night sky train

Chapter 64 What I Think Is, Let's Be Alone Again Forever

Wei Yi did give the ticket to Chen Jifeng.

It's still the kind of giving that is half awkward and half expecting.

Since Chen Jifeng clearly confessed that he likes him and wants to pursue him, Wei Yi's attitude towards Chen Jifeng has changed 180 degrees again.He was very stubborn before thinking that Chen Jifeng came to him to apologize to him, because Chen Jifeng was such a person in his heart who couldn't bear to hurt others, so it was entirely possible that he would come to England to comfort him after completing five years of undercover missions. A brother whose heart was broken by him.

That's why Wei Yi has been unwilling to accept Chen Jifeng's apology, because he doesn't want Chen Jifeng to apologize to his younger brother as a gentle brother, he likes Chen Jifeng, he doesn't want to be just Chen Jifeng's innocent younger brother.

But Chen Jifeng told him clearly and plainly, so Wei Yi understood that it was because Chen Jifeng really liked him that he traveled all the way across continents and oceans to see him.

An hour before the opening of the ballet, Wei Yi changed her clothes and ran out of the room. Just as she slipped down the stairs, she was stopped by Chris who was sitting in the living room early in the morning.

"Watching a dance drama?" His tone was a little gritted.

Wei Yi stood up, "Yes."

"with who."

Wei Yi hesitated, like a child with a puppy love who was caught by his parents on the spot, "With friends."

Chris hit the nail on the head, "You haven't had a friend for 800 years, but now you have a friend."

Wei Yi is not good at lying, but he was in a hurry to go out, so he had to soften his tone: "I'll be back after I finish watching."

"Did I tell you to go?"

"I'm going." Wei Yi became nervous when he heard him say that, "It's all made."

"Did I give you tickets to let you go on a date with a man? Don't go!"

"No, we have an appointment, we must go." Wei Yi said while moving towards the door, "Why else would you give me two tickets?"

Chris felt that he would be pissed off by his nephew one day: "Is this what I mean by giving you two tickets?...Stop it, William Evans, come back to me!"

Wei Yi scrambled to the door, turned around and pushed the door open, and ran away in a hurry.

Wei Yi quickly ran to the garden with his bag on his back, pushed open the iron gate in front of the courtyard, and secretly glanced back, for fear that his uncle would catch up with him in a rage.

As soon as he turned his head, he saw a tall man sitting outside the garden fence.

Chen Jifeng was still wearing that white shirt, and the garden full of roses and green leaves protruded from the fence, blooming grandly and enthusiastically behind him, like an elf protruding delicately in a summer night.

Chen Jifeng originally stretched his legs and sat on the fence, turning his phone in boredom. Hearing the sound, he turned his head and showed a surprised expression: "Going out so early?"

Wei Yi didn't expect that he would wait for him at the door of the house, and stood there stupidly looking at him, "Why are you here?"

"Pick you up." Chen Jifeng got up and walked over, straightening his messy hair, "Fortunately, I came early, otherwise I would have missed it."

Just as he was about to hold Weiyi by the hand, he suddenly remembered something and asked politely: "I want to hold you, is that okay?"

Wei Yi immediately blushed and lowered his eyes, pinched the backpack strap hard, and said in a low voice: "Yes."

Chen Jifeng took his hand and clasped his fingers gently.

"Shall we go over there?" Wei Yi asked.

"See if you like it." Chen Jifeng replied.

The arms of the two are touching, and the long shadows behind them are very close to each other.Wei Yi smelled the familiar warm aura on Chen Jifeng's body, that aura was once too far away, but now it's too close, wrapping his brain dizzily and making his heart beat faster.

"It's too far to walk." Wei Yi hesitated, because he didn't want to take a car either. The car would arrive at the theater in no time, and they couldn't hold hands for a long time.

"If you're afraid of getting tired, brother will carry you on your back."

Chen Jifeng looked down at him, and said with a smile, "Recite now?"

Wei Yi hurriedly said, "No need."

Evans' home is in the suburbs. To get to the city center, you need to pass a long forest mountain road. The mountain road is neatly built, surrounded by residents and shops, and the shade stretches all the way down the mountain.At night, the street lamps gently cast a dim light, turning the trees into silent and quiet shadows.

