomfortable.

But Shen Yiwei was still in college, and now he had less time to go home, and lived in school most of the time, so he couldn't compete with Shen Yizhuo at all.

"Dad, Aunt Du." Shen Yizhuo said hello softly, and sat down at the dining table very politely.

Shen Guyu raised his eyes and looked at him: "Recently, the evaluation of you in the group has been good, keep it up."

"Yes, I will."

The dishes on the table were steaming white, Du Chun naturally picked up the bowl in front of Shen Yizhuo, and scooped up the soup for him: "Yizhuo is still capable... how are you getting along with Ms. Zhang recently?"

This Ms. Zhang is the daughter of one of the shareholders of the Shen Group, so she is naturally related to Shen Yizhuo, and Shen Guyu's favorite candidate.Hearing Du Chun's words, Shen Guyu also looked at him, as if looking forward to their smooth development.

But this is not for any "commercial marriage". Shen Yizhuo has never formally dated any girl since high school. This has always been a thorn in Shen Guyu's heart.But as long as he can marry a woman and have children normally now, it means that the past is in the past, no matter whether the problem is caused by some unknown boy or Shen Yizhuo, it can be exposed.

Shen Yizhuo raised his hand to pick up the bowl, and with a smile on his face, he tossed out what he had planned to say today: "... Aunt Du, I'm planning to get married."

Du Chun's hand trembled, and the soup came out and wet the back of her hand.She quickly put the bowl back in front of her, picked up the paper towel next to her and wiped her hands: "So suddenly... you want to talk to Miss Zhang?"

"No." As Shen Yizhuo said, he withdrew his hand, and turned to look at Shen Guyu, "My girlfriend, surnamed Qu, I plan to marry her by the end of this month."

"...Don't worry about getting married, take it back and have a look."

"It will definitely be brought back." Shen Yizhuo said, "But I am also very anxious, she is two months pregnant, twins."

Shen Guyu's complexion suddenly became very complicated, and Du Chun was also speechless.

Under the surprised and complicated eyes of the two, Shen Yizhuo stood up, took the bowl by himself, tasted the soup leisurely, and said with a smile, "That's right, Auntie Du's cooking is getting better and better."

Du Chun smiled awkwardly—it wasn't her fault at all.But how could Shen Yizhuo sincerely praise her for her good craftsmanship, but just looking at her surprised and unwilling expression now, he felt a little pleased.

In order to avoid inconvenience to Qu Xiaoyu in the house on the outskirts of the city, Shen Yizhuo specially found a nanny for her to take care of her food and daily life, and everything was done according to the best.He was usually busy, but suddenly he was going to get married and there were a lot of things that needed to be arranged. After informing Shen Guyu, he was busy for a week before he found time to visit Qu Xiaoyu.

"This is the wedding arrangement. This is the model of the wedding dress. I will accompany you to the prenatal check-up some time, and then I will decide on the wedding dress."

He was holding a stack of documents and placing them on the coffee table. Qu Xiaoyu was eating mango cut into small pieces. When she saw the styles of those wedding dresses, her eyes lit up: "It's so beautiful..."

"It also depends on who it is on."

She quickly put down the plate in her hand, picked up the photo and looked at it carefully for a moment, then opened the draft of the wedding process and looked at it carefully.Although it was a hasty decision, Shen Yizhuo still arranged them very well, exceeding Qu Xiaoyu's expectations by far.It took a while before she raised her head, looked at Shen Yizhuo with wet eyes and said, "...Actually, there is no need to make such a good arrangement, we..."

"Of course we have to make better arrangements." Shen Yizhuo said, "As for your brother, I arranged for someone to look for it. I can't guarantee whether I can find it or not."

She shook her head: "I know."

"However," Shen Yizhuo sat beside her, leaning on the sofa and said, "Maybe you can say it on social software, if he sees it, he will definitely come..."

"Will he see?"

"Maybe he has been secretly watching you."

He clearly remembered that Qu Zhe had a Weibo account, and he only followed Qu Xiaoyu, and he would go there almost every day to see if she had any new trends, so as to know how she was doing recently.If Qu Xiaoyu had spoken, he would definitely come.Shen Yizhuo thought, and smiled softly: "Maybe you express how much you want to see him, and he will come to see you."