Tentative

Shen Yizhuo brought over a change of clothes, short sleeves and sports shorts.Qu Zhe picked them up, thought for a few seconds, and put them on obediently.In winter, he always wears long-sleeved pajamas at home, which look really thin.The fabric of Shen Yizhuo's clothes is very comfortable and soft to the touch, but what makes Qu Zhe's heart sway the most is the faint smell from the clothes.

The mirror was covered by hot air, he wiped the water vapor with his hand, and looked at his face after getting closer.It's not clear whether it was because Shen Yizhuo came in just now, or because of the hot bath, his face was flushed, and his neck, which was exposed outside his clothes, was also red.

When the steam in the bathroom gradually cooled down, Qu Zhe turned off the light and walked out.

The cold air outside surrounded him in an instant, and he couldn't help speeding up his steps, walking towards Shen Yizhuo's room.

He knocked on the door lightly, and a voice came from inside immediately: "Come in."

As soon as the door was opened, the warm air from inside rushed towards him. Shen Yizhuo was half lying on the bed, smoking a cigarette and watching MP4 with earphones on.No wonder Shen Yizhuo was dressed so thinly, so he turned on the heater... Thinking about it, Qu Zhe walked to the bed and stood there, wondering if he should sit down.

It was Shen Yizhuo, who took off one earphone without raising his head, and said naturally, "Come up to sleep."

"..." Qu Zhe blushed when he heard this. He held the glasses in his hand, rubbed his fingers back and forth on the frame, and didn't move for a long time.

About him standing beside him, Shen Yizhuo was very uncomfortable, he put out the cigarette, lifted the quilt, grabbed Qu Zhe's wrist, and led him to the bed: "You don't have to be so nervous, you are like this in other people's house nervous?"

"I haven't been to anyone else's house."

"Oh……"

Qu Zhe didn't resist, and naturally sat sideways on the edge of the bed, leaning against the slightly cool head of the bed.

Shen Yizhuo seemed to be interested in him, he was still wearing earphones, while watching MP4, he talked to Qu Zhe: "Am I scary?"

"no……"

"Don't be so nervous, it's weird."

"it is good……"

Shen Yizhuo raised his head and looked at him.Qu Zhe happened to be staring at his side face all the time, peeking at him and being caught, his gaze moved to the MP4 screen flickeringly.At such a distance, he could only see the dim colors on the screen, and he couldn't see the specific content clearly.Shen Yizhuo said, "Can you smoke?"

Qu Zhe shook his head.

"I teach you?"

"..." Tonight's Shen Yizhuo is so different from usual, he has never spoken to himself so tenderly.Qu Zhe couldn't figure out the reason for the change, but it was hard for him to resist the temptation in his voice, "Okay."

Cigarettes, alcohol... These are not attractive to Qu Zhe; but Shen Yizhuo is full of temptations to him.

As long as it was something he proposed, Qu Zhe didn't want to refuse.

Shen Yizhuo smiled with the corners of his mouth curled up, and motioned to him, "Put your glasses away, and bring cigarettes and lighters."

"it is good……"

It seemed that Shen Yizhuo was in a good mood today, and Qu Zhe relaxed a little because of this.He handed the thing to Shen Yizhuo, who skillfully took out a cigarette, sipped it, lit it, and then handed it to Qu Zhe, "Take a puff."

Qu Zhe took it hesitantly, the filter was sipped by Shen Yizhuo, although no traces could be seen, he still felt that it was stained with saliva.Just like the beer that night, Qu Zhe was nervous and agitated. He pretended to be calm and sat up straight, holding the cigarette holder in his mouth.

Shen Yizhuo continued: "Take a breath and hold it."

He really took a sip, the bitter and weird taste irritated his tongue, he held his breath and looked at Shen Yizhuo blankly.The other party continued to teach seriously: "Hold on."

Qu Zhe seldom exercises, his body can be called thin, and his lung capacity is naturally not much higher.After more than forty seconds, he couldn't hold back anymore, he could only look at Shen Yizhuo, not knowing how to proceed to the next step.

"Breathe when you can't hold it in."

Hearing these words, Qu Zhe's face turned red, and he instinctively opened his mouth to take a big breath.Before the smoke in his mouth could be spit out, it had rushed into the lungs violently along with the air.

At that moment, the whole lung was burning hot.He coughed unconsciously, the smoke that passed his lungs came out of his mouth, and his brain was so irritating that he couldn't think. He knew that his eyes were still open, but he couldn't see anything, and he couldn't even sit up straight.

His head was dizzy and heavy, he only held on for a few seconds, then fell down powerlessly... and then leaned on Shen Yizhuo's chest.The other party reached out to catch him, letting him lean indifferently.

Physiological tears flowed out uncontrollably, all the strength in my body seemed to be taken away by this puff of smoke, and I couldn't even raise my hand to wipe away the tears.

He heard Shen Yizhuo's low laughter, which seemed to come from a very far away place: "...It's very refreshing to smoke so much."

cool?This feeling is clearly painful.

He opened his mouth slightly, gasping for breath like a dehydrated fish.

He seldom heard Shen Yizhuo laugh out loud, most of the time Shen Yizhuo just raised the corners of his mouth, pretending to be smiling.

Probably laughing at him for being stupid.

It only takes a few seconds to inhale the smoke into the lungs, but it took several minutes for Qu Zhe to slow down the force.

Shen Yizhuo took the cigarette, put it on the ashtray, and burned it slowly.

"What does it feel like..."

"No, I do not know……"

"Does it hurt?"

"The chest burns badly..."

