moon illusion

Speaking of this, Zhang Han paused, and raised his eyes to look at Yun Zaiye.

"Because it sounds very important, I probably told you about the incident a year ago. I'm really embarrassed, so I think I should tell you."

Hearing this, Yun Zaiye, who was sitting on the opposite side casually, suddenly raised his head and looked at Zhang Han.

"That thing...you know?"

Zhang Han nodded and said, "The school handled it very quickly at the time, but because you and I are both foreign exchange students, I was roughly informed."

"Can you tell me, who is asking you about this?"

"It's a friend of mine from the School of Math and Physics."

Hearing that Zhang Han didn't want to tell more, Yun Zaiye said hello and left the coffee shop.

On the way back to the dormitory, Yun Zaiye was constantly wandering between affirmation and doubt.

In his opinion, he can't think of anyone else who wants to go to such great lengths to find out about him except Qi Fengyao.

But just now Zhang Han said that the person who asked the question was a friend of the School of Mathematics and Physics, and it didn't look like he was lying.

So who could it be?

Yun Zaiye shook his head and walked towards the dormitory building.

No matter who wants to understand this matter, now he can accept it calmly.

He immediately sought help from the police to protect himself with the law.

This matter was not his fault from beginning to end, he was the victim, so there is no need to be afraid of other people's comments.

Yes, yes, at the beginning of this incident, like most victims of this kind, he chose to escape.

Even he was braver and chose to call the police and appeal.But such behavior occurs because of his social environment.If such a thing happened in his own country, Yun Zaiye could not guarantee that he would still make the same choice after encountering such a thing.

So even though he was a little bit braver than the other victims, he still chose to escape immediately.

He couldn't accept that such a bad thing happened to him, so he tried every means to bury it and forget it.

But obviously you are the victim, why was it you who was suffering and sad with the dirty secret later?

This is not fair.

And to take a step back, even if you really hide this secret and endure the sadness and torture of dreaming back in the middle of the night, this matter may not really let you go.

It is like a discord in front of you, which makes you terrified all the time.

Because you can see the existence of this danger, but you have no way of knowing when this risk factor will affect your already fragile life.

What is even more worrying is that such a risk factor seems to be able to hear your heart.

When you hold it carefully and hide it, it will be quiet without any sign of outbreak.But when you relax a little bit, or think that you are safe enough to pursue happiness, it will break into your life without warning, causing a violent explosion in front of your face, and you can only watch Watching, helpless.

Therefore, whether it is to take a step back or look further, after such a thing happens, it is the most unwise choice to hide it silently.

We can seek help and asylum from many people and institutions. We must believe that the awareness of the public is constantly improving, and we must also believe that our country is still protecting the rights of every citizen as it continues to grow.

Thinking of this, Yun Zaiye felt that this matter probably wasn't something to be overly worried about, and the worst result would be that after he returned to China, this matter had already been spread by "careful people" on campus.

But what he didn't know was how Qi Fengyao felt when he learned about this.

After school today, Meng Yuan came to the door of the classroom to wait for him to finish school together.

As soon as we met, Qi Fengyao felt that Meng Yuan's state was not normal.

The speech has been faltering, and the thoughts are also incoherent, and the whole person is in a state of chaotic thinking under extreme tension.

Qi Fengyao thought that his friend had encountered some kind of problem, so it was inconvenient to say it outright.

By taking Meng Yuan back to his home, he hoped that his friend could tell him what went wrong in a relatively private and safe environment.

Sitting on the sofa at Qi Fengyao's house, Meng Yuan's state still showed that he was anxious.

Qi Fengyao came from the restaurant with a cup of hot tea, and rescued the struggling Mi Xiu from Meng Yuan's grasp.

"What happened? It seems that you are not in good condition."

Qi Fengyao stuffed the water glass into Meng Yuan's hand, and his fingertips felt icy cold.

Meng Yuan handed the water glass to his lips, and after maintaining this movement for a few seconds, he put the water glass back on the table.

Qi Fengyao looked at his bewildering behavior, and was about to ask questions, but Meng Yuan grabbed his arms.

Before Qi Fengyao could react, Meng Yuan looked at Qi Fengyao seriously, and told Qi Fengyao what he had heard with a serious and sad expression.

Meng Yuan watched Qi Fengyao's complexion gradually sinking, secretly thankful that he had concealed some innocuous plots when he told the story.

Otherwise, at this time, Qi Fengyao's face should not just be gloomy, it is very likely that he and the furniture will suffer.

