night sky train

Chapter 61 I haven't let go of anything yet

In the bathroom, Wei Yi was in a daze by the sink.

He didn't go to the toilet, but simply washed his hands, and then stood there in a daze.

Wei Yi hasn't been in this state for a long time.Since he started his busy academic career, he has gradually moved away from his previous sloppy and ignorant appearance. Whether it is culture classes, individual lectures taught by Professor Brightman, or daily practice and performance preparation at any time, he must pay [-]% concentration. His mind must be on the middle line all the time so that his strict teachers will not find him slack.

In the rest of the time, he usually chooses to enter the energy-saving mode, and he simply saves the activities of communicating with people. Even when he stays in his own room, he just reads quietly, looks at the scenery, draws pictures, or Do something that one person can do.

People at the Paineland Conservatory of Music only thought that Wei Yi was a quiet, introverted genius who stayed away from the crowd, but no one thought that Wei Yi was simple, ignorant, and unresponsive.

"William should be a person with a lot of thoughts and delicate thoughts." In an interview, a piano teacher was once asked about William Evans, a top student in the piano department, and said: "No one would I think he is not smart, because he is too spiritual, he does not associate with anyone, but he must be aware of the subtle changes in the world all the time."

"Like a melancholy sunflower."

Wei Yi doesn't watch the news, if he saw this interview, he might feel a little embarrassed.

He knows that he is not smart at all, and that he does not like socializing and entertaining simply because he does not socialize with others. He does not know where the subtle changes in this world change. As for the many inner thoughts, he has none.

Apart from playing the piano, studying, and occasionally being so angry by Chris that he couldn't eat, Wei Yi didn't have any other complicated things in his heart. What he wanted to say was just thinking about the past.

Although after losing contact with Chen Jifeng for a longer and longer period of time, he gradually didn't want to think about the past.

"Ugh……"

Wei Yi knelt down while supporting the sink, and sighed long.

What the hell is my brother here for?Wei Yi's heart was in a mess, and the long-lost feeling that his brain could not function normally returned: Why didn't he say anything?

He thought of the kiss last night again. That night, the light was blurred, and emotions completely occupied his mind, so that Wei Yi had already begun to have the hallucination that "maybe he was having a sexual dream".

With a "click", the bathroom door was pushed open.

Wei Yi hurriedly stood up, afraid that others would see his strange appearance.However, when he turned his head, he saw Chen Jifeng walking in.

"You're not feeling well after staying for so long?" Chen Jifeng walked over and asked.

Wei Yi took a step back from the wall, tried to pretend to be natural, took out the toilet paper to wipe his hands, and said, "No, I'm going out now."

He squeezed the toilet paper into a ball and threw it into the trash can. He was about to go out around Chen Jifeng when his wrist was grabbed and he was gently dragged back.

"What are you doing hiding from me?" Chen Jifeng stood in front of him, "Don't look at me, don't talk to me."

"I didn't hide from you." Wei Yi had no choice but to lean against the wall, his wrist was held by Chen Jifeng, and he couldn't move at all.

Chen Jifeng gave an "um" inexplicably.His palm is still hot, his thumb is just on the joint of Wei Yi's wrist, and his fingertips move slowly, caressing the skin under his hand, from the protruding joints to the slightly beating inner pulse, as if unconsciously or intentionally.

Wei Yi's entire arm seemed to have been eroded by a virus and quickly became numb.He wanted to pull his hand back, but he froze in place uncontrollably, his face gradually becoming hot.

"Then why are you keeping your head down?" Chen Jifeng asked.

Wei Yi thought because I was afraid, afraid that you would come back suddenly and leave suddenly, afraid that you would not say anything, not even coming for me, afraid that you would hold my hand, kiss me, and say that we could not Together, no matter how much you like it, it's useless, because you don't like it.

Afraid that you held me and refused to let me go one moment, and dragged me away from you the next moment.

"It's nothing." The alarm bell rang in Wei Yi's heart, and the self-protection mechanism was quickly activated, urging him to leave Chen Jifeng's presence, otherwise he might really not be able to bear being chased away by Chen Jifeng next time.

