Who pulled out my straight man Flag?

#43 No matter how far the future is, I will go with you

There is a very faint fragrance in the air, which drifts through the nose inadvertently, but when you want to smell it carefully, you can't catch it.

Xie Siyan felt that the smell had a calming effect. He raised his eyes and looked at the closed door. Lu Lishen and Qiao Baiqing had been inside for almost two hours, and what Qiao Baiqing said to him before going in kept echoing in his mind.

"This is not a fixed term. The reasons for his problems are more complicated. Simply put, he is paranoid about a certain aspect caused by fantasy, and the reason for his paranoia is related to his emotional expression barrier.

He used a behavioral replacement method to solve his barriers in expression. I once told him that when he couldn’t speak, he expressed it with actions. This was several years ago, and the result was several years later. When he came back in [-], I found that he had completely misunderstood the direction, especially in terms of sex.

As for what he has experienced in the past few years, you can go back and ask him.By the way, Lu Lishen has the reason for expressing obstacles, and he agrees with me to tell you, but if you know it, don't tell him directly, because he selectively forgets that memory.

When he was in kindergarten, he was mentally abused by his teacher for half a year. He was locked in a small dark room alone, and the teacher forbade him to express all his emotional characteristics. Don't be happy, don't get angry, don't even shout that you're hungry, or say you want to go to the bathroom.The last time he was locked inside was forgotten by the teacher. It happened to be a typhoon season, and no one was left in the school. It was thundering and raining, and he was locked up overnight.So have you noticed that he's sensitive to thundery and rainy nights?Well, I still have a fear of the dark, but it's much better now. "

Qiao Baiqing's long passage kept replaying in Xie Siyan's mind. He couldn't help thinking of his childhood, and suddenly understood why Lu Lishen always stayed motionless at that time, neither crying nor laughing. But even then, at that time Lu Lishen is still so good, although he can't say it, but he knows that Lu Lishen has always been mentally healthy, positive, optimistic and strong, and he has never complained.

Therefore, he didn't think there was anything wrong with Lu Lishen. Aren't there always people in this world who are not good at expressing themselves?It's not always that there are people who are quiet and quiet. Lu Lishen is much better than them all. Even if he likes to toss him in bed, he just wants to see him cry. To be able to bear | Do something.

When Lu Lishen finally opened the door and came out, Xie Siyan had already made a great decision, and Lu Lishen stopped at the door and looked at him from a distance.

"Brother Lu, don't move!" Xie Siyan got off the sofa and walked over with trembling legs. When he was still a few steps away from Lu Lishen, he couldn't stand still, so he rushed forward. stopped him.

Then, relying on Lu Lishen to hug him, he stood up, looked up at Lu Lishen, and smiled softly, "Brother Lu, next time you go to the gym, take me with you!"

"Speak."

"I'm a man anyway, because I can't get out of bed because of that, it's too embarrassing."

"Speak."

"You don't have to say anything."

Xie Siyan suddenly put his arms around Lu Lishen's neck, regardless of whether Qiao Baiqing was still watching, he took the initiative to kiss Lu Lishen's mouth, using all his skills, and when he was done, he still pressed against Lu Lishen's forehead , gasped and said: "Brother Lu, I'm fine, don't blame yourself, you're right, I'm everything—"

"Xie Siyan!" Qiao Baiqing couldn't help shouting. He rubbed his temples with a headache. Although he had seen a lot of family members like Xie Siyan, it didn't mean he couldn't be angry. A medical record, if you are sick, you have to be treated! Don't beautify your Brother Lu too much!"

Only then did Xie Siyan think of Qiao Baiqing, realizing what he had just done in front of others, and unconsciously buried his face in Lu Lishen's chest.Lu Lishen gently held his head, blocked Qiao Bai's sight and said, "Qiao Baiqing, you can do it. If you are about to go out of business, I will double the consultation fee for you."

"Go away, uncle!" Qiao Baiqing cursed, pointing at Xie Siyan, "Let your man come here, I still haven't finished talking just now."

"No need." Lu Lishen immediately refused, and Qiao Baiqing felt that he was going to explode, "If you are sick, you have to be cured! Otherwise, why did you come to me? Didn't you realize that you can't continue to develop?"

