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Qu Yan had never cried except in the play.According to Yu Xia, Qu Yan hasn't cried since he started elementary school.

Tears rubbed against Li Heng's face, and then slid down Li Heng's face to his ears.

"Okay." Li Heng patted Qu Yan's back, like coaxing a child: "Don't cry."

Strictly speaking, it wasn't crying at noon, Qu Yan's eyes were red, and there were some tears in the corners of his eyes.Now, it is really crying out.

Li Heng coaxed the child for a long time, but Qu Yan didn't stop right away.

Crying when you are moved is different from crying when you are sad and wronged. When you are sad and wronged, you can explain a few words in your heart, and you may be able to stop.

Qu Yan was moved, and Li Heng was a little at a loss.

Qu Yan silently shed tears for a long while, all tears rubbing on Li Heng's face, then moved down a little, buried his whole face in Li Heng's shoulder, rubbed against Li Heng's skin to calm down his emotions slowly.

Qu Yan could cry, laugh, be sad, and be emotional. Qu Yan's scene today made Li Heng feel that Teacher Qu really looked like a human being.

"Okay, old man, just cry for a while." Li Heng continued to pat Qu Yan's back: "When I cry, I only cry for a while."

"Hengheng." Qu Yan couldn't hold back and kissed Li Heng's neck: "I remember you said before that you don't like to cry, that's a sign of weakness."

"Ah." Li Heng shrank his neck: "We were young back then."

Li Heng did say this, but I can't remember when, maybe he said it more than once. Who knew that he would encounter such a mess in the future.

Crying is really not something that can be suppressed casually.

Qu Yan just hugged Li Heng like this, his whole body was floating, the joy of regaining the loss and guilt made Qu Yan feel that he was holding a glass bottle, which could be crushed if he was not careful.

"I'm sorry, Hengheng, I won't let you cry again in the future. When I saw you cry today, I..., I feel my heart is numb."

It was rare for Qu Yan to talk so much in one day, and Li Heng was really not used to it.

"Don't talk about love, go to sleep!" Li Heng squeezed Qu Yan's waist: "Don't try to impress me, go to sleep, starting tomorrow, I won't be soft-hearted when I quit the drug, don't think that I will just coax me." I can listen to you, no way!"

"Heh." Qu Yan laughed: "Heng Heng, good night."

"Ah."

Li Heng closed his eyes, and Qu Yan asked again: "Can I sleep with my arms around you?"

"Aren't you hugging already?"

Li Heng felt a little sleepy, probably because the ambiguous atmosphere was more hypnotic. When Li Heng's eyelids were getting heavier and about to close, he heard Qu Yan whispering: "In the past, you liked to sleep with your arms around people. At that time, I was not used to it, and I was so overwhelmed every morning. Later, I gradually got used to you sleeping like this, but you don't like it anymore."

"Ah?" Li Heng's drowsiness disappeared immediately: "I always like to sleep with things hugged, and now I also like to sleep with blankets."

"But you don't like hugging me anymore." Qu Yan hugged him even tighter, and said with a bit of aggrieved tone: "Later, you like to hug the quilt when you sleep, and don't hug me."

Li Heng's heart ached, thinking of those dark days when he wanted to hug Qu Yan.

"Do you know why I didn't hug you later?" Li Heng pulled Qu Yan off his shoulders, and looked at Qu Yan's still red eyes.

"Huh?" Qu Yan shook his head.

"Li Xin used to like to come into the house and beat me at night when he was off work, so I used to sleep with the light on, so that I could keep my nerves tensed and not sleep deeply, so that I could run when he came in. Because of this , I don’t like the dark very much. It’s not that I’m afraid, it’s just that I feel insecure for no reason. There have been times when you were at home, because the lights were not turned on in the house, and I wanted to hug you, but when I approached you, you hid, so I didn’t I love hugging you."

A trace of surprise flashed in Qu Yan's eyes: "Impossible, I fell asleep?"

