hold back the merman

"You always put yourself in the position of a victim, dismissive of what I have done, and hate everything I have given you. You just ruined your uncertain stardom and imprisoned you regardless of your wishes. You, but you have never lost money in material terms. I have owed you so much for so many years, and I should pay you back even if it is an equivalent exchange. Don’t put on a victim’s face anymore. I used to look at you Maybe I will feel guilty and make up for it, and now I just feel disgusted when I look at it."

The word "disgusting" was like a knife, it stabbed Ye Zixin's heart fiercely. Does this man feel wronged now?Heh—how ridiculous, what he gave to himself was never what he wanted, so why should he let himself be grateful to Dade for acting like that orc? !He always knew that this man was domineering and ruthless, but he didn't expect that he could be so ruthless. After depriving him of his freedom and trampling on his dignity, he would ruthlessly beat him into the dust and into the depths of the mud.

It rained suddenly in the sky, and the ferocious lightning made Ye Zixin's pale face even paler. Looking at the dense rain, Ye Zixin couldn't help thinking of the origin of everything.It was also a rainy day, and the man was just one of the many listeners in the coffee shop.But Ye Zixin didn't expect that just because of the other party's glance, he would be imprisoned in that golden cage like a bird with its wings broken, and he would not be free for several years.

When Nangong Ze picked him up from Nangong's house, Ye Zixin, who was driven into a corner, was standing at a cross street in a daze. When Nangong's hover car landed beside him and invited him to get on the car, although Ye Zixin didn't know that the outside world was in awe of the mystery. Why did the master killer want to see such a down-and-out little guy, but still got on the luxurious suspension car with curiosity and bewilderment.

Like most people, Ye Zixin harbored the fear of the master of killers in her heart, but when she saw Nan Gongze wearing a black suit with a slumped face and exuding a cold air all over her body, although she was surprised that the other party was too handsome Ye Zixin, who had just arrived, shuddered at his cold majesty. "Mr. Nangong, please find me..."

"You haven't eaten yet, sit down."

Even if he invited someone to eat, the person's words were cold and without the slightest warmth, like a machine without emotion, which made Ye Zixin's heart more panicky.Even so, he forced himself to calm down as soon as possible, and ate a precious meal of delicacies like chewing wax.After a lunch, when Ye Zixin was still hesitating about how to speak to break the silence, the other party's words rang out first.

"Just treat this as your own home from now on, you're welcome."

Ye Zixin's eyes widened sharply, and when she still didn't understand the meaning of the words, the other party had already turned and left.Seeing the figure going out, Ye Zixin ran over at the fastest speed, "Mr. Nangong, please explain clearly, what do you mean by that? You invited me to..."

"If you have anything to say, wait until I come back. You can stay here first. I have something to do."

In this way, Ye Zixin, who couldn't figure it out, stayed there anxiously, trying to ask why the killer suddenly wanted to see her.However, the man did not come back that night.It was three days later when I saw that person again, and Ye Zixin, who was restless like an ant on a hot pot, ran over nervously and anxiously the first time she saw that person, "Mr. Nangong, you are finally back, I... .”

"You can just call me Ze. I have heard the piano music you play, and I like it very much. I want to invite you to be my exclusive pianist."

At that time, Ye Zixin didn't even have the courage to refuse, not to mention that he was desperate, but as an ordinary person, he didn't dare to refuse, afraid that he would accidentally offend the other party with a single word, and he didn't even know how he died.For a month, Ye Zixin, who had been staying at Nangong's house, played the piano to Nangongze countless times. Even so, Ye Zixin was not so afraid of Nangongze after getting along during this period of time.Although that person had a cold face, he cared for him very much. Although he didn't talk much, he was very considerate. He was not as cold and heartless as he appeared on the outside.

Whether it is food, daily life, the other party arranges according to what she likes, even the servants and housekeepers of the Nangong family respect her very much, the more so Ye Zixin feels more uneasy.He always felt that there is no such thing as a free dinner in the world, and everything that was so beautiful made him feel a little unreal.It's not that he didn't think that the other party had other plans for him, but Ye Zixin couldn't think of anything that the master of killers who lacked everything could plan for him.Even his looks are just on the high side, there is no one he wants with the status of the Nangong family, not to mention that he doesn't think that such a self can attract the attention of the other party.

The days passed slowly like this, until three months later, Nan Gongze, who had been in a bad mood that night, was drunk and forcibly raped him regardless of his resistance. The pain... the heartbreaking pain, Ye Zixin clearly felt the pain The warm blood flowing from his lower body, but the man on his body who used to give him the illusion of a cold face and a warm heart could not hear his cry.The man just shouted "Zixin, I love you" over and over again like a demon, but sprinted like a wild beast in his body to vent his desire, and his resistance and struggle were ruthlessly suppressed by the other party. Under torture, he finally lost consciousness.

