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Chapter 106 Extra Story About Shen Yizhuo

People's sight is warm.

Shen Yizhuo has always felt this way, he can accurately feel that someone is watching him, and usually even if he feels it, he will remain calm and act as if he doesn't know it.It's an experience, and uncovering someone else's prying eyes can cause unnecessary trouble.

So when Qu Zhe looked at him day after day, he knew it.

The other party is no different from the trash can in the corner of the classroom. The trash can is used to hold real objects, and he uses it to contain the emotions of others in the class.Shen Yizhuo scoffed at this, but he neither participated nor opposed.

There is always a need for such a role in the collective, for everyone to resolve and have fun.This seems to be a default rule. If you look for people like Qu Zhe seriously, you can find one or two in every class who are similar.Because it can be seen everywhere and is very ordinary, Shen Yizhuo has never looked at him directly.

But the fiery gaze behind him never stopped.

Shen Yizhuo didn't care about the admiration or loathing contained in it.

Because it's normal - people will have various emotions towards others due to external conditions, Shen Yizhuo is clear about this, but he still can't understand it.Even the brains of high school students can accurately understand that everyone's exterior and interior are different, and the exterior is more inclined to the part that the other party wants to be seen.

It's full of hypocrisy, and cheap, but people agree.

It's as if he knew that if it wasn't for this pretty good skin, and the gentleness and humility he pretended to be day after day, then no one would give him a second look.Perhaps it would be more tragic, he would be excluded and treated as a transparent person, or he would be reduced to the same status as Qu Zhe, who had done nothing wrong but was insulted.

For the young Shen Yizhuo, getting along with people is a contest of deception, and whoever is more skilled in deception will win applause.

He lived alone with this idea, and kept a proper relationship with the people around him, until he accidentally discovered that Qu Zhe was downstairs in his house.

Even without the stolen MP4, he was just as angry.He was so angry that he didn't realize that this transparent person had been following him all the time, and he didn't know how many times he had gone through before he found out.

He could have yelled at Qu Zhe for his crimes and told him to leave immediately, but the idle housewife downstairs interfered - he didn't want to tell Shen Guyu anything about him through other people's mouths.

Ever since his biological mother passed away, he couldn't help hating everything about the Shen family.He tried his best to pretend to be outstanding, and even had a flattering face, so that he could live alone in this small city without having to face the three members of the Shen family every day.

As a result, the secret space that no one had ever set foot in was broken into so easily.

Shen Yizhuo suffered from insomnia that night, tossing and turning on the bed, feeling bored no matter what he thought about it.When he was too annoyed to fall asleep, he took the cigarette and fire, and walked out of the room lightly.

Qu Zhe curled up on the sofa and fell asleep, looking pitiful, like a homeless bum.

Later, when he went to find out why he did that at that time, Shen Yizhuo couldn't remember the reason. He was rubbing the lighter, and the moment sparks came out, he took another look at Qu Zhe's sleeping face, and then, curiously, he moved closer, and more Take a look.This was the first time he saw Qu Zhe's face clearly, and his outline could only be revealed after taking off his heavy glasses.Not only is he not ugly, he also looks a little...beautiful.

But even when he was asleep, his slender eyelashes still trembled from time to time.

He, who was defiant and even somewhat world-weary, felt inexplicable sympathy for this poor man at that moment.

But in an instant he was annoyed again—he hated this kind of uninvited person.

Not only came to his residence uninvited, but also broke into his life uninvited.He confirmed very early that people can live alone without love.

But from that moment of compassion, coupled with inexplicable disgust, coupled with a little bit of curiosity, it began to gradually get out of control.

Dong Chuang's incident also seemed natural, but he just didn't expect it to come so fast and so fiercely.

When he left the school, he felt an inexplicable sense of depression, as if he felt relieved that the previous absurd time was over, and also as if he was lost because his life was about to return to the right track arranged by Shen Guyu.

After thinking of the boy's face countless times in the middle of the night, he finally realized that he cared too much, which had gone beyond "master and dog". He panicked and found it funny.

Until he ran into Qu Zhe's sister, his heart beat strangely faster for a moment, and before he wanted to find an excuse to leave, he had uncontrollably struck up a conversation with her.

Shen Yizhuo guessed that he might have been dragged into the dark abyss by Qu Zhe long ago.

It's just that he didn't notice it in the past, and thought that the other party was a weak person who was drowning, and he was the bystander who could choose whether to help.

The other party's unscrupulous admiration and submissive and gentle treatment are no different from his politeness and gentleness.They are all liars, but Shen Yizhuo seems to be slightly inferior.

From the beginning of the entanglement, it has been lost.

After he visited Jiang Yuzhao countless times to express his sincerity, after two years, Jiang Yuzhao finally gave him an address.

