Frenzy of Rebirth

Regarding liking this thing, in fact, most of the time, it is not clear why.

Some people think that it should be clean and pure, free from external pollution. If it is really mixed with something, then it is not called liking.But Chi Ying doesn't think so at first - he thinks that liking has nothing to do with where it came from or why it was born. Often when he realizes "likes", people can't extricate themselves.

Chi Ying was first raised by his uncle and aunt.

This is on the surface, but it is not too much to say that he grew up alone.Chi Yingxian's father was a photographer and his mother was a screenwriter. They died suddenly in a plane crash during a trip, leaving the young Chi Yingxian alone.He still has a place to live. Although his uncle and aunt didn't care much about him, they didn't do anything out of the ordinary. The inheritance was still well reserved for him to support his daily life.

For Chi Yingxian when he was young, after that, the world was dark and lonely.

During school hours he was as quiet as a mute; when he got home, he didn't have any chance to talk to anyone.That is to say, from that time on, Chi Ying would turn on the TV as soon as he got home, so that there was a little bit of other people's voices in this oppressive home.

He just sat in front of the TV, the whole house only had the dim light from the screen, and the voice of talking with the characters in the play.

——Then he saw Yuan Yixiao and "Qiaocheng Waterfall".

To be honest, Chi Yingxian was only eight years old at the time, so he couldn't understand such literary films at all.But the magic of the movie is probably here. Even if he can't understand the deep meaning in it, he can't understand the hidden things in the lines, he will still be attracted.

Chi Ying watched it in a daze, the only thing he remembered was the actor's face and his mood at that time.

The tediousness of "Joe Falls" was the same, as was his feeling of being at home alone.

The movie channel in the [-]s occasionally showed some repeated movies, and they would take out the ones from many years ago and play them again.At first Chi Yingxian only saw the actor's face frequently, and only after seeing the cast list several times did he remember the name "Yuan Yixiao".

People's dependence is terrible. After the face and name of "Yuan Yixiao" appeared repeatedly, Chi Yingxian gradually began to look forward to Yuan Yixiao's appearance on the TV screen, and love was born from this. It was complicated, Even he himself couldn't understand it.

Things are so strange, in Chi Yingxian's eyes at the time, Yuan Yixiao, who only existed on the TV screen, turned out to be the only person who made him feel not alone.However, the real turning point in his life probably had to be when he met Wu Lan's father—Uwei, an actor who was still a mediocre actor in the entertainment circle at that time.

Chi Yingxian, who had grown into a teenager in the early [-]s, had a goal early on: he wanted to be an actor, and he wanted to use his own eyes to see Yuan Yixiao in reality.In fact, Yuan Yixiao had passed away at that time, but Chi Yingxian had no interest in the Internet, nor in entertainment magazines and weekly magazines.Yuan Yixiao, who passed away in [-], was no longer a topic. He thought that as long as he found a way to become an actor, he would definitely meet this actor he had admired for a long time.

The opportunity came by coincidence. Near Chi Yingxian's school, there was a crew shooting a new movie.It was the first time that Chi Yingxian saw what was going on behind the scenes. He stood among the crowd of students watching and got carried away watching it. He didn't move his legs until it got dark.On that day, Chi Ying, who had been outstanding since he was a child, was taken aback by the director and asked him if he would like to play an extra in this play.

At that time, there was no such thing as a "traffic niche" in the entertainment industry, and survival in the industry depended on strength.Just a good-looking face is not enough, you have to look at talent.

Of course, Chi Yingxian readily accepted.

And Uwe is the star of that play.

When he saw Chi Yingxian, he felt like old friends at first sight, and Chi Yingxian also had a kind of admiration for him.For Chi Yingxian, Uwe is a real actor and his predecessor. In the few conversations they had, Chi Yingxian said: "Weige and...Yuan, Yuan Yixiao...together Have you ever made a play?"

Uwe was stunned for a while, and after a while, he felt that this was not unusual: "Are you a fan of Senior Yuan Yixiao?"

"Um……"

"I haven't worked with Senior before, but I was fortunate enough to be pointed out." Ubi said, "Unfortunately, Senior died young, and I have no chance to play against him."

These words were like a bolt from the blue, Chi Yingxian was stunned at that moment.

After his parents passed away, Chi Yingxian never felt as sad as that day.He came home from the show, and the moment he fell on the bed in the dark room, tears burst out.It was like a belated sacrifice, his shoulders trembled from crying, and finally he couldn't restrain himself from crying.

It is just that I suddenly realize that the things I have been obsessed with for a long time will not be able to come true in this life.

When the play was finished, Uwe asked him if he wanted to be an actor, and Chi Ying nodded hesitantly.He wanted to be an actor because he wanted to meet Yuan Yixiao; however, this was already an impossible wish, and he actually didn't know whether he wanted to act or not.Uwe didn't say much, just smiled and handed him his own business card, saying that he was not in a hurry, and would look for him after thinking about it.

After that, Chi Ying first bought all of Yuan Yixiao's DVDs.

He knew every line in those movies by heart, and when he closed his eyes, he could recall Yuan Yixiao's expression when he said those words.He liked Yuan Yixiao so much, he couldn't help himself.At that time, he didn't think about how long this indefinable feeling would last, nor did he think that he was approaching thirty, and his enthusiasm for Yuan Yixiao had never been extinguished.

