moon illusion
Chapter 115 (1)
Just like that, two restless people walked into the cabin with their own concerns.
Probably because the long wait will make people sleepy, not long after the plane took off, Qi Fengyao leaned on Yun Zaye and fell asleep.On the side, Yun Zaye played backgammon with his mobile phone, and also felt sleepy, and fell asleep after a while.
After the group of "Special Operations Team" arrived, Mo Xun immediately contacted Little Sun who had been waiting outside the airport for a long time according to the information sent by Yun Zaiye.
After checking into the hotel, I was in a state of excitement all the way in the early morning, and I still kept my high spirits in the middle of the night.
Meng Yuan, who was already drowsy, wondered why this senior seemed so excited. Could it be that he was getting old?
Standing outside the balcony of the hotel, in the early morning, he happily took pictures and videos with his mobile phone, and then kept sending voice messages to different people.
"Do you believe it? I'm actually standing on the land of Egypt!"
"I can go see the pyramids!"
"So excited! You are also very excited..."
Just when Meng Yuan was leaning against the head of the bed and was about to fall asleep, a crisp doorbell pulled him out of his drowsy state.Before he could react, he trotted over to open the door in the early morning.
After opening the door, there was the same excited little sun and two big bags behind him.
After the little sun said hello, he handed in the two bags behind him and explained, "This is your outfit for tomorrow. It is all tailored according to your size. There should be no problem. I will also arrange the itinerary." It’s in the bag, and it has my phone number on it, if you have any questions, you can contact me.”
After bidding farewell to Qingchen and Meng Yuan, Little Sun went to knock on the rooms of Bai Lang, Mo Xun and the others respectively to make preparations for tomorrow one by one.
Half an hour later, Little Sun successfully completed his task, sent a message to Yun Zaiye, and went back to his room to rest.
When Yun Zaiye and Qi Fengyao arrived at the hotel, it was [-] am Beijing time and [-] pm local time.
When Qi Fengyao went to the bathroom to wash up, Yun Zaiye glanced at the message from Little Sun, then went out quietly and quietly moved the props to be used tomorrow to his room.
After confirming tomorrow's procedure, Yun Zaiye deleted all the chat records, and then walked into the bathroom with his pajamas to take Qi Fengyao's place.
After both of them finished washing, Yun Zaiye gave Qi Fengyao the gown that Little Sun sent just now.
"Little Sun came to deliver clothes just now, and said that tomorrow's ceremony will start at ten o'clock in the morning, and a driver will take us there at the address."
Qi Fengyao took the dress and looked at it, and said suspiciously, "We are the best man? Isn't this dress too gorgeous and a bit overwhelming?"
Fortunately, Yun Zaiye was well prepared, and immediately answered, "You don't need to worry about this? He is the prince of Vmagazine, do you want any clothes?"
After persuading Qi Fengyao, the two were overwhelmed by the ensuing sleepiness, and soon fell asleep in an embrace.
The next morning, the bell at eight o'clock woke up the two people who were still a little confused.Watching Qi Fengyao walk into the bathroom, Yun Zaiye first took his mobile phone to make sure that the members of the special operations team were up, and then slowly hummed a song and went into the bathroom to wash up.
At a quarter past nine, Yun Zaiye took Qi Fengyao downstairs and got into the car arranged by Little Sun, and arrived at the planned destination all the way.
Looking at the several pyramids of different sizes around him, Qi Fengyao fell into confusion again - it turns out that foreigners' aesthetics should be good when they get married?
It was probably because of their outstanding looks and somewhat unusually formal attire that the tourists coming and going around wanted to stop for a while.
Being looked up and down by many people's eyes, Qi Fengyao was a little uncomfortable.He held Yun Zaiye's hand with a little force.In the next second, Yun Zaiye immediately realized Qi Fengyao's problem, and took him aside.
"It's still early, let's go for a walk."
After avoiding some noisy crowds, Qi Fengyao relaxed a little.
Pointing to a pyramid not far away, Qi Fengyao asked, "The one with the most is the Khufu Pyramid, right?"
"Yeah, our little friend Yaoyao is so smart?"
Hearing this, Qi Fengyao curled his lips, "Please, this person with some common sense knows it!"
Yun Zaiye didn't answer the question, but pointed to a place nearby, "Do you know what those two buildings are called?"
"Meng Kaola and what?" Qi Fengyao couldn't remember clearly, and he was a little confused.
"The one next to it is called Khafre." Yun Zaiye led Qi Fengyao to the side, avoiding several obstacles, "Did you see the Sphinx in front of it?"
Qi Fengyao nodded, waiting for Yun Zaiye's next words.
"If you get closer, you will see a tombstone without any writing in front of the Sphinx."
"Tombstone?" Qi Fengyao was a little surprised, "Is it for the pharaoh? Why is there a tombstone?"
"It is said that in the history of ancient Egypt, there was an emperor who was loved and supported by the people. But then he fell in love with a man who was one of his same-sex ministers. I don't know how this matter got to the emperor. In the ears of the people of the city, they all agreed that the minister had some unknown sorcery that confused the king, so they summoned almost the whole city to denounce the minister."
"and after?"
"Later, the king wanted to protect his lover, and he did not hesitate to become an enemy of his own people. But the minister couldn't bear to see his lover being attacked by everyone, so he threw himself into the Nile River and committed suicide."
In fact, death is an inevitable outcome, but Qi Fengyao still has some doubts, "Since we love each other so much, why didn't we live and die together?"
"Because the ancient Egyptians believed in a legend that two people who love each other can share their happiness and good luck. So the minister chose to commit suicide, hoping to extend all the happiness and good luck for the rest of his life to his lover. Protect him forever."
"Then... does the king still have three wives and four concubines?"
"No, that's the only lover in his life. Since he left, no one has appeared by the king's side as a lover."
Qi Fengyao didn't speak again, but looked at the unremarkable tombstone from a distance.
At this moment, he didn't notice that a long red carpet had been laid behind him, and at the end of the red carpet was an arch of roses.Friends in formal attire stood around, ready to send their most sincere blessings.
Looking at Qi Fengyao who was slightly distracted in front of him, Yun Zaiye took out the ring that he had prepared earlier from his pocket, knelt down on one knee in front of Qi Fengyao, and the little sun who was already waiting at the side hurriedly sent a bouquet of roses.
"Fengyao, the first time I heard this story was in a history class in my high school. At that time, I never understood why the lord of a country would betray all his sons because of one of his favorite ministers. But then I met you, got to know you, and fell in love with you. At that moment, I suddenly let go. I thought... If the king were me, I would also betray all my sons for my lover Min. Fengyao, you are my lover."
Facing the sudden confession, Qi Fengyao seemed at a loss for a while.He was standing at one end of the red carpet, looking movedly at the person in front of him who had sworn to love him.
It wasn't until there were more and more people watching and the voices became louder and louder that Qi Fengyao took the bouquet from Yun Zaiye's hand as if he had just woken up from a dream, and watched Yun Zaiye put the ring on himself with a smile on his face. ring finger.
At some point, the long red carpet behind her was covered with rose petals, and Bai Lang and Mu Ran stood under the arch in the distance, as if they were waiting there with something in their hands.
