Tentative

Holding an umbrella, Shen Yizhuo took him to a nearby shopping mall by taxi.When he was shopping, he didn't say a word to Qu Zhe. He just picked up the one he liked in the men's clothing store and compared it to Qu Zhe.The salesperson came over to ask for an introduction, but Shen Yizhuo just said indifferently: "Look at what size he is, and take the bigger one."

"Good sir!"

Knowing that it was useless to refuse, and that it might make Shen Yizhuo unhappy, Qu Zhe stopped talking, and let him keep taking out clothes and pants from the shelves and comparing them to him.An hour before the opening of the movie, Shen bought seven or eight bags at a table, all of which were packed in paper bags for Qu Zhe to carry.

"You only have one pair of shoes?" Shen Yizhuo narrowed his eyes and recalled the pair of black sneakers that Qu Zhe usually wore, "The black ones?"

"Um……"

Those shoes are clean, and it can be seen that Qu Zhe has cleaned them every day, maybe because he wants to wear them longer, so he loves them very much.But those shoes were really not in Shen Yizhuo's taste, he even felt a little ugly.He took out his mobile phone and looked at it. There were still about ten minutes before he grabbed Qu Zhe's wrist and ran to the shoe store.

"How many yards?"

"what?"

"I'm asking what size your feet are."

"39..."

"so small."

"Ah."

Even Qu Zhe couldn't tell what brand the shoe store was. He didn't know if the signboard was in English or Italian.Shen Yizhuo ordered a few pairs of plain and casual ones, and instead of letting Qu Zhe try them, he asked the waiter to wrap them up according to the size.Qu Zhe had a few more bags in his hands, which made it a little difficult for him to walk.

Shen Yizhuo took him to the cinema on the top floor, told the waiter at the counter, and put all the things on the counter.

"Do you want a drink? Or popcorn?" Shen Yizhuo asked.

"what……?"

Obviously, Qu Zhe has never seen a movie in a cinema.When my parents were still there, Qiaocheng didn't even have a movie theater, and it wasn't popular.By the time big shopping malls opened up everywhere and movie theaters were built, Qu Zhe was living in restaurants, sleeping and going to work every day, almost isolated from the world.He naturally didn't know that everyone would drink Coke and eat popcorn when watching a movie, and he didn't know that the most common date between couples was to watch a movie.

"For two, thank you."

"Ok."

Shen Yizhuo didn't bother to ask his opinion any more, and bought a big bucket of popcorn on his own, let Qu Zhe hold it, and walked straight to the screening hall with two cups of Coke and movie tickets.

"Turn left ahead to Hall [-]."

"Thank you."

Qu Zhe followed behind him. He had never been to a movie theater, and for a moment he was a little afraid of exposing his ignorance, so he could only follow closely.The two entered the auditorium, and just as they found their seats, the lights went out and an advertisement was displayed on the big screen.

Although he didn't say a word, Shen Yizhuo could still see his embarrassment, and whispered in his ear: "This is the first time you've come out to watch a movie?"

"……Um."

"Don't be nervous, I will come here often in the future." Shen Yizhuo said, "I like watching movies very much."

These words seem to imply that if Shen Yizhuo likes it very much, then Qu Zhe will also like it in the future.That's the default rule that doesn't have to be said between them, and it's been that way since the beginning, both sides agree.

At the end of the commercial, the chattering voices of the moviegoers suddenly quieted down, gradually becoming inaudible.The logo of the producer has already begun to appear on the huge screen.Shen Yizhuo put down the Coke, while Qu Zhe was still holding the popcorn, he suddenly lifted the armrest between the two of them up, and one of them became a double seat in an instant, he said softly: "If you feel bored, you can sleep next to me. "

Qu Zhe nodded, and then realized that his place was pitch black, and he couldn't see, so he could only respond softly: "Yeah."

Shen Yizhuo likes literary films. Although this film is premiering today, it is still ranked in a very small screening hall.From the beginning of the movie, he didn't say a word. Qu Zhe held the popcorn, heard the sound of eating next to him, and started to eat.