"Should have fallen asleep, and moved aside unconsciously." Li Heng didn't want to mention this matter, and turned his head away from Qu Yan.

This incident was also a thorn in Li Heng's heart, so he pricked it when he remembered it.

"Hengheng." Qu Yan sighed, with guilt in his eyes: "I didn't mean that, I didn't know you were afraid of the dark."

Li Heng never told Qu Yan that he was afraid of the dark.

"When we first moved here, for a long time, you always liked to sleep with one leg on top of me, and sometimes your chest. At that time, I was not used to it. Every morning when I woke up, I was pressed by you and lacked oxygen. When I first moved here, I worked a lot, and I hardly had time to sleep on set. When I got home, I was so tired that I just wanted to sleep. You always put your feet on me so that I couldn’t sleep, so I may be a conditioned reflex I felt that you were going to lift your leg, so I subconsciously moved away. How could I, I don't want you to hug me. "

Li Heng was taken aback, blood rushing to his brain.

Because of these things, Li Heng felt that Qu Yan didn't love him, and the reason was as simple as that.

"Later, I went to ask the doctor what should I do. The doctor said that you can be imprisoned to prevent you from moving, and you will get used to it after sleeping for a while. Don't you find that when I was at home for a while, I always liked He hugged you from behind and strangled you in his arms."

Li Heng looked at the night lights on the roof and thought hard for a while, it seemed that there was indeed such a thing.

At that time, Qu Yan didn't go home much, and when he was resting at home, he always liked to sleep with Li Heng hugged from behind. Li Heng was proud of this for a while, and then Qu Yan stopped hugging him.

"Then, did I correct it later?"

"No, I imprison you, you will kick around, then I gave up and tried to get used to sleeping like that, but after I got used to it, you don't like sleeping like that anymore, you like hugging the quilt." Qu Yan panted With a rough voice, he leaned into Li Heng's ear: "Still blame me, I keep everything in my heart and won't tell you."

"Fuck!" Li Heng felt breathless.

Later, because of Qu Yan's hiding, Li Heng deliberately controlled himself not to touch Qu Yan, but instead changed his sleeping habit to hugging the quilt.

There is a lot of trouble, and I don't know what the trouble is.

Except that Qu Yan really has a bad memory and can't remember many things, the things that happened before are all nonsense now.

The scandal is false, Qu Yan doesn't love herself because the two have different habits.

"Oh." Li Heng smiled helplessly: "I was afraid I was an idiot before."

Qu Yan also laughed, and took a deep breath: "It's me, I want to take things on myself again and again. Hengheng, I don't treat you as an outsider or don't believe you. I'm used to handling everything alone. Things. I promise, it won't happen in the future, okay, if there is something, let's face it together and solve it together. "

"En." Li Heng hugged Qu Yan's waist tightly, feeling that nothing seemed so important now.

As long as Qu Yan is still there, everything will be fine.

Constant

"You talked a lot today, and you're a bit out of character." Li said in a daze.

"I don't even dare to think that you can come back. If I let you go again, I really can't go back."

Sleepiness came up again, Li Heng couldn't hear clearly, only felt that Qu Yan's breathing was still in his ears.

Qu Yan didn't sleep well these days, sometimes he couldn't sleep all night, and when he came back from the bar, he was half drunk and still couldn't sleep.

But tonight, listening to Li Heng's breathing, Qu Yan felt very sleepy, and fell asleep after a while.

There was no dream all night, when Qu Yan woke up, his mind was a bit fuzzy, he vaguely remembered that he slept with Li Heng last night, and reached out to hug Li Heng, but it was all in vain.

"Hengheng!" Qu Yan suddenly woke up like a nightmare, Qu Yan was alone on the bed.

In the past, when waking up alone in bed, Li Heng didn't have the feeling that went straight to his brain.

"Li Heng!" Qu Yan lifted the quilt, jumped off the bed and ran outside without slippers on.

"What are you doing?" Li Heng stuck his head out of the bathroom with his toothbrush in his mouth: "You roared in the early morning."

