moon illusion

After eleven o'clock, Mrs. Yun went upstairs to ask her son to eat. Yun ate a couple of mouthfuls of weeds, and then drove to the hospital with an insulated box.

After parking the car and going upstairs, Qi Fengyao had already woken up. The nurse had just finished the examination and he was recovering well. He left some medicine and said that he needed another day of observation, so he pushed the car and left.

Yun Zaiye walked in slightly sideways, and said hello, "I'm awake, how do you feel?"

"Not bad, why are you here?"

Yun Zaiye felt a little baffled, "Who will take care of you if I don't come here?"

As he said, he took out the lunch box and spoon, "My mother has cooked the pumpkin lily porridge for a long time, try it, it will nourish your stomach."

Qi Fengyao took it, took a sip and then stopped.

"What's the matter, don't you agree?"

"No." Qi Fengyao shook his head, "I kind of miss my parents."

Last night, the two of them kept chatting nonsense, and he also knew about Qi Fengyao's parents.

"It's okay." Yun Zaiye patted Qi Fengyao's back lightly, "They must be very proud. When you recover from illness, I will take you to my house. My parents must like you very much."

Yun Zaiye, who was busy comforting him, didn't feel at all how easily his words and actions at this moment, for Qi Fengyao, would give people the illusion that he was loved.

Qi Fengyao's body froze, and the hand holding the porridge also stopped in the air.

"Don't you want to drink?" Yun Zaiye looked at Qi Fengyao's froze movement, "Still uncomfortable?"

Qi Fengyao suddenly woke up like a dream, shook his head, and said: "No, it's delicious, I really like it."

After a while, a clean drinking bowl was handed to Yun Zaye.

"Have a good appetite?" Yun Zaiye took the bowl, raised his eyebrows and smiled, "What do you want to eat this afternoon?"

Qi Fengyao lay on the bed stunned, and then asked, "Master Yun, is he going to be a nanny? Why are you being so nice to me?"

"At least..." Yun Zaiye put the lunch box into his bag, "I must be worthy of your trust!"

"By the way." As soon as he walked to the door, Yun Zaiye suddenly turned around and said, "Remember to ask your lady boss for leave, little customer service!"

Seeing Yun Zaiye leaving, Qi Fengyao lay on the bed with mixed feelings.

Every encounter in life is a surprise without preview.I have imagined our meeting countless times, imagined the scene of our conversation countless times, imagined our first self-introduction, imagined our first hug...but then I found that even though I had planned for our encounter I have been rehearsing for a long time, but I still can't escape the inflection points of fate.

After you left, I have been lost, confused, sad, and unwilling... I have been thinking, if I am lucky enough to meet you again, I must tell you my miss, my unwillingness, my Full of possessiveness and love for you.

But when you really re-entered my life and appeared in front of me in an unexpected way, everything I had wanted to tell you seemed so insignificant in an instant.

Because the moment I saw you, I just wanted to hug you.

Qi Fengyao patted his face, picked up his mobile phone and sent a message to Mo Xun, after thinking about it, he withdrew the string of hypocritical words, and just sent two words: Thank you.

After a while, Qi Fengyao received a reply from Mo Xun: Alright, you're welcome.

Qi Fengyao smiled, put the phone back under the pillow, stared at the ceiling and began to lose consciousness.

Around five o'clock, a little nurse came in, administered medicine and took the temperature, chatted with Qi Fengyao for a few words and left.

After a while, Yun Zaye knocked on the door and walked in.

"Your face is also very popular in the hospital!" Yun Zaye laughed while sitting on a stool beside him.

Qi Fengyao was stunned for a moment, then raised the corners of his mouth, "Come on, how can I catch up with Master Yun!"

"Okay, stop making trouble." Yun Zaiye lifted the lid and handed it over, "My mother specially made chicken soup for you, I don't even have a share, drink it quickly."

Qi Fengyao didn't quarrel with Yun Zaiye again, but quietly finished the bowl of soup, even eating a few pieces of meat.

"Looks like I'm really hungry!" Yun Zaiye smiled, pulled a piece of paper and got up and leaned over, "Don't hide, I've eaten all the food on my face."

After tidying up, the two chatted for a few more words.

Yun Zaiye suddenly asked: "Fengyao, next week will be the Spring Festival, you...are you still alone?"

"Ah... No, no, my aunt will come over next week."

"That's it, that's good." Yun Zaino paused, "I may be very busy next week, so I wish you a happy Chinese New Year in advance. In the new year, you should be healthy and successful in your studies!"

"You too, Happy New Year..." Afterwards, Qi Fengyao added in a low voice, "Take care of yourself!"

"Okay, I'll come to pick you up tomorrow morning, you have to tidy up everything!"

Yun Zaye looked around the ward, then got up and left.

Back home, Yun Zaye sat on the sofa with his parents and watched TV for a while, chatting without saying a word.