Very sweet, very sweet, like it's all made of sugar.

He had eaten it before, but he didn't think it was very delicious; but now the situation is different, and the popcorn is different.

This movie is a bit lengthy, and the story it tells is very ordinary, but it is a love you can't ask for.

But it's just this kind of vulgar romance film, each scene is so beautiful as a painting, and the eyes of the characters make people feel nervous.Getting what you want should be the most painful thing in life, but it happens all the time and everyone is facing it.Qu Zhe didn't know whether Shen Yizhuo chose it on purpose, or if he really wanted to watch it by chance. Watching this movie made him feel nervous and uncomfortable, but he couldn't cry.

Isn't he just asking for something.

He chased Shen Yizhuo and followed him without dignity, but until now, this person was sitting next to him with almost no distance from him, and he still didn't get him.

Qu Zhe felt uncomfortable watching, and unconsciously stuffed popcorn into his mouth. The movie was only three-quarters played, but the popcorn was finished.He put the box by his feet, and held Shen Yizhuo's hand in the dark as if confirming it.The opponent immediately grabbed him with a backhand, turned passive into active, and interlocked his fingers.

The two of them didn't let go of their hands until the movie was over, and the overhead light in the auditorium suddenly lit up, which was very dazzling.Qu Zhe wanted to take his hand away, but Shen Yizhuo refused: "Let's go."

"Ah."

When going back, Qu Zhe had to carry those bags again, so they let go, but this time Shen Yizhuo didn't call a car, but walked with him on the sidewalk at night. At some point, the heavy rain for days finally stopped.Different from the one in front and one behind in the past, they were side by side rarely, neither of them spoke, their steps were very light and slow, like digesting food after a meal.Breathing the moist air after the rain, Qu Zhe suddenly said, "...Shen Yizhuo."

"Ok?"

"If only it had been like this."

"How about it?"

"It's just that it's good that I can stay by your side all the time."

"It's up to you."

Hearing this, Qu Zhe could not help but look at his side face.Under the faint yellow light of the street lights, Shen Yizhuo's outline appeared blurred.His face is no longer full of childishness and sunshine when he was a teenager. Although he is still studying now, his brows are full of maturity.He has become more and more comfortable with those superficial mannerisms, as if that is what he really looks like.

Back home, Qu Zhe had just entered the room with the bag in hand. Shen Yizhuo had already changed his shoes, took the things from him, and went straight to the bedroom.

Qu Zhe followed him in, watched as Shen Yizhuo quickly pushed his clothes aside, picked out a dozen clothes that he didn't wear very much, and threw them on the bed.He put all the bags in the cabinet, turned to Qu Zhe and said, "You hang it up yourself, I'll go take a shower."

"it is good."

Qu Zhe nodded and began to fiddle with it.Shen Yizhuo opened the drawer on his own, grabbed a pair of black underwear in front of Qu Zhe, and walked to the bathroom.With the sound of water, Qu Zhe hung up his clothes obediently, but his ears couldn't help listening to the movement in the bathroom.

Shen Yizhuo is taking a bath.

Just hearing the sound of water and seeing nothing is enough to arouse Qu Zhe's fantasy.

After he hung up his clothes, Shen Yizhuo came out wrapped in a bath towel and asked him to take a bath too, then sat on the edge of the bed and dried his hair with his back to Qu Zhe.Qu Zhe stared at his smooth back, and felt his mouth dry because of the protruding cervical vertebrae because of his lowered head.In the past, he liked to look at Shen Yizhuo's back, especially the muscles and bones. The protruding part matched with the docile hair tail gave him an inexplicable sexiness.

He swallowed, and hurried into the bathroom with a towel and a clean T-shirt.

After taking a bath, the two of them lay side by side on the bed. For the first time, Qu Zhe relaxed on his side and played with his mobile phone. Shen Yizhuo was reading a book and didn't pay attention to what he was doing.

