Who pulled out my straight man Flag?

#20 What makes a relationship

For the understanding of paranoia, Xie Siyan is most familiar with the routines of domestic horror movies, which are basically the delusions of the protagonist in the end. He looked at Lu Lishen solemnly, and the problems he thought about became deeper and deeper.Must a door be closed when God has given a window?Is it because Lu Lishen is so perfect that he is flawed in other areas?So, is Lu Lishen a man whom even God is jealous of?And I really slept with Lu Lishen?Will someone draw villains behind my back and curse me?It's over, how will I face the company's boss Lu's fans in the future!

Xie Siyan's thoughts became more and more deviant. He ran wildly in the boundless grassland unconsciously, and finally thought about how Lu Lishen led him to become a winner in life. He felt that they were progressing too fast, and his brows frowned involuntarily.

In Lu Lishen's eyes, the way he frowned was that Yan Yan was too worried about him, Yan Yan cared so much about him!There were pink fireworks in the sky again in his heart, walked up to Qiao Baiqing, and said solemnly: "Qiao Baiqing, please explain clearly, do I have delusions?"

Qiao Baiqing shrugged nonchalantly, "Yes, yes, you didn't, it's just that you are addicted to fantasy and can't extricate yourself, right?"

"You can go." Lu Lishen was very dissatisfied with Qiao Baiqing's answer. He stood still and stared at Qiao Baiqing with an expressionless face like Bao Zheng, who was stern and selfless, which made Qiao Baiqing feel deeply guilty.

However, Dr. Qiao never reflected on himself. He yelled in dissatisfaction, "Lu Lishen, why are you crossing the river and tearing down the bridge! After you finish speaking, get your number and treat me to dinner!"

"No problem, I'll go back and ask my assistant to arrange the itinerary." Lu Lishen meant very politely, but his expressions didn't match.

Xie Siyan stared at Lu Lishen intently, and felt that he had seen a different side of Lu Lishen again, not because he was high-spirited at the meeting, nor because he was unable to express himself when talking to him, but he felt that Lu Lishen, who was bickering with his friends and putting on airs, was also—so cute!

"Yanyan, are you hungry?" Lu Lishen ignored Qiao Baiqing who was still in the ward, and turned to pack his things. "The porridge is gone. I'll go home and cook it for you."

Completely unaware that he was also starting to develop in the direction of "fan boy", Xie Siyan was still caught in Lu Lishen's cute mood, and nodded in a daze.Then Lu Lishen went to go through the discharge procedures, Qiao Baiqing hadn't left yet, he suddenly came back to his senses and asked, "Well, Doctor Qiao, does Brother Lu really have delusions?"

Qiao Baiqing straightened the bouquet of roses that were no longer in shape, and said with a sad face: "Don't worry, not all delusions are serious. Lu Lishen is just overthinking it, and it doesn't affect it."

"What's on his mind?"

"You can ask me about this. I can't talk about the professional ethics of a doctor. If you want to know, you can ask him. It's guaranteed to be interesting!"

Xie Siyan didn't expect that Qiao Baiqing would also talk about professional ethics. He didn't want to inquire about Lu Lishen's privacy, but he was just worried about Lu Lishen. After all, Lu Lishen had a chronic illness since he was a child, and he suddenly had another illness, which made his "what a pity" pain even heavier.But Qiao Baiqing walked towards the door after finishing speaking, and he didn't have a chance to ask again.

But Qiao Baiqing turned back suddenly when he walked to the door, and smiled mysteriously at Xie Siyan, "By the way, there is one thing I can tell you. Although it does not meet the professional requirements, it is related to you. I think it is necessary to remind you."

"What?" Xie Siyan was curious.

"It's no big deal, it's just Lu Lishen. When he's on the bed, he's a little bit, a little bit, that's what the Internet says about ghosts. Don't spoil him! Save yourself the seriousness!"

Xie Siyan was embarrassed suddenly, his ears were hot, Qiao Baiqing smiled at him inexplicably, and really left, blowing him a kiss before leaving.But he didn't receive it at all, his mind was full of 'Lu Lishen, on the bed, ghost!Ghost!Ghost! '

He thought that although Lu Lishen's door was closed, were there too many oddly shaped windows?What the hell happened last night?Did he really sleep with Lu Lishen?He only remembered that he had ejaculated, but the chrysanthemum was fine, so he slept with Lu Lishen, the logic should be correct!