"...Let go." Wei Yi was flustered and short of breath, struggling with his wrist, "Go back."

Chen Jifeng simply pressed his arm and pushed him against the wall.

"Wei Yi." Chen Jifeng looked at Wei Yi, his eyes were seven points gentle and cautious, three points tentative and cautious, "You are angry, I know, my brother came to England to apologize to you, give me a chance, let's have a good talk ,OK?"

Wei Yi felt desperate, what he wanted was not an apology at all, what did Chen Jifeng do wrong?He didn't do anything wrong, but he didn't like it or didn't like it enough, so what is there to apologize for?He was not angry from the beginning, let alone want to apologize.

"I don't want to talk about it." Wei Yi tried his best to make his voice sound stable, "I'm not angry, you're not wrong, don't apologize. You go back, go back to your country, don't come here for such trivial things again."

He wanted to leave, but Chen Jifeng held his shoulder tightly, not letting him leave.

"You misunderstood." Chen Jifeng coaxed him patiently, "Okay, I don't say that I came to apologize, I just miss you and want to see you. If you say that, can you let me stay?"

"You see it now." Wei Yi tensed his body, it was a tense defensive posture, which he had never shown in front of Chen Jifeng before, "You can go back."

No one spoke for a while, and the silence was like a needle piercing a tape-covered balloon. Every inch seemed to puncture the balloon, but it didn't burst every second.Wei Yi waited dazedly, waiting for Chen Jifeng to leave him.Fortunately, Chen Jifeng only appeared in front of him twice, the time was not long, and he talked very little. He still had the ability to go back to his own little world and slowly digest the pain of parting again after meeting suddenly.

But Chen Jifeng didn't say a word, he held his wrist tightly again, and dragged him to turn around and leave the bathroom.

Wei Yi was caught off guard and dragged out by him. The restaurant was full of people, he didn't dare to make it too obvious, so he could only let Chen Jifeng hold his hand and return to his seat.

Gao Ziyuan was biting a straw and drinking milk tea, when he saw the two came back together, holding hands, he was stunned.

"You..." Gao Ziyuan couldn't find a word for a long time, so he could only say: "It's been a long time."

Chen Jifeng let Wei Yi into the sofa, smiled at him, and said, "I haven't seen you for a long time, so we chatted for a while."

Gao Ziyuan didn't think too much, and Chen Jifeng continued to chat with him as usual, but Wei Yi was really not in the mood to deal with the situation, and lowered his head and slowly ate the unfinished rice noodles in the bowl.

Wei Yi had basically given up on the idea of ​​trying to look a little more decent. It turned out that even if he remained calm and peaceful in front of anyone, it would not work in front of Chen Jifeng.

It didn't work five years ago, and five years later there is still no improvement, and we are standing still.

The second half of the dinner ended quickly, although Gao Ziyuan's conversation remained undiminished, and he didn't quite understand why a dinner came to an end naturally when he still wanted to continue the chat.Before he knew it, they had left the pho shop.

"Huh?" Gao Ziyuan stood at the door of the shop, a little confused, "Have you already paid the bill?"

Chen Jifeng walked out: "I'll pay by the way."

"Why is this so embarrassing? It's obviously the guest I want to invite..."

Chen Jifeng smiled: "Small things."

As soon as Wei Yi came out, he received a call from the driver, probably because there was no one waiting.As soon as Wei Yi picked up the phone, the driver hesitated and asked, "Mr. Evans, have you already left school?"

"I'm eating out with my classmates."

"Can you give me an address? I'll pick you up by car now."

"I am here……"

The phone was suddenly pulled away, Wei Yi was taken aback, and looked up to see Chen Jifeng coming to him at some point, holding the phone that he hadn't hung up yet.

"Didn't you say to accompany me after dinner?" Chen Jifeng looked down at him and said with a smile.

Wei Yi was stunned. Before he could speak, Gao Ziyuan asked curiously, "Are you guys doing anything later?"

"Yes." Chen Jifeng answered Gao Ziyuan, but his eyes were on Wei Yi, "The two of us have something to talk about."

