Tentative

The last text message was still the "I'm going back" sent by Qu Zhe, but now, Shen Yizhuo sent another message, which was a detailed address.Qu Zhe had also heard the name of the community above, and it seemed to be a high-end community that was built only last year.The phone call was very brief, and Shen Yizhuo just told him to "come right away" before hanging up.

This text message followed.

Qu Zhe, who has always been frugal, took a taxi for the first time, and soon stood at the gate of the community.

Just like standing downstairs of Shen Yizhuo's house many years ago, he couldn't help being nervous and his throat tightened.But he didn't hesitate for long, and walked into the community.There are all kinds of lights around the green belt inside. Although it is night, it doesn't look dark at all, and some residents are walking downstairs.

Qu Zhe looked at the unit number one by one, and looked at the text messages in his mobile phone from time to time. After repeated confirmations, he finally stepped into a certain building.This is quite different from before. Shen Yizhuo used to live in an old house, and there were still insensitive voice-activated lights in the corridors. Qu Zhe could still calm down a little in the dark.But now, standing in the brightly lit elevator, he pressed the button, and the tension intensified, and even his breathing became passive. If he didn't pay attention to controlling his breathing, he might suffocate in the elevator.

"Ding-dong-"

The elevator door slowly opened, Qu Zhe took a deep breath, and looked around for the corresponding house number.

found it!

Qu Zhe swallowed, and knocked lightly on the heavy anti-theft door.Then, the sound of the lock cylinder turning inside was heard, and before he was fully ready, the door had already opened, and Shen Yizhuo was standing inside with his shirt on and only a pair of sweatpants on.He had a towel on his shoulders, and his hair was wet, as if he had just come out of the shower.

"Shen, Shen Yizhuo..." "Come in." He just greeted lightly, and he turned around and went in.Shen Yizhuo didn't wear shoes, and stepped on the solid wood floor, his footsteps were dull.Qu Zhe looked at his back, took off his shoes, walked into the house wearing only socks, and obediently closed the door.

There was only the lights on in the room, nothing else, and it was so quiet that it didn't feel like home.Shen Yizhuo sat on the sofa and looked at his mobile phone, as if Qu Zhe didn't exist, and didn't say hello to him.

He could only stand by the sofa helplessly, looking down at him.After being separated for so long, he is not Qu Zhe at that time, and Shen Yizhuo is not the same person in the past. It seems very difficult to figure out the other party's mind.

"Go take a shower." Shen Yizhuo said, "The new towels are in the cabinet under the sink."

"Uh-huh……"

With this as the opening remark, it is already clear at a glance what to do next.

When the hot water poured down, Qu Zhe closed his eyes and let the water wet his hair, until he couldn't open his eyes.It took a long time for Qu Zhe to wipe the water off his face and open his eyes again.On the next shelf were body wash, shampoo, etc., and Shen Yizhuo’s daily necessities. He picked them up and carefully pondered the words on them——I don’t know when, Shen Yizhuo had changed the brand and fragrance, but he was foolishly holding his own The rest of the money is still spent on things he used in the past.

If you think about it this way, Shen Yizhuo probably never read those books.

He used to do his best to get close to Shen Yizhuo, smoking his favorite cigarettes, drinking his favorite wine, using his favorite things, and familiarizing himself with the books he had read.Even so, he is not Shen Yizhuo, and he will never be able to become Shen Yizhuo. As long as he stands in front of Shen Yizhuo, he is still that timid and cowardly person.

When Qu Zhe walked out of the bathroom after taking a shower, there were clean clothes on the sink.Shen Yizhuo didn't know when he came in, but he didn't notice. After being slightly taken aback, he wiped off the water on his body with a towel, changed into pajamas made of soft fabric, and went out.

There were still two wall lamps left in the living room, and Shen Yizhuo was no longer on the sofa.He wiped his hair and walked in. The bedroom door was open, and Shen Yizhuo should be inside.

Qu Zhe walked there unconsciously, and hesitated when he reached the door—should he go in?

"Come in."

Just as he was hesitating, Shen Yizhuo suddenly spoke.Qu Zhe took two steps closer, leaning on the door frame and looking at the person on the bed.Shen Yizhuo leaned on the bedside to read without raising his eyelids.

Qu Zhe walked carefully to the edge of the bed, Shen Yizhuo turned the book upside down on the bedside table, and then grabbed his wrist with another hand.

"What are you afraid of?" He was smiling, and Qu Zhe couldn't see the meaning behind the smile at all.He didn't think about how to answer this question, Shen Yizhuo suddenly exerted force and dragged him onto the bed.Shen Yizhuo turned over and fell on him, with his hands inserted between his hair, so close that the tip of his nose was almost touching the tip of his nose.Today, after playing in the water all day, it was inconvenient to wear contact lenses, so he took them off early, and now at such a close distance, he finally saw Shen Yizhuo's eyebrows clearly.

