When I watched the diary of the master gold

The consequence of my overeating is that I hang on to Zhang Zhuang and walk slowly in the park to digest food. I think Zhang Zhuang is not in a good mood. According to my many years of experience, when Zhang Zhang is inexplicably depressed, it is better to keep quiet. Choice, especially when I feel like throwing up when I speak.I thought that Zhang Zhuang would definitely not talk to me in the next few hours, but when we sat down on the bench, Zhang Zhuang suddenly asked me: "Su Yan, did you see it?"

The nonsensical sentence, but I understood it, I stretched my legs, and hummed, I don’t understand why Zhang Zhuang brought up his secret love, I have never experienced hopeless love, but I have read many movies and TV shows I can quite understand Zhang Zhuang's mood in the works. I touched Zhang Zhuang's wrist and said, "Want to talk? I'll listen."

I remember that the air quality was good that day, the moon was covered by dark clouds from time to time, and tall buildings rose in the distance, and thousands of neon lights in the human world fell into Zhang Zhuang's eyes. His eyes were bright but looked lonely. That was my first time. He heard himself from Zhang Zhuang for the first time.

Apparently Zhang Zhang is not used to opening his heart to others, he often has to pause for a long time after speaking a few sentences before speaking the next paragraph, I pieced together Zhang Zhang's past from his quiet and fragmented narrative.

Although there is no traditional upper class in China, there are only upstart local tyrants who take advantage of national policies, but Zhang Zhuang's father is deeply inferior to his name as a nouveau riche. His parents hope that Zhang Zhuang can wash away the shame of nouveau riche and bring his family become bigger and stronger, and become a man who controls the lifeblood of the global economy... Hahaha, these are of course not Zhang Zhuang’s original words. He was forced to bear the morbid ambition of his parents. As mentioned earlier, his father spent huge sums of money to hire tutors for one-on-one tutoring. As a matter of course, Zhang Zhuang was very lonely in his childhood. The only friend he had was the one who lived opposite his house. The little friend Lei Shuxian, Lei Shuxian is a little rebellious but most of the time he lives a well-regulated life, and he is very in tune with Zhang Zhuang until the two go to study abroad together.Zhang Zhuang said calmly and restrainedly: "I only discovered that my possessiveness towards Shu Xian was abnormal when he was with velica. I realized it too late, even if I wanted to fight for it, it was too late... If you say you are young, you can only be young."

I asked Zhang Zhuang why he fell in love with him. Comrade Lei Shuxian, who is a straight man with aesthetics, would suddenly cry and cry. There is another sentence I didn’t say, that is, I have crushed him in terms of appearance and figure. Why? I didn't see you fascinated by me.

Zhang Zhuang tried to save Lei Shuxian's image for the last time, saying that he might have quarreled with Velica, but he is usually very personable.

The soul of gossip burns the calories I just ate. I asked him why he likes Lei Shuxian, and Zhang Zhuang was silent for a long time before hesitating: "Maybe it's because he takes good care of me. Rely on..."

At that time, my IQ was offline, and I didn't realize that Zhang Zhuang was trying to clean up the dark history of his secret love. I just frantically swiped the screen in my heart: yo yo yo, it turned out to be a stalk that went deep without knowing where it came from, so angry I'm so angry, but I can't say.

I forced a smile and asked, do you still like him now?

Zhang Zhuang was silent, I was even more angry, and because I ate too much, I really wanted to go to the toilet, such an unsatisfactory stomach must not be mine.I rubbed my crooked nose and told Zhang Zhuang to wait here for a while in a deflated voice. I went to the toilet and came back. Before Zhang Zhuang responded, I turned and ran away.

Fortunately, there is a pedestrian street not far from me, thanks to Wanda and his toilet for saving me.Downstairs from Wanda, I saw a huge stuffed bear smiling obscenely at me in the glass window from the boutique. I took a few steps and turned back to buy the bear that would fight me on the bed in the future. Although I am very angry, I am not angry, I am just angry at the beginning of our deformity and the unprovoked nature of our creation. Anyway, Valentine’s Day gifts are still to be given. After eating, I feel refreshed and feel that it is time Coax my boss Zhang.

When I returned to the park, Zhang Zhuang was leaning on the railing by the lake with his back to me, smoking. Hidden, walked towards Zhang Zhuang.

When Zhang Zhuang heard my footsteps, he turned his head abruptly, and saw that it was my eyes that had sparkles. He crushed the cigarette end with his foot, and his expression was as cold as a glacier bursting a bank: "Su Yan, where have you been? You They didn't answer my phone..."