There was no one on the street, and Wei Yi felt sweaty palms as he walked, but he didn't want to let go.

"What are you thinking?" Chen Jifeng asked him.

Wei Yi asked, "When will brother return to China?"

"See when you promise to be with me."

Wei Yi swallowed, lowered his head and touched his burning ears, and said, "Then your job..."

Chen Jifeng was concise and clear: "Resign."

Wei Yi couldn't believe it: "Resigned?"

Chen Jifeng had a calm expression on his face, "It's not safe to stay in Wuhe as a policeman after being an undercover agent. In addition, he was injured. After chatting with the leader several times, he finally chose to resign."

"But...but don't you like being a policeman?"

"I'm just a person who can't be idle and likes to meddle in other people's business." Chen Jifeng smiled at Wei Yi, "Besides the police, there are many other careers suitable for me, such as the firm I mentioned before. My friend asked me to do it for me." They work, but I haven't formally agreed to it yet."

Wei Yi looked at him blankly: "That time with Zhao Yingbo?"

"Ah."

"That's...very good." Wei Yi said slowly, "It's not as dangerous as being a policeman, and you won't be too busy."

Chen Jifeng nodded, "I still have a lot of free time to chase you."

Wei Yi's heart skipped a beat again.

He simply couldn't stand Chen Jifeng's teasing.In the past, he was the one who chased Chen Jifeng and was turned away again and again. He was used to Chen Jifeng pushing him away gently and mercilessly.But now that they had fallen head to tail, Wei Yi immediately became at a loss. Chen Jifeng's offensive rained into every corner of his heart, leaving no room for him to breathe.

It wasn't even a matter of time before Wei Yi fell into Chen Jifeng's tenderness, it was just a frank word from Chen Jifeng, a look in his eyes, and an intimate gesture.

They walked for four or ten minutes, until they saw that they were going to be late, they stopped a car on the side of the road and rushed to the theater.

The two tickets given by Chris were in the middle of the front row. When they arrived, the lights in the theater had been dimmed. Chen Jifeng led Wei Yi and walked in front to clear the way for him. Wei Yi looked at the backs of the people in front of him in the dark, Suddenly there was an urge to hug her.

I've been thinking about it for many years.

After the performance started, the entire auditorium was dark, only the stage was lit.Wei Yi sat in the dark, but his mind could no longer concentrate on his favorite ballet company.

Those white and light dancers on the stage flew past his retina lightly, lined up into white dots, and jumped one by one to the right of his sight.

Sitting on the right is Chen Jifeng.

Wei Yi pinched his fingers, the knuckles were all white, and he couldn't concentrate at all.

A big warm hand came over, slowly stretching Wei Yi's tightly twisted fingers, kneading them little by little until they completely grasped his hand.

A low and deep voice sounded in Wei Yi's ear: "You are so nervous watching a ballet?"

Wei Yi's palms were sweaty.He didn't know how to answer, so he just pursed his lips and didn't speak.Chen Jifeng moved closer, and pressed his mellow and hot breath to Wei Yi's ear, "Why don't you talk like you used to?"

Wei Yi was almost dazzled by his breathing, and it took him a long time to find his own voice, "...concentrate on watching the show."

A low laugh sounded, Chen Jifeng stopped teasing him, turned around and began to concentrate on watching the performance.

It's just that they forgot to take their hands back. Until the end of the two-hour dance drama, the hands of the two were tightly held together.

"send you home?"

At the entrance of the theater, the two stood facing each other, Chen Jifeng lowered his head and asked Wei Yi.

Wei Yi hesitated.He still wanted to stay with Chen Jifeng for a while longer, but it was already late, and he was afraid that his uncle would call him anytime.

Chen Jifeng saw his troubled face, so he said along the way: "Look for a bar and sit down, and wait for the driver to pick you up?"

Wei Yi nodded.

They entered a quiet bar, Wei Yi sent a message to the driver, asking someone to pick him up in an hour.

"I won't drink for you." Chen Jifeng looked at the wine list, "I won't let your uncle smell the wine when I go back, and maybe lose my temper."

Chris will lose his temper whether he drinks or not.Wei Yi thought so in his heart, but he still ordered a glass of juice for him along with Chen Jifeng.