In a state of chaos, Qi Fengyao sent Meng Yuan out of the house, then walked back to the bedroom, and huddled in the corner between the bedside table and the bedside alone.

Although Meng Yuan's narration is incomplete, these details are enough for Qi Fengyao to connect the ins and outs of this matter.

Before leaving the country, Yun Zaiye had a few short contacts with him, but after returning to the country, he completely forgot about himself.

This situation happened because during the half a year when he was abroad, he was alone in a foreign country and encountered such a bad thing.

That's why he was so nervous that time, so nervous that he was sweating profusely, and subconsciously pushed himself away.

So when the people around him told him that they used to know each other, he must have thought of himself, but the bad thing was that he also remembered that.

That's why he left him without saying a word, and didn't come back to see him for the rest of the time.

But he didn't know all of this, and he still wanted to ask Yun Zaiye for an explanation.

But how could Yun Zaiye explain such a bad thing to him?

Thinking of Yun Zaiye, his heart aches uncontrollably.

Such a clean person, his shirt is always smooth without any wrinkles, his fingertips are always clean and free of dirt, and his body always smells of good laundry detergent...but he has just experienced such a thing that makes him despise.

He was so sad, so unwilling to think about that incident, and almost forgot himself at all costs.

But what about yourself?

But he still pressed him over and over again, took him step by step to the edge of the abyss, and yelled loudly to make him open his eyes and look at him, and look at the abyss behind him that made him terrified.

Boundless annoyance and regret surrounded Qi Fengyao from all directions.

It's been a while since the beginning of spring, why is it still so cold?

With such sadness and self-blame, Qi Fengyao leaned against the bed and fell into a deep sleep.

In the dream, there was the back of a teenager, curled up and squatting in a place where the sun could not shine, his shoulders twitching and crying.

Qi Fengyao couldn't see his face, but he knew very clearly that that person was Yun Zaiye.

It's really strange, even though the whole world is full of sunshine, yet he happens to be curled up in a corner where the sun doesn't shine.

He wanted to go over to comfort him, to hold his hand and lead him into the sun.

But no matter how he shouted or how he stretched out his hand, Yun Zaiye seemed unable to hear his voice.

He was so far away from his world, so no matter how hard he tried to reach out, he couldn't reach the slightest bit of that person.

In fact, it is ridiculous to say that after waking up from the dream, Qi Fengyao rubbed his numb calf thinking back to the dream.

Obviously, I have made a mess of my life to the extreme, but I still want to stretch out my hand to lead others into the sunshine.

After simply washing up, Qi Fengyao was ready to go to school.

Just as he threw his schoolbag over his shoulder, Qi Fengyao suddenly realized that today is Saturday.

What a shame, I can obviously sleep in!

Now that he has woken up, Qi Fengyao thought over and over again, and decided not to let down this good spring.

Half an hour later, Meng Yuan walked out of the campus with a yawn.

Qi Fengyao looked at Meng Yuan's almost invisible eyes, and couldn't help shaking his head.

Sure enough, things of a feather flock together, and people are divided into groups.

Looking at Meng Yuan's sleepy face, he knew that this person probably never got up early on weekends.

It wasn't until Meng Yuan stood in front of Qi Fengyao that he suddenly woke up.

Thinking of what happened yesterday, Meng Yuan secretly gritted his teeth, hating himself for being so sleepy that he forgot what happened last night, so he immediately agreed to Qi Fengyao's invitation, so that at this moment, he felt that he was perfect There is a sentence - give up your life to accompany a gentleman.

After waiting for a long time, Qi Fengyao's voice was not heard.

Meng Yuan encouraged himself, raised his head and looked at Qi Fengyao.

Probably due to fate, as soon as Meng Yuan raised his head, he met Qi Fengyao who was staring at him in a romantic look in spring.

Pooh!

Meng Yuan scolded himself again in his heart, then showed a very contrived smile, and said, "Brother, call me out early in the morning, what do you want?"

Qi Fengyao looked at Meng Yuan in front of him, and suddenly laughed.

Meng Yuan was overwhelmed by the sudden smile, and in the next second, Qi Fengyao put his hand on his shoulder.

"I'm fine, don't worry, I just ask you to go swimming with me."

After receiving Qi Fengyao's affirmation of his kind attitude, Meng Yuan immediately relaxed a lot, took Qi Fengyao's shoulders, and walked on tiptoe to the bus stop.

"Let's go, let's go swimming and relax! Maybe we can have an unexpected love affair in spring..."