Conformity

There is a heavy snowfall every year in S City, but every time it falls, the joy is waning, but this time, Chang Yuan felt that most of the snowflakes fell on his father's head.

On the outer corridor of the inpatient department where pedestrians pass by, the white marks on Chang Zhongshan's temples can make Chang Yuan feel extremely dazzling from a distance.

He's getting old too... Chang Yuan almost didn't turn around and run away, he thought with hot eyes: And there's an unfilial son.

The whiteness on the outside of the corridor fell one after another, hurriedly and slowly, all silently, the loud voice was hesitant, and there was no word.

Chang Zhongshan is holding up her mobile phone to take pictures of the snow scene. Chi Mei was born in winter. The "Mei" in her name also means "plum". She likes plum blossoms and heavy snow. She is also very particular about plum blossoms and goes to the market to buy them at this time of year. Fresh wintersweet came back to put in a bottle, and then went out to buy vegetables when it was snowing heavily, and refused to open an umbrella.

Chang Zhongshan is a rough-skinned guy, he thinks she is full and has nothing to do, but he can't deny with conscience that his daughter-in-law looks very beautiful walking in the snow, at this time she is Chi Mei, who is self-willed for arty hobbies , not a bereaved mother.

Chang Yuan didn't know his parents' little interest, he just walked towards his father, his heart was like a clockwork that was too tightly wound, he didn't know if the scene he saw after opening the door would knock him down, So he was thinking about Shao Bowen every step of the way.

The temperature in L city plummeted, and the construction site was in a high-tech zone where the signal could not even be loved. Shao Bowen told him not to worry, saying that they bought a batch of military coats online, but a picture they finally sent was still cracked, and he was very angry. He felt that the emoji was a waste.

Later, when I received it again, I thought it was extremely ugly, which proves that it is not enough to have a face and figure, and clothes are still very important to people.

He thought that Shao Bo had heard about the ups and downs of his emotions, whether he was happy or disappointed, his desire to confide would become stronger. If he didn’t talk about his ordinary life, when he was proud or frustrated, then he would really have nothing to say.

Chang Zhongshan doesn't like restraint and bloat, and he always wears thin clothes in the middle of winter. Chang Yuan walked around him to block today's northwest wind, and called out sadly and softly: "Dad."

Chang Zhongshan held his phone and turned his head to the side, smiled at him, then turned back to take a picture, and said hoarsely: "Here it is, you go into the room first, I will come when I take this picture."

Chang Yuan looked at him carefully, and saw that although he was tired, he could speak and laugh, and his spirit was not bad, so he was a little relieved, bit the inside of his lip and asked, "What's wrong with Mom? Why didn't you tell me until you were hospitalized?" ?”

"I overdose on Diazepam..."

Chang Yuan's heart skipped a beat, his eyes widened, his face turned pale, and thousands of negative associations flashed through his mind.

When Chang Zhongshan saw him, he suddenly became frightened and stupid, so he stopped taking pictures, and waved his hands towards him and explained: "No, no, Chang'er, don't get me wrong, your mother is not, she is not... so what, just for a while The spirit is not good, I am in a trance like an old lady, forget everything, I have taken medicine several times and I have no response, I vomited and screamed until I went into shock in the middle of the night, I was sent for a stomach wash, and now it is all right. "

Chang Yuan's heart was filled with guilt, and he didn't speak for a long time with red eyes. The conflicts between relatives were unsolvable, and the result of not wanting to compromise was to keep hurting each other until one party died down.

This time, Chi Mei's body fell down first, and there was no serious problem. What about after that?If so, what if?

Chang Yuan thought anxiously: How many times can he bear similar bad news?Is he not firm enough?Or is it not cold-blooded enough?Isn't it too unmanly to worry about gains and losses and be indecisive?

"Actually, sometimes I can't help but want to go back on my word. I promised you that as long as you are happy..."

Chang Zhongshan was still focusing on the phone, and tapped and tapped the screen with his thick fingers, without looking at Chang Yuan, he suddenly spoke.

"Look, your mother is like this, which makes me terrified. I dare not close my eyes at night. It's not a good life. You are so cruel and don't contact me. I'm so old, you are the only one Son, I'm very lonely. If you don't come to play ball with me, I hang out with a group of old men every day. No matter how rhythmic the square dance is, I can't dance 24 hours a day. Sometimes I'm upset, and I can't see you. When I called, I would think that it would have been fine if I hadn't given birth to you, anyway, I have no one to take care of me, and I would be innocent without you."

His voice, in this icy and snowy world, made people listen to it more and more desolately. Chang Yuan was speechless. When it came to his father, he made a hundred mistakes first, so everything he said was right.From the perspective of having fun while suffering, if Chang Zhongshan wanted to sever ties with him, it would save him the embarrassment of cutting out his heart when he opened his mouth.

The goose feather snow in the west wind fluttered and rolled, and fell on Chang Yuan's eyelashes and the corners of his eyes, which were instantly melted by the body temperature, and the water vapor surrounded the eye sockets, which looked like tears filled his eyes.

"But," Chang Zhongshan suddenly chuckled, and his tone turned into a deep helplessness: "That kid Shao Bowen has been sending me harassing text messages secretly, saying that you cried again tonight, and you won't be able to eat and lose weight tomorrow." , Looking at my and your mother’s mobile phone numbers, it’s half night, what’s wrong, I was scolded at the construction site, I was accidentally cut by a bicycle on the road... what, what, day by day The news broadcast is still active. I see advertisements and text messages are more pleasing to the eye than him, but I can't bear to block him. Why? Chang Yuan, without you, my father's heart is missing. You are not doing well, and I can't stand it .”

Chang Yuan was taken aback, thinking that Shao Bowen looked serious, how could he be so alarmist?