Yun Zaiye got up and bent slightly, and put one hand in front of Qi Fengyao, palm up, eyes full of enthusiasm.
"Mr. Qi Fengyao, would you like to go hand in hand with Yun Zaiye and spend the rest of your life together?"
Qi Fengyao nodded, his red eyes made him almost speechless.
The bright sunlight shone on the couple, and the golden thread from the hair between the brows to the edge of the dress was coated with a layer of happiness.On the red carpet covered with petals, a couple with picturesque eyebrows walked towards the end arch holding hands.
Waiting there, Bai Lang and Mu Ran each held a marriage certificate designed and printed by Yun Zaiye himself.From content to material, it is almost the same as an ordinary marriage certificate.
Until standing under the arch, Qi Fengyao was still a little dazed.It was so sudden, when he was still immersed in the role of being the best man for a stranger, he suddenly transformed into the protagonist of this wedding.
You should have realized it earlier, shouldn't you?
From the suddenly decided trip to the hastily explained wedding, from the inexplicable phone call to this extravagant-looking dress, and the cuffs of the two are intimately embroidered with each other's initials.
It took a while for Qi Fengyao to recover.
Looking at the cheering crowd around him, and at Yun Zaiye who was staring at him firmly, Qi Fengyao suddenly remembered a poem he had seen by accident not long ago——
I am the glory of all things in the world
everyone's love
The unique moonlight in the world
north pole star
heavy snow in winter
churning magma
The fluffy grass that grows freely in Mobei
The boundary between dawn and dusk
The beginning of day and night
The star shift of the universe
i am your lover
Amidst the blessings of the crowd, and under the witness of countless tourists, Qi Fengyao slowly leaned forward and wrapped his arms around Yun Zaiye's neck, and touched Yun Zaiye's soft lips tremblingly.
Yun Zaiye, did you hear that?
I am your lover, the only lover you will never change until your death.
——End of full text——
☆, say something to you (1)
Talking to my friend before going to bed last night, I told her that my first novel was a tentative end to an unsatisfactory end.She asked me if I was preparing a second book, and I said yes.Not only is there a second book, but there is also her shadow in the second book.
She asked me why there was her, and whether the girl was just a cannon fodder supporting role in it, and I said no, because the next book is not about romance but romance.
She was a little puzzled and asked me why?
In fact, this is the subject of my next book after thinking about it for a long time.
First of all, let me tell you why I started writing.
The most direct factor for the birth of "Moon Illusion" is this epidemic that has had a huge impact on a global scale.I had no way to go back to school. Fortunately, the university courses were not too intense, so I took this precious opportunity to start writing down the story I had conceived for a long time.
The reason for this theme probably has a lot to do with my own personality—I am an incompetent idealist.
I often hope that I can become a savior-like figure to save all the pain I can see in this world.I hope I can have a lot of power and a strong influence to change some of the prejudices that exist in this world, and the groups that are suffering because of it.
Homosexuality is one of them.
In 1973, homosexuality was removed from the DSM's caseload, meaning that this niche group was recognized by official authority.They are not patients, they are just a relatively small group.
When I heard this message in class, I kept wondering if every gay person in 1973 was rejoicing that they were recognized and accepted.
But then I found out, it wasn't.Not just in 1973, and even now, they still don't.
That's why I changed the subject matter for my next second novel, because I haven't found a better way to protect or justify them.
There may be a large number of people who feel that even if they are not a supporter of homosexuality, they will at least respect them.
But is this really the case?
In our society, there is actually enough research evidence to show that homosexuals account for 5.00% to [-]% of the total population.
what does that mean?That means 4 to 5 out of every [-] people are gay.But we look around us, how many people have we dated since we were born, and how many homosexuals have we met?
Very few, very very few, almost none.
why is that?Are the research findings wrong?
No, just because you haven't encountered it doesn't mean you don't have it.More likely, they are hiding their sexuality in order to be what the majority of the population would call "normal."
Let’s look at what kind of people we know about homosexuality.In other words, what kind of people are homosexuals who are accepted and respected by most of us?
They are a generation of literary giants, an emperor through the ages, a star that attracts everyone's attention, and an elite with a successful career...Why them?
Because homosexuality has only been accepted in our world for nearly 20 years, even so, there are still a considerable number of people in society who view homosexuality through colored glasses.
It is precisely because of this that homosexuals must work hard. They endure the eyes of others and must prove themselves, so they will look even more outstanding.Because circumstances forced them to do so.Pressure has brought great motivation, and perhaps the difficulty of survival has made them even better.
Only those who are good enough and strong enough have the courage to dare to resist the prejudices of this world, and it is possible to be tolerated and respected.
So I would like to ask some people who seem to support the gay community, if a gay couple standing in front of you is a pair of ordinary-looking, poorly dressed, unknown and unremarkable people, would you still think the same? attitude towards them?
With this in mind, I changed the subject of the second book.Because I don't have enough ability to tell the story of this group of people more vividly and truly.
I have always believed that a good work has the author's true feelings and even personal experience in it.Only such descriptions and plots can make readers resonate and realize what "empathy" is.
But I am not in this crowd, and there are no such people around me, so the characters I write are too thin and the stories are too barren.What I may write is only what I take for granted, what I can experience and realize as an outsider.
But I think there should be more subtle but difficult to ignore problems. I need to accumulate and understand again in order to write a more realistic story.
So much for the time being about "The Moon Illusion" and changing the subject matter.The above are my personal opinions. If there is anything wrong, please correct me. I will definitely read the comments, and I will correct any mistakes or offenses.
☆, say something to you (2)
Like the previous chapter, this chapter is not the content of the novel, but just chatting.
This chapter is to talk to you about my second story.
This is a campus romance. What is more distinctive is that it will be a novel with particularly diverse characters, and the character construction will be fuller than "The Moon Illusion".
The original intention of writing this novel, in fact, also partly comes from myself.When "The Moon Illusion" was coming to an end, I had actually conceived two sets of novel outlines, both of which were about Tanmei.But when I decided to write, it was changed to "I still like that him too much".
Because of my own major, I will attach great importance to some niche groups that are defined as special groups in psychology.
Second, the protagonist of this article is another minority group - unrequited love.
I won’t go into details here, and interested friends can go and have a look.The main thing I want to say is that every character in this book has a prototype.
They are not outstanding, just ordinary people living around you and me.I hope that when I watch "Still", I can give you this kind of perception-look at this person, her story/personality/ideas are similar to mine.
We live in this world, there will always be times when we are alone, times when we are not understood, and times when we long for company... During all those difficult times that make you feel uncomfortable, I hope that "Still" This article can accompany you.
I hope there is a character who is similar to you or liked by you, who can accompany you in all your unhappy times, help you solve some problems, and give some opinions.
Even if you can't do that, at least you can feel your sadness, and then quietly share with you, and share half of your unhappiness.
Furthermore, part of the reason for the birth of "Still" is to commemorate.
As we get older, we meet more people and experience more things.So some things that we thought we would never forget before, have actually been forgotten by us in those days of never forgetting.
For a long time, I always woke up in the middle of the night. It must be because I was dreaming again, and I saw a person I hadn't seen for a long time in my dream.
There is a saying that when you dream of someone you haven't seen for a long time, then he/she is probably forgetting you.
