Double Lover [Entertainment]

In the deep night, the unknown insects outside the window chirped rhythmically, dormant in the grass.Near the water's edge, the fog was thick.Only one lamp was lit in the room, and the bright yellow halo was printed on the wall, blurring the figure.

Given was lying on the bed, slightly sideways, with long curly hair hanging between the pillows, but his side face was exposed.Her posture was a little stiff, and the side face was softly blurred by the light, but there was a slight blush, maybe she was drunk.

Jiang Cha just stood quietly not far away, with a calm expression, and even wanted to leave.

She doesn't want to be here.

I don't want to be in the same room with Givenchy.

As soon as her words came out, Given was stiff for a while, but it didn't take long before he smiled again: "Then what do you want me to do?"

"..." Jiang Cha looked at her silently without saying a word.

She smiled and said, "I'm always wrong."

"I didn't ask you to do anything." Jiang Cha looked at her and said seriously, "I just don't want to continue living with you."

Given sat on the spot silently and asked, "Why?"

"why?"

Jiang Cha bent over slowly, sat on the side of the bed and smiled: "You really don't know why?"

Among them, there is a topic that is taboo.

Don't mention it, don't talk about it, but both of them know it in their hearts.

In the past, ginger tea was used as a stand-in by her. This matter was a thorn, and it couldn't be mentioned. It hurts when you mention it, and it can only push the relationship further and further.Given knew the stakes, so he didn't say anything, just remained silent.But in her opinion, that was all in the past, why can't she let go of the past and start over?

"I'm sorry." Given said softly: "How can you forgive me? You say, I am willing to do it."

"It's not a matter of forgiveness." Jiang Cha sighed softly, looking at her with pity: "I just can't get back the feeling I had at the beginning."

Ginger tea lowered its eyes.

Given looked up at her, as if he couldn't understand what she was saying.

Under the dim light, Jiang Cha had a plain face, and her long hair was extremely soft, hanging lightly around her waist, making her waist look thin and soft.She wore an off-white dress with a tight waist, and her white calves overlapped one after the other.

His face was dull.

"I don't like it that much anymore. I don't want it anymore. That's all."

Given's expression was a little stiff.

She closed her eyes, and the scenes from the past flashed through her mind. She remembered the first time she saw ginger tea. She was still a little girl, her face was full of happiness and displeasure, her long eyelashes curled up Alice, like a doll.

She remembered the "like" that ginger tea said in her ear.

Remember a lot.

She didn't pay much attention to it before, but she remembered everything at this moment, but she was still a little dizzy and couldn't figure out her thoughts.

Maybe, some things, if you miss it, you miss it, and you can't get it back.

Given turned over, his eyes froze, and he tilted his head without saying a word.

"Too."

She murmured softly, "It's just me who is passionate."

It was very quiet at night, but the rabbit kept patting the cage indiscriminately.

Jiang Cha couldn't bear it, squatted down, wanted to open the cage door, and let it out, and then heard Givenchy say: "Farewell, it's just hungry. There is rabbit food on the left, just give it some more."

Jiang Cha saw the bag of rabbit food, it was a big bag, with two rabbits printed on the outside, squatting on the grass, some incomprehensible Japanese, colorful.

She opened the bag lightly, scooped a spoonful from it, and added it to its food box, with a clattering sound.

Rabbit food looks like long biscuits compressed from plants, the color of hay and carrots mixed together.

Given looked a bit intrusive, but the rabbit was very cute.

She just squatted there, listening to the crisp sound of it chewing.

The two were silent, and there was only this creaking sound, which was very pleasant to hear.

After a while, Givenchy sighed softly and said:

"I may not see what it's like to grow old."

"You couldn't have seen it."

Jiang Cha smiled: "We will be divorced in a year, and we will live our own lives. Have you forgotten?"

divorce.

The word rolled in my mind one after another, divorced, and divorced a year later.

Ginger Tea doesn't want her.

No one wants her.

Everyone hates her.

Then she opened her eyes wide and lay on the head of the bed, her face was like a paper mask, lifeless, like a solidified stone sculpture, only letting the night wind blow her hair up.

Why, why is there no room for forgiveness at all.

Given thought for a while, and thought that during the period of raising her, the monthly expenses were fully paid.In such a deformed employment relationship that does exist in society, as a "funder", there seems to be nothing wrong with her.

The mistake was that Jiang Cha liked her.

She used her as a stand-in.

That seemed hurtful enough.

Given sighed softly.

She doesn't believe in fate.

But there seems to be a strange force in the dark, pushing her one by one, causing her to lose her love one by one.

Alone in the end.

