moon illusion

"Dong dong dong", a rapid knock on the door interrupted Yun Zaiye's extremely chaotic thoughts.

Yun Zaiye was stunned for a moment, then got up and walked quickly to the door.After opening the door, Lin Xian's anxious face appeared behind the door.

"What are you doing? You can't come in if you don't answer the phone or return to the office!"

While Lin Xian was asking, he turned sideways to talk and look inside, his tone could not conceal his worry and anxiety.

Yun Zaiye tried his best to squeeze out a not-so-good-looking smile, and turned sideways to let Lin Xian in.

"I forgot to turn off the mute when I came back, and I didn't pay attention to the phone on the table."

Lin Xian looked at Yun Zaiye suspiciously, and then said, "Then what are you doing with the door locked?"

"Yes..." Yun Zaiye paused suddenly, and it took him a while to realize, "I sat alone for a while, and there are some things that need to be sorted out."

Hearing this, Lin Xian didn't beat around the bush anymore, and asked straight to the point, "Have you met Jiajia's mother? How was the conversation?"

Unexpectedly, Yun Zaiye did not respond immediately, but looked up at Lin Xian quietly, meeting his eyes.

After a long time, Yun Zaiye sighed softly, "Not only did the matter not become clear, but it became more complicated..."

After returning home, Qi Fengyao was not in a good mood.Although he is just a bystander, he is also a child, a child who lost his parents in an accident.

In any case, he couldn't understand how a mother could be so cowardly and so cruel to her children.

Take a step back and think, if that woman didn't find a way out to rely on, would she still choose to turn a blind eye and compromise even if that bad thing happened?

Standing on the balcony, Qi Fengyao shivered in the summer night in July, and put out the cigarette in his hand on the guardrail.

It was so cruel, he didn't dare to think about it.

An inescapable cramping pain came from his abdomen, which forced him to get rid of the layers of negative emotions that surrounded him at this time, and walked towards the kitchen with vigor.

Yun Zaiye hasn't had lunch yet...he should be more difficult to accept than himself, right?

The tearing sensation from the trousers pulled Qi Fengyao back from his trance, and Mi Xiu was also hungry.

After hastily cooking a bowl of dried noodles and a simple vegetable dish, Qi Fengyao ate a simple lunch mixed with soy sauce, while Mi Xiu beside him was still eating the dog food on the plate with relish , completely unaware that at this time his master has no taste at all.

Today's condition is too bad, and I have to catch a flight tomorrow morning, so I have to rest for a while.

Not long after lying on the bed, Qi Fengyao fell into an endless nightmare.

He first dreamed that two clouds appeared in the appointed place, each of them said that he was real, but after he struggled, he took the hand of one of them, but when he walked away, he found that the person he was holding had a hideous face... After a while, he dreamed that he was back in junior high school. One day after school, he walked into a narrow alley and bumped into an ongoing campus bullying.He hides behind a car and doesn't have the guts to jump out and help...

Later, a distant singing sound came from an unknown place, vague and familiar... Finally, Qi Fengyao woke up from the dream, and the mobile phone on the bedside table beside him was playing the singing sound in the dream.

Patting his cheek, Qi Fengyao tried to wake himself up.

On the screen is a string of unfamiliar numbers without names, and the place of ownership is Nanchuan.After hesitating for a few seconds, Qi Fengyao raised his hand to answer the phone.

"Hello? Who are you?"

"Fengyao? I'm Xiaoye's mother. Do you have time now, Auntie wants to sit with you..."

Leaving out some unnecessary content, Yun Zaiye told Lin Xian all the information he had learned.

After listening to Yun Jae-ye's introduction, Lin Xian also let out a long sigh, and then fell into endless silence with Yun Jae-ye beside him.

Rao has been in this profession for nearly ten years, and Lin Xian has never encountered such a difficult situation before.

If I knew it was so complicated, I should have referred it to other more experienced consultants at that time, instead of putting this burden on Yun Zaye's shoulders in a moment of impatience.

After all, there was a relatively in-depth exchange before, and Lin Xian also understood Yun Zaiye's nature to some extent. Now, the possibility of persuading him to refer the case is so low that it can be ignored.

But it's not that he doesn't trust Yun Jae-ye's technology, as he said, Yun Jae-ye is a natural healer.It's just...he didn't know whether Yun Zaiye had really let go of the knot in his heart before, and whether there would be unpredictable changes because of this incident.

An hour later, Qi Fengyao appeared at the door of another coffee shop, which was more high-end and luxurious than the one in the morning.

As if the roles were reversed, he stood on the sidewalk and looked inward, while Yun Jae-ye's mother sat in the window and waved at him gracefully.