——His thin lips, the corners of his mouth are raised, with an unpredictable smile, and the light of the wall lamp is reflected in his eyes, this appearance is so beautiful that Qu Zhe dare not breathe out, and carefully holds his breath.

"Are you afraid that I will have a relationship with you, or are you afraid of getting close to me?" Shen Yizhuo said softly, "You are the one who provoked me first."

"I……"

"Aren't you planning to get close to me and follow me, just waiting for this day?"

"I……"

"You have to be honest with me."

Shen Yizhuo's voice was gentle, and his words were soft, like whispers between lovers, but the meaning in his words was full of humiliation and coercion.

"Miss me all these years?"

His words were bewitching, Qu Zhe's mind was in a mess, he couldn't think of anything, he could only answer instinctively: "...Think."

"How much do you think?"

"I really want to."

"Very good." Shen Yizhuo smiled even wider. He put his legs between Qu Zhe's legs, lowered his head slowly, and was about to kiss Qu Zhe's lips.He was too slow, so slow that Qu Zhe's heart beat like a drum.Before he touched Qu Zhe, Qu Zhe finally raised his head and leaned closer as if he couldn't bear it.

Those lips were slightly cold, just touching them made Qu Zhe tremble all over.Qu Zhe didn't know what to do next, so he could only rely on instinct to gently suck his lips.Shen Yizhuo didn't respond, just staring at Qu Zhe's face and trembling eyelashes with his eyes open.

He let go of one hand, leaned down, and gently stroked Qu Zhe's inner thigh back and forth through his pajama pants, feeling his trembling. Such Qu Zhe made Shen Yizhuo very satisfied.

Finally touching the organ that had reacted with his hand, Qu Zhe kissed Shen Yizhuo's mouth indiscriminately, allowing him to touch it until it stood up completely, and the oozing body fluid wet the cloth and was touched by Shen Yizhuo.

"Just like before," Shen Yizhuo said vaguely as he kissed him, "show me."

Hearing this, Qu Zhe was startled and opened his eyes.

There was a smile on his face, as if waiting for his response.

"Why, why..."

"No why."

As Shen Yizhuo said, he had already got off him, leaned against the head of the bed indifferently, picked up the cigarette and lighter, and looked at Qu Zhe from time to time while lighting the cigarette.His eyes seemed to be urging Qu Zhe to hurry up, but his movements were unhurried, as if he was not in a hurry.

This is too shameful, even if Qu Zhe has done it before, it doesn't mean he can accept it immediately.

He lay on the bed and looked up at Shen Yizhuo, without moving for a long time.Shen Yizhuo didn't speak, just smoked silently.Qu Zhe said after a long time, "Don't do this..."

"I have limited patience."

Seeing that a cigarette had already been smoked, Qu Zhe sat up from the bed, summoned up his courage and said, "I don't understand why you want me to do this..."

"what do you wish to ask?"

"……do you hate me?"

"Do not."

"Then you..." Qu Zhe opened his mouth subconsciously to ask the question, but he couldn't say it again.He wanted to ask Shen Yizhuo if he liked him, but he also knew that asking such a question was nothing more than humiliating himself.Qu Zhe looked at him with his mouth open, but never said anything.

How could he and Shen Yizhuo talk about liking each other?He was the only one who stalked them, Qu Zhe knew this well.

"You can ask." Shen Yizhuo said indifferently, "I don't care."

"No..." Qu Zhe lowered his head, "I won't ask any more."

"Then hurry up, while I'm still interested."

"……it is good."

Qu Zhe agreed.He took off his pants like a walking dead, not as unfamiliar as before, but moved up and down very skillfully.Shen Yizhuo's gaze looked at him without hesitation, sweeping across his moving hands from time to time, the smile on his lips never diminished.

Of course Qu Zhe knew where the stimulation would make him feel comfortable, and soon he had the feeling of coming out.His face was flushed, his brows were slightly frowned, while being silently humiliated by Shen Yizhuo, he was also dominated by pleasure. This complicated feeling made Qu Zhe want to cry, but he didn't want to cry out.

Shen Yizhuo could clearly see that he was almost at the top, and said in a deep voice, "What do you like about me?"

"I...I don't know..."

"Then do you want to stay with me?"

"think……"

"If it wasn't for the good deeds you did four years ago, maybe I would have treated you better." His tone changed, and the corners of his raised mouth finally fell. He approached Qu Zhe, pinched his chin and said, "I tell you Do it many times, don't trouble me."

"...Is that right..." "Is an apology useful?"

He suddenly grabbed Qu Zhe's moving hand and forced him to stop.Qu Zhe was stuck in the middle of nowhere, and felt extremely uncomfortable.He looked at Shen Yizhuo inexplicably, not knowing what he was thinking.

Shen Yizhuo sneered, and dragged him to his crotch.With his other hand, he quickly tore off his pants, revealing something half-hard: "Do it well, maybe I will treat you better."

(Somewhat)