I am so afraid of being forgotten, because it is more terrible than death, it will erase all the meaning of your existence.
So I want to start writing and record all the good things I have experienced and dreamed of.
Think about it, it would be a romantic thing to write a book for the teenager you once liked, and your best friend.
When they appear in your pen one by one, you will no longer worry day and night, and you will no longer be afraid of forgetting.Because there are longer texts, remember them for you.
There will be a time as long as the universe, and in the days when you leave, I will love them for you.
Don't be afraid of death and separation, that's not the end of your life.
May you meet someone who always remembers you in the long river of life, he/she must love you very much.
ps: I will start to update the episode later~
☆, extra episode 1
Ye Zixuan has been very depressed recently, so depressed that the corner of his mouth suddenly got angry.
It's not a big deal, the main reason is that Boss Mo is too hard to chase, and the second is that Bai Lang and Yun Zaiye, two little bastards, show their affection next to him every day.
"Hey, Ran Ran~ Are you free in the afternoon... Then I'll pick you up, let's go to the movies!"
"Fengyao~ There's a new hot pot restaurant in the East Third Ring Road, are you going there in the afternoon?"
Even in the early hours of the morning, he had a phone call with his little friend——
"Hey, are you going out for a ride today? Okay then I'll clean the car!!!"
Look, listen, who are these people?Are these all human words?
If it's just that, it's fine, the main thing is that when Bai Lang, who had received a thousand knives, looked like a dog and was about to go out, he turned his head and glanced at himself.
"Zixuan, don't give up! Hurry up and find the goddess of your dreams!!!"
Dream about your sister's goddess!I've never seen her in my dream, woo woo woo, I'm such a miserable man!
Fortunately, Yun Zaiye still had a sliver of conscience, he raised his hand to block it, and drove the mean-spirited Bai Lang out of the house.
Turning around, Yun Zaiye asked Ye Zixuan while changing his clothes, "But what happened to you two?"
"Damn, don't mention it!" Ye Zixuan waved his hand, and slammed his head on the table in the attitude of a loser, making a muffled sound.
"At the wedding between you and your family, I thought about striking while the iron is hot. In such a beautiful atmosphere, the chances of success should be higher. As a result... when I knocked on her door after the ceremony, I was abruptly rejected. She pressed her head and drove out..."
Hearing this, Yun Zaiye paused for a moment while buttoning his hands, looked at Ye Zixuan with a puzzled face, and raised his eyebrows to signal him to continue talking.
"It's mainly... When I went, I saw that the door of her room was open, so I went in directly. It turned out that she... she was changing clothes..."
"Cough, cough, cough, cough..."
Yun Zaiye, who was arranging his clothes, almost slipped his hand and strangled himself with his tie.After a while, Yun Zaiye calmed down his breathing, silently raised his head and glanced at Ye Zixuan who was beside him with a calm face.
"Ye Zixuan, let me tell you, if I agree to Mo Xun, you will really be a ghost!!!"
After fastening his tie, Yun Zaiye went out without looking back, for a person like Ye Zixuan, let him fend for himself!
Half an hour later, Chenchen also pushed his beloved car out of the house, leaving Ye Zixuan alone in the dormitory.
When Ye Zixuan was holding his mobile phone until he was about to throw up, he finally made up his mind to continue working hard.He couldn't believe it, he was so handsome and handsome, and he couldn't deal with a bar owner?
After more than an hour, Ye Zixuan looked at his dog-like self in the mirror, and nodded in satisfaction.
You see, you see, after tidying up a little bit, it is still very convenient to pull it out!
Turning around, Ye Zixuan came in from the balcony and called Mo Xun, planning to ask her out for lunch.
"Hello? Who is it?"
Mo Xun, who only closed the door at six o'clock this morning, was woken up by an unlucky phone call when she had slept for less than five hours. Now she is in a very bad mood.
"Ah, Mo Xun, it's me, Ye Zixuan."
Hearing the name, Mo Xun got up and was tossed again, having endured and endured it.
"Fuck away!"
"...Do you have time at noon, let's go together..."
"No time, it's okay, I'll hang up, goodbye!"
Before Ye Zixuan could react, there was only a series of busy tones from the other end of the phone.
Looking at the phone that was hung up in his hand, Ye Zixuan felt a burst of sadness, tore off the brooch that had just been fixed and threw it on the table, and the hair that had just been combed was also grabbed into a mess.
Sure enough, it still ended in failure.
It seems that the order in which things happen is very important. If I make a phone call first and then choose whether to punish myself, then... at least I won't stand in front of the mirror for an hour.
After going through a long period of pain and recovery, Ye Zixuan managed to pull himself together and combed his hair back to the meticulousness not long ago.
Now that everything has been packed, I am really sorry for myself if I don't leave the house.No matter what, I should go to the cafeteria and let the enthusiastic aunt in the cafeteria praise me!
Thinking of this, Ye Zixuan immediately felt that life had a bright future.Just as he was about to go out, Ye Zixuan received a call from Yun Zaiye.
"Zixuan, will there be time?"
"Yes, what did you say?"
"There is a folder on my bookshelf, which contains the materials I found for Fengyao. I forgot to bring it with me. Can you send it to the school gate for me?"
"The black one?" Ye Zixuan went to Yun Zaiye's desk to search, and at the same time pulled out a folder from the bookshelf.
"No, it's blue..."
"Oh good." Ye Zixuan read it again and found another book, "Studies on Ming and Qing novels?"
"That's right, that's it."
"Okay, see you later."
After hanging up the phone, Ye Zixuan picked up the folder at hand and prepared to go out.Walking to the door, he paused for a moment and then turned around - he had to clean up Yun Zaiye's desktop, otherwise that person would call everyone to clean up again when he came back!
Just as he was putting the black folder that he took out by mistake not long ago on the bookshelf, Ye Zixuan caught a glimpse of a familiar name——Mo Xun.
That was a case during Yun Zaiye's internship. As a psychology major, Ye Zixuan naturally understood the most basic counseling ethics.But... because it was Mo Xun, he really wanted to see it.
Ten minutes later, the cheerful cell phone rang suddenly in the empty dormitory, bringing Ye Zixuan, who was in a daze, back to reality.
"Zixuan, are you here yet? I'm already at the school gate..."
"Oh oh oh..." Ye Zixuan, as if waking up from a dream, hastily agreed to put the folder back in place, "I'll change my clothes right now!"
Within a few minutes, Yun Zaiye saw Ye Zixuan running towards them panting.
After taking the folder, Yun Zaiye looked Ye Zixuan up and down, raised his chin and said, "You were dressed like this before I went out?"
"Uh, that... I..."
Looking at Ye Zixuan whose expression was unnatural, Yun Zaiye asked tentatively, "Is there something wrong?"
Ye Zixuan nodded without opening his mouth.
Without further thinking, Yun Zaiye said directly, "Mo Xun?"
Ye Zixuan still did not speak, but still nodded.
After thinking for a while, Yun Zaiye turned his head and looked at Qi Fengyao.
After confirming Qi Fengyao's thoughts from his eyes, Yun Zaiye patted Ye Zixuan's shoulder, "Let's go, let's have dinner together. Regarding Mo Xun... Fengyao knows a little better than me."