"Hengheng." Qu Yan was still in shock, strode over and pulled Li Heng into his arms: "I'll get up first in the morning, okay?"

Li Heng's toothpaste smeared onto Qu Yan's pajamas, and he quickly pushed him away: "Cheng Chengcheng, you get up first, it's so sensational early in the morning, the ointment scum is all over your body, get out of the way quickly."

Qu Yan rubbed Li Heng's cheek twice before letting him go, looked at him and smiled: "I'm with you."

Li Heng turned and went back to the bathroom.

Qu Yan squeezed the ointment, stood side by side with Li Heng, and brushed his teeth together in unison.

At that moment just now, Qu Yan thought all of this was a dream, and now seeing two people of similar height in the mirror doing the same movements, he was able to calm himself down.

Qu Yan made the breakfast, but Li Heng didn't allow it at first, but Qu Yan said that he was in good condition and cooking was fine.

There was no food at home, so Qu Yan simply cooked egg noodles, which Li Heng also ate deliciously.

For the past six months, Li Heng thought that he would never eat Qu Yan's cooking again, but now he finally had it again, so he quickly finished eating a bowl of noodles and collapsed on a chair to digest.

Qu Yan was really in good condition today. After eating, he put on a mask and Li Heng went to the supermarket outside the community to buy ingredients.

Li Heng has been carefully observing Qu Yan's state with his heart hanging, and didn't find anything unusual about him, so he watched him chop vegetables from the side.

Qu Yan's knife skills are not good, and he cuts very slowly. The shredded potatoes are cut into pieces, and it takes half a pot of oil to fry the potatoes.

It was only after lunch that Li Heng remembered, he was so excited that he forgot about Lian Qing, and quickly called her.

Lian Qingzheng was eating takeaway by himself, and when he received a call from Li Heng, he lowered his head and poked the meat in the lunch box with his chopsticks, wanting to cry.

"It's fine." Lian Qing said, "Don't worry."

"If you have something to do, call Xu Qianwei, or I'll find you an aunt. I may have trouble getting through recently."

"Are you with Qu Yan?" Lian Qing asked.

Li Heng glanced at Qu Yan who was washing dishes in the kitchen: "Yes, he has something to do here, and when it's settled, we'll go and see you together."

The meaning of these words hides that the two have reconciled. Lian Qing squeezed the phone tightly and didn't speak for a long time.

"Lian Qing."

"Yeah." Lian Qing's voice became lower and lower: "I kind of miss life abroad."

This sudden sentence also made Li Heng stunned for a moment.

"Aren't you used to it when you come back?" Li Heng weighed it for a long time before asking, "Is it because the place you live in is not suitable?"

"No, it's pretty good." Lian Qing smiled and said, "Go ahead, I'll eat first."

"Okay, then if you have something to do, call Xu Qianwei."

Pregnant women are usually sentimental, Li Heng watched the phone hang up, and didn't think much about it for a few seconds.

Qu Yan came out of the kitchen, hugged Li Heng from behind, leaned his head on his shoulder and asked, "Can she do it alone?"

"I still have to find an aunt to take care of her." Li Heng frowned, thinking that even Qingdu's stomach was more than six months old, and it would be inconvenient for her to be alone.Xu Qianwei was always a man, and it would be even more inconvenient in the future.

Qu Yan didn't know how long it would take to quit the drug. Li Heng had no time to take care of Lian Qing, and it was impossible to inform Jiang Yuqiu.

"That's fine." Qu Yan said: "The aunt who cooked at home before is also a confinement wife. I'll call her later and ask her to go directly."

"Success." The aunt who cooked before should be pretty good, so Li Heng felt relieved.

In the afternoon, Huang Wenyao brought over the medicine for withdrawal, and Qu Yan packed up a guest room for Huang Wenyao to stay in.

Only Li Heng didn't understand anything and couldn't handle it at all. With Huang Wenyao around, he could be safer.