When did he cry at night?His mood is not very high, but because his weight itself is a lower limit, he is not thin at all!Besides, his bicycle was a children's version of someone Shao's beloved son purring around at home, with just a little cuticle scraped off, and he was ashamed to use it to scare people, really convinced.

But what surprised him the most was what Shao Bowen did behind his back. It was just sending text messages. It only cost 3 yuan and 1 cents every month. The most precious thing is his heart.When he was drifting away from his parents for the sake of love, this person was willing to put down his face as a mediator, Chang Yuan's heart burned instantly, and his chaotic and vacillating decisions seemed to be back on track. It would have been a total struggle.

Chang Zhongshan turned his head to look into his son's eyes, and he said, "You say this man has no face, and he really can see that he has a heart for you. Your father and I are old-fashioned, and I eat this kind of tricks. I haven't seen him for a year, I don't know what he has become, is he disabled?"

"Last month, he called me and said that he was going on a long trip and would not be with you for a short period of time. He couldn't see all of your status and told me not to wait for the news. Your mother was not feeling well at the time, and I was in a bad mood. Not bad, I thought he was showing it to me on purpose, and I told him at the time, saying that I want to know how my son is doing, do I need to pass by you? He just kicked my nose and said yes, yes, yes He was worried about you, and begged me to secretly report to him, otherwise he will pay back!"

Chang Yuan had a premonition that his father must have hit him. The older the old man was, the more he liked aggressive tactics.

"Then we chatted openly, and when I said something and he said something, I was so angry that I almost fainted, but after thinking about it, it was quite reasonable."

"I said your mother was crying so hard that you were disobedient, and I was almost blind, and I was also frightened, so there was nothing to do with the two of you. But when he said that you were not born, your mother cried even harder and went to the street Going to snatch the child, I'm even more afraid, the bastard didn't hear the nonsense! He said that the old Chang's family can live a normal life only when they have you. You are a lucky star. contribute."

"In order to enlighten your mother, I also read a lot of things about the relationship between the two generations. One day I saw a sentence that Maugham said, and I relayed it to your mother. It probably means that it is ridiculous for parents to accuse their children of being ungrateful, because no matter what they do for their children What I did was because it made me happy in my heart——After I finished talking about your mother, I was inexplicably stunned for a long time, and neither of us knew what to say after it was over. You are indeed wrong."

"But don't expect a single sentence to change people. Your mother's ability to resist calling you, sending text messages, and even peeking at your neighborhood is already a result of hard work. Xiaoyuan, I don't need you to understand you Mom, because I can't either, she is a patient and needs treatment, and I'm taking her under treatment too, but I hope you can learn from Shao Bowen and sell me yourself in ten days and a half months, people, they are soft We don't eat hard food, and the world is unpredictable, no one knows how long we will live..."

Chang Yuan suddenly interrupted him: "You and my mother can live a long life, don't talk nonsense."

Chang Zhongshan thought that if he was really a hundred years old, he would torture you to death, but he said: "It's okay, let's not talk about this, let's talk about your Shao Bowen."

Chang Yuan blushed at what he said, and said in a heavy tone, "Dad!"

"It's a disadvantage to see your face," Chang Zhongshan said dissatisfied, "Actually, I called you here today, just to see you, miss you, and let you see us, there is no other meaning. You must not know, Your mother has been scared out of her wits these days, you have never fought against her so resolutely, she thought you were serious, and she was turned into an iron lump by Shao Bowen, a treacherous minister, and she was terrified to abandon her."

The "treacherous official" in the field was wrapped in a military coat and was sucking noodles, watching the little milk dog he picked up shivering at his feet. So he picked out the two cheapest clothes from the few clothes he brought, and built a kennel in his office.

Shao Bowen was also a little bit mad, Chang Yuan's dog was named Dakuan, and he didn't think this native dog was male, so he insisted on giving it a couple name, Rich Woman.So far, their family’s style of painting is still highly unified. The names of earning money to support the family are all inspirational, and the names of eating free food are very expensive.

"Look at what you are afraid of, the enemy is also afraid, everyone is equally divided, so if you believe that you are right, stick to it, and don't think that the old man will comfort you if you regret it later," Chang Zhongshan said, "Go and see your mother , while she's still asleep, it's fine now, if she doesn't take the initiative to look for you, you too, oh... don't go home, let us work harder, we will be underground parties in the future."

Chang Yuan almost lost his eyes laughing, turned around and ran away after speaking, "Thank you, Chief!"

Like him, Chi Mei doesn't have a lot of room for development in terms of being thinner. He is just very haggard, and his whole face is a little dry. Even if he is so sick, he is always happy when he looks at it from a distance. But like a sinner who survived a catastrophe, he couldn't stop like he had lice. He tucked the quilt for his mother, peeled fruit, boiled water and mopped the floor.After finishing all the labor work, he sat by the bed and looked at Chi Mei, and when she moved as if she was about to wake up, he slipped away reluctantly.

When we got out of the hospital, the snow fell even harder. Chang Yuan ignored his hands and was numb from the cold. The snow melted and his hands were wet. He wanted to call Shao Bowen, but the broken signal in that place made trouble again. He called 9 was connected.

There was snow on the ground, and footprints were left behind him, step by step.

Chang Yuan opened his mouth and took a mouthful of Feixue, "People from the village, I will visit you tomorrow."

The person who only has a very rubbish 2G network said confusedly and happily: "Okay, come and warm the bed, I can't sleep at night because of the cold! No, tomorrow is Thursday, the second phase of the construction site is closed or what?"

"It didn't stop, it's nothing," Chang Yuan pursed his lips and smiled, "I just miss you."

Shao Bowen was so vegetarian that he could only dream about eating meat, he felt a sudden shock when he heard this, and wanted to prostitute himself in the daytime.