It was a seaside town with beautiful scenery and cozy atmosphere.Shen Yizhuo pushed away a lot of work, even if it didn't matter what Shen Guyu said, let Shen Yiwei take over.Just pick it up, he doesn't like money that much, and he's tired of pretending.

He took a two-month vacation and went to the small town alone.He wore a simple suit that didn't match his taste, and quietly peeped in from the address of the tavern Jiang Yuzhao gave——

Qu Zhe served wine to the guests with a smile. Someone was playing the guitar next to him, and he sang a few lines along with him from time to time, feeling comfortable and at ease.He was a little tanned, and his complexion was no longer as pale as before. Instead, he looked vigorous, and his eyes, which were always covered with mist, became much brighter, and he was still smiling.

At that moment, Shen Yizhuo knew that Qu Zhe could live so well without him.

He just stood in a dark corner and watched Qu Zhe, watching him talk to others, drink on the beach at night, and go home alone.He could see Qu Zhe standing on the balcony downstairs, watching the sea and the moon smoking.

Shen Yizhuo already knew how much he loved him, but the so-called "love him and make him happy" still couldn't convince him to leave.He needs Qu Zhe, selfish but true.It was only when he realized that no one would love him if he took off those clothes, that he realized how important Qu Zhe's straightforward and naked love in the past was to him.

So he became a stalker, watching Qu Zhe's life without his participation in the soft wind of the seaside town, until a week later, at a certain corner, the person he was following suddenly disappeared.In an instant, he seemed to have returned to the morning two years ago. He couldn't find Qu Zhe in the empty apartment, and he realized that maybe he really lost this person this time.

He was panicked, his whole body completely cooled down, and he walked forward quickly with unwillingness, trying to find the lost person back.Finally, through the glass window of the convenience store, their eyes met again.

"haven't seen you for a long time."

Besides, Shen Yizhuo couldn't find any opening remarks.

There was surprise and helplessness on Qu Zhe's expression. He walked up to Qu Zhe, who smiled faintly and replied the same: "Long time no see."

Before he continued talking, Qu Zhe had already bought cigarettes and was about to go out.

He hurriedly followed, keeping a distance, walking behind Qu Zhe.The two of them seem to have nothing to say, at least that's what Qu Zhe expressed.Apart from four short words, he didn't say anything, just walked towards his residence.

Shen Yizhuo followed, stopped downstairs in his house, watched Qu Zhe walk into the corridor, then went up, as usual, the light in his room was turned on, and then appeared on the balcony, lit a cigarette, and looked at the sea silently.Shen Yizhuo raised his head and stared at him, it took a long time for the man's eyes to fall on him.

In the silent night, it seems that the sound of the waves not far away can be heard.

Qu Zhe smiled and said softly, "Why don't you come up, I'll keep the door open."

Shen Yizhuo couldn't believe it at the moment when his long-cherished thoughts suddenly came true.He didn't know if this meant that Qu Zhe had forgiven him, so he could only tentatively go upstairs and into the house.

Qu Zhe finished smoking and sat down on the carpet.

The house is small, one bedroom, with only one bed and a cheap sofa.Qu Zhe took good care of it, and there was a carpet on the edge of the balcony. He sat there, stretched out his hand, opened the small refrigerator in the corner, took out two cans of beer, and shook him: "Come and sit."

"Ah."

"Why are you here, traveling?"

"Come to you."

"Oh..." Qu Zhe opened the beer can neatly and handed it to him, "Jiang Yuzhao told you."

"I looked for him many times before he told me."

"It's okay, come and stay for a few days."

"Two months."

"Is there a place to live?"

"……No."

How could there be no, just find a hotel to solve the accommodation problem.But Shen Yizhuo still said that, he could feel his eyes warm, like a dog begging for forgiveness, watching Qu Zhe raise his head and gulp down beer.

So embarrassing.

But he would rather lose face than lose Qu Zhe.

"Then stay here with me, the place is a bit small." Qu Zhe said, looking around the whole room, "But I'm small, I can sleep on the sofa."

"You know why I came here, you don't have to accommodate me." Shen Yizhuo said softly, "Can you forgive me?"

The other party's expression became obviously uncomfortable. I don't know if it was because he didn't want to mention the past, or because he didn't get used to his straightforwardness.He watched Qu Zhe lower his eyes, holding a beer can in his hand, wondering what he was thinking.At this moment, he stretched out his hand out of nowhere, carefully followed his chin, and caressed his cheek.

Qu Zhe raised his eyes in surprise, but he didn't dodge.

"I miss you very much." He heard his voice hoarse, "...I miss you very much."

"Well," then I heard Qu Zhe say, "me too."

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