When Chen Jifeng mentioned his uncle, Wei Yi thought of the past.Many problems became unclear again. If Chen Jifeng really left him because of scruples about worldliness as Chris said, then they would not be sitting here at all.

Wei Yi asked again curiously: "Brother, how did you and uncle meet?"

When the drinks were served, Chen Jifeng pushed the juice in front of Wei Yi, thought for a while, and then told Wei Yi the whole story of his entry into 914 as an undercover agent.

"Your uncle arrived in Wuhe a week before picking you up. He contacted the bureau's leaders, and he was the one who told us about the 914 organization, so that we could take timely measures. He communicated with the organization in the UK. After working around for several years, we have a very clear understanding of many of their underground transactions, and thanks to him, we have obtained a lot of valuable evidence."

"Although your uncle didn't mention how he dealt with this organization, I guess he was more or less harassed and even physically threatened by those people when he was in England. And that time... just happened to be from when you were It started with taking you to Russia, until 914 when you returned home and your uncle came to bring you back to the UK."

"Perhaps he kept you from returning to England to protect you."

Wei Yi's mind was completely messed up.

He was almost stunned, and was temporarily overwhelmed by the sudden mass of information, unable to react in time.If Chen Jifeng hadn't told him, he would have thought it was a ridiculous joke.

"You mean, my father borrowed a lot of money from this organization because of the poor management of the company, and the flow of funds was broken, but he couldn't make up for it. Instead, he had a huge debt, and he couldn't pay back the money until he got into a car accident... " Wei Yi's voice trembled, "This group of people came to my uncle, harassed him, and even threatened his safety."

"This kind of huge interest loan is extremely risky. Once it fails to repay it in time, it will only get bigger and bigger later. We can confirm that your father had no contact with such organizations in the past, but at that time your father's company had a man named Tan Xin’s executive officer, we later confirmed that she is a high-ranking member of 914 and acts as an intermediary between the two.”

Chen Jifeng took a sip of wine and continued, "After your parents had an accident, your grandfather Wei Rongan paid back part of the money, but the 914 people didn't give up. They not only want to get back the rest of the money, they also want your money back." The shares of Vince's family, fortunately, your uncle didn't let them get sweets once."

"That is to say, when I was still in the UK, there was a problem with my father's company." Wei Yi tried to clear his mind, "He has been borrowing money from this illegal organization, and his mother, uncle, and grandma all know about it. No wonder... no wonder my parents would quarrel during that time, and my uncle would say that kind of thing to me...he actually sent me to Russia for my safety."

Wei Yi murmured, "I stayed in Russia for seven years, no one told me, no one told me about this..."

Chen Jifeng sensed that he was not in the right mood, put his hand on the back of his hand, and said in a low voice, "Wei Yi."

Wei Yi quickly withdrew his hand.He sat on the sofa and panted slowly, "No one told me, and I didn't know how to check it myself. My uncle said he hated me and didn't want me to go home. I was also afraid of being chased by those reporters to take pictures again when I went back. Hiding at home and not asking, not looking, I... I am a complete coward."

"Wei Yi." Chen Jifeng pushed away the wine glass and said, "You were still young at that time."

"I'm still young, I'm still young, everyone says I'm still young!" Wei Yi finally couldn't restrain his emotions, and all the sadness, pain, regret and sadness that had been suppressed in his heart for many years burst out: "That's my parents, My home! Can't I know the truth? Just because I'm young, everyone will wrap me up and throw me outside, don't tell me anything, and lie to me with those words, saying it will be fine, everything will be fine Yes, even grandma..."

Wei Yi choked up, "Dalia said that she didn't like Britain, that she was tired of the reporters chasing after her, that she just wanted to go back to her hometown and live a quiet life, and she didn't want to participate in performances anymore, and she wanted me to be by her side, He also joked that he asked me to find a Russian girl in the future and give her a beautiful grandson..."

"She lied to me." Wei Yi trembled, "She obviously wants to go back to England. Uncle is her own son. How could she be willing to let him suffer in England alone? She also wants to play the piano and perform on stage... ...She has lived with me in Russia for seven years, and has never participated in a performance..."