She was not born in a normal delivery, and she was already deprived of oxygen in the womb, which led to blood stasis in the brain.When she was a teenager, her mother took her to the hospital for an examination and discovered this problem. But on the way home, she was too nervous and had a car accident.Her mother passed away, and after her father's second marriage, no one cared about her, and this matter was gradually forgotten.

Including herself, she didn't take it seriously.

The last time I was in Song Baiwei's office, Jiang Cha said a few words, and suddenly I couldn't see anything in my eyes. For five or six seconds, there was only light in front of my eyes, and I couldn't see anything.

At that time, she thought it was hypoglycemia and didn't pay much attention to it, but was persuaded by Xu Qingzhu to go to the hospital.

The doctor's expression was serious, and he just asked her if she had any relatives and friends, and said that spending more time with them these days would ease her mood.

The test results haven't come out yet, but she is a little scared.

afraid of what?

She doesn't know either.

It's just that she subconsciously wanted to keep this matter a secret, so that no one would know.

Don't let anyone know about it.

She was afraid that others would know that she was just a paper tiger who might fall from power at any time; in this way, the position she had so hard won from her brother might be unstable.

What she holds in her hands is nothing more than wealth and status, and she has nothing else.In the past, she could rely on these two things to make herself look good and high, but now, the superficial prosperity is about to disappear.

She was afraid that Jiang Cha would know.

She is afraid of being left behind.

Although, she seems to have been left behind.

Given raised his hand, turned off the wall lamp, then gathered the quilt, buried himself in it, and said softly, "I'm asleep."

Jiang Cha's footsteps moved slightly for a moment before hearing Givenchy's soft reminder:

"In the room next door, the bedding is clean."

There is very little movement at night, it seems that because of the reason of being in the mountains, there is a feeling of isolation and desolation, it seems that there are only these two people in the world of Nuoda, and there are only two people in the world. .

The servant is absent at night, the house is empty, like a haunted house, there are too many unknown places.Jiang Cha fell asleep, but her mind was still in chaos. She felt that Givenchy was a little abnormal today, even after leaving Song Baiwei's office that day, he was a little abnormal.

Where is it abnormal? It's not clear.

Or maybe she was thinking too much?

Probably overthinking it.

In the early morning, Jiang Cha went to the set, while Given went to the hospital.

There were as many people in the city hospital as before. She held the medical records and sat in front of the old expert, feeling panicked.

The old expert's hair was all white, he was fat, and he looked a little dignified.There are some wrinkles in the corners of the eyes. When looking at people, I like to squint my eyes, and the wrinkles are deeper.On the bridge of the nose is a pair of metal square glasses, the metal light flickers, which only makes people feel cold.

"Blood in the brain."

The doctor opened the medical record, took a signature pen from the pocket of the white coat, and lowered his head to write in the medical record.

"How do you usually feel? Where is it uncomfortable?"

"Dizziness, sometimes headaches."

"Do you want to vomit?"

"No."

The doctor raised his eyes and said: "The last CT result came out, it was cerebral congestion. Was there a car accident recently? Or what happened?"

car accident?

There was a car accident before we got married, but it wasn't serious.Mostly have little effect.

Given was stunned, and said: "I have had it since I was a child, and there was a lack of oxygen in the fetus. However, there was a not serious car accident recently."

"Maybe it was superimposed twice, which made the original situation worse, and the area of ​​blood stasis was a bit large."

His voice was flat, and he couldn't tell how serious "serious" was.Given was a little uncertain, so he could only wait quietly.

The doctor held the pen, swishing and scribbling on the paper, but couldn't understand what was written.He said with a blank expression: "There is no danger to life for the time being, but the number may be too many. I still recommend surgery. Although surgery is risky, it is better than delaying it."

When Given heard these words, he felt relieved: "I don't plan to have surgery for now, just take medicine."

"Not planning at the moment?"

The doctor smiled: "Then when are you going to have surgery?"

Given thought for a while: "About a year later."

one year later?

It's been too long.

The doctor raised his eyes again and asked, "Where's your family?"

"not coming."

"Next time you come over, at least ask someone close to accompany you, so I can tell her to take care of you."

Given turned his eyes out of the window, but said nothing.

After a while, she said as if talking to herself:

"I can take care of myself."

The doctor raised his eyebrows and didn't say anything. He just prescribed some prescriptions for her and asked her to get the medicines, then he gave up.

At the end, I seriously told: "Take the medicine first, if you still feel uncomfortable after a course of treatment, come to the hospital as soon as possible, don't delay."

作者有话要说：感谢在2020-05-0800:16:54~2020-05-0818:00:21期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who cast the rocket launcher: Ki1ler1;

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: zy10 bottles;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!