After tidying up the hem of his clothes that were wrinkled from running fast, Qi Fengyao raised his head and walked into the coffee shop.

"Hello uncle, hello auntie."

Standing by the seat, Qi Fengyao slightly bowed to say hello to Yun Zaiye's parents.

Mr. Yungang nodded and motioned for Qi Fengyao to sit down.

After ordering, Qi Fengyao turned to face Yun Zaiye's parents, showed a polite smile, and asked first, "Uncle and aunt, may I ask you why you came here alone today?"

In fact, he had already made mental preparations before coming here, and even when Yun Zaiye decided to confess to his parents, Qi Fengyao had already made mental preparations secretly.

Of course he hoped that this matter would go smoothly, but such a sensitive topic...he didn't expect Yun Zaiye's parents to accept it calmly.

So...he's ready.

However, in the next second, Mrs. Yun's question caught Qi Fengyao by surprise.

"Do you know that Ono has seen a psychiatrist?"

Madam Yun put the coffee cup in her hand on the table in front of her, and looked up at Qi Fengyao.

It is obviously the gentlest attitude and the most kind face, but it just gives Qi Fengyao a sense of oppression that makes him nervous.

After a pause, Qi Fengyao subconsciously prepared to speak, but suddenly got stuck when he wanted to answer.

Wait, no.

What did you just ask?Has Yun Zaiye ever seen a psychiatrist?

He opened his mouth, but Qi Fengyao still didn't speak after all.

Let him think about it - first of all, Yun Zaiye will not hide from him, so it can be ruled out that Yun Zaiye has done psychological counseling at other times that he does not know about because of other things.

If you look at it this way, then the only time Yun Zaiye had psychotherapy was when he almost forgot about him, because of the bad thing that happened to him in a foreign country.

In this way, it can be determined that it is the case.But, don't Yun Zaiye's parents know about this?The school did not reflect such an important matter?And Yun Zaiye said that his cousin helped him later, so didn't his cousin tell him about it?

Afterwards, Qi Fengyao shook his head secretly.

No, this is how things should develop.

Regardless of how much Yun Zaiye disliked himself at that time when the incident first happened, taking a step back, Yun Zaiye would not tell his uncle and aunt because of his parents' feelings.

Before the psychological treatment, Yun Zaiye had no time to consider other factors, and he only wanted to escape the environment at that time, so he would not tell his parents.

After the psychological treatment, Yun Zaiye completely forgot about that incident. If he hadn't been stalking and intervened in it, Yun Zaiye wouldn't even remember it, so he wouldn't tell his parents.

When all the memories were recovered, Yun Zaiye told himself that he could persuade himself to forgive and accept, and no longer needed to escape by forgetting, so in this state of mind, Yun Zaiye would not tell his parents either.

If uncles and aunts don't ask any more questions, then Qi Fengyao will follow Yun Zaiye's example and slowly let go of this matter as time goes by, until other happy and happy memories take its place.

But by chance, Yun Zaiye's parents asked about him.This means that my uncle and aunt knew about this matter, but just like me at the time, I only understood the vague general idea.

At this time, Yun Zaiye's parents found him, and there should be no way to ask Yun Zaiye directly, so they found him in a roundabout way.

After a long silence, Qi Fengyao raised his head and said, "I know, I'm sorry uncle and auntie, you may have been worried for a long time after knowing this, but you can rest assured now..."

"What are you worried about?" Mrs. Yun suddenly raised her voice, "Is Xiao Ye really happy when he is with you?"

Hearing this, Qi Fengyao was taken aback for a moment, not understanding why this topic suddenly involved him.

Mr. Yun on the side probably noticed the change in Qi Fengyao's expression, patted the back of his wife's hand, and said, "Don't worry, since Fengyao said he knew, then we might as well listen to him first."

It wasn't until this moment that Qi Fengyao reacted belatedly, what Yun Zaiye's parents wanted to ask seemed to be different from what he realized.

But... the arrow is on the string, so I have to send it.

After contemplating the opening words, Qi Fengyao said, "Uncle and aunt, I know what an excellent person Yun Zaiye is. He used to be someone I followed and studied all the way, so I value him no less than you. This matter I didn't know it when it happened, and I was angry when I found out. But he told me later that he could forgive and accept it."

"So uncles and aunts, I think you, as Yun Zaiye's parents, have the right to know about Ren Zhiyuan, but you have no right to make decisions for him..."

After coming out of the coffee shop, Qi Fengyao suddenly felt dazed looking at the dazzling sunlight.

After the narration, he learned that Yun Zaiye's parents didn't know anything about Ren Zhiyuan at all, they just thought that Yun Zaiye's psychotherapy was related to the love between himself and Yun Zaiye of the same gender.