"Slowly you will fall in love with this feeling," Shen Yizhuo said, "especially when you are alone and helpless."

"Shen Yizhuo..."

"Ok?"

"I... feel dizzy..."

Because the smoke disturbed his thinking, Qu Zhe unconsciously showed weakness to Shen Yizhuo.His hands grabbed the clothes around the waist and abdomen of the other party tightly, like the last struggle before drowning.

"Just a few more pumps." Shen Yizhuo lifted his head, let him lean on his shoulder and said, "Can you sit up?"

He shook his head desperately to wake himself up a bit, then propped up the bed with his hands, and finally got up from Shen Yizhuo.His sight gradually returned to normal, and Shen Yizhuo's face was close at hand, as if he was looking at him.

Qu Zhe's cheeks were flushed, and his eyes were blurred.

After looking at it for a few seconds, Shen Yizhuo took the cigarette back and handed it to Qu Zhe's mouth: "Let's take a puff and hold it."

"I'm very sad...can you..."

"Hurry up, you don't need to enter your lungs this time."

He did it anyway.

Shen Yizhuo straightened his body and approached him, the tip of his nose lightly touched his nose, his lips were just a few millimeters away, and said in a low and hoarse voice, "Spit it out at me."

Qu Zhe gangster opened his mouth heavily, and the smoke immediately floated out of his mouth, slowly rising up.

Shen Yizhuo moved closer, almost touching his lips, and took a deep breath.The smoke that kept drifting out finally found an exit, and entered Shen Yizhuo's body along with the air.

He had seen others smoke kiss before, and he was not very curious about it.

But looking at Qu Zhe's flushed and confused face, there was an indescribable restlessness in his heart.

Then try it out.

With such a tentative mind, the smoke that passed from Qu Zhe's mouth into his own seemed to be contaminated with some other flavors.

Qu Zhe could see Shen Yizhuo's eyebrows very clearly.His eyelids were slightly lowered, most of his pupils were covered by eyelashes, and he looked terribly charming.He cooperated in a trance, and the distance of a few millimeters only needs a little movement, and it will disappear.

Then, Qu Zhe leaned forward, and pressed his lips against the cool lips of the other party.

There was not much left in a puff of cigarettes, Shen Yizhuo didn't push him away, and let his lips touch, part slightly, and then meet again.This kind of laissez-faire is like encouragement to Qu Zhe.

He imitated the way he remembered kissing, and gently sucked Shen Yizhuo's lower lip. The other party was stunned, and then wanted to return the sovereignty, kissing Qu Zhe back.

This taste is too good, even more disturbing than the first puff.

That night, Shen Yizhuo carefully observed Qu Zhe's eyebrows and eyes by the light of the fire - the other party was not only not ugly, but also had quite special eyebrows and eyes.Qu Zhe's eyes are the most eye-catching, but they are covered by glasses most of the time; the tip of his nose is small and straight, with the bridge of the nose drawing out an arc that does not look like Asians; and the lips that are kissing him now... ...a nice touch.

The kiss gradually confused breathing, Qu Zhe gasped and opened his mouth slightly, a soft and powerful tongue slipped in immediately.

Not to mention kissing skills or others, Qu Zhe didn't even know whether it was because of the smoke or because of Shen Yizhuo, he had no time to think about anything other than responding instinctively.

This strange and gentle kiss lasted for a long time, but it was Qu Zhe who backed away first.He didn't dare to look directly at Shen Yizhuo's face anymore, so he could only lower his head.Apart from their lips and tongue, they had no other physical contact, and he didn't even know when Shen Yizhuo threw the cigarette back into the ashtray.

Shen Yizhuo said indifferently: "How do you feel?"

His tone was as if he was talking about other people's affairs, without any waves.

Qu Zhe leaned against the head of the bed, held back for a long time and only said: "It's time to sleep..."

"Row."

Shen Yizhuo leaned on him, reached out to turn off the light, and the bedroom instantly became pitch black.

They lay side by side in the futon, only the sound of breathing and the faint sound of the air conditioner.

After a long time, Shen Yizhuo said: "I wanted to ask you before, is the shower gel you use the same as mine?"

"Um……"

"You like the smell?"

"like."

"Qu Zhe, I'm gay, do you remember?"

"……Remember."

"Just remember."

Qu Zhe's heart was beating so hard that he unconsciously clasped the bed sheet with his fingers.In the darkness, he felt Shen Yizhuo turned sideways, buried his head in his neck, took a strong sniff, and said indistinctly, "I've always liked to smell this smell."

"Um……"

"turn around."

He obediently moved over, with his head buried very low. If he raised his eyes, he could see Shen Yizhuo's thin lips, but he couldn't help but just wanted to see them.As long as you see it, you can immediately recall the touch just now.

The taste of kissing is much more touching than he imagined.

"You asked for it, you know that?"

"what?"

"No matter what happens in the future, you will ask for it." Shen Yizhuo said softly, "Don't regret it."

After finishing speaking, Shen Yizhuo suddenly lowered his head and grabbed his lips again, different from the previous time, this time it came very violently.His lips hurt from being sucked by Shen Yizhuo, but he didn't want to escape, so he could only accept it dully.

"open mouth."

He likes Shen Yizhuo.

Maybe a little stronger than I like.

This is the only reasonable explanation for those prying eyes in the past.

The emotions of the teenagers were easily ignited by the kiss. Shen Yizhuo's hand passed under his neck, and the other hand clasped his waist, kissing very hard.Qu Zhe was panting, and responded to him awkwardly, but his heart was full of sweetness that could not be ignored.