Half an hour later, Ye Zixuan walked into the hot pot restaurant with Yun Zaiye and Qi Fengyao as "light bulb".
It was meal time, and the hot pot restaurant was full of people.The three chose a slightly remote corner to sit down, and the head-scratching noise in their ears subsided a little.
After ordering the dishes, Yun Zaye put a cup of tea in front of Ye Zixuan, and said straight to the point, "Let's talk about it first, how much do you know about Mo Xun?"
Ye Zixuan's outstretched hand stopped in mid-air, obviously he didn't expect Yun Zaiye to ask himself this question.
If Yun Zaiye asked him how much he liked Mo Xun, he could still say one, two, three with his fingers, but...understand?
He really doesn't seem to understand.
After thinking for a while, Ye Zixuan showed a slightly embarrassed smile, "I know her well... she's three years older than me, she's a schoolmate, the owner of the bar...can drink well?"
Listening to Ye Zixuan's answer, Yun Zaiye received another [-]-point critical blow in his heart, raised his eyes to look at Qi Fengyao at the side, and silently showed off——
Look, did I put a lot of thought into chasing you back then?
Qi Fengyao successfully received Yun Zaiye's meaning, but frowned in disapproval——
nonsense!Obviously I chased you first!Don't forget four years!
The final result ended with Yun Zaiye admitting defeat, and the two re-invested in helping Ye Zixuan's great cause of life...
When they came out of the hot pot restaurant, Yun Zaiye and Qi Fengyao waved at the single dog tacitly, then turned and drifted away in the direction of Qi Fengyao's home community, leaving only a trance-like Ye Zixuan walking towards Nanchuan University.
From Qi Fengyao's mouth, what he heard seemed to be the story of another person.
In his eyes, Mo Xun is the kind of woman who "passes a leaf in the grass without touching her body"; she is the kind of woman who shakes a glass of cocktail, then drinks it all, looks at you and says, "I never loved you." 'The girl; is the kind of free and easy woman who is unrestrained and disregards the world...
In short, she shouldn't be so affectionate.
As long as she is any type of girl other than "passionate", Ye Zixuan has enough confidence to use all means to catch her.But it's precisely this kind of girl that he doesn't know the most.
Indulge in the past, don't talk about the future.The old love in the past is enough for her to spend the rest of her life with that affection. She doesn't need a new love at all, she doesn't need to go out of the past, and she doesn't want to go out of the past.
On the night when he returned to the dormitory, Ye Zixuan lay in bed tossing and turning, unable to sleep. It was not until around two o'clock that Ye Zixuan tried to convince himself.
He opened the chat interface with Mo Xun, cut and deleted for a long time before sending out a sentence——
"Sorry, I was too abrupt to disturb you before."
Just when Ye Zixuan thought he would not get a response, the phone vibrated suddenly, and Mo Xun's message came back quickly——
"After knowing my past, do you still have the confidence to give me a future?"
After reading this sentence over and over a dozen times, when Ye Zixuan was sure that there was no other meaning in it, he lay on the bed with his mobile phone in his arms, and smiled silly at the ceiling.
"I am confident that I can give you a future."
☆, extra episode 2
Meng Yuan has been very depressed recently, not as a joke, but sincerely depressed, so depressed that he has lost ten catties in this hot summer.
It's not a big deal, unlike Qi Fengyao, he didn't think about taking the postgraduate entrance examination. As early as his freshman year, he had already decided to get a job after graduation.
In fact, he is not afraid of studying, after all, he also tested his own efforts to sit at the same table with Qi Fengyao, and even worked hard to get into the same university as him.It's just that his family environment made him want to grow up earlier and faster, and wanted to take over the burden of supporting the family earlier.
Meng Yuan always felt that among his friends, he was the most ordinary one.Not very outstanding appearance, not good enough family background, not very good grades, but there is nothing shameful... In short, it is plain, very plain.
Last month, he went to interview several companies, and soon after, he received three phone calls to pass the interview. After choosing and choosing, he rejected the two companies that had the opportunity to go abroad for further study, and chose the one that didn't seem to be ambitious. Promising company with great benefits, and most importantly, that company is close to home.
It's not that he's realistic, it's just that when he was asking for Qi Fengyao's opinion, and when he received a set of suits sent by Qi Fengyao and Yun Zaiye the next day, he suddenly had his own ideas .
He is 23 years old, he is still very young, he still has a long life and many unknown possibilities.
Parents, however, don't have that much time.
His family can allow him to let go to pursue his dreams, and allow him to fly far away to pursue a great future.But Meng Yuan can't do it himself, he can't allow himself to do this, he can't get over this hurdle in his heart.
So after graduating from university, he quickly adapted himself to the general environment of this society, and he learned "reality".So when he had three paths in front of him, he undoubtedly chose the one with the highest salary, the best benefits, and the one closest to home.
But at the same time, what he gave up was the opportunity for further study, the opportunity for promotion, and the opportunity to see another world.
"Will you regret it later?"
This was the only sentence that Yun Jaeye, who had been silent all the time, asked him at the gathering with his friends before he officially started to work.
Will he regret it later?
How did he answer at that time?He didn't seem to speak, just shook his head.
Yes, he doesn't know.
Who will know the answer long after?No one will ever know.
Maybe I will regret it after a long time... But so what?At that time, the environment may have changed a lot, and he may have new opportunities to make new choices.
But at least, he won't regret it now. When he goes to sacrifice in the future, he won't regret because he missed too much time of his parents. This is enough.
After changing his clothes, Meng Yuan went out to hitch a ride to go home.
Ever since Qi Fengyao boarded the pirate ship named Yun Zaiye, his former friend seemed to have disappeared and hardly appeared in his life.
If he hadn't taken the initiative to contact Qi Fengyao, he would have wondered whether Qi Fengyao had forgotten that he existed.
Yesterday was Friday, and he was thinking about asking Qi Fengyao out for a meal today.If it doesn't work, he compromises and asks Qi Fengyao to bring Yun Zaiye with him...
The results of it?
Within 2 minutes of answering the phone, he was directly rejected by Qi Fengyao, without giving himself a chance to compromise.
"Tomorrow? Tomorrow, I have promised to see Father Yun and Mother Yun!"
"What about the day after tomorrow?"
"The day after tomorrow, Yun Zaiye will go back to school, and the laboratory has arrangements..."
"I didn't ask Yun Zaiye, I asked you!"
"Of course I'm going with him!"
"goodbye!"
After hanging up the phone, Meng Yuan silently downed a bottle of He Qizheng, trying to calm himself down.
After a while, Meng Yuan called his roommates again, but the answers he got were all——
"I need to prepare materials tomorrow..."
"Tomorrow the unit will go out for team building..."
"My mother arranged a blind date for me..."
Okay, okay, okay, everyone in the world is very busy, but he is the only idler!
Probably because the long wait will make people sleepy, not long after the plane took off, Qi Fengyao leaned on Yun Zaye and fell asleep.On the side, Yun Zaye played backgammon with his mobile phone, and also felt sleepy, and fell asleep after a while.
After the group of "Special Operations Team" arrived, Mo Xun immediately contacted Little Sun who had been waiting outside the airport for a long time according to the information sent by Yun Zaiye.