Lu Lishen came back after a while, didn't see Qiao Baiqing and didn't ask any questions. He put the medicine he took into his bag, and his movements seemed to be in slow motion, procrastinating for a long time.Xie Siyan observed Lu Lishen subconsciously. Although he had heard that men and men had done it, the one who received it would feel uncomfortable or even get injured, but he was completely ignorant of the reality. He hesitated whether he should ask Lu Lishen, after all He said he was responsible.

Lu Lishen was thinking about something else entirely, he thought Xie Siyan's confession was too strange, there was no 'I love you', and there was no 'I want you', what does 'Hello, please take care of me' mean!Does it mean that they are going to start a relationship?Is it that he can do what he wants with Yanyan?Does it mean they are going to grow old together?Is it a relationship that he can propose in the future?

Finally, when he finally buckled the bag, he asked the words he had been chewing in his mouth for a long time.

"Yanyan, are we already together?"

Xie Siyan scratched his head subconsciously, and stared at the ground suddenly. This question was a bit difficult for him. Accepting it was one thing, but it took time for him to get used to being together.But he wasn't confident that he could immediately become a couple with Lu Lishen without any obstacles. Now that he said yes, what if he couldn't get used to it in the end?He didn't want to deceive Lu Lishen, let alone consume Lu Lishen's feelings.This is his elder brother Lu since he was a child. The last thing he wants is that one day he might hurt Lu Lishen.

In the end, Xie Siyan raised his head and said truthfully to Lu Lishen, who had his back turned to him: "Brother Lu, I can't promise you anything, but I will work hard to make myself the person you want, are you willing to wait for me? "

Lu Lishen's hands trembled, he suddenly put down the bag he had already lifted, and hurried towards the door of the ward, Xie Siyan hurriedly called out: "Brother Lu, what are you doing!"

Lu Lishen had already run out of the ward, he hurriedly grabbed his bag and chased after him, Lu Lishen ran all the way down the stairs, Xie Siyan could still see his back at first, and then lost him after he got out of the gate of the inpatient building. Lu Lishen.

President Lu, who was wearing a formal suit, was running around the green belt. Xie Siyan counted him running seven laps, and finally stopped, panting for a while, turned around and saw him, and ran over again.

"Brother Lu, what are you doing? Exercising?" Xie Si asked puzzledly, and Lu Lishen smiled like a spring breeze, and replied, "I'm happy!"

As expected, Xie Siyan still couldn't understand Lu Lishen's train of thought, and asked, "What are you happy about?"

Lu Lishen suddenly grabbed Xie Siyan's hand, couldn't hide the smile that was already on his face, and said, "I am willing, always."

"What——" Xie Siyan blurted out a word and suddenly cut off the rest of the sentence. He just remembered that Lu Lishen said yes, and he answered his last question in the ward.

—Would you like to wait for me?

——I am willing, always.

"Brother Lu!" Why are you so cute!

Xie Siyan unconsciously hugged Lu Lishen's shoulder as before, but after he hugged him, he felt that it was inappropriate. After all, they had already slept together, so it would be different to hug casually.But asking him to just take it down seems too deliberate.

Just as he was thinking about how to let go in a reasonable way, he noticed that Lu Lishen suddenly got shorter, his shoulders were at the same level as his, so that he would not be so forced to hug his shoulders, then he took the bag in his hand and said, "Okay, let's go!"

Xie Siyan glanced at Lu Lishen who bent himself into a hunchback, was so moved that he finally laughed, and suddenly hugged Lu Lishen's neck and pressed it hard under his armpits. Di let go and ran to the front, turned around and smiled at Lu Lishen: "Boss Lu, you look so handsome with a hunchback! Hahaha!"

Lu Lishen straightened up, curled the corners of his mouth indifferently, walked towards Xie Siyan quietly, then took Xie Siyan's hand without looking sideways, and walked out of the hospital where people were coming and going.

All the way out, no one in the hospital paid more attention to the two men holding hands. They walked all the way to the parking place before Lu Lishen let go of Xie Siyan.Just when Lu Lishen opened the car door and signaled Xie Siyan to get in the car, Xie Siyan straightened his body without moving, fixed his eyes on Lu Lishen's chest and asked, "Brother Lu, that, that."

Xie Siyan buried his face in Lu Lishen's chest, "I'm sorry, did you get hurt in that place?"