Tentative

"Yizhuo, don't just sit there, come over and drink." Qi Sheng suddenly shouted.

Shen Yizhuo really wasn't in the mood to drink, but today was Qi Sheng's birthday, so he should have a good time with him.He let go of his hands and stood up, said "OK", and then spread his hands.

The hand was right in front of Qu Zhe, he hesitated for a few seconds, and grabbed it.

The kitchen has been busy serving snacks and appetizers, and some of them have already drank their drinks, or leaned on the sofa in the empty space, or greeted them to go upstairs to sleep.Shen Yizhuo drank several bottles with Qi Sheng and Lu Ziming, but his face remained unchanged.Qu Zhe sat in the crowd, obviously not used to being surrounded by excitement, looking very reserved.

Qi Sheng and the others were playing dice, his eyes glanced over Qu Zhe inadvertently, seeing his quietness completely opposite to the surroundings, he felt a little annoyed in his heart: "Why don't you come to play, don't you give me face?"

Qu Zhe smiled awkwardly: "...I'm not very good at drinking."

Qi Sheng raised his hand and greeted the people next to him: "Open two bottles of foreign wine and come here!"

"Ok!"

Shen Yizhuo had just finished drinking the beer bottle. Hearing this, he smiled and said, "It's easy to get drunk if you mix it up. It's better not to drink foreign wine."

"If you're drunk, get drunk. If you're drunk, someone will carry you upstairs to rest." Qi Sheng said, "Your little follower, don't sit all the time, let's play together."

"He's quieter." After Shen Yizhuo finished speaking, he looked at Qu Zhe, "Have a drink?"

On the surface, it seemed that he was asking for Qu Zhe's opinion, and only Qu Zhe himself knew that this was an order.He nodded and could only agree.

Soon the foreign wine was on the table, and it was poured into everyone's glasses without mixing the drinks.Qi Sheng is already drinking to the top, so he can persuade people to drink with all his strength.Qu Zhe had no choice but to drink along with it. The foreign wine was so astringent and bitter that he couldn't taste it at all.

"For fun like this, just guess what number is in other people's hands." Shen Yizhuo taught him softly, "If you think what he said is impossible, then open it." He said, shaking the color cup in his hand , uncovered half again, and asked Qu Zhe to look at the numbers inside, "Just look at two and you'll be fine."

"Yeah, um..." He nodded and looked at it seriously.

This game is really not difficult, and Qu Zhe often saw customers playing it when he was working at M8, so he knew a little bit about it.Shen Yizhuo said two, and it really was two, and after two, he handed over the color cup in his hand: "Come here."

"okay."

Shen Yizhuo leaned on the sofa to smoke, watching Qu Zhe play with Qi Sheng and the others.After all, he was a novice, he lost in the first hand, and he couldn't play against people like Qi Sheng and the others who often drank.If he lost, he had to drink, and Qu Zhe couldn't refuse, so he could only pour foreign wine into his stomach with his eyes closed.He lost four games in a row, and his face was frighteningly red. It was only when he picked up the wine glass for the fifth time that Shen Yizhuo made a move.

He pressed Qu Zhe's hand, took the wine glass and drank it down, Qi Sheng said: "He can't drink anymore."

"Then you come and play!" Qi Sheng said with a smile, still in high spirits.

"I'm not playing anymore, I'm sleepy..." Shen Yizhuo shook the watch on his wrist, it was already five o'clock, "Go ahead and play, I'll take him up to rest."

Qi Sheng had known him for many years, and knew Shen Yizhuo's character well, so he waved his hand and said, "Okay, go up and rest." Then he continued to greet the people next to him, "Come on, come on, keep going!"

Shen Yizhuo pulled Qu Zhe up, he was already in a daze, his feet were weak, and he couldn't stand at all.When he got up together, he leaned against Shen Yizhuo weakly.Shen Yizhuo didn't dodge, but supported his waist, led him to stand up straight, and then walked slowly to the second floor.

Lu Ziming watched meaningfully as the figures of the two disappeared at the corner of the stairs, and suddenly said to Qi Sheng who was playing dice: "What does that person have to do with Yizhuo?"

"...You mean little follower?" He didn't lift his head, and he spoke clearly, obviously not drunk yet, "Six five!"

"Yes, I've never seen anyone around him."

"He brought this person with him a few years ago." Qi Sheng said, "Yizhuo seemed to be a little annoying to him at the time, but he was kind to him... I don't know, why are we together again."

"Hmm—" Lu Ziming playedfully elongated his voice, "It's quite unexpected."

"Hey, what do you care about Yizhuo, you have had enough rest by the side, come on, come on, play two games..."

There were many rooms on the second floor, and Shen Yizhuo took him into a certain room with ease.Qu Zhe just drank the wine, and now he was fully motivated, his legs just touched the edge of the bed, and he fell down and sank into the soft quilt.Shen Yizhuo was pulled and almost fell down. He stabilized his body and stood beside the bed, looked at Qu Zhe's eyes closed, turned around and closed the door, and went into the bathroom to wash.

The lights in the room were not turned on, and Qu Zhe was already delirious from drinking.Yuemo was too comfortable lying down, but his legs that were still hanging on the ground were uncomfortable and tight. He struggled to wipe off his shoes and socks, and curled up on the bed with his legs curled up into a small ball like a swaddling baby.