It was only then that I realized that the person who caused Zhang Zang's extreme irritability might not be Lei Shuxian, but... me.

But this is not important, the key is to explain the reason why I didn't answer the phone as soon as possible. I fumbled in my pocket and said, "I went to the toilet. Hey, where is my phone..."

I met Zhang Zhuang's eyes, and there was no sound for a while. I tried to recall and speculated rigorously: "I think I probably didn't bring out my phone..."

Zhang Zhuang was obviously still angry, and snorted coldly: "That's really rare, you actually forgot your wife at home."

"Because I am very happy with you. You see, I haven't played with my mobile phone all day. Don't be angry, I was wrong." I held Zhang Zhang and actively reviewed: "Next time I will take you with me to the bathroom, okay?"

Zhang Zhuang is actually very gentle, as long as he admits his mistakes in a good voice, his attitude will soften, and this time is no exception, just listen to him take a deep breath and explain: "I'm not angry because you don't answer my phone, I'm ...thought you ran away."

Luckily, I am a master of Chinese reading comprehension, and I don't understand Zhang Zhuang's brain circuit: "What am I running?"

"I know you're looking forward to today, I'm sorry I didn't take you to a seafood dinner."

It’s the first time I’ve heard Zhang Zhuang apologize to me in the two years I’ve known him, um, the feeling of being apologized is not sour.

I kissed Zhang Zang's head, and explained feebly: "Baby, I'm really not the kind of person who ran away crying without a big meal. To be honest, if I was such a person in your heart, I would be very scared-" _-||"

I deliberately made Zhang Zhuang laugh, but this time Zhang Zhuang was more serious than ever. He hugged my waist so hard that I felt pain.

I heard Zhang Zhuang desperately restrained but still trembling: "I have rarely thought of Lei Shuxian this year, Su Yan, I mean what I said, I like you, can you..."

"Okay!" I yelled this sentence, and before I finished speaking, I pressed him against the railing and kissed him furiously, trying to squeeze out the last breath of air in each other's lungs. As I grow older, I have already I rarely feel excited. The last time I was so excited was when I was admitted to college... This time I kissed so much that I even forgot to take a breath. When I stopped, my head was dizzy and I felt like the whole world Fireworks were being set off, I pulled Zhang Zhang forward and walked forward, my brain was full of sperm, I just wanted to go home quickly, I want to die my little baby...

Nai He Zhang Zhang was quite uncooperative, pulled me and gasped and said, "Wait, I have something to confess to you. After I tell you, you can't pursue it in the future."

I adjusted my self-control to the maximum, and said with difficulty: "You tell me, I won't pursue it."

"When I first met you, I installed bugs on you, and people followed you..."

What! Isn't that when I go to the bathroom and masturbate and everything is heard?

I can't see it, the person who ignores me on the surface actually has such a perverted desire to explore me secretly, I didn't expect you to be so flamboyant.

I held Zhang Zhang's cold hand and barely suppressed the shock, "Don't be nervous, why, voyeurism?"

"No, I'm afraid that you will be the same as the previous person..."

"What the hell? Am I not your second?" I feel like I have opened the door to a new world...

"Before you, there was someone who stalked me. I didn't touch him, so I tried it. As a result, he went to bed with someone behind my back two weeks later. Su Yan, if it's not a secret love, you were my first kiss and first love... "

Zhang Zhuang's seriousness really scared me, so I nodded quickly and confessed seriously: "I was in a mess before you, you should know, but I never contacted those people again, um, thank you no dislike me."

Those words just now seemed to have drained all of Zhang Zang’s courage. He lightly said that I’m done confessing, then put his head on my shoulder and stopped talking. It's a male ticket, and in the future, Fan Yu like Lei Shuxian will no longer be able to casually hold Zhang Zang in circles. It's really exciting to think about it... When I get excited, I will hold Zhang Zang and hug me in circles, but it's a pity that Zhang Zong This weak chicken hugged me hard and turned around and said that my waist was going to break, Su Yan, you are really heavy...

I disliked Zhang Zhang, your boyfriend is not good enough, but my body honestly supported Zhang Zhang's ass and let him hang on me like a koala, I pursed my mouth and pretended to be wronged: " Don't let Lei Shu hold you in the future, I'm so sore."

Zhang Zhuang smiled with crooked eyebrows, lowered his head to kiss me, and said vaguely, "Well, I'm yours."