After checking into the hotel, I was in a state of excitement all the way in the early morning, and I still kept my high spirits in the middle of the night.
Meng Yuan, who was already drowsy, wondered why this senior seemed so excited. Could it be that he was getting old?
Standing outside the balcony of the hotel, in the early morning, he happily took pictures and videos with his mobile phone, and then kept sending voice messages to different people.
"Do you believe it? I'm actually standing on the land of Egypt!"
"I can go see the pyramids!"
"So excited! You are also very excited..."
Just when Meng Yuan was leaning against the head of the bed and was about to fall asleep, a crisp doorbell pulled him out of his drowsy state.Before he could react, he trotted over to open the door in the early morning.
After opening the door, there was the same excited little sun and two big bags behind him.
After the little sun said hello, he handed in the two bags behind him and explained, "This is your outfit for tomorrow. It is all tailored according to your size. There should be no problem. I will also arrange the itinerary." It’s in the bag, and it has my phone number on it, if you have any questions, you can contact me.”
After bidding farewell to Qingchen and Meng Yuan, Little Sun went to knock on the rooms of Bai Lang, Mo Xun and the others respectively to make preparations for tomorrow one by one.
Half an hour later, Little Sun successfully completed his task, sent a message to Yun Zaiye, and went back to his room to rest.
When Yun Zaiye and Qi Fengyao arrived at the hotel, it was [-] am Beijing time and [-] pm local time.
When Qi Fengyao went to the bathroom to wash up, Yun Zaiye glanced at the message from Little Sun, then went out quietly and quietly moved the props to be used tomorrow to his room.
After confirming tomorrow's procedure, Yun Zaiye deleted all the chat records, and then walked into the bathroom with his pajamas to take Qi Fengyao's place.
After both of them finished washing, Yun Zaiye gave Qi Fengyao the gown that Little Sun sent just now.
"Little Sun came to deliver clothes just now, and said that tomorrow's ceremony will start at ten o'clock in the morning, and a driver will take us there at the address."
Qi Fengyao took the dress and looked at it, and said suspiciously, "We are the best man? Isn't this dress too gorgeous and a bit overwhelming?"
Fortunately, Yun Zaiye was well prepared, and immediately answered, "You don't need to worry about this? He is the prince of Vmagazine, do you want any clothes?"
After persuading Qi Fengyao, the two were overwhelmed by the ensuing sleepiness, and soon fell asleep in an embrace.
The next morning, the bell at eight o'clock woke up the two people who were still a little confused.Watching Qi Fengyao walk into the bathroom, Yun Zaiye first took his mobile phone to make sure that the members of the special operations team were up, and then slowly hummed a song and went into the bathroom to wash up.
At a quarter past nine, Yun Zaiye took Qi Fengyao downstairs and got into the car arranged by Little Sun, and arrived at the planned destination all the way.
Looking at the several pyramids of different sizes around him, Qi Fengyao fell into confusion again - it turns out that foreigners' aesthetics should be good when they get married?
It was probably because of their outstanding looks and somewhat unusually formal attire that the tourists coming and going around wanted to stop for a while.
Being looked up and down by many people's eyes, Qi Fengyao was a little uncomfortable.He held Yun Zaiye's hand with a little force.In the next second, Yun Zaiye immediately realized Qi Fengyao's problem, and took him aside.
"It's still early, let's go for a walk."
After avoiding some noisy crowds, Qi Fengyao relaxed a little.
Pointing to a pyramid not far away, Qi Fengyao asked, "The one with the most is the Khufu Pyramid, right?"
"Yeah, our little friend Yaoyao is so smart?"
Hearing this, Qi Fengyao curled his lips, "Please, this person with some common sense knows it!"
Yun Zaiye didn't answer the question, but pointed to a place nearby, "Do you know what those two buildings are called?"
"Meng Kaola and what?" Qi Fengyao couldn't remember clearly, and he was a little confused.
"The one next to it is called Khafre." Yun Zaiye led Qi Fengyao to the side, avoiding several obstacles, "Did you see the Sphinx in front of it?"
Qi Fengyao nodded, waiting for Yun Zaiye's next words.
"If you get closer, you will see a tombstone without any writing in front of the Sphinx."
"Tombstone?" Qi Fengyao was a little surprised, "Is it for the pharaoh? Why is there a tombstone?"
"It is said that in the history of ancient Egypt, there was an emperor who was loved and supported by the people. But then he fell in love with a man who was one of his same-sex ministers. I don't know how this matter got to the emperor. In the ears of the people of the city, they all agreed that the minister had some unknown sorcery that confused the king, so they summoned almost the whole city to denounce the minister."
"and after?"
"Later, the king wanted to protect his lover, and he did not hesitate to become an enemy of his own people. But the minister couldn't bear to see his lover being attacked by everyone, so he threw himself into the Nile River and committed suicide."
In fact, death is an inevitable outcome, but Qi Fengyao still has some doubts, "Since we love each other so much, why didn't we live and die together?"
"Because the ancient Egyptians believed in a legend that two people who love each other can share their happiness and good luck. So the minister chose to commit suicide, hoping to extend all the happiness and good luck for the rest of his life to his lover. Protect him forever."
"Then... does the king still have three wives and four concubines?"
"No, that's the only lover in his life. Since he left, no one has appeared by the king's side as a lover."
Qi Fengyao didn't speak again, but looked at the unremarkable tombstone from a distance.
At this moment, he didn't notice that a long red carpet had been laid behind him, and at the end of the red carpet was an arch of roses.Friends in formal attire stood around, ready to send their most sincere blessings.
Looking at Qi Fengyao who was slightly distracted in front of him, Yun Zaiye took out the ring that he had prepared earlier from his pocket, knelt down on one knee in front of Qi Fengyao, and the little sun who was already waiting at the side hurriedly sent a bouquet of roses.
"Fengyao, the first time I heard this story was in a history class in my high school. At that time, I never understood why the lord of a country would betray all his sons because of one of his favorite ministers. But then I met you, got to know you, and fell in love with you. At that moment, I suddenly let go. I thought... If the king were me, I would also betray all my sons for my lover Min. Fengyao, you are my lover."
Facing the sudden confession, Qi Fengyao seemed at a loss for a while.He was standing at one end of the red carpet, looking movedly at the person in front of him who had sworn to love him.
It wasn't until there were more and more people watching and the voices became louder and louder that Qi Fengyao took the bouquet from Yun Zaiye's hand as if he had just woken up from a dream, and watched Yun Zaiye put the ring on himself with a smile on his face. ring finger.
At some point, the long red carpet behind her was covered with rose petals, and Bai Lang and Mu Ran stood under the arch in the distance, as if they were waiting there with something in their hands.
Yun Zaiye got up and bent slightly, and put one hand in front of Qi Fengyao, palm up, eyes full of enthusiasm.
"Mr. Qi Fengyao, would you like to go hand in hand with Yun Zaiye and spend the rest of your life together?"
Qi Fengyao nodded, his red eyes made him almost speechless.
The bright sunlight shone on the couple, and the golden thread from the hair between the brows to the edge of the dress was coated with a layer of happiness.On the red carpet covered with petals, a couple with picturesque eyebrows walked towards the end arch holding hands.