There was a faint sound of water coming from the bathroom. Qu Zhe's head seemed to weigh a thousand pounds. Hearing that sound, his mind was confused... Where is he, where did the sound of water come from?

What is he doing?

Ah - my head hurts.

Where is Shen Yizhuo?

Who is Shen Yizhuo?

The sound of water stopped, the sound of footsteps gradually rose, and the other side of the bed suddenly sank, Qu Zhe frowned, unable to open his eyes no matter what.Then the quilt under him was pulled away and covered him.The air conditioner in the room was turned on very low, but Qu Zhe only felt hot.His hand inadvertently rubbed to the side, but it touched the flesh still stained with water.

Ice cold, very comfortable.

He wrapped himself around like an octopus, muttering something in his mouth.Shen Yizhuo couldn't hear a word clearly, so he could only lean his ears closer.

"...Shen Yizhuo..."

The faint voice called his name.

Qu Zhe was probably really drunk, Shen Yizhuo could tell.Especially his face, which was already bleeding red when he was downstairs.The other party smelled of alcohol all over his body, and some sticky sweat wrapped around him, which was really uncomfortable, but Shen Yizhuo didn't hate him so much looking at him like this.

He remembered the night he accidentally slept with a bartender.

To Shen Yizhuo, this was nothing earth-shattering.After realizing that he only likes men and has never met anyone who makes him tempted, it is really good to solve his sexual needs through money transactions.Those people on the bed are obedient and obedient, and Shen Yizhuo thinks it's very appropriate to just vent.

But that night was different. When he woke up in the morning, there was money scattered on the ground next to the bed. He counted the count hastily, but the other party didn't take any money.

He quickly figured out that maybe it wasn't the other party and it wasn't MoneyBoy, it was just that he thought it was in a drunken trance, coupled with the feeling very similar to Qu Zhe, Shen Yizhuo, who has always been rational, would sometimes act by instinct.

"I am..." He replied softly.

The person in the arms clearly heard it, hugged it even tighter, and continued to read almost crying: "Shen Yizhuo..."

Qu Zhe's head was buried between his neck, and his skin was wet with warm liquid.Shen Yizhuo also drank a lot tonight, and some thoughts suddenly came to him while touching.He let Qu Zhe hold him, and asked softly, "Do you still like me..."

The hands around his waist tightened, and he heard Qu Zhe say indistinctly: "I like..."

"How much do you like it?"

"like very much……"

"Actually, four years have passed, and I haven't met you again..." Shen Yizhuo smiled lightly, and stroked his soft hair, "You are so obedient."

Qu Zhe seemed to be trapped in a dream and couldn't extricate himself.In his consciousness, Shen Yizhuo was standing in front of him, just like the first dream, with his upper body shirtless, standing in the colorful colors and looking at him with a smile.He wanted to move forward, but he couldn't move as if his feet had taken root.

Shen Yizhuo's voice seemed to come from far away, and he could probably hear it clearly: "Maybe no one needs me as much as you..."

Shen Yizhuo's lips moved a few times in front of him, as if he was speaking.

Qu Zhe replied anxiously: "I need you, I need you very much...you can do whatever you want me to do, as long as you let me stay by your side..."

It's a pity that they seem to be in different time and space now.He heard Shen Yizhuo's words, but in Shen Yizhuo's ears, his words were just groans with no clear meaning, and no meaning could be heard.There was an impulse spreading in Shen Yizhuo's heart. As the sober party, he knew that Qu Zhe was already unconscious—but in fact, no matter what he wanted to do to Qu Zhe, Qu Zhe would never refuse.

But there are some things he still doesn't want to be known, including Qu Zhe.

This is the cover-up that Shen Yizhuo has been used to for a long time. He will never lose his composure in front of anyone, and will never reveal his true thoughts and impulses.He turned his head tentatively, and in the darkness, he could still see Qu Zhe's tightly closed eyes, as if tears were constantly oozing from the corners of his eyes.

What is he crying about, the joy of reunion?

In Qu Zhe's dream, that Shen Yizhuo was slowly going away, but he couldn't move and couldn't keep him.

"Qu Zhe..."

Shen Yizhuo lowered his head slowly and grabbed that mouth.

It wasn't the first time I kissed him, but it was completely different from what I remembered.He touched him just now, but Qu Zhe kissed him back like crazy.Completely different from the previous passivity, Qu Zhe opened his mouth actively to welcome Shen Yizhuo's tongue, and then entangled with him without hesitation.

Even if he couldn't see, even if he was unconscious, his body still remembered the feeling of kissing Shen Yizhuo.Whether it was the kiss four years ago when the two were teenagers with ignorance about sex; or the unspeakable night last time... as long as they came into contact with Shen Yizhuo, they could immediately ignite Qu Zhe.

The lingering kiss lasted until Qu Zhe was about to suffocate, and Shen Yizhuo finally let go.

At some point, his hand had passed under Qu Zhe's neck, wrapping his arms around his shoulder.He hugged him into his arms, resting his chin on the top of his head, not knowing what he was thinking.

It's just that I can vaguely detect that my heartbeat, which has always been calm, has suddenly lost its rhythm.

But this hug didn't last long, Shen Yizhuo suddenly pushed him away, then turned around, facing Qu Zhe.Qu Zhe didn't know anything, and after being pushed away, he still curled up instinctively and fell asleep hugging a corner of the quilt.