"You're so frightened!" Lu Lishen replied confidently.

Qiao Baiqing was stunned for a moment, and cursed in his heart that this couple of dogs would die if they didn't show off!

In fact, Xie Siyan couldn't listen any longer, he let go of Lu Lishen, feeling the temperature on his face was not so hot, he indicated with his eyes that he was fine, then turned and walked towards Qiao Baiqing.

Seeing the way he was walking, Qiao Baiqing actually couldn't imagine what Lu Lishen had done. If he could do this just by working, how abnormal his physical strength would be. No wonder that guy never trains his body, but only trains his physical strength.

"Doctor Qiao." Xie Siyan stood beside the bookcase, Qiao Baiqing couldn't bear to see his trembling legs, so he moved a chair over, "Sit down."

After Xie Siyan sat down, Qiao Baiqing said to him seriously: "Are you serious about what you said to Lu Lishen just now?"

Xie Siyan thought for a while, then nodded embarrassedly.

"I think you may have some misunderstandings about psychological problems. The psychology of certain behaviors is addictive, just like drugs. Even if you know it's wrong, once you become addicted, you can't control it, understand?"

Xie Siyan lowered his head. It's not that he doesn't understand, it's just that emotion is stronger than reason at the moment.

"Let me tell you a recipe." Qiao Baiqing approached Xie Siyan with a mysterious expression on his face.Xie Siyan subconsciously moved his ear to him, and deliberately lowered his voice to continue, "Actually, before he was with you, he basically didn't affect his life, but because he has accumulated too many feelings with you, he can't convey it correctly. , so it just relapsed."

"My reason?"

"No, no! Don't have this kind of thinking. Let's put it another way. Has Lu Lishen ever said that he has been in love?"

Xie Siyan suddenly remembered that Lu Lishen had indeed said it once, and he was still upset about it, so he nodded.

"In the past few years, he has always fantasized that you and him are already together, but when you appeared in front of him, he broke his fantasy. He couldn't adjust for a while, but the reality couldn't be expressed, so it became a backlog. The old disease has relapsed, understand? But I was surprised that his level of skill actually managed you, it is a miracle, if you say that you didn't have such feelings for him a long time ago, I wouldn't believe it!"

Xie Siyan retorted subconsciously, "I used to be number one in the universe."

"Wrong self-confidence is digging your own grave!" Qiao Baiqing stretched his waist, then changed back to his nonchalant expression, and leaned into Xie Siyan's ear, "Is it true that Lu Lishen is really cool when he is doing things, and he can say anything. "

Xie Siyan was startled.

"That's right, it means that in his fantasy he has no barriers to expression, so when it overlaps with reality, his psychological barriers will be reduced or even disappear, so I will teach you a method."

Xie Siyan listened very carefully, and Qiao Baiqing spoke very seriously, but the content was "In normal times, you should give him a feeling of overlapping fantasy and reality, and guide him to express his feelings, such as seducing him."

"What?"

"It's just what he imagined, you know it! Go slowly, don't send it off!"

Xie Siyan suddenly remembered the self-reflection that Lu Lishen wrote to him, Qiao Baiqing straightened up as if nothing had happened, ignored them, turned around and left.

When Lu Lishen received the signal, he also turned a blind eye to Qiao Baiqing and went straight to Xie Siyan.

Xie Siyan couldn't help feeling strange, with a relationship like Qiao Baiqing and Lu Lishen, could there be trust between a psychiatrist and a patient?It can be added to the top [-] wonders of the world.

"Yanyan, no matter what Qiao Baiqing says, don't take it to heart. I promise I won't do this in the future, and I will restrain myself." Lu Lishen said as he hugged Xie Siyan.

"I'll walk by myself, help me." Xie Siyan held down Lu Lishen's hand, Lu Lishen froze for a moment, but he still helped him up, but they walked for 30 minutes for a distance of 10 meters.

After getting in the car, Lu Lishen didn't drive immediately, but turned his head to stare at Xie Siyan with piercing eyes, as if he couldn't say a thousand words.