Waiting there, Bai Lang and Mu Ran each held a marriage certificate designed and printed by Yun Zaiye himself.From content to material, it is almost the same as an ordinary marriage certificate.
Until standing under the arch, Qi Fengyao was still a little dazed.It was so sudden, when he was still immersed in the role of being the best man for a stranger, he suddenly transformed into the protagonist of this wedding.
You should have realized it earlier, shouldn't you?
From the suddenly decided trip to the hastily explained wedding, from the inexplicable phone call to this extravagant-looking dress, and the cuffs of the two are intimately embroidered with each other's initials.
It took a while for Qi Fengyao to recover.
Looking at the cheering crowd around him, and at Yun Zaiye who was staring at him firmly, Qi Fengyao suddenly remembered a poem he had seen by accident not long ago——
I am the glory of all things in the world
everyone's love
The unique moonlight in the world
north pole star
heavy snow in winter
churning magma
The fluffy grass that grows freely in Mobei
The boundary between dawn and dusk
The beginning of day and night
The star shift of the universe
i am your lover
Amidst the blessings of the crowd, and under the witness of countless tourists, Qi Fengyao slowly leaned forward and wrapped his arms around Yun Zaiye's neck, and touched Yun Zaiye's soft lips tremblingly.
Yun Zaiye, did you hear that?
I am your lover, the only lover you will never change until your death.
——End of full text——
☆, say something to you (1)
Talking to my friend before going to bed last night, I told her that my first novel was a tentative end to an unsatisfactory end.She asked me if I was preparing a second book, and I said yes.Not only is there a second book, but there is also her shadow in the second book.
She asked me why there was her, and whether the girl was just a cannon fodder supporting role in it, and I said no, because the next book is not about romance but romance.
She was a little puzzled and asked me why?
In fact, this is the subject of my next book after thinking about it for a long time.
First of all, let me tell you why I started writing.
The most direct factor for the birth of "Moon Illusion" is this epidemic that has had a huge impact on a global scale.I had no way to go back to school. Fortunately, the university courses were not too intense, so I took this precious opportunity to start writing down the story I had conceived for a long time.
The reason for this theme probably has a lot to do with my own personality—I am an incompetent idealist.
I often hope that I can become a savior-like figure to save all the pain I can see in this world.I hope I can have a lot of power and a strong influence to change some of the prejudices that exist in this world, and the groups that are suffering because of it.
Homosexuality is one of them.
In 1973, homosexuality was removed from the DSM's caseload, meaning that this niche group was recognized by official authority.They are not patients, they are just a relatively small group.
When I heard this message in class, I kept wondering if every gay person in 1973 was rejoicing that they were recognized and accepted.
But then I found out, it wasn't.Not just in 1973, and even now, they still don't.
That's why I changed the subject matter for my next second novel, because I haven't found a better way to protect or justify them.
There may be a large number of people who feel that even if they are not a supporter of homosexuality, they will at least respect them.
But is this really the case?
In our society, there is actually enough research evidence to show that homosexuals account for 5.00% to [-]% of the total population.
what does that mean?That means 4 to 5 out of every [-] people are gay.But we look around us, how many people have we dated since we were born, and how many homosexuals have we met?
Very few, very very few, almost none.
why is that?Are the research findings wrong?
No, just because you haven't encountered it doesn't mean you don't have it.More likely, they are hiding their sexuality in order to be what the majority of the population would call "normal."
Let’s look at what kind of people we know about homosexuality.In other words, what kind of people are homosexuals who are accepted and respected by most of us?
They are a generation of literary giants, an emperor through the ages, a star that attracts everyone's attention, and an elite with a successful career...Why them?
Because homosexuality has only been accepted in our world for nearly 20 years, even so, there are still a considerable number of people in society who view homosexuality through colored glasses.
It is precisely because of this that homosexuals must work hard. They endure the eyes of others and must prove themselves, so they will look even more outstanding.Because circumstances forced them to do so.Pressure has brought great motivation, and perhaps the difficulty of survival has made them even better.
Only those who are good enough and strong enough have the courage to dare to resist the prejudices of this world, and it is possible to be tolerated and respected.
So I would like to ask some people who seem to support the gay community, if a gay couple standing in front of you is a pair of ordinary-looking, poorly dressed, unknown and unremarkable people, would you still think the same? attitude towards them?
With this in mind, I changed the subject of the second book.Because I don't have enough ability to tell the story of this group of people more vividly and truly.
I have always believed that a good work has the author's true feelings and even personal experience in it.Only such descriptions and plots can make readers resonate and realize what "empathy" is.
But I am not in this crowd, and there are no such people around me, so the characters I write are too thin and the stories are too barren.What I may write is only what I take for granted, what I can experience and realize as an outsider.
But I think there should be more subtle but difficult to ignore problems. I need to accumulate and understand again in order to write a more realistic story.
So much for the time being about "The Moon Illusion" and changing the subject matter.The above are my personal opinions. If there is anything wrong, please correct me. I will definitely read the comments, and I will correct any mistakes or offenses.
☆, say something to you (2)
Like the previous chapter, this chapter is not the content of the novel, but just chatting.
This chapter is to talk to you about my second story.
This is a campus romance. What is more distinctive is that it will be a novel with particularly diverse characters, and the character construction will be fuller than "The Moon Illusion".
The original intention of writing this novel, in fact, also partly comes from myself.When "The Moon Illusion" was coming to an end, I had actually conceived two sets of novel outlines, both of which were about Tanmei.But when I decided to write, it was changed to "I still like that him too much".
Because of my own major, I will attach great importance to some niche groups that are defined as special groups in psychology.
Second, the protagonist of this article is another minority group - unrequited love.
I won’t go into details here, and interested friends can go and have a look.The main thing I want to say is that every character in this book has a prototype.
They are not outstanding, just ordinary people living around you and me.I hope that when I watch "Still", I can give you this kind of perception-look at this person, her story/personality/ideas are similar to mine.
We live in this world, there will always be times when we are alone, times when we are not understood, and times when we long for company... During all those difficult times that make you feel uncomfortable, I hope that "Still" This article can accompany you.
I hope there is a character who is similar to you or liked by you, who can accompany you in all your unhappy times, help you solve some problems, and give some opinions.
Even if you can't do that, at least you can feel your sadness, and then quietly share with you, and share half of your unhappiness.
Furthermore, part of the reason for the birth of "Still" is to commemorate.
As we get older, we meet more people and experience more things.So some things that we thought we would never forget before, have actually been forgotten by us in those days of never forgetting.
For a long time, I always woke up in the middle of the night. It must be because I was dreaming again, and I saw a person I hadn't seen for a long time in my dream.
There is a saying that when you dream of someone you haven't seen for a long time, then he/she is probably forgetting you.
I am so afraid of being forgotten, because it is more terrible than death, it will erase all the meaning of your existence.
So I want to start writing and record all the good things I have experienced and dreamed of.
Think about it, it would be a romantic thing to write a book for the teenager you once liked, and your best friend.
When they appear in your pen one by one, you will no longer worry day and night, and you will no longer be afraid of forgetting.Because there are longer texts, remember them for you.
There will be a time as long as the universe, and in the days when you leave, I will love them for you.
Don't be afraid of death and separation, that's not the end of your life.