If this just made Ye Zixin feel cold and disappointed, and wiped away the warmth that the other party had shown her for three months, then the next day he dragged his crumbling body, endured the pain of tearing every step he took, and wanted to leave What he heard while passing the corridor made him angry and resentful.

"Nangong, the one I saw yesterday was the plaything you worked so hard to get back, right? It's been three months, and you haven't gotten tired of it? How does it feel after putting so much effort into it?" Ye Zixin Knowing that orc, with frivolous words, blond hair, dark green evil eyes, handsome and stunned face like Apollo, his smile is as bright as the sun but reveals a rebellious and dangerous evil, like the sun It is so dazzling, perfect and handsome that it makes people blush and heartbeat, and it is also like a beautiful poppy that knows it is poisonous but still can't help but want to get close.

"You are not allowed to insult him! I really love Zixin!"

"Sirely~" Ouyang Mingyue repeated it with aftertaste, and casually glanced upstairs with playful eyes, "If you let him know that you are the one who made him desperate in the entertainment industry, and the one who ruined his dream of being a star all along is You, do you think he will forgive you?"

"You'd better not say anything you shouldn't say!"

"Yeah, I'm angry. Do I seem to be such a talkative person? Where did you get Xiao Qianmian? I'm here to look for him."

Ye Zixin didn't remember what they said afterwards, he just felt cold, bone-piercing cold, like falling into a glacier, which made him shiver.The unwillingness and annoyance in his heart made the irrational Ye Zixin rush down. When he asked whether Nan Gongze had ruined everything for him, the man changed the subject with a cold face. "You shouldn't have come down. You're not in good health yet. You need to lie down and rest. I'm sorry last night..."

His non-denial made Ye Zixin get the answer, his caring words in the past sounded too ironic and cold to Ye Zixin at this moment, so Ye Zixin dragged her tired body and escaped out that night while no one was paying attention.However, in less than three days, he was caught back in that cold cage again, as if he was afraid that he would run away again. There would always be many people watching him by his side, just like a prisoner without freedom, whose every move was being watched by that person. Under it, it is an unbearable and even depressive state that drives people crazy.

Losing his temper, throwing things, going on a hunger strike, and even slapping, kicking and beating each other when he was angry, he resisted countless times in order to escape from Nangong's house, and every time his resistance was ruthlessly suppressed, he got a crazy meal. Torture, after the torture, the man put on an infatuated face, pampering and pampering his waywardness unconditionally.But Ye Zixin would run away desperately whenever she had the chance, he knew that those were all lies, everything was false.

To that cruel man, he was just a plaything. When he was happy, he could pamper and love him, but when he was unhappy, he would vent all his anger on him.Although he failed to escape every time, he was always captured by the devil in the end.Although what he got in return was endless torture and stricter care, it couldn't stop him from wanting to escape here.

After three years of living like this, Ye Zixin has given up hope of escaping.God always loves to joke with him, giving him hope and disappointing him, showing him hope when he is in a desperate situation, but completely despairing him when there is a bright future.After losing hope again and again, Ye Zixin finally gave up any hope of escaping from this man.He didn't want to be a plaything for others to play with, but he couldn't help himself. In the end, he wanted to end his own life to end all this.

However, he didn't expect such a coincidence that he was discovered by that man just after he cut his pulse.When the man looked at him anxiously and impatiently with a hypocritical and worried look, Ye Zixin suddenly felt very unwilling.Why should he die and not this man?He didn't do anything wrong, but he has to suffer so much, it's the devil who deserves to be damned!When such a thought arises, it burns more and more like a flame, so when the man wanted to rush over while he was not paying attention, he took advantage of the situation and stabbed the fruit knife hard on the devil.However, to his surprise, he thought he would directly kill the devil himself, but ignored the fruit knife still stuck in his body, and hugged him in a panic and sent him to the hospital. Later, he passed out due to malnutrition and blood loss up.

It was said that the devil had been confirming that he was fine before performing the operation. Ye Zixin sneered at these things, but he just regretted that the devil was not dead, and it seemed that he was going to suffer again.However, maybe it was because of the lack of strict supervision during the hospitalization, or maybe it was because the devil was suddenly injured and the people under him were in a mess, so he took the opportunity to slip out of the ward and escape from the devil again.This time was luckier than the first time. He changed his name and surname and stayed outside for two full months. Later, he was caught by the devil while working part-time.When he was captured again, his treatment was even worse than before. This time, the devil put a chain of shame on him and put away all sharp objects in the room.