Xie Siyan felt as if two holes had been seen through his face, and reminded, "Brother Lu, drive."

Lu Lishen turned his head expressionlessly, and finally started the car.

On the way, Xie Siyan quietly took out his mobile phone, dug out the email that Lu Lishen had sent him before, and found that little obscenity-like introspection, just revisiting the beginning, he couldn't help but close his eyes?

Hiding under the desk in the office to tell Boss Lu?Or when there are other people!This is what Boss Lu casually imagined when he was at work!He can't do it even if he is killed!Xie Siyan thought about it, and couldn't help but glance at Lu Lishen, roaring in his heart: Boss Lu, what kind of person am I in your heart!

"What's wrong?" Lu Lishen noticed Xie Siyan's gaze, slowed down the car and turned his head to ask.

Xie Siyan begged sincerely, "Brother Lu, let's stop reading those bad H novels, okay?"

"What is an H novel?"

"That's what you saw, Hu-ang—Huang!"

"Well, I don't watch it now."

"Forget what you saw before!"

Lu Lishen glanced at Xie Siyan for two seconds, then turned back, "I can't forget it." Because when he looked at it, he brought the object into him and Xie Siyan.

Xie Siyan felt an indescribable helplessness for a moment. He huddled in the chair, gritted his teeth and continued to review. Suddenly, he received a WeChat message from a college classmate whom he hadn't contacted for a while. The content was unknown.

——Xie Siyan, you actually let me go?

Before he could reply, another one popped up.

——I am Liu Chen.

Xie Siyan instantly wanted to block this account, but he thought it was a classmate with a good relationship who hesitated, and then Liu Chen sent a long message.

——My grandfather, that is, Grandpa Lu Lishen, will have his birthday next week. Because he has been in poor health for the past two years, he plans to make a will in public on the day of the birthday banquet. The old man wants to add the names of my aunt and Lu Lishen, but they are both like cows I can't turn the corner, my dad asked me to persuade Lu Lishen, but you know he will let the dog go when he sees me now!Don't listen to me at all, anyway, if you pass it on for me, it's considered an explanation to my dad.My dad's original words are: No matter how small it is, it is 9 figures, so don't make some people cheaper.

Xie Siyan felt that he had nothing to do with Lu Lishen's family affairs, but since Liu Chen found him, he couldn't pretend he didn't see him. When he encountered a red light, he put his phone directly in front of Lu Lishen and let Lu Lishen look at it by himself.

As a result, Lu Lishen didn't see the long paragraph above clearly, but only saw the two that jumped out immediately after.

——Also, you were not injured in the incident in Brazil a few days ago, right?I have been worried about you, but I dare not call you.

——Even ordinary classmates can care about each other!Si Yan, do you have to be so ruthless to me?

Xie Siyan noticed that Lu Lishen had a strange expression, so he hurriedly took back his phone, and as expected, he gritted his teeth and replied to Liu Chen, "I'm fine, thank you for your concern." 'Then deleted the chat history and relayed Liu Chen's words to Lu Lishen.

Lu Lishen asked Xie Siyan after listening, "Do you think I should go?"

Xie Siyan thought about it seriously, and answered honestly: "Why don't you go, I won't earn 9 figures in my two lifetimes!"

When the red light turned green, Lu Lishen started the car and said, "It doesn't take two lifetimes, and I'm still here."

Xie Siyan turned his head slowly, looked at Lu Lishen, and asked overly interpretively: "Brother Lu, is this a marriage proposal?"

The car stopped violently in the middle of the road, then Lu Lishen pulled the car to the side of the road and turned to look at Xie Siyan.

Xie Siyan said awkwardly: "Otherwise, how can it be considered as common property?"

There was silence in the car for a while, Xie Siyan was about to collapse, and when he wanted to say that he was joking, Lu Lishen spoke suddenly.

"No, I'll be more grand."

"what?"

Lu Lishen took a deep breath, turned his gaze to the front of the car, and replied cautiously: "Marriage proposal."

The author has something to say: there is no basis for that disease, it is a product of YY, little angels don't care anymore, professional little angels are welcome to suggest bugs.