May you meet someone who always remembers you in the long river of life, he/she must love you very much.
ps: I will start to update the episode later~
☆, extra episode 1
Ye Zixuan has been very depressed recently, so depressed that the corner of his mouth suddenly got angry.
It's not a big deal, the main reason is that Boss Mo is too hard to chase, and the second is that Bai Lang and Yun Zaiye, two little bastards, show their affection next to him every day.
"Hey, Ran Ran~ Are you free in the afternoon... Then I'll pick you up, let's go to the movies!"
"Fengyao~ There's a new hot pot restaurant in the East Third Ring Road, are you going there in the afternoon?"
Even in the early hours of the morning, he had a phone call with his little friend——
"Hey, are you going out for a ride today? Okay then I'll clean the car!!!"
Look, listen, who are these people?Are these all human words?
If it's just that, it's fine, the main thing is that when Bai Lang, who had received a thousand knives, looked like a dog and was about to go out, he turned his head and glanced at himself.
"Zixuan, don't give up! Hurry up and find the goddess of your dreams!!!"
Dream about your sister's goddess!I've never seen her in my dream, woo woo woo, I'm such a miserable man!
Fortunately, Yun Zaiye still had a sliver of conscience, he raised his hand to block it, and drove the mean-spirited Bai Lang out of the house.
Turning around, Yun Zaiye asked Ye Zixuan while changing his clothes, "But what happened to you two?"
"Damn, don't mention it!" Ye Zixuan waved his hand, and slammed his head on the table in the attitude of a loser, making a muffled sound.
"At the wedding between you and your family, I thought about striking while the iron is hot. In such a beautiful atmosphere, the chances of success should be higher. As a result... when I knocked on her door after the ceremony, I was abruptly rejected. She pressed her head and drove out..."
Hearing this, Yun Zaiye paused for a moment while buttoning his hands, looked at Ye Zixuan with a puzzled face, and raised his eyebrows to signal him to continue talking.
"It's mainly... When I went, I saw that the door of her room was open, so I went in directly. It turned out that she... she was changing clothes..."
"Cough, cough, cough, cough..."
Yun Zaiye, who was arranging his clothes, almost slipped his hand and strangled himself with his tie.After a while, Yun Zaiye calmed down his breathing, silently raised his head and glanced at Ye Zixuan who was beside him with a calm face.
"Ye Zixuan, let me tell you, if I agree to Mo Xun, you will really be a ghost!!!"
After fastening his tie, Yun Zaiye went out without looking back, for a person like Ye Zixuan, let him fend for himself!
Half an hour later, Chenchen also pushed his beloved car out of the house, leaving Ye Zixuan alone in the dormitory.
When Ye Zixuan was holding his mobile phone until he was about to throw up, he finally made up his mind to continue working hard.He couldn't believe it, he was so handsome and handsome, and he couldn't deal with a bar owner?
After more than an hour, Ye Zixuan looked at his dog-like self in the mirror, and nodded in satisfaction.
You see, you see, after tidying up a little bit, it is still very convenient to pull it out!
Turning around, Ye Zixuan came in from the balcony and called Mo Xun, planning to ask her out for lunch.
"Hello? Who is it?"
Mo Xun, who only closed the door at six o'clock this morning, was woken up by an unlucky phone call when she had slept for less than five hours. Now she is in a very bad mood.
"Ah, Mo Xun, it's me, Ye Zixuan."
Hearing the name, Mo Xun got up and was tossed again, having endured and endured it.
"Fuck away!"
"...Do you have time at noon, let's go together..."
"No time, it's okay, I'll hang up, goodbye!"
Before Ye Zixuan could react, there was only a series of busy tones from the other end of the phone.
Looking at the phone that was hung up in his hand, Ye Zixuan felt a burst of sadness, tore off the brooch that had just been fixed and threw it on the table, and the hair that had just been combed was also grabbed into a mess.
Sure enough, it still ended in failure.
It seems that the order in which things happen is very important. If I make a phone call first and then choose whether to punish myself, then... at least I won't stand in front of the mirror for an hour.
After going through a long period of pain and recovery, Ye Zixuan managed to pull himself together and combed his hair back to the meticulousness not long ago.
Now that everything has been packed, I am really sorry for myself if I don't leave the house.No matter what, I should go to the cafeteria and let the enthusiastic aunt in the cafeteria praise me!
Thinking of this, Ye Zixuan immediately felt that life had a bright future.Just as he was about to go out, Ye Zixuan received a call from Yun Zaiye.
"Zixuan, will there be time?"
"Yes, what did you say?"
"There is a folder on my bookshelf, which contains the materials I found for Fengyao. I forgot to bring it with me. Can you send it to the school gate for me?"
"The black one?" Ye Zixuan went to Yun Zaiye's desk to search, and at the same time pulled out a folder from the bookshelf.
"No, it's blue..."
"Oh good." Ye Zixuan read it again and found another book, "Studies on Ming and Qing novels?"
"That's right, that's it."
"Okay, see you later."
After hanging up the phone, Ye Zixuan picked up the folder at hand and prepared to go out.Walking to the door, he paused for a moment and then turned around - he had to clean up Yun Zaiye's desktop, otherwise that person would call everyone to clean up again when he came back!
Just as he was putting the black folder that he took out by mistake not long ago on the bookshelf, Ye Zixuan caught a glimpse of a familiar name——Mo Xun.
That was a case during Yun Zaiye's internship. As a psychology major, Ye Zixuan naturally understood the most basic counseling ethics.But... because it was Mo Xun, he really wanted to see it.
Ten minutes later, the cheerful cell phone rang suddenly in the empty dormitory, bringing Ye Zixuan, who was in a daze, back to reality.
"Zixuan, are you here yet? I'm already at the school gate..."
"Oh oh oh..." Ye Zixuan, as if waking up from a dream, hastily agreed to put the folder back in place, "I'll change my clothes right now!"
Within a few minutes, Yun Zaiye saw Ye Zixuan running towards them panting.
After taking the folder, Yun Zaiye looked Ye Zixuan up and down, raised his chin and said, "You were dressed like this before I went out?"
"Uh, that... I..."
Looking at Ye Zixuan whose expression was unnatural, Yun Zaiye asked tentatively, "Is there something wrong?"
Ye Zixuan nodded without opening his mouth.
Without further thinking, Yun Zaiye said directly, "Mo Xun?"
Ye Zixuan still did not speak, but still nodded.
After thinking for a while, Yun Zaiye turned his head and looked at Qi Fengyao.
After confirming Qi Fengyao's thoughts from his eyes, Yun Zaiye patted Ye Zixuan's shoulder, "Let's go, let's have dinner together. Regarding Mo Xun... Fengyao knows a little better than me."
Half an hour later, Ye Zixuan walked into the hot pot restaurant with Yun Zaiye and Qi Fengyao as "light bulb".
It was meal time, and the hot pot restaurant was full of people.The three chose a slightly remote corner to sit down, and the head-scratching noise in their ears subsided a little.
After ordering the dishes, Yun Zaye put a cup of tea in front of Ye Zixuan, and said straight to the point, "Let's talk about it first, how much do you know about Mo Xun?"
Ye Zixuan's outstretched hand stopped in mid-air, obviously he didn't expect Yun Zaiye to ask himself this question.