Three months after Chi Yingxian's first film, he dialed Uwe's number.

After Uwe learned what happened to his family, he didn't know whether it was because he felt sorry for him or because he admired him. He treated him very well, saying that he was more like his relatives than his master.That is, after he stepped into the showbiz, his life regained its color.

He started as a walk-on, and gradually received some passer-by roles with lines, and later, with his excellent acting skills and appearance, he had the male fourth and male third.By the time he graduated high school, he used those resumes to get into film school and start taking the career more seriously.

Apart from work and studies, Chi Yingxian's only hobby is to collect all things related to Yuan Yixiao.From the magazines that have been on the cover, to the weekly magazines that have his interviews, and all his movies, accurate, simple, and signed... As long as you see this person and this face, you can make Chi Ying shut up first. The heart is full of softness.

further down-

He met Defan, like the best compensation for the dismal first half of his life given by God.

Chi Yingxian hated Daifan at first...he hated anyone who took shortcuts, especially in the muddy waters of the entertainment industry, people who took shortcuts like Tong Youqing were basically the norm.In Chi Yingxian's eyes, Daifan is also the same type, she has a skin.

With him like this, he dared to say that Yuan Yixiao was not ashamed?

When Chi Yingxian dressed up to watch "Sunset" that night, he was almost so angry at the words of the man in front of him that he scolded him.

But when he opened his mouth and the other party turned his head, those dark green eyes froze him.

It is said that the eyes are the windows of the soul. When Chi Ying first saw those eyes, his mind flashed many years ago when he first saw Yuan Yixiao's face on a small TV screen.It was a close-up shot, and Yuan Yixiao's eyes were staring straight at him through the screen.

But if you look carefully, you can see that these eyes are not similar to Yuan Yixiao, and the thought at that moment is like Chi Yingxian's illusion.

But those were very beautiful eyes, there was no doubt about that.

Later, when he thought of Daifan that night, Chi Ying realized that it was not an illusion, but the truth.

"Wake up, wake up, I'm lost..."

The familiar voice woke Chi Ying from his dream first, he opened his eyes, the blue sky and white clouds outside the window, the sun just in time.He looked to the side, and he could see Defan, whose outline was dazzled by the sunlight, pursing his lips with a helpless expression.

Oh yes, they were abroad, Devan was driving, and he accidentally fell asleep.

I told Dai Fan before that they might be invited to the Rhone Film Festival, but Chi Ying failed to predict.He did have some influence in the West with "Stairway to the Throne", and he also participated in the Rhone Film Festival, but unfortunately, it was not Defan who was with him.

So it was not easy for them to arrange the schedule and fulfill what they said that day-go out for a walk and travel.

It happened that Devan was going home with his brother, so they are in Italy now, and after Devan went home to meet his parents, they drove around outside.

"Well——" Chi Ying stretched his waist first, and finally woke up, "Why did I fall asleep?"

"Probably because I drive too well," Defan said with a smile, "Smooth, right?"

"...Then now?"

"I'm lost," Defan said, the car was driving slower and slower, her brows were twisted into twists and stared at the navigation, "I should be able to get to that store this way, or else I'll call my brother... ..." "No need." Chi Yingxian quickly refused - although Daihan had accepted that they were together, every time he saw Chi Yingxian, his face was still quite stinky.According to Daihan's personality, if she knew that Daifan was lost, she would definitely either come by herself or send her secretary.

It was hard for the two of them to find time to enjoy the world of the two of them, and he didn't want anyone around.

Chi Ying looked at the navigation first, and said, "Stop the car, I'll drive."

"Oh, okay!"

The two of them stopped the car on the side of the road and exchanged seats.Defan didn't need to drive, but was busy looking at the scenery outside, and even reached out to get nut snacks from the back seat, and said while eating, "Did you dream just now?"

"Ok?"

"I heard you call my name."

"........."

Defan looked at him: "Guess what your name is?"

"……what?"

"Your name is 'A Xiao'." Dai Fan approached suddenly, with a smirk on his face, "Do you really want to call me 'A Xiao'? Only Youyou has ever called me that....But you want to It’s okay to call, why don’t you call one to try?”

"I do not have……"

"Hoo—" Defan's smirk was even more exaggerated.Probably because Chi Yingxian's uneasy expression was too cute, Daifan suddenly leaned over and gave him a smack on the face.Chi Ying panicked to death first: "Don't, just drive."

"Ha ha……"

As they were talking, the car passed a church, which was very beautiful.Defan was immediately attracted to the two men who were taking pictures in front of the church.They were tall and thin, all wearing white tuxedos, as if they were... taking wedding photos.

It wasn't until the car drove away that she couldn't see the other side again that Dai Fan looked away.

He suddenly said, "Mr. Ying, let's go get married."

"...???"

"Let's go, go now!" Defan said excitedly, "I'm not married yet! Do you want to go?"

Chi Ying slammed on the brakes first, and the car stopped halfway.He picked up his mobile phone and frantically operated it. Defan leaned over to look at it: "Why, you didn't answer me."

"Check the process." Chi Ying said blushing first, "Have you thought about it, it's easy to regret it on a whim."

At this moment, Defan suddenly became very serious: "All my whims have been thought about thousands of times."