Chen Jifeng was flustered, he wiped away the tears from Wei Yi's face, and coaxed anxiously: "She loves you, so she wants to protect you, your family loves you very much."

"But I love them too." Wei Yi pressed his forehead in pain, "I don't want them to be wronged, tell me the truth of the matter, and then we will share the burden and tide over the difficulties together, isn't that okay? Just because I am young, so am I deprived of the right to love them?"

Wei Yi said to himself in a daze: "Will I be happy when I see them protecting me and seeing their backs hurt?"

Chen Jifeng snapped his fingers.He was keenly aware that something was wrong, and hurriedly said, "Sometimes people's choices..."

Wei Yi blocked his hand.

Chen Jifeng's heart tightened.

"What about you, Chen Jifeng." Wei Yi's eyes were red, and the water in them was startlingly bright, "If you don't come back safely, will I have to think that you left me because you didn't like me?"

Chen Jifeng's breathing was stagnant.He was blank at the moment, unable to think of a response sentence.

Because it is what it is.He did, until the last moment, use excuses.

Wei Yi looked into his eyes, and said slowly and softly, "I'm right."

"I really... didn't have any expectations." Chen Jifeng considered and considered, wishing he could sift through every word he said, "I was wrong, I shouldn't... use excuses to prevaricate you."

"You don't have expectations." Wei Yi nodded, "Because I'm still young, you can't have expectations for children."

"Wei Yi." Chen Jifeng only felt that everything he said was wrong, and his quick thinking was completely blocked at this moment, "Don't be angry...wait... Wei Yi, Wei Yi!"

Wei Yi quickly zipped up his backpack, put it on his back, got up and walked out.

Chen Jifeng quickly took out the money and threw it on the table, and chased him out.

"Wei Yi!" Chen Jifeng caught up with him in front of the bar and grabbed his arm, "It's wrong, it's my brother's mistake, can you hit me and scold me? Don't cry... Be good, don't cry .”

Chen Jifeng raised his hand to carefully wipe away the tears on his face.Wei Yi pushed his hand away forcefully, although he restrained himself a few times, his breathing was still very rapid.

"I'm young, so I can't really like someone, and I don't even have the qualifications to wait. I'm young, so I don't know anything, and I don't even have the qualifications to accompany me." Wei Yi clenched his fingers, looking stubborn and pitiful, "What? No qualifications."

Chen Jifeng never thought that he would be so clumsy and speechless, so he had to apologize over and over again, "I'm sorry, it's all because I didn't tell you, it's not that you're not qualified, you're fine, Wei Yi, it's all my fault."

"It's not your fault." Wei Yi tried his best to calm himself down, "It's me, I'm a fool, I don't know how to think, and I blame you. It's my fault."

He broke away from Chen Jifeng, opened the door of the bar and walked out.Chen Jifeng had no choice but to follow behind him, and now he didn't even dare to touch him, so he could only coax, "Why? You're so smart, you're not stupid at all."

The two walked to the side of the street, a black car was parked not far away, the driver's door was opened, Wei Yi's driver got out of the car, and asked with some puzzlement: "Mr. Evans? I came a little earlier to wait for you , it's not time yet, why..."

Wei Yi walked over, and the driver quickly walked around the front of the car and opened the door for him.

"I'm going home." Wei Yi walked to the side of the car, turned around and said to Chen Jifeng, "Goodbye."

"Wei Yi." Chen Jifeng pressed the car door subconsciously, almost begging him, "Let's talk again, shall we?"

"Brother." Wei Yi suddenly called him, raised his head, and looked at him calmly and intently, "Do you know what I have been thinking during the past five years?"

Chen Jifeng fell silent suddenly.

"I always thought I was left behind by you. I was so sad that I was about to collapse, and I also thought about letting you go." Wei Yi's eyes were dark and piercing, like a distant green aurora rising in the cold polar night, "But I let you go." No problem, I am such a stubborn and inflexible person, I will always like whoever I like, I like everything, and I will not look for substitutes, nor can I find a way to turn around."

Wei Yi said to Chen Jifeng: "What I think is, let's just be lonely again for the rest of my life."

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There are about a dozen chapters left, and I plan to enter v for the last point, thank you for watching ˋ(°▽、°)

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