If Yun Zaiye asked him how much he liked Mo Xun, he could still say one, two, three with his fingers, but...understand?
He really doesn't seem to understand.
After thinking for a while, Ye Zixuan showed a slightly embarrassed smile, "I know her well... she's three years older than me, she's a schoolmate, the owner of the bar...can drink well?"
Listening to Ye Zixuan's answer, Yun Zaiye received another [-]-point critical blow in his heart, raised his eyes to look at Qi Fengyao at the side, and silently showed off——
Look, did I put a lot of thought into chasing you back then?
Qi Fengyao successfully received Yun Zaiye's meaning, but frowned in disapproval——
nonsense!Obviously I chased you first!Don't forget four years!
The final result ended with Yun Zaiye admitting defeat, and the two re-invested in helping Ye Zixuan's great cause of life...
When they came out of the hot pot restaurant, Yun Zaiye and Qi Fengyao waved at the single dog tacitly, then turned and drifted away in the direction of Qi Fengyao's home community, leaving only a trance-like Ye Zixuan walking towards Nanchuan University.
From Qi Fengyao's mouth, what he heard seemed to be the story of another person.
In his eyes, Mo Xun is the kind of woman who "passes a leaf in the grass without touching her body"; she is the kind of woman who shakes a glass of cocktail, then drinks it all, looks at you and says, "I never loved you." 'The girl; is the kind of free and easy woman who is unrestrained and disregards the world...
In short, she shouldn't be so affectionate.
As long as she is any type of girl other than "passionate", Ye Zixuan has enough confidence to use all means to catch her.But it's precisely this kind of girl that he doesn't know the most.
Indulge in the past, don't talk about the future.The old love in the past is enough for her to spend the rest of her life with that affection. She doesn't need a new love at all, she doesn't need to go out of the past, and she doesn't want to go out of the past.
On the night when he returned to the dormitory, Ye Zixuan lay in bed tossing and turning, unable to sleep. It was not until around two o'clock that Ye Zixuan tried to convince himself.
He opened the chat interface with Mo Xun, cut and deleted for a long time before sending out a sentence——
"Sorry, I was too abrupt to disturb you before."
Just when Ye Zixuan thought he would not get a response, the phone vibrated suddenly, and Mo Xun's message came back quickly——
"After knowing my past, do you still have the confidence to give me a future?"
After reading this sentence over and over a dozen times, when Ye Zixuan was sure that there was no other meaning in it, he lay on the bed with his mobile phone in his arms, and smiled silly at the ceiling.
"I am confident that I can give you a future."
☆, extra episode 2
Meng Yuan has been very depressed recently, not as a joke, but sincerely depressed, so depressed that he has lost ten catties in this hot summer.
It's not a big deal, unlike Qi Fengyao, he didn't think about taking the postgraduate entrance examination. As early as his freshman year, he had already decided to get a job after graduation.
In fact, he is not afraid of studying, after all, he also tested his own efforts to sit at the same table with Qi Fengyao, and even worked hard to get into the same university as him.It's just that his family environment made him want to grow up earlier and faster, and wanted to take over the burden of supporting the family earlier.
Meng Yuan always felt that among his friends, he was the most ordinary one.Not very outstanding appearance, not good enough family background, not very good grades, but there is nothing shameful... In short, it is plain, very plain.
Last month, he went to interview several companies, and soon after, he received three phone calls to pass the interview. After choosing and choosing, he rejected the two companies that had the opportunity to go abroad for further study, and chose the one that didn't seem to be ambitious. Promising company with great benefits, and most importantly, that company is close to home.
It's not that he's realistic, it's just that when he was asking for Qi Fengyao's opinion, and when he received a set of suits sent by Qi Fengyao and Yun Zaiye the next day, he suddenly had his own ideas .
He is 23 years old, he is still very young, he still has a long life and many unknown possibilities.
Parents, however, don't have that much time.
His family can allow him to let go to pursue his dreams, and allow him to fly far away to pursue a great future.But Meng Yuan can't do it himself, he can't allow himself to do this, he can't get over this hurdle in his heart.
So after graduating from university, he quickly adapted himself to the general environment of this society, and he learned "reality".So when he had three paths in front of him, he undoubtedly chose the one with the highest salary, the best benefits, and the one closest to home.
But at the same time, what he gave up was the opportunity for further study, the opportunity for promotion, and the opportunity to see another world.
"Will you regret it later?"
This was the only sentence that Yun Jaeye, who had been silent all the time, asked him at the gathering with his friends before he officially started to work.
Will he regret it later?
How did he answer at that time?He didn't seem to speak, just shook his head.
Yes, he doesn't know.
Who will know the answer long after?No one will ever know.
Maybe I will regret it after a long time... But so what?At that time, the environment may have changed a lot, and he may have new opportunities to make new choices.
But at least, he won't regret it now. When he goes to sacrifice in the future, he won't regret because he missed too much time of his parents. This is enough.
After changing his clothes, Meng Yuan went out to hitch a ride to go home.
Ever since Qi Fengyao boarded the pirate ship named Yun Zaiye, his former friend seemed to have disappeared and hardly appeared in his life.
If he hadn't taken the initiative to contact Qi Fengyao, he would have wondered whether Qi Fengyao had forgotten that he existed.
Yesterday was Friday, and he was thinking about asking Qi Fengyao out for a meal today.If it doesn't work, he compromises and asks Qi Fengyao to bring Yun Zaiye with him...
The results of it?
Within 2 minutes of answering the phone, he was directly rejected by Qi Fengyao, without giving himself a chance to compromise.
"Tomorrow? Tomorrow, I have promised to see Father Yun and Mother Yun!"
"What about the day after tomorrow?"
"The day after tomorrow, Yun Zaiye will go back to school, and the laboratory has arrangements..."
"I didn't ask Yun Zaiye, I asked you!"
"Of course I'm going with him!"
"goodbye!"
After hanging up the phone, Meng Yuan silently downed a bottle of He Qizheng, trying to calm himself down.
After a while, Meng Yuan called his roommates again, but the answers he got were all——
"I need to prepare materials tomorrow..."
"Tomorrow the unit will go out for team building..."
"My mother arranged a blind date for me..."
Okay, okay, okay, everyone in the world is very busy, but he is the only idler!
You'll Also Like
-
My understanding is beyond belief. I am cultivating immortality in the world of tomb raiders.
Chapter 326 2 hours ago -
Zhanshen: Yingzi, please respect yourself and don’t do anything rash!
Chapter 314 2 hours ago -
The end of the world, beauty illustrations, starting with the most beautiful stewardess
Chapter 216 2 hours ago -
Naruto: Get the Golden Light Curse at the beginning
Chapter 251 2 hours ago -
Super God: Double through the fairy tale, change everything
Chapter 301 2 hours ago -
Douluo: I became a god after I became Tang San's sister
Chapter 149 3 hours ago -
Genshin Impact: Wendy's Adventure of Reverse Travel
Chapter 50 3 hours ago -
The Night Watchman of Siheyuan
Chapter 231 3 hours ago -
Dark Naruto's acting life
Chapter 302 3 hours ago -
Pirates Reborn as the Three Strongest Forces of the Straw Hat Pirates
Chapter 54 3 hours ago