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When Xu Han and Hu Zhongyue met again, it was already noon of the next day. After a whole morning of classes, both of them were tired and lay in bed for a mid-morning rest.

In his sleep, Hu Zhongyue was awakened by the sound of fierce quarrels, but when he opened his eyes, he did not see anyone. The quarrels continued, and Hu Zhongyue leaned out to find the sound.

In the bathroom, Xu Han was arguing with Lin Xuan. The reason was that Lin Xuan didn't come home at night again last night. Xu Han called all night, but he didn't answer.

"Playing games, don't you have time to connect to the phone after playing games?" Xu Han's anger burned.

……

Hu Zhongyue's hand stopped in mid-air, forget it, don't bother, let him finish the quarrel first, and the quarrels in the bathroom continued.In the intermittent words, Hu Zhongyue learned that Xu Han suspected that there was someone outside Lin Xuan.

There was smog outside, and Hu Zhongyue stood by the door smoking while listening to the quarreling and sobbing inside.

"How long are you going to lie to me?" Xu Han cried loudly.

……

"Break up." Xu Han shouted loudly.

"Hello, hello, hello." The other end of the phone hung up.

Then there was the sound of Xu Han twitching in the bathroom, Xu Han buried his head in his arms, squatting on the floor in pain.

At the door of the bathroom, Hu Zhongyue's cigarettes were unbroken one after another. He drooped his head, and a sad breath came out of his nose.

--

Time ticked by, and it was already past the time for afternoon class. Xu Han only remembered that the moment he opened the door, he was hugged by Hu Zhongyue.

Then he lay on Hu Zhongyue's shoulder and passed out, and he didn't remember anything after that.

That afternoon, Hu Zhongyue leaned against the wall, Xu Han leaned in his arms, and fell asleep for what seemed like a century.The clean breath on Xu Han's body is like a gulf of clear water, washing away his sorrow.

After waking up, Xu Han had a lot of conversations with him. He and Lin Xuan had been together for three years, had been raped three times, had countless nights away, and could often see all kinds of trendy dating apps on his mobile phone.

But he loves him very much, he can't let him go, Hu Zhongyue feels himself humbled into the dust, although there is a voice in his heart telling him that Xia Shang is dead, the person sitting in front of him is Xu Han, not Xia Shang, but he looks almost Xu Han, who was exactly like Xia Shang, he couldn't convince himself no matter what.

Perhaps to make up for regrets, Hu Zhongyue always wanted to protect Xu Han subconsciously.

The painful Xu Han made him feel distressed, tears kept flowing in his mind, but he just didn't dare to shed them.

He wiped away the tears from the corners of Xu Han's eyes with his hands, and let him cry on his shoulder.

--

One night in two weeks, Hu Zhongyue returned to the dormitory from the study room, and met Xu Han and his boyfriend on the way.

Without asking why, Hu Zhongyue stepped forward and punched the man, and pulled Xu Han away.

"What do you expect from a man who has ignored you for two weeks?"

Xu Han cried bitterly, scolding himself for being useless. That afternoon, when Xu Han saw Lin Xuan hugging a rather young boy in front of him, he went to stop Lin Xuan again.

"Lin Xuan, you're going too far." Xu Han got angry and shouted loudly, with strange looks from all around.

Lin Xuan was a face-saving person, and said frivolously: "You are sick, you still care if we broke up."

Xu Han clung to him: "Do you dare to say that you didn't betray me when we were together?"

Lin Xuan shook off the arm on the sleeve: "I've been tired of you for a long time. It's you who has been dragging me like a dog. Can't you see it? I don't even bother to have sex with you."

Snapped--

Xu Han slapped him, and five finger prints covered Lin Xuan's face like a red badge.

"Fuck, let's pay off the debt and settle the matter." Lin Xuan dragged his new boyfriend away.

--

During those painful days, Xu Han learned to smoke and indulge himself occasionally.

When he came back from the winter vacation, his condition improved a lot, and he had a recruiting smile on his face from time to time. He was nice to everyone and had no temper.

Hu Zhongyue seemed unable to catch his point.Xu Han is like a soft cloud, floating in life.

They are like ordinary classmates. They go to class together, eat together, and then go back to the dormitory. The fourth roommate in the dormitory finally appears. The three of them discuss research projects at night, and occasionally form a team to play online games.

"Xu Han, where are you going after graduation?" Hu Zhongyue took out a cigarette from the case, and with a flick of his finger, the case fell to Xu Han's finger.

"Going abroad." Xu Han held a cigarette in his mouth, took a sip, and the cigarette butt was placed along the edge of the ashtray.

With a calm expression, he blurted out calmly, not just thinking about it.

"Where are you going?" Hu Zhongyue wasn't too surprised. Last month, he saw an American visa falling out of Xu Han's bag.

"Didn't you know it a long time ago? Come and ask!" Xu Han laughed at him. Last time, he stood behind Hu Zhongyue and saw him pick up the visa and stare at it for a long time.

Hu Zhongyue laughed at himself, and later said: "I am familiar with the United States, and I will take you to play with it when the time comes."

"Are you going to America too?" Xu Han had a pair of clear eyes. Under the dim yellow light, the cool air in the air conditioner gushed out. Xu Han wrapped the thin coat on the bed around his body.

Hu Zhongyue just smiled lightly, Xu Han only thought he was joking again, and the two of them finished writing the paper all night.

--

As soon as he arrived in July, Xu Han left. When he left, only Hu Zhongyue knew that Xu Han said he didn't want to come back. He had already contacted a hospital in the United States through his mentor, and he could go to work there.

There was a lot of traffic at the airport, and Hu Zhongyue didn't take his eyes off Xu Han for a moment. He was afraid that if he didn't pay attention, he might not be able to find Xu Han.

Xu Han was very happy that day and took the initiative to hug Hu Zhongyue.

I will miss you, Hu Zhongyue.

wait for me.

Hu Zhongyue whispered a message in his ear.

Xu Han smiled like a flower, nodded with his lips pursed, and after pulling up the suitcase, he never looked back.

--

Christmas at the end of the year is Xia Shang's birthday, and Hu Zhongyue "accompanied" him to celebrate his seventh "birthday".Hu Zhongyue knew that he would never be with him again in the future.

On the second day after the death anniversary, Hu Zhongyue got on the plane to California.

On the other side of the world, he has a new person he cares about, and there is a person he misses waiting for him.

At Los Angeles Airport, Xu Han was wearing sunglasses and sportswear, blending with the sunshine here, so bright and beautiful.

The two hugged each other in this clean and bright airport, facing the scorching sun and the cool breeze, they were running on Highway [-]. It was the New Year's holiday, and they happened to be able to go to Miami for a vacation.

"No, let's go to New Orleans first." Hu Zhongyue suggested.

Xu Han sat in the co-pilot, wondering: "Why?"

Hu Zhongyue measured his body, and the sea breeze whistled from his ears: "Because it's more famous to have sex there!"

Xu Han laughed so hard, okay, let's go to New Orleans first.

The author has something to say:

in the novel,

Xu Han and Hu Zhongyue are together,

season finale,

It also means that Xia Zhixing has returned to the real world,

He will also start the next journey.