"Hey Xiao Ye, that Qi... Qi Fengyao, right? Is it your classmate? Why haven't you mentioned it before?" Mrs. Yun was sitting on the sofa watching TV, and suddenly turned her head and asked.

"It's not a classmate, it's Nanchuan's junior, and it's also... a friend!"

"That's it, by the way, do you want to invite your classmates to come to your house in a few days, your former roommates and friends." Mrs. Yun leaned closer to Mr. Yun, "It's just a few days before I and you Dad is going out for a while, you guys are having fun at home, and then it will be Chinese New Year!"

"Forget it, mom, they're not in the local area, they're all home, why come to our house!"

"That's right, I can't use my brain well hahaha..."

The three chatted for a while, and then went back to their rooms to rest.

Yun Zaiye thought for a long time, but still clicked on Qi Fengyao's dialog box, and sent a "good night", but soon received a reply, "quickly rest, good night".

The next day, Yun Zaiye thought he woke up very early, but he was still the only one left at home.

Every year when the Spring Festival is approaching, parents will be extraordinarily busy, and the company needs to deal with and arrange more things. Even my mother has to go to help during this time.

After Yun Zaiye washed up, he drove to the hospital.

Qi Fengyao, who had already tidied up and was waiting in the ward, knelt on the sofa and looked out the window, completely unaware of Yun Zaiye's arrival.

"What are you looking at?" Yun Zaye asked standing behind him.

Qi Fengyao was taken aback, then turned around and sat down on the sofa, "I'm looking at those patients... In fact, a hundred years of life is just to teach people how to choose. I used to think that there is nothing wrong with living alone. Not good, very free, very relaxed, because I think it is too difficult for a person like me to fall in love with someone. But then I began to worry, if I live the rest of my life alone, will I be reduced to one day in If I die at home, when the body stinks and I call the neighbors to call the police, I will be discovered that I have quietly left this world."

"What are you thinking about?" Yun Zaiye interrupted Qi Fengyao's muttering, took a step forward, and touched the top of his head comfortingly, "Don't worry about no one loving you, and don't worry about being alone forever, You must know that love and death have one thing in common, that is, it can break into the palace of the emperor, or the thatched hut of the shepherd."

Qi Fengyao suddenly felt uncomfortable, shrank his neck and retreated from Yun Zaiye's hands.

"Why did you come up? Didn't you say I'll go downstairs when you call?"

Yun Zaiye turned around and walked towards the hospital bed and the locker, "Because I was afraid that you would be stupid, so I came up to take a look."

"What are you looking for?"

Qi Fengyao got up and followed Yun Zaiye, watching him rummage through the bed and locker inch by inch.

"It's nothing, see if there is anything left." Yun Zaiye stood up and said, "My grandma said that when you leave the hospital, you should take everything with you, so that you won't come back to the hospital again."

Inexplicably, Qi Fengyao who was standing behind had a sore nose.

He has not felt the feeling of being cared for for a long time.

After Yun Zaiye had searched everything, Qi Fengyao sniffled, pretending not to care, and patted Yun Zaiye on the shoulder, "You believe it, let's go!"

Probably missed the peak period, today's road is particularly smooth.Even though Qi Fengyao kept praying in his heart to make the journey longer, he still stopped at the gate of the community.

"Um... do you want to sit down?"

"No, you go back and have a good rest!"

Qi Fengyao returned home, put the changed clothes into the washing machine, turned around and stepped into the bathtub.

By now, he really didn't know what to do.

Dilemma, not a good end.

He suddenly remembered the first time they met, remembered his careful temptation, remembered his overflowing happiness when they met by chance, remembered Yun Zaiye's patience and kindness... Why did he forget himself?

He couldn't figure it out, but he couldn't convince himself, he wanted to know the reason too much.

If possible, he even wants to look at Yun Zaiye's life in the first 20 years frame by frame, a life that he has never participated in.

But I don't have all-hands and eyes, and the problem must have happened during the time when Yun Zaiye was abroad, and the difficulty of obtaining information must have increased unabated, so what should I do...

The next day, it was almost noon when Qi Fengyao woke up. After eating instant noodles, Qi Fengyao sat on the sofa with Mi Xiu in his arms and watched the TV series absently.

Suddenly, Qi Fengyao realized something, picked up Mi Xiu and looked at it, and walked quickly to the balcony.

Afterwards, Qi Fengyao sent a message to Yun Zaiye: Did you feed Mi Xiu for me?

Probably because he was busy, Qi Fengyao didn't receive a reply right away. It was almost six o'clock before he received Yun Zaiye's reply: So it's called Mi Xiu, and it's a very good puppy.

Qi Fengyao laughed ecstatically at the information, but what he didn't know was how much trials and tribulations Yun Zaiye, who has a cleanliness obsession and is extremely sensitive to animal hair, has endured in the past two days.