Speaking of playing with mobile phones, Qu Zhe neither likes to play mobile games nor use social software much—his only hobby is to go to Qu Xiaoyu’s Weibo, and guess from those short words, small videos and selfies. How is my sister's life recently? Have you encountered any difficulties?

But in fact, even if Qu Xiaoyu really had difficulties, he couldn't help him much.

"looking at what?"

Probably tired from reading, Shen Yizhuo closed the book and put it beside the pillow, and lay down next to Qu Zhe, hugging him from behind.His head rested on Qu Zhe's neck, and he spoke very close to him. Qu Zhe was in a hurry and didn't turn off the Weibo interface for a long time.

"...What are you panicking about?"

"Nothing..." Qu Zhe said, "Just look at Weibo."

"Whose Weibo?"

"My sister's."

Shen Yizhuo was taken aback for a moment, and then said: "Oh yes, you still have a younger sister... haven't you been in touch?"

Speaking of Qu Xiaoyu, Qu Zhe had no choice but to say, "...she hates me, so she doesn't want to pay attention to me."

"why?"

Qu Zhe paused, really didn't know where to start with the matter between him and Qu Xiaoyu.He thought for a while, and then said: "She has never liked me, and I don't want to make her unhappy, so... just know that she is doing well."

"Don't you want to take care of her?"

"I want to, but..." Qu Zhe said with a wry smile, "She probably doesn't want to be taken care of by me."

"So..." Shen Yizhuo said thoughtfully, then kissed his earlobe to end the topic, "You are still hot."

"It's almost better." Qu Zhe whispered, the earlobe was sucked into the warm mouth, and Shen Yizhuo's tongue gently fiddled with it, provocatively.

Shen Yizhuo didn't speak, and his hands had already penetrated into his clothes from the hem, kneading the soft flesh on his side slightly roughly.Qu Zhe turned around eagerly, put his arms around Shen Yizhuo's waist, buried his head in his chest, and said coquettishly: "Shen Yizhuo..."

"Ok?"

Being hugged by him like this, Shen Yizhuo stopped his suggestive movements, put his chin against the top of his head, and gently stroked his back with his hands.Qu Zhe is too thin. Once he bows his body, his spine will be highlighted, which makes people feel distressed.

Shen Yizhuo's refusal made Qu Zhe even more presumptuous.His hands tightened even more, and he curled up in Shen Yizhuo's arms, his lips pressed against his collarbone, and he spoke softly: "...I really, really like you..."

"I know."

The slight movement of the lips as they spoke, squirming on his skin, seemed to be kissing him.

The person in his arms was surprisingly hot, and Qu Zhe still smelled of his shower gel.Shen Yizhuo only felt that his appearance was provocative, which soon made his lower abdomen tighten, and his lower body was half straight, pressing against Qu Zhe's thigh.Qu Zhe was only wearing a T-shirt, only underwear on his lower body, and his thighs were smooth and naked.Shen Yizhuo's hand left his back, then reached into the seam of his thigh, pinching the tender flesh inside erotically.

Shen Yizhuo continued, "What do you like about me?"

"I have no idea……"

"Like me gentle? Or like my appearance?"

Qu Zhe shook his head lightly, as if he was rubbing against him: "...No, I just like you very much...I even want to be you...For so many years, I have been thinking about you..."

These love words are not like what Qu Zhe would say at all.But that's why it's so real.These words are not embellished and have no new meaning at all. Maybe Shen Yizhuo randomly finds out a love letter he has received, and the wording is ten times better than Qu Zhe.

But these words made Shen Yizhuo feel complicated, and he didn't know how to respond.

Because the heartbeat was too fast, because the impulse exceeded expectations, Shen Yizhuo started to panic for no reason.But he concealed it very well, and Qu Zhe didn't see any clues. He moved his hand to Qu Zhe's buttocks, squeezed it hard, and covered it up with this suggestive movement.