No matter how dull Gao Ziyuan was, he still felt something was wrong.The atmosphere between this man named Chen Jifeng and William is too weird. If we say we are familiar, William hardly talks to him; close.

Gao Ziyuan couldn't figure out whether the relationship between the two of them was good or bad, he just felt that when the three of them stood together, his existence seemed extremely disharmonious.

He couldn't figure out why, so he could only say awkwardly: "Then, if you have something to do, go and do it. It just so happens that I have to go back to school and continue preparing for my graduation performance."

Chen Jifeng smiled politely at him: "Thank you for your hard work, goodbye."

Gao Ziyuan waved to Wei Yi: "Well, William, I'm leaving."

Wei Yi was confused, but still said to Gao Ziyuan: "It's getting late, be careful on the way back."

Gao Ziyuan was quite reluctant at first, but after receiving Wei Yi's concern, he immediately nodded in a good mood, bid farewell to them and left.

Chen Jifeng glanced at Gao Ziyuan's leaving back, then looked back at Wei Yi: "He really likes you."

"Really." Wei Yi's thoughts are not here at all, he doesn't care whether others like him or not, he concentrates on the person holding his mobile phone in front of him, "Give me back the mobile phone."

Chen Jifeng didn't speak or move. After standing with him for a long time, Wei Yi couldn't help feeling a little anxious.He was about to reach for it when the phone rang again.

Chen Jifeng picked it up, looked at it, and said, "Your uncle is calling."

"give me……"

Then, Chen Jifeng pressed the answer button, put the phone to his ear, and said very naturally: "Hello."

Wei Yi opened his eyes wide.

"It's me, Chen Jifeng, the policeman you met with before."

"Of course, otherwise, why would his mobile phone be with me?"

"No hurry, I still have something to talk to him about."

Wei Yi could hear Chris getting angry from a distance, but Chen Jifeng remained calm and said slowly, "Don't worry, I won't eat your little nephew."

"After the chat, I will send it back to you naturally."

"The rest—no comment, bye."

Chen Jifeng hung up the call, and then returned the phone to Wei Yi, saying, "Your uncle is really angry."

Wei Yi took the phone without saying a word, turned around and was about to leave, but Chen Jifeng reacted quickly and simply grabbed his hand, holding it tightly in his palm.

"I'm going home." Wei Yi felt powerless and a little helpless. He didn't know how to deal with Chen Jifeng at all, and there was even a hint of begging in his voice, "Let's go home, please. .”

Chen Jifeng didn't let go at all, just looked down at him and said, "We need to talk, Wei Yi."

"I don't want to talk, I said it, you didn't do anything wrong, and you don't need to apologize, you don't have to feel guilty to me, it's okay." Wei Yi felt very tired, so tired that he didn't have any strength at all, every time Chen Jifeng held him After a while, he wanted to stick to Chen Jifeng's body. He felt helpless and anxious about such a self, and even more ashamed of himself who knew that there would be no result and could not control his instinct.

——Shame, in the past he didn't understand this word, he only knew to rush forward recklessly, now that he has grown up, he already understands that it is useless to touch himself blindly, a mature person will not pour all his enthusiasm on others and not It is impolite, even selfish, to consider what other people think.

Wei Yi didn't want to be selfish towards Chen Jifeng.

"It really doesn't matter." Wei Yi cheered up and tried to tell Chen Jifeng seriously, "Even if I was really angry in the past, I am not angry now. After so long, I have let it go."

As soon as he finished speaking, his fingers were suddenly pinched tightly by a great force, and Wei Yi was crushed to the bone all of a sudden, so painful that he couldn't help but let out a small cry.

Immediately after that force dissipated quickly, Chen Jifeng relaxed his grip, and slowly rubbed his fingers with a sense of apology and comfort.

"Then you should still be angry." On a quiet and comfortable night, the early summer wind by the river was soft, Chen Jifeng's voice was low and gentle, "I haven't let go of anything yet, Wei Yi."

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